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I had been talking to a guy online for about two months before this point. Let's call him Tom. Tom had a profile on BBRT NKP and here on breeding zone. I had been wanting to experiment with chemsex for about 6 months before I left for the states, I had been watching some videos to see what the deal was. I believe it was this site that introduced me to the concept, before hand I had no idea about meth use in the gay community(or a subsection of the gay community) but I had it in my head that if I was to try it, it should be in America(where I could get away with it). Plus it seemed to be more available over in the states. What I was looking for was tough, a top who was willing to introduce someone to Tina for the first time who also was hiv negative. This may not seem like much. But first of all nobody seemed to even respond to me on NKP(maybe they were too high) I was beginning to this it was an online ghost town, or that perhaps my account was broken. After searching for some time, I found two profiles that matched the requirements, a neg Top, who can administer. I messaged both guys. One replied "Any pics?" I sent him some pics of me, including a face pic. "Hmmm any more pics?" He wasn't sure. A little disappointing. The next guy I message replies "I would love to meet". However plans changed and we didn't get to meet for quite some time(scheduling conflicts). This was a good thing in some respect. We managed to talk a little more and I felt comfortable this was an honest and open guy, he was in his 40's and seemed mature, extremely attractive, and sexually right up my street. He asked for porn vids that I found hot so he had an idea of what I was into. He liked these very much. We eventually arranged to meet a little over one week before I was set to leave. He was situated up the top of Manhattan and told me to meet him around 9pm. I took the train up, then hopped a cab to his place. A nice apartment complex. I don't remember feeling nervous. Strange really, I felt more nervous walking into a gay bar, or sucking off my first New Yorker, but this, what would be the most extreme thing I was about to partake in, and I felt eerily calm. I also remember thinking very calmly "I could die here" just before I pressed the buzzer. He unlocks the door from his room upstairs, I'm not told what room number or floor he is on, but the second I step in I get a text. "Be right down, have to get something from the basement" I wait in the foyer. Probably a good time to mention my previous experience with drugs. Tried ecstasy a handful of times, first two times were great, the rest sucked. Cocaine 3 times previously, got absolutely nothing from it(became quiet and fidgety) and weed on a handful of occasions. In no way was I a drug user, never partied and played, with the exception of weed with two guys in NYC. So why I was actually doing this I have no idea. But I'm hoping it's good. Tom comes down to meet me, and we both head to the laundry room where he empties the machine. He seems rushed, I spend my time examining him as he does his laundry. His head is shaved(bald), he has a grey goatee, very handsome masculine look, dressed in a tank top and sweatpants, he's in good shape. He really is a perfect match. Perfect Daddy. I wonder if he's high already, but I think he isn't How will he be with me, what will I do when I'm high? "Positive thoughts" I keep telling myself in my head. Positive thoughts. We enter his apartment, it's nice, big, he leads me to the bedroom. A large bed is covered with rubber sheets, to the left of the bed on the floor is a large duffel bag, filled with all kinds of sex toys. To the right is a computer and desk, on the desk lay some syringes. Now my heart starts to race a little. "Do you want to have a look through the toys?" "Sure". He shows me his collection, rubber cock and ball rings, rubber anal inserts, large buttplugs(one shaped like a sperm), sounds kit(makes me wince), rope, cuffs, things that I couldn't even identify. "That's an impressive collection" I say, wide-eyed. "Yeah. So I'm thinking we get you in a harness" He instructs me to take my clothes off. Then he puts the harness on me and tightens it. I feel infinitely sexier. I've never worn a harness before or since, but it felt great. He began to explain the benefits of said harness. "So when I'm fucking you I can just grab it like this, and pull you towards me" he says as he demonstrate by grabbing the shoulder straps and pulling me towards him, this makes me horny. "Hmm, a rubber jockstrap." He then takes a jockstrap from his bag, again, I've never worn one before this. It fits well and covers up that dick of mine. I'm slowly being transformed into his toy, there is only one thing left. He talks me through the whole experience, what it will feel like, how he preps the meth by pouring hot water until the crystals have fully dissolved, etc etc. He then shows me about 4 or 5 videos of slamming, and explains what the person might be feeling. "Ok so are you ready?" "Have you ever done this with someone for the first time?" "No, never introduced anyone" I sit on the cold rubber bed, he props two pillows behind my back. "Hmm, hang on." He goes to the bag, and takes out two of those, I actually don't know what they are called. Like small leather hoods that go over your hands. and leather cuffs. He loosely ties me to the bed. ​"It'll be interesting to have you tied up for your first slam" My heart starts to pound faster, the nerves are coming in hard and fast. Should I look at the needle going in? Maybe not. Everything will be fine. He holds the needle up to the bedside lamp. "They're full dissolved, see? Let's see how hard it is to find a vein." He runs his finger over the inside of my elbow, a vein comes up immediately. He then puts on the tourniquet and waits a few seconds. Wipes my arm with a pad and sticks the needle into my vein. He pulls back I look, see red inside the needle, then look away. "Ok. Now tell me if you feel any burning or stinging in your arm." I look again, he slowly pushes the plunger until the meth is inside me. He then snaps off the tourniquet and looks at me. I feel nothing. He gives me a look as if to ask how I feel. "Nothing?" I say, smiling nervously. He looks in disbelief. "Nothing?" "Nope" "Are you sure?" "Yeah I don't feel anything" "Hmm, that's crazy. Maybe I didn't give you enough" He turns around to look at the syringes on his desk. I let out a nervous laugh. "Maybe if I moved around a little" I say as I bend my arm up and down(as much as it will go with the restraint) Then I feel a sudden tingle in my legs, reminiscent of the first time I tried E(which I was the last to come up on then too), then BAM! This indescribable rush goes through me, my breathing becomes heavy and I blow out a long shaky "woah" I look at Tom, he seems excited. "OK....nowitsworking" I say in a short burst. I start to feel myself and wish these restraints vanished. I start to feel as if I could make them disappear if I really wanted to. Tom sees me squirming in ecstasy on the bed. "Now I know it's working." He then turns around and straps up his arm and gets ready to slam himself. I writhe around feeling everything with my body, everything tingles in such an amazing way. This is too good for words. I'm loving this, nothing has happened yet and I'm loving it already, I think of a thousand scenarios of what will happen throughout the night in the space of a second or two. My mind is well and truly fucked! It's very hard to focus on anything, everything has a shudder effect. I hear Tom exhaling heavily I look over and he's whipping of the strap from around his arm. "Fuck" "Fuck" I say almost at the same time. He seems very controlled, I don't know how he does it. "Do you have sensitive nipples?" "Not really" I answer. "You will". He then straps two sucking cups to my nipples and pumps them until they stick. "Thank you so much for this" I gush, I feel forever in his debt. I become overtly grateful and complimentary, he smiles knowing it's the drugs doing their work. He also becomes very talkative, he asks me about the first time I had sex. He raps my legs around his waist and I start to grind against him as I describe my first time. "Tonight will be a night of firsts" He tells me in that calm and hushed voice. For some reason we both feel the need to half whisper to each other. "Ok let's get these off" He removes my restraints as I thank him again for being so generous to have me over and get me high. He thanks me for coming. "God if we met earlier? I'd send you home stupid". After some talking, he takes my head and buries it into his armpit. I lap away at it as he moans. He takes the suction cups from my nipples and twists them as I start to suck on his. I still don't feel sensation in my nipples, however the rush from the meth was too much to notice if I did. This was perhaps the most sexually confident I had ever felt, I had to constantly remind myself, this is actually happening. I move down to work his cock. He tells me to suck it hard, so I do,gripping with my like and sucking down on his soft veiny dick to the balls, he grabs both balls and pushes them against my mouth "open" I try to accommodate for both cock and balls but it proves too hard, even though his cock is only semi erect, his balls are far too big. I settle for one ball and a dick in the back of my throat, my mouth is stuffed. He likes the feeling as I gag and retch. Eyes water, stomach knots, body squirms. Next I take both his balls in my mouth which is another mouth-filling task, his dick lays on my face with his wet helmet resting on my right eye. I feel like a good little slut. He tells me to smell his dick, which smells of precum. After sucking his dick some more it becomes hard enough to fuck with. He puts a rubber cock ring and ball separator on himself and tells me lie back. I put my legs in the air and present my hole for fucking. "No." he says. "Put your feet here" he motions to his chest. I place both feet on his chest and he slides his cock into my ass. At first my hole rejects him, pushing him out when he gets into a rhythm. It's the Tina, it has made my ass tighten up. However, I have an idea. I get up and take out a bottle of poppers out of my bag and lay back on the bed. "Maybe if you choke me" I suggest. He places his open palm against my neck, just under my Adam's apple, then moves up and down to find the strongest pulse. I take a huff of my poppers and raise one hand in the air(this is a safety technique I use at first with some guys, when the hand drops, I'm out and they should let go. Any longer and it could become quite dangerous). He presses down, not too hard, but enough to make my feet tingle. Everything goes tunnel vision. I'm back in Ireland doing something menial or talking to a friend or something. All of a sudden a man's face appears from nowhere, then a room behind him, where am I? Confusion. I feel a heavy tingling and something moving in and out of my hole. It has a similar feeling to pins-and-needles. Then I remember where I really am, in an apartment in New York, high on meth, being fucked unconscious by a complete stranger who could have killed me with little effort. The rush of realization is incredible. My breathing becomes heavy "Wow! Oh my God" He leads in to make out with me, his dick is now in my ass without me pushing it out. "Did you have a little dream, baby?" "Yeah, how long was I out" "Only about 5 seconds, don't worry." He fucks me harder and although his cock isn't rock hard it feels incredible. I could feel the rubber of the cock ring against my hole. I wanted everything he had inside me. "I think I can get my balls in you" he lets out in a grunt as he thrusts back and forth. "Yeah?" I ask with some scepticism, the drugs have taken away any pain the fucking may have caused, but it in no way made my ass wider, in fact it had a tightening effect on my hole. This problem was solved with a little force, or a nice choke-out. "Yeah, I think so. Hang on." He rolls me back so my ass is in the air, he then stands over me and squats down. I feel him pushing against my hole and decide to push out, hoping it will let him in. This works and he pushes his balls inside me. He pulls them out "Oh fuck" he lets out in pleasure. He pushes just his balls into my hole a few more times, dipping them in and out until it becomes easy. He then pushes his sloppy cock into my widened hole, followed by both balls. Everything is inside me. It has to be the best feeling I've ever had during sex, it's incredibly hard to describe that pleasure, knowing you're connected to another man by both his cock and balls, they fit tightly into your hole. You are being completely used as a place for him to rest his dick and balls. The feeling of his pelvis pushing against your ass, knowing there is nothing further that can go in, he is as deep in you as he can possibly go. Amazing! I feel with my hands to ensure everything is in. I rub his taint while he grinds against me. He stops moving, but I continue to grind in a circular motion, churning my insides with his balls and dick. "Hold still" he tells me, he looks focussed and stares into the distance. "You feel that?" "Nope" "I'm pissing inside you" "Oh fuck!" I concentrate on the feeling, a tingling in my lower back, I'm being used as this guy's urinal. "Ugh, it's hard to piss in this position". He only pees a little in me before slowly pulling his balls and cock out of my piss-filled whole, he keeps me propped up with one hand. "Don't move boy. Fuck yeah" he spits in my gaping hole. Then reaches into his bag of toys for a large butt-plug. He spits on it, and pushes it against my ass lips, it's not going in as easy as it should. He calmly instructs me to breath in and out, eventually the rubber plug slides right in, filling my ass completely. After about 30 minutes of playing, I go to the toilet to take out the plug and push out the piss. I feel very wobbly on my feet but very happy also. I notice that when the plug comes out there is no more piss up my ass. I feel around to check. Either my ass has absorbed the little piss there was, or it's gone a lot deeper than I can reach. The next few hours become a blur. I get slammed again which is so much stronger than the first, I cough and it hits me like a euphoria freight train. This turns Tom on greatly. We make out more, fuck, suck toys and attempted fisting. He could slide four fingers but not past the knuckle. I found it extremely hard to concentrate on what was going on, everything spun and shuttered, I felt fantastic, almost a state of frenzy. When Tom is on top of me he sweats so much it dribbles down onto my face and chest, almost like a tap. Our sweat has a distinct smell, a chemical smell because of the meth. He takes me to the shower to cool off. I check the time and hours have gone by. It's about 10.00am the next day. "My boyfriend will be home soon" What? Oh no, "is this going to get awkward?" I think. I say nothing. "It's ok though, we could always go to the bathhouse" First time for everything. I let him know I'm up for this adventure and he tells me to get dressed and meet him at the nearby subway, while he cleans up and gets dressed. I walk to the nearest subway, it's a hot day out and people are up walking to work. I'm very aware of my movements, not to act like a tweaker. He eventually meets me and we head towards the bathhouse. It's not long until we are there. I'm becoming paranoid that people will know I'm high. Tom seems fine. We get our locker key and head to our room. After stripping, I head to the locker with our clothes. To large black men check me out in my jockstrap(given to me by Tom) the place seems pretty empty, which doesn't surprise me given the time. I put away my stuff and head back to our booth/room. I'm tingling all over and moving faster than usual. I get in and Tom lunges at me, jamming his tongue down my throat and shoving his fingers up my hole. I turn to liquid in his arms, the feeling is very hot. He has a small bag of toys with him. He takes out a large metal buttplug. It's very wide, "Guess where this is going" he says as he slaps it against the palm of his hand. "No way" "Get on all fours" I climb onto the bed on all fours. He squirts some lube onto the top of the plug, then pushes against my ass. I feel there is know way this will fit. I try to push out to open my ass up. "Breath, relax." He instructs. It's hard to do so, even though there is no pain at this point(from the drugs) I'm still nervous of damaging my ass. I breath in and out. Then take a big hit of poppers and repeat. I feel it enter my hole, it begins to hurt. "Damn, is this nearly in" I think to myself, then my ass retracts. "It's in" he tells me, before leaning in to gently kiss my ass cheek and tell me "good boy". He slaps the base of the plug and every time he does is sends an extremely pleasurable shiver up through my insides. He lays me back on the bed and spreads his ass cheeks. "Stick out your tongue" I do, then he sits down hard on my mouth. I work my tongue slowly up and down he asshole, trying hard to push my tongue deep. He lets out a series of moans and groans to indicate he loves the sensation. He then grabs the back of my head and really pushes me into his hole. He wants me to go deeper and I can feel his hole pushing out against as my tongue slides deeper. My tongue is stretched out to the point of pain, but knowing the pleasure it gives him causes me to endure it. This goes on for a few minutes(with a few air breaks) before he lifts his hot ass from my face. He hands me down a rubber butt plug. "I want you to put this up my ass" "Can you pass me the lube?" "No just use spit" He opens my mouth and slides the plug all the way down to the end, I gag, he pushes further, fucking my throat with the plug. This gets him off. He sits on the end of the plug and forces it down my throat with his ass. I'm now being smothered and choked. I cough up some spit. and he takes the plug out and turns it around, facing his hole. I take it off of him and push. It takes some force and I worry about hurting him, but he seems to be fine. It eventually goes up his hole. I smack the end of it as he done with my and he groans in ecstasy. We make out for a while with plugs up our asses, I then go to give him a blowjob. After some time sucking his semi-flaccid cock I feel it's time to take the plug out. I leave our room to walk to the toilets. I get a few propositions on the way, but ignore them in a chemmed out haze. I enter one of the cubicles and try to push out the plug. This is more difficult and painful than getting it in. I finally manage to pull the metal plug from my insides and the thing is hot. Really hot. Hard to hold. I have to run it under a cold tap before I can carry it back to the room. By the time I get back he has jerked his cock hard. And places me on all fours before fucking me for quite some time. "Shit I've got to go to work soon" I wonder how he can even think of working, as my mind is so confused and fried from the meth, I could barely see straight. I guess this guy is well used to this kind of activity. This worries me slightly. Maybe all isnt as it seems with him. He edges himself with my ass a number of times but is too uptight to cum. "Wanna meet me later on, say 7pm?" "Ok". We both head to the showers. As we wash up he tells me "I think I have to piss" "Can I drink it" "Sure, get down there." I get down on my knees and open up. He shoots hard, like a fire-hose down my throat. It tastes extremely strong but I swallow every drop. As we walk back to our room to get dressed it hits me hard. It had totally slipped my mind that his piss was filled with strong chems, and it sent me flying high. "You feel it?" He asks me in a hushed tone. It really tickles him that I'm high as a kite in public. We get dressed and leave the bathhouse. I get home(somehow) and try to get some sleep. This is impossible. I am shaking like a leaf and sweating buckets. I go to the bathroom to have a cold shower. I look in the mirror. My face frightens me, it looks so different to what I usually see. There is a deadness in my eyes. I try not to focus on it, and shower and change. By the time this is done it's almost time to head out the door again. I get to Tom's apartment again, his eyes are red. He looks like he's just shot up. "Hey baby, come in" I come in and undress. "Ready for another slam?"

Its been almost two weeks since all my antics at the underbear party. you can read the details of the night in my other blog. It was a such a great night and in the week after I've been chatting to most the guys that I'd taken loads from on BBRT. Some of them confirming there viral load status and wanting to be informed if I'd gotten sick. I'd had many thoughts about the night and i do feel blessed if i finally start sero converting from one of the many loads i'd taken. Well as it reached day eleven. i just couldn't drag myself from bed on Tuesday morning this week. I'd been waking most the night with a cold dampening sweat. my bed soaked. and when i did get up i had a dulling headache and upset stomach. As i got to the bathroom i realized i was fatigued and out of breath. and i was again sweating profusely. My stomach was turning badly and i felt i was going to explode i could feel the acrid build up in my throat as if i was going to vomit as well. Sitting down on the toilet i started to pee when my stomach passed a liquid mess. my god i almost died. the smell of it was horrendous. and it made me ill to the point i knew i was going to hurl as well. i made a very quick wipe to clean my hole and flushed. the smell was terrible in the toilet. and as i gagged the vomit came up. putting my head in the bowl i must of thrown up some ten to fourteen times. the final efforts didn't really bring anything up but the foulness of bile in my stomach which i spat into the toilet. i went to the sink and washed my mouth with the cold water. and turned back to the toilet. again my stomach turned as i saw the toilet bowl and as i sat again another round of liquid mess came out. the smell not so bad. i cleaned and flushed the toilet twice. sprayed the air with some room deodorizer and went and had a shower. the cold shower was great and i dried off. i was back lying on my still soaked bed when i called work saying i wasn't coming in. laying there i nodded off again and around midday i awoke to my stomach pain. it was intense sharp and stabbing and again i felt nauseated. i tossed and turned to try and get comfortable. but it only made things worse. in the fetal position i finally had some comfort. and i went back to sleep. it was four before i got up again and as i went to the bathroom for the second time my body was burning up and i had a terrible cold sweat. i had a very quick shower to refresh myself before the housemate got home. done and sitting in the lounge with a large glass of water. the third id had since the shower. my body was dripping with sweat. the lounge i was in was soaked. i soon got some food ready to put on for dinner. but preparing it made me feel ill. and again i raced back to the toilet to vomit. done and dusted i cooked dinner for the housemate and myself and as i looked at dinner i decided i couldn't eat. and soon i was in bed. the night wasn't the best. i hadn't slept and again i was soaking the bed with cold sweat i was having. it was now Wednesday morning and i had very little energy. i was tired and confused and well called my boss straight away saying i wouldn't be in again. i got up at ten and had a shower and called my doctors to see if i could get in. he wouldn't be able to see me till Thursday. so i made it for the earliest possible time. i had a shower and got refreshed. got a fan out and went to the lounge where i put the tv on slept for the day. about four in the afternoon. after having had some fluids to drink. i tried to eat something a bit of the dinner id cooked the night before. it tasted great but didn't last long. i was running to the toilet to vomit again. and resigned myself to having a few dry biscuits. before i went to bed. As i lay in bed on Wednesday night i wondered if its just a bug. or if this was the big sero conversion. id been hoping for. As i couldn't sleep i thought id message the guys on BBRT. to tell them i was feeling indeed crook and very sick over the last two days. I got a reply from the only one that was online. and he asked how i was feeling. i couldn't lie i felt like id been hit and run over my body had now started to ache and as the cold sweat dripped down onto my bed i realized how soaked my bed sheets were. i told him how i was and what how id been feeling over the last two days. he replied back sounds like you've got it good. your most certainly sero converting.was his remarks. then i got another message. got to give it to you for sure you free tomorrow. I replied saying i was seeing the doctor in the morning and would be free about eleven. we made a time and i looked forward to the poz injection. Thursday came and i was up at the doctors surgery. waiting for my appointment when i saw another cub that had been at the underbear party. he looked just as ill and sick as i was and as i got called in into the doctor i saw him on his phone messaging on BBRT. dealing with the doctor going through everything and rudimentary checks he found my blood pressure was high and decided i should have some blood tests taken. he prescribed some medicine for the high blood pressure as well as medicine for the vomiting and again i waited this time for the pathology nurse to take the bloods for what the doctor had asked to be tested for. i looked at the paperwork and understood most but was grateful to see nothing on there for HIV. Done with the nurse i realized what the time was and i'd have to race home to meet the guy that was coming round to give me another healthy dose of the bug. As i pulled up into the garage and got out i found the guy was walking up the drive way. "i hope you don't mind me been early" he said. as i got to him i said "not at all" "was hoping it wasn't going to take so long so i could get ready when i got back" As we made our way into the apartment he gave an approving nod and smile. "thanks for messaging me last night" he said. "i really did enjoy breeding you at the underbear party" he continued. i was glad he was here. i hadnt had a cock in five days and was really needing to be fucked. i told him "to make himself comfortable" and showed him where to get a glass from and let him know what he could have to drink and have. even showed him outdoors where he could have a smoke or just relaxe till i was done refreshing. i quickly went to the bathroom. washed my very empty stomach clean and had a brief shower. i just wrapped the towel around my waist before i went to find my guest. as it would be coming off soon. i found him out the back and he had a drink waiting for me. as i got to him he asked "is it okay to have joint" to which i said yeah it was okay. he pulled out a bag from his pants and proceeded to get one very long blunt out. "do you want to have some with me" and my mind went it probably make you throw up. but i said instead "yeah sure let me just get my smokes". so i ducked in and grabbed them of the counter. sitting as he lite the joint i took a swig of the ginger ale drink on the out door patio. he had a couple of puffs before handing it over and as he did i realized he truly had gotten comfortable. he was undressed apart from his underwear. as i had my tokes of the joint and handed it back we started to chat about various things of the underbear party. and then it got serious. "How long have you actually been wanting to get pozzed up for" he asked handing me the joint again. having another puff i replied "been wanting it for the last six years" "but it was only really a year and bit ago that i finally really accepted that its what i want". my answer must have been enough he grabbed his crotch. "we should finish that joint and then get to work" he said to me. i heartily agreed having another toke and passed it back. At the end of the joint we had swigs of our drinks and then both had a smoke as our conversation continued. soon i was buzz and all i could think of was getting his cock out and having fun. i put my smoke out and stood. my towel dropped from my waist. as i moved from my position to closer to him i said "shall we start" and with that he stood. i lead him to my room. and said "look its a bit of mess but i think you wont mind when you see whats out". We got into my room and he went "oink" "is a pig and lives like a pig" and with a grab on my shoulder had me turned around and down before his cock. his cock was been held back by the restraint of the underwear. Looking up at the guy before me he was pretty solid in build round solid stomach. shaved head big round face square chin. no beard. his body coated in fur front and back. as i pulled down his jocks to get at his cock the first thing i saw was the big bio hazard tattoo under his pubes. as the jocks slipped down to his ankles his cock was my next thing of attention. it was the meaty uncut cock i had. hard it was about eight inches and it was thick in girth. i quickly had my mouth round it tasting it and remembering it from the party. my mouth went back and forward. id choke on and bite down on it. as i came off to get a breath there was a big droplet of precum coming from the eye of the cock. i put my tongue to it and pulled away stretching the precum out. "That's enough of that" he commanded "i think its time you have your hole worked on before i breed you" "now lets see what there is to play with" and with that i got on the bed and watched as he went to my sex toy and the bag i usually had them in. "mmmm i think i found a winner" he said "do you have a blindfold" he asked. I replied it should be in the side of the bag if not there is the red fisting hanky that could be used. he couldn't find the mask instead he masked me with the hanky. tying it so it would be tight. he guided my ass to where he wanted it position and as i got there i was handed the bottle of amyl i had on the floor. i took a few hits and as he rubbed some lube across my ass and pushed some in my hole i could only think of what he was going to use. "your such a well prepared pig you know what turns us poz guys on don't you" he said. with that i said "ugh huh" "you've found the toilet brush haven"t you". "Yeah" he replied followed by "this is the perfect toy for a pig like you" more lube got spread across my ass and i heard the bottle been squeezed again. knowing it was been squeezed onto the bristles of the brush. "Can't wait to see this up your cunt pig" he said. i took a huge inhale of amyl. my world going red i bent slightly forward and pushed my ass back. "yeah scrub my cunt" "tear it open so your viral seed has the perfect place to go" i said. and with that the brush was pushed up against my lubed hole. "im going to fucking enjoy this" i heard as the brush started to be pushed harder against my hole. taking more amyl.hits my ass started to open and as the brushes bristles started to find there way in my hole the familiar scratching inside my gut started. the more he pushed the brush in the more i was on the amyl. "thats it pig its almost in now" "relaxe" he said. i was feeling recharged a new energy took over. with another huge snorting of amyl. i pushed back on the brush and with him pushing it forward it slid in. a 360 turning sensation took over as he pushed in more of the brush. "Good fucking pig" "not even a yelp" he said and with that i had his huge free hand come smacking down on my ass. which made me push back harder on the brush inside me sailing it further into my innards. "you fuckin love that dont you pig" he shouted at me. to which i cried "yes". he now pulled on the toilet brush that was up my cunt pulling it back before smacking my ass again and having it go further up me. occasionally twisting. it went on for five minutes. "fuck pig" "this has me hard".he said. with that all movement stopped on the scrubber in my cunt. "your a fucked up pig" he said. i murmured "ugh huh" as my mole puckered on the thin shaft of the brush deep in my hole. i felt lube on my hole been worked into it and over the brush handle up it. "you want some cock now pig" he said. to witch i replied "fuck yeah load my hole" "im going in" he said and as he pushed his thick hard cock in my hole i felt a sting of the cuts inside me "thats it pig" "im going to scrub my cock raw in your hole, load you up with toxic juices and blood" and with one mighty push his cock sailed in against the brush. my hole shuddered with excitement and i let out a piggy grunt. "fuck yeah" i cried and as took more snorts of the amyl. i relaxed and enjoyed the newest joy. "Damn" came from above me. soon followed by his body on top as he started to pound my torn hole. "fucking always wanted to do this to pig" he said in my ear. as his pounding continued the scrubbing of my hole truly began. sliding in with his thrusts and coming out as he pulled back i couldnt help myself any longer on the joy i was feeling. a deep and sinister calling came out from me. "fuck yeah" "oh hallowed priapus lord of cock, take my servitude and raping. bless the hallowed poz seed i take and make me one with you" i said aloud. i felt a new strength as i took the pain inside. "Thats it pig" "you need to be in our club" "fuck that brush is ripping my cock open" "your getting my toxic blood also" "damn it feels good".he cried into my ear as he pounded away. i took another snort of amyl and the brush in me moved deeper. his cock also moved deeper into my second sphincter. Handing him the amyl he took a good long inhale momentarily impaling himself in me. before he went back to scrubbing me with cock and brush. id clasped down around his cock head and brush and in a few thrusts he let out a might cry "Fuck yeah pig" as i felt the splattering of his toxic load. he soon was spent and as his blooded torn cock came from my hole. a feeling of relief came from me. with the scrubber still in my hole i turned and cleaned his cock. it tasted good with seed blood and ass juices over it. he soon had his strength back and said "okay pig lets finish scrubbing your gut". i got back into my original place. and felt him grab on the toilet brush up my hole. he worked it hard for a few minutes back and forward before i cried out. "you need a break pig" he asked and i replied "hell yes" "okay lets get this scrubber out of your pig" and with that he started pulling and twisting the toilet brush out of my hole. as soon as the brush came out i let out a gasp. no longer filled by the roughness i had endured. he got me up and said "lets get a drink and have a smoke before you have another round". we went to the kitchen got some ice and drinks. talking again he said "thats the most fucked up fun he ever had" i had to agree and said "that i usually only scrubbed my hole once it was loaded with cum" we continued to talk and discussed life been poz and how much we both just enjoyed the fun we had. i was rubbing his hard cock with my foot as we sat and smoked and drank looking at my phone for the time i said "well thats been fun two hours" "do you want to continue". he looked at me and said "i cleared my day to breed you for as long as you like". i got up and kneeled before him grabbing his raw cock. looking at him and smirked with devilish pride "you want that cock again in you dont you" he said as i started to sucking his throbbing cock again. i could see that the toilet brush had pierced his foreskin with the bristles. "yeah" "i fucking want it" "i want to know for sure im poz" "will you breed me till i next get tested" i said. he looked down at me and gave me a nod of yes as i went back to sucking his cock. he grabbed the bag on the table and proceeded to lite the second joint. taking a few puffs he blew the joints smoke down onto bobbing head on his hardening cock "i think you need more of this" he said. as i got up and sat he handed me the joint and as i had a puff he got in front of me and started sucking my now hard cock. "your going to have a great poz death stick" he said as he got up and sat. we soon finished the joint and came back to my room. "no more hiding behind the blindfold" i said "i want to see you fuck me with that demon cock and brush again" so i positioned myself on the floor in front of the mirrors to my cupboard. "fuck yeah pig" "watch your holes destruction" came from Marcus's mouth. with that i took the amyl and watched as he again lubed my hole and the bloody brush. it didn't take much effort as my hole puckered out and swallowed the brush. Marcus pushed the final part and as before smacked my ass leaving a big hand print i could see. the brush sailed right in again. with out even hesitation Marcus lined up his cock and shoved it in my hole again. "fuck its so moist now" "you ready pig" Marcus said. "yeah" "give it to me" i said and with that Marcus started his thrusting. i felt the familiar movements inside my gut again and this time it felt better than before. "make me a proud poz pig" i shouted as Marcus slammed into me. watching in the mirror taking hits of amyl i watched Marcus lusting as he enjoyed his devastation. tired of the position Marcus pulled out and had me lie on my back. as he now crouched above his hard cock above. he gave a shove. his cock head slipped in and a new feeling swamped my body as the cock and brush attacked me from new angels. my thoughts moved away from watching in the mirror as i now focused on Marcus body and his cock. taking a hit of amyl again and again. i drifted into enjoyment. "Fuck yeah" "breed me with demon seed" "show me how real poz pigs play" i said. Marcus now looked like a beast possed. his thrusting of my hole was sending new joys up my spine. i was breathing heavy and as i had more amyl. i shut my eyelids still focused on Marcus. From within my shut eyelids a red haze took over me. Seeing Marcus as a heavy red figure torturing my soul. i couldn't help my joy. "fuck pig" "im going to blast you good this time" Marcus said as my eyes opened and i looked at him.feeling his cock slamming into the scrubber up my hole.i took more amyl and handed it to Marcus this time his pounding continued as he slammed my hole taking snorts of the amyl. the brush moved deeper in me and so did Marcus's thick uncut raw cock. handing back the amyl i took my strongest sorts of amyl. and let nature take over. soon i was muttering "fucking breed my cunt" "breed me like a poz pig should be" "give me your toxic demonic seed". it was enough Marcus face went red and the sweat dripping from him. he drove forth in me. the toilet brush moved deeper as Marcus slammed in and shot his load. he shook and groaned loudly like a beast before marcus said "Fuck take my filthy viral load cunt" with another thrust forward with his cock. "thats my entire nuts im emptying in you pig" "damn im nearly done" and another shudder and thrust forward. with that marcus collapsed onto me and we embraced face to face. two sweating bodies. i wrapped my arms around him and went for the kill. kissing him and he returning it with the same ambition. "Fuck pig you truly do know how to please" Marcus said. as Marcus cock slipped from my hole and in the embrace we had we rolled onto our sides and kissed again. the brush still up my hole Marcus said "think that brush needs to come out now" and with that he moved and i got back on my fours to allow him to work the brush and seed. looking in the mirror there was only about six inches pf the brushes shaft to grab. at first it didn't want to budge. but having a hit and using my ass muscles to push it moved and with Marcus pulling it soon moved a distance. Marcus then pushed and pulled the brush for about a minute on my hole. when i couldn't take it. my cock aching from its hard throbbing i let out a scream as i shot my load all over the floor. thick chunky gushes and as i did the brush came from my hole, not feeling completely done i reached for Marcus's cock. it still hard i said "go on fuck my destroyed hole" It was all it took and Marcus again shoved his cock in. "what a great poz pig your going to be boy" Marcus said. he fucked and thrust inside me. i was scooping the thick pools of cum up i had spilt and rubbing it on Marcus's cock for lube. Marcus pulled out and said "i need a break" and i had to agree. we got up and went out the back to have a drink and smoke, this time we sat side by side one hand on each other and my head leaning on his shoulder, not a word just a touch and we finished our drinks. collected everything and headed to my room, we just lay there together feeling each other and me looking into Marcus's eyes. a kiss and a strong bear hug ensued and as we rested for an hour i felt at ease. Not because i had been sick but because i finally truly recognized that the best sex was with another poz pig or with someone willing to get pozzed. our moment was broken when i got a phone call. and as i sat an answered and felt Marcus's hand rubbing my back and crack. i just wanted the call to end. as soon as i was done i turned to Marcus and kissed him with conviction. stopping briefly and looking down "breed me one final time" i asked. he looked at me and said "I'm pretty spent how about we finish this off on the weekend" "Ive got a hotel room in the city I'll come and pick you up Saturday " i felt dejected but should of been satisfied as i replied "cant wait" with that i offered Marcus to join me in the shower as we tussled in the water my energy level back i couldn't help but enjoy the moment. done and dressed i gave Marcus a kiss as he left at four. as he got to the gate and waved he shouted "i'll send you a message. so be online later" with that he left and i went back to house and felt alone again. though my housemate would be home anytime. how do i know feel. well better. i still am sick and cant keep food down, but the thought of more energized sex like that has me accepting the outcome of a poz result at my next testing.