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    First of all please forgive me my language mistakes. English is not my first language.


    As you already know I'm from Poland. I'm in a 9 years long relationship and have never cheated.

    About a year ago I started to think about something new. Not exactly a new dick, but new stuff like spanking, bondage, gags, masks, being submissive etc.

    I started visiting various English forums BDSM related, chatting with dominant/submissive guys, buying kinky toys.

    I started to play with myself in the different ways: I put the mask on, plug my hole, lock my dick in a chastity belt and clean up the apartment. I simply fantasize about being complete bottom to an older man.

    About 2 months ago during my visit to gay chat a guy sent me a message. He's 48, 190, 85, 19 dominant. We chatted and moved to the messenger.


    Meeting -1
    The first meeting was arranged pretty fast. Several messages on the sex site then a few texts to arrange the details and the meeting was on.
    His latest text informed me he was on his way and would arrive in 20 minutes.
    I had showered and was clean and fresh. I had the motel room ready.  Towel folded on the chair. Poppers ready. All I had on other than my chastity cage was my Black jockstrap and my nipple clamps. I'd been pumping them for a couple of hours a day they were swollen up nicely, over a half inch long and thicker than a pencil. The clamps felt good as the chain pulled and swung. In the cage, my cock throbbed and swelled as much as the down curving steel cage allowed.
    It's always nerve-racking, meeting a Black top for first time. He was new to the site, something I am always wary about. His pic though had swayed me to take the leap. His Black cock looked impressive. Long and thick and hard.
    It was only planned to be a short visit. An introduction.  Just oral this time. He said he wanted to give me a good deep face fucking. All he had time for. I wasn't going to complain.
    I took off the tit clamps and thumbed my tender swollen nips.

    I heard the throbbing sound of a car engine. I took a quick look out through the blinds, saw what must be him parking in the close. My pulse quickened. 
    A text arrived. 'Here.' was all it said. I quickly replied. "Ready sir. Door unlocked." And hit send. I had already told him where I would be in the hotel room and nub. I took up position on my knees facing the door. Heart beating hard in my chest.

    I heard the front door open, his feet on the tiled floor, the door closed and lock turn.
    He filled the doorway. He was a well build Black man. Tall and pretty good looking. 50 and fit. He looked me over as I knelt waiting.
    He kicked off his shoes without talking or smiling. Just stared at me as I knelt submissively pulling and rolling my nips. He undid his trousers. They came off quickly. Boxers with a big bulging outline of his Black Cock! He looked hard already! A good sign he liked what he saw.
    He stepped up and offered his bulge to me. I didn't hesitate. I pressed my lips to his bulge, licking and mouthing the length of his hot fat Black Cock through the cotton, feeling it twitch and throb as I worked along the length. I wasn't going to be disappointed, I knew!
    In no time my saliva had darkened the grey cotton outlining his meat. He hooked his thumbs in the waist and tugged them down. As he took them off I admired the big 9" cock bobbing as he moved to take his boxers right off.
    I sensed that he was a bit nervous too. Not greatly experienced. But I could see a real fire smouldering behind his eyes.
    He straightened up pushing his hips forwards. I opened my mouth, letting out a soft moan as I took him in. Fuck he tasted good! Clean. Freshly washed but smelling of man. I worked my mouth, lips and tongue down about half way, getting the spit going. I bobbed taking him deeper.

    His hand hooked the back of my head firmly! Pulling my head and pushing his hips forwards, he
    fucked his Black Cock all the way in and down my throat! I gagged noisily! I'd told him that I gagged easy. He'd said that was good, he wanted to hear me gagging on his Black Cock!

    He made me gag alright! Holding me down. Fucking his hips forwards and back! Fucking his Black Cock down my throat! My eyes watered. He eased up, let me gasp in some air. Saliva drooled down wetting my face. When he was I had my breath back, he pushed his Black Cock back into my open mouth and down my throat again.
    "Yeah! Fucking gag you Black Cock Whore! Gag on my big Black Cock!" He growled, holding my head with one hand while the other reached down and grabbed the nearest nipple, pinching and pulling on it. I moaned and pushed my chest forwards for more! He fucked my throat steady and relentless.
    "Fucking Cock Sucking Pig! Take it!" He growled.
    He eased back to allow me to take a breath. Thick saliva coated his gorgeous Black Cock and strung out to my panting lips as I gasped, open mouthed ready for more!
    "Like that? Like gagging on my Black Cock, Cock Sucker?" He growled down at me. He sounded more relaxed now, more in control.
    "Yes sir! Love your Black Cock Sir!" I managed to pant before he Fucked it again down my throat!
    He held me down, leaning right over me, running his hand down my spine to my framed Ass. He rubbed a work-rough finger across my puckered hole, sending a thrill up my spine! Was he going to change his mind?
    'Slap! Slap!' His strong Black hand came down with stinging cheeks.
    He straightened up, let me gasp in air. A fire burned hot in his eyes now!
    "Where do you want it cocksucker? Face or mouth?" He said, his voice tense with excitement as his Black Cock twitched ready to go back in my mouth.
    "Both sir!" I gasped.
    He shoved it back in my mouth, gripped my head with both hands and fucked my face hard and fast! I gagged and spluttered, spit spraying and spilling down over my lips!   If he was inexperienced, he was overcoming it fast!
    I could hear him breathing hard, growled rumbled from his throat! Soon!
    He pulled back from my mouth! "Finish it!" He snarled! I gripped his throat slime soaked Black Cock and worked it with my hand, mouth wide-open ready! His knob was dark, swollen, piss slit already gaping for release!
    The first rope landed right across my tongue! Salty-sweet and thick! The next hit my cheek More, across my nose and forehead. Lips and tongue!
    He shoved his pulsing cock back in my mouth, gasping and groaning, pulling me to him, forcing his cum spitting head down my throat! He bucked. Twitched! Shuddered!
    He relaxed his grip and I eased back and carefully milked and sucked the last of his cum from his Black Cock. I know how sensitive his Black Cock felt! Went easily on his wonderful Black Cock as he panted and gasped and flinched as I licked the last drips of spunk from his piss slit.
    Looking up, I let his Black Cock slip from my mouth and licked his Black Cock softly, clean and dry. I could feel his spunk on my face. I would leave it there for the rest of the day, feeling it dry and crust and smell it on me!
    He stepped away, the slightest of smiles on his flushed face.
    "There's a towel if you need it sir." I smiled at him as I looked up with his spunk all over my face and in my belly He wiped his Black Cock on the towel.
    "Was that okay sir?" I asked as he picked up his boxers and pulled them on.
    "Very nice cocksucker. You well make a good Slave , I will definitely see you again for more of that. Might even fuck your Pig ass too!" He said as he pulled on his trousers. "I would like that Sir. Lots more." I smiled, happily.
    Re-dressed, he gave me the briefest of grins the walked out. I didn't move until the front door closed behind him.
    He texted me later and said he had really enjoyed it. Had loved finding me on my knees waiting for him to face fuck. Had loved hearing my choke and gag on his Black Cock. Seeing me take his spunk in my mouth and on my face.
    I told him his cum was still there, that I was wearing it as my prize.
    He liked that. Following texts discussed future visits. What he would like to do. I didn't protest to anything he suggested, even responding with suggestions he might like to do, that I would certainly let him do. He seemed more than happy with my suggestions and said he would consider all I had mentioned on his next visit.


    MEETING -2

    I had the Motel room ready.  A clean towel.  The wooden paddle, two foot long, two inches wide, it says SLAVE on it with grip handle! Nipple clamps. An elasticated bungee cord. Poppers. Dildo! And extra lube. I had told him what I was setting out in readiness. He had been evasive as to what he would and wouldn't use, not wanting me too prepared for his plans, to leave him the element of control. I was freshly showered. Cleaned out thoroughly. Shaved in the right places. Ready for whatever Black Master would decided. Chastity cage locked on under the black jockstrap. Suckers on my nipples, where they had been for a solid hour now!  He'd told me he didn't like ass that was too tight, that I was to work it with the Black dildo to loosen it just enough to relax it but not too much. He hadn't actually said he was going to to fuck me, that he would decide that on the day. My hole was greased ready just in case.
    I heard the now familiar sound, a quick check confirmed it was him.

    The  Motel door was open and so was the door to the shower room.
    The front door opened! I heard him enter and lock the door.
    "Shower room slut!" I heard him say loud and firmly.
    He stood by the side of the shower stall unzipping his fly! I quickly moved into the stall and knelt with my mouth open ready!
    His Black Cock was close to half hard! Pointing at me! I clear drip of piss appeared at the tip! Then a jet hit my chest! Hot piss! He guided it up until he was pissing into my open mouth! I gulped down mouthfuls as more cascaded down my chest and soaked into the black jockstrap.
    He moved closer til his Black knob brushed my lips! I swallowed his hot acrid piss down!
    The flow began to ebb and his Black Cock stiffened right up as he wiped the last drips of piss on my face. He like this! He was enjoying it!
    "Front room!" He growled down at me.
    I stood and walked quickly back to kneeling. He followed already pulling off his clothes. I watched as he stripped naked. I opened my mouth.
    "Not yet you dirty fucking cock slut!" He said with a sneer in his voice as he leaned down and took hold of the suckers on my nipples, pulling and twisting! I moaned softly unable to take my eyes of his big hard Black Cock, a tear of piss or was it juice at its tip?
    He worked the suckers off. My nips stood out long and fat from the suckers. He eyed them a moment before his fingers closed on them! I groaned as he pinched, pulled and twisted on them, hard.  "Sniff poppers slut."
    I grabbed the bottle and took some big deep sniffs. He'd said he wanted to see me high on them, have me totally compliant so he could do so much more to me. The throbbing buzz washed over me. He pulled and twisted my tits even harder! I moaned and pushed my chest out, offering my tits up for more! He gave me more!  Then he let go, told me to sniff more as he picked up the title clamps. I sniffed. The jaws bit down! The pain was delicious! Even more when he pulled on the chain stretching them, out, up, down.
    "Fucking dirty little pain slut!" He sneered as I just moaned and sniffed more poppers.
    He let go the chain.
    "You like pain so much piss slut, get over and offer that fucking ass up!" He growled, picking up the two foot long, two inches wide paddle.
    I scrabbled over the bed and sniffed some more before capping the bottle.
    Crack! The stick landed perfectly right across both cheeks! I gasped loudly as the sting really sunk in! He waited. We had agreed safe words. Traffic light system. Red, stop. Amber, close.
    I remained silent! Crack!..................... Crack!................... Crack!............. Crack!............. Crack!......
    Fuck he didn't hold back! Six good solid strikes! My cheeks burned red hot! I knew I was going to be wearing the bruises of the paddle that said slave for a couple of days at least!
    I was breathing hard, feeling the heat sink in.
    "Six more?" He asked. The edge of concern and hint he was liking this!
    I opened the poppers and took a few big sniffs! "Yes sir!"
    The second six landed one after another, hard and we'll placed. Maybe a week of bruises, I thought as I blinked the tears that blurred my eyes!
    I flinched as his hand explored his handwork. I could hear his increased breathing! Oh yes! He was enjoying this! He liked his roll as my Dom master!
    I gasped as he drove one of his long thick fingers right up my ass! He twisted it side to side and fucked it in and out!
    I sniffed poppers, pushing my ass back onto his finger as he fingered my hole with it.
    His knees nudged my feet! Oh yes! He was going to fuck me!
    He pulled his finger out. "Spread your ass slut!"
    I grabbed my cheeks and pulled them apart!
    I gasped as he lined up, pushed and fucked his Black Cock all the way in, in one long push! Fuck it felt good! Perfect length and stretched me wide! I heard his groan of pleasure as he filled my hot hole with his big fat Black Cock!
    Then he was drawing back! He grunted as he drove it back in! He fucked me, hard, deep, gripping my hip and shoulder to ram in me hard, making me gasp and grunt!
    He picked up the speed! Breathing hard and raspy! "Fucking Black Cock Slut! Take me Black Cock! Mmmmm! Fuck! Yeah! Gonna fucking breed you, you fucking bareback slut! Fill your fucking pig cunt with cum!"  He was racing to the line! In fuck frenzy now!
    The fuck probably lasted only 5 minutes but it was fucking intense!
    With a roar he drove in Black balls deep and I could feel his Black Cock flexing and twitching, his spunk shooting deep in my ass!
    Stillness! Just us both panting! A few twitches as he milked his Black Cock inside me!
    I felt hollow when he pulled out! Empty!
    "Lie on your back you fucker!" He growled breathlessly!
    I rolled on my back on the bed, head banging down! His Black Cock, slimy with his cum and lube moved towards my open mouth! "Suck it clean cock slut!" He panted, shoving it in my mouth and right into my throat! "Fucking........... dirty............ cock sucker!" He sneered as he fucked his cock in my throat! I started to gag! His hand closed on my throat, squeezing just hard enough to feel his Black Cock moving in my throat! I heard him moan in delight!
    I was gasping when he moved away. The taste of Black Cock, cum and ass in my mouth!
    I saw him checking the time. He got to his feet and used the towel to wipe himself.
    "I need to take a piss!" He said. I quickly got up and knelt, mouth open.
    He gave a chuckle as he stepped up close. "My own personal urinal! Ha ha ha!" He held his Black Cock, the head between my lips! I looked up as he looked down, looked submissively into his dominant eyes as a trickle of salty hot piss awoke my taste buds. I swallowed quickly. The smile of satisfaction and domination as he slowly filled my belly with his piss.
    The flow slowed to a dribble which he let soak into my face before squeezing the last drops and wiping them round, particularly under my nose with the head of his Black Cock!
    "Keep that on your face slut, all day." He said as he dressed and I stayed where I was. "Wear my dried piss on you. And keep my spunk in your ass as long as you can."
    "Yes master." I smiled. He turned and walked out, leaving me wearing his mark and scent.
    His texts afterwards complimented how well I took pain. He asked for a picture of my bruised bottom which I duly sent him. He loved how I was marked with slave on my ass. "I look forward to our next session very much slut. You will take more next time. I'll make sure I have more time so we can have a longer session."



    The bruising took about 5 days to go away and the imprint of SLAVE was on my ass .
    I had enjoyed the tender sore discomfort.

    Now I was again kneeling in the front room in my usual attire waiting my master's arrival. I had prepared to his instructions much as before and had the same items ready as before. I waited on my knees.  At last, I heard his car outside! My pulse quickened. Unlike before, this was an evening visit. He had a few hours free!
    I heard the motel door opening and smiled in anticipation and excitement.
    He walked in and looked at me in my now familiar pose. He dropped a plastic carrier bag on the bed and walked up to me, taking hold of the suckers on my nipples which he pulled and twisted roughly, making me moan in pain and pleasure. After several minutes of this he removed them.
    I took some hits from the poppers, a fresh new bottle for the occasion, as he picked up the nipple clamps. He stared into my submissive eyes as he spread the jaws and lined them up onto my nipples, letting them close and bite on my fat pumped darkened flesh! I groaned as they bit in. He toyed with the chain, pulling and stretching my tits in all directions and making me moan.
    "Fucking pain slut!" He snorted letting the chain fall. He turned and rummaged in the carrier bag? He turned around, holding in his hands two brass weights from an old fashioned kitchen scales!
    He held them up so I could see the small hooks he had fastened to them! My pulse quickened and I sniffed more poppers as he walked up to me!
    He had a sneering half smile on his lips as he fed the hooks through the rings on each clamp! His eyes bore into mine! I gasped! He let the weights go! Letting them tug down sharply on my nipples! Oh fuck! Oh sweet agony!
    Inside the chastity cage, I felt my trapped cock twitch and pre-cum pulse out and wet the jockstrap material!
    "Get me a small pair of scissors slut." He says firmly.

    I quickly get to my feet and with the weights tugging and swinging from my tits,
    I return to kneeling on the bed and hand them to Black Master .

    He takes a sandwich box from the carrier, takes the lid off and puts the box on the shelf where I cannot see what's inside.
    Scissors in one hand and standing over me he reaches into the box!
    "I've been round all the dogging sites and cruising sites and toilets collecting these!" He sneers holding a used condom with the heavy with spunk! He dangles it before my face, letting me see the thick cum in the rubber! He moves it up and my head follows! He has a cruel grin on his face as he moves the sharp scissors towards the rubber! He snips! The cold pungent spunk from some unknown cock pours down onto my face! I shiver as I feel it running down my face, soaking into my face. It could be hours or days old! He grins as he wipes the still oozing hole across my top lip and under my nose! The smell is strong! Ammonia! Cum!
    He drops it on the bed. Reaches for another!
    "Amazing how many I found on my travels! Hundreds dotted around in some places!" He dangles another one over my face! There's less in this one! He snips and the watery contents spill and splash on my forehead and down my nose! "Some had obviously been off ages ago. All dried out." He said dropping it and picking another much fuller one from the box! "But I managed to find plenty of fairly fresh ones!" Snip! And a gush of cold clammy cum soaked onto my upturned face, cascading over my lips and into my mouth! I felt my stomach lurch but didn't move! He wanted to humiliate me! Degrade me me!
    He dropped the slimy rubber onto my forehead, letting the last drop seep and run into my hair. "Who knows what the men who left them were like? He . Who cares." He chuckled, taking the next and snipping the rubber letting the thick heavy load pour out, working it all over my face! He dropped it, first onto my tongue to let the last ooze into my mouth.
    Without moving my head I quickly took a few sniffs of poppers! I needed them!
    The next was the fullest yet! The level must have been a quarter of the way up! "That's a big load!" He said in mock surprise! "This was from the toilets near the park. Hung on the paper holder. So it should be pretty fresh I reckon. Guess where this one's going slut?" He grinned, moving it directly above my mouth! Snip! It slithered out like a thick fat white oyster and landed full in my mouth! Fuck! I couldn't help it! I swallowed it! Cold and foul!
    He laughed! "Fuck! You filthy fucking cum slut! Ha ha ha ha!" He squeezed the last drops out onto my face right under my nose so I could smell it!
    He put the scissor down and picked up the camera I had left out! He turned it on. Aimed at my face. The flash was blinding as he took several closeups of the spunk covering my face and running down my neck!
    He put the camera down and undressed, putting his clothes on the chair out of the way. His cock was rampant, the head wet with his juice. The activities so far had obviously excited him greatly.
    He looked at me with a steering grin. I felt my face redden with shame and humiliation.
    He reached into the bag and took two lengths of red rope!
    "Put the poppers down. I'll keep you going." He said.
    I placed the bottle down. He knelt beside me and tied my right wrist to my right ankle. Then my other wrist was tied similarly.
    He stood in front of me and jiggled the chain, making the weights swing and bounce from my nips. I groaned. He opened the poppers, held them to my nose making me sniff over and over until I had to pull away as I was going dizzy! He moved close and swinging his hips from side to side slapped his Black Cock back and forth across my face. It spread the cum even more and soon coated much of his Black Cock.
    He touched the wet tip to my lips. "No!" He growled, pulling it away when I tried to take it in my mouth! "You suck when I tell you slut! You just open your mouth and don't fucking move!" He snarled authoritatively.
    I opened my mouth and stayed still. He again moved close and let the tip of his Black Cock just rest on my bottom lip! He stared down at me, knowing I was high and struggling to resist the urge to suck him!
    Then I saw him reach over, pick up the scissors and take another cum filled used condom from the box! The corners of his mouth twitched as he dangled the rubber right in front of my eyes! It had a big load inside!
    "Don't fucking move slut!" He growled!
    He moved the scissors and made a small snip in the end of the rubber! The cum began to drop down, onto his Black Cock! He moved it back and forwards, dripping the anonymous spunk the entire length of his shaft and hot engorged knob! I could see the thick slimy cum slithering down the sides! He grinned down at me as he made sure there was lots of it on his Black Cock head! He then poured out the last of the cold spunk right on my tongue!
    He pushed his hips forwards feeding his slime covered Black Cock into my mouth, dropping the empty rubber and scissors and gripping my head firmly. A wide sadistic grin on his face, he fucked his Black Cock deeper! I gagged! He pushed on in ! "All the fucking way bitch! I'm gonna push the spunk right down your throat!"
    I grabbed and spluttered but could not fight or resist him! His slimy Black Cock broke through and buried itself down my throat! His big balls mashed against me wet chin! "Yeah you fucking spunk whore! Feed on that anonymous cum you pathetic slut!" He sneered, grinding my face into his crotch hard!
    After holding me down until I feared I was going to vomit or pass out, he pulled my head back roughly! I gasped for air and coughed! Cum and throat saliva joined his Black Cock and my gasping mouth!
    He grabbed me and pushed me until I was bent over the bed! His knees pushed  my ankles, tied to wrists apart! He used one hand to press down on my back, the other guided his Black Cock between my cheeks!  "Aaaarrgghhhhhhh!!! Fuuuuuuuuckkkkk!!!!" I shouted as he drove his slimy Black Cock balls deep in one brutal thrust, right up my ass!
    "Fucking take it! You wanted to be be used bitch! Wanted me to fucking Dom and own you! Well now I fucking do you fucking disgusting perverted piece of shit!" He snarled as he fucked his big hot cock in and out of my helpless ass! I cried out! Whimpered and gasped as he fucked me fast and furious! One of these rubbers most have some Poz cum, "I'm gonna fuck you so fucking sore your ass will be raw! Had a wank earlier so your in for a fucking long drilling cunt!" He sneered through gritted teeth. His big open palms began to slap my cheeks leaving red hand prints on my skin!
    After about 10 minutes pounding me relentlessly, he started pulling right and spearing his big rock hard Black Cock into my gaping hole! I was past any pain now, my hole broken and unresistant as he pile drived my  ass!
    He continued slapping me and giving me verbal abuse no matter how breathless he was.
    It must have gone on for half an hour before he roared out in pleasure and bred his hot spunk in my ass!
    He pulled out and lay down on the bed panting hard! It was several minutes before he could speak.
    "Get over here bitch and clean my fucking Black Cock!" He growled.
    I managed to struggle round and crawl over to him. He spreads his legs and I moved up and began to lick the cum and ass juice off his now glacier but still big Black Cock.
    "I need a fucking piss!" He growled, making no move to get up. I sucked his Black Cock into my mouth and held it there, waiting for his flow to start and swallowing it down as it filled my mouth over and over. His bladder emptied he eventually sat up and pushed me away.
    He picked up the poppers and held them to my nose until I was good and high. He moved me so I was kneeling, ass up, face on the floor and gave me twenty hard strikes across my cheeks with the stick!
    I remained there, panting, my ass on fire when he picked up the Black dildo and drove it into my wrecked ass, right up to the molded balls!
    He chuckled as he dressed.

    He walked out and left! It took me a hour to get my wrists free!
  2. DanishAss
    Latest Entry

    Wednesday afternoon I was once again fucked by the guy who made me gape for him last week. 

    He's never been a big fan of lube, normally preferring to rim me wet or lube his cock up with spit (or sometimes when I'm lucky he uses loads he's stored up for me in his freezer). 

    On Wednesday, though... Ouch!

    I let myself into his apartment, put on the blindfold he always leaves out for me, and even before I had finished undressing his hands were groping my arse. And when I dropped my trousers for him there was almost instantly a finger in my hole. Dry. 

    And then he shoved his fat cock in me!

    Oh, fuck-fuck-fuck!!! THAT HURT!!! He normally likes hearing me moan and whimper in discomfort, but apparently I was too noisy even for his taste, because he put his hand over my mouth to muffle my screams as he forced his cock in me to the hilt. Dry...

    I begged for lube, but he told me very decisively that I should no longer expect lube when I visit him, so there was no point in begging for it! Well... It hurt like hell, but obviously I was madly turned on by being completely dominated and under his control... So I figured I'd beg for something he might agree to, and I begged to take me to his bed and let me take his cock doggy style - that's normally easier for me than standing up, and it would also make it easier for me to dope myself high on poppers...

    Eventually I did get a bit of lubrication, though; while I was taking a hard pounding doggy-style he shoved a fat dildo in my mouth, so that allowed me to get it slick with my own spit before he pulled his cock out of my arse and replaced it with the dildo. 

    And with him, a dildo in my arse always means one thing: it's DP time... 

    The dildo was quite wet with my spit, so that helped a little when he began pushing his cock up alongside it - but DAMN! The dildo was 9 inches deep in me, and he didn't stop until his cock had it's full 8" length in me as well! And then he started fucking me... 

    Oh... oh... OH!!! FUCK, he opened me deep and wide! 

    I didn't have many anal orgasms - there was just the one orgasm that kept going and going as he pounded my distended hole! SO FUCKING GOOD!!!

    Eventually he came, pumping his load deep inside me - and then fucking it even deeper with the help of the dildo... 

    I left him with a VERY sore hole - and it was wet and open as it should be.

  3. Wayne and I slept together, wrapped up in each other naked and covered in cum, I had blown my load all over us both shortly after he withdrew his cock from my hole and now we slept soundly with each other.

    I woke up around 5am and needed a glass of water, all that beer and those poppers had taken their toll. I sat up on the side of Waynes bed and looked over, pinched myself to make sure this wasn't a dream and looked as this stunning man, who has dumped a serious load inside me, slept peacefully. I picked up my jock off the floor and threw it on and walked downstairs and into the kitchen. The light was on but I thought nothing of it and walked in to find Jonathon in just a pair of white CK briefs sitting at the table rolling a joint. I was a little startled and wasn't expecting to see him and was more than a little embarrassed to be wearing just my jock as I walked into his brothers kitchen. "Hey bud, you too sure were going at it earlier, good times all round from the sounds of it" he said "Ehhh yeah, sorry about that, kinda got carried away I guess... I'm hanging for a glass of water myself, you been to bed yet?" I asked as he stood up and walked over towards the kitchen press to get me a glass.

    As he strolled over I took the time to study and admire his body; The best way I could describe Jonathon was sculpted, I had never noticed it before as he didn't wear anything too revealing in the bar so I enjoyed every single second of him walking around is his tight skimpy CK briefs. He was clearly well hung, more so than his brother who was sound asleep upstairs. It was obvious as hell that I was checking him out and I started to get hard and had no way to hide it. He smiled as he walked over to me with the glass and handed it to me and dropped to his knees and said "ssush, lets not wake Wayne but while we're here lets see what you're packing under that jock" I moved back against the kitchen counter and for a few seconds pushed him away but he grabbed my jock and released my cock.

    "Holy fuck" I said as he swallowed my cock whole and gave me a great BJ in the middle of the kitchen "ssush, we don't need Wayne seeing this" he said as he stood up and turned me around. I was in a trance, was this really happening, what the fuck was going on, I just came in for a glass of water... the thoughts running through my head were all over the place as Jonathon removed his CK's and let his massive manhood tease my hole "Want to see what the next generation can do babe? You've been had by my older brother but I assure you I can outdo him" Jonathon whispers into my ear as he starts to finger me. 

    My hole was opening up nicely and I started to moan a little "take me here and now and show me what you can do" I said! I didn't expect those words out of my mouth but I thought to myself I'm taking every opportunity I can tonight. Jonathon reached into his coat jacket which was on the back of one of the kitchen chairs and pulled out a sachet of lube, opened it and lubed up and applied some drops into my ass "Bend right over and keep the noise to a minimum" were his instructions and I did as I was told. No sooner was I bent over on the kitchen counter he was pushing his thick cock into me slowly and surely and not stopping to allow me adjust or to see was I comfortable.

    Withing minutes I was taking him raw and he balls were slapping off my ass. We fucked in almost total silence except for the sounds of our bodies slapping against each other with every thrust he made. I turned around to look at him and he was looking down as his own cock coming in and out of my hole, this was totally for his release and he didn't care if I liked it or not. I was not going to complain at all and could feel him build up steam and was starting to sweat a little. I encouraged him by whispering "Oh yeah that feels so good" "Shut the fuck up" was the response as he continued to pound my hole

    After about 15 minutes of solid raw fucking he froze and I could feel his cock pulsating inside me as he blew hot thick cum up my hole. He pushed as deep as he could and I could honestly feel the wads of cum shooting inside me. It sent me over the edge and I shot my own load all over the kitchen floor. We both stood there, panting and smiled to one another. Jonathon withdrew his cock and it hung low and wet between his legs as he picked up his CK's and the joint and walked out of the kitchen to his room. He turned back to me before he left and said "Tell Wayne if you want but I won't be telling him but I want to do that again"

    I stood there for a few minutes and remembers Wayne was still upstairs; I cleaned up the cum on the floor, wiped my hole a little, turned off the kitchen light and quietly walked back up to Waynes room. I climbed into bed next to him as he moaned a little and curled up next to me.

    I woke a few hours later to find Wayne had made me tea and we talked, just talked about anything for a few hours, I was special and I loved every second of it.

    I came home without seeing Jonathon anymore that morning, he had gone for a run according to Wayne. I'm now confused as to what I should do, I think I might see of Wayne wants to go on a date to begin with but what do I do about the Jonathon situation has me puzzled... Truth be told I want them both!! 

  4. Hey entry for today, I'm going to tell youall about the first time I sucked dick. The summer of 1987 I was 15 hanging out over at my friend Dave's house. His family was out and we were watching American Ninja 3 and laughing at how bad it was. When it was over he asked me if I wanted to watch a porno? I said sure. He goes to his pops room and comes back with it and pops it in and we start watching it. Vanessa Del Rio was in it and I felt my dick grow hard and I noticed his growing as well.

     I was jerking off for a little bit and was still a virgin and I was more than curious to how it felt to have a dick in my mouth. My friend caught me eyeing his hard on and we both got a little embarrassed and before I realized what I was thinking I asked if I could see it. He was nervous and agreed to show me his if I did the same. I said yes and we pulled ours out and I marveled at his dark uncut dick which was so much bigger than mine. We sat there staring at each other and or dicks. I then asked can I touch it and he nodded yes. I walked over to him got in my knees and held it. It was so warm and hard.

    I slowly started stroking him and he moaned softly and I stuck my tongue out and licked the head and his body shivered, I wrap outed my lips around his hard dick and started sucking him, I felt his hands on my head as he guided me up and down then he held my head tight as he proceeded to face fuck me until he came and I swallowed his load. He pushed me back too the floor and sucked me till I came in his mouth and then we held each other  for a bit. This went on until I graduated from high school.

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    Staying in a Manhattan hotel.  Hadn't bottomed in a long time and was super horny.  Fired up the usual apps, and put the word out that my hole was open and ready for all cummers.

    Wasn't long before I heard from a guy on bbrts who was into anon pump and dump.  His profile was just a cock pic, but it looked nice so I told him I'd be door unlocked ass in the air for him.  

    At exactly the appointed time I was assuming the position as I heard the door open.  I buried my face in the pillow so he'd know I wasn't trying to sneak a peek.  Hearing the sound of a guy I had never seen dropping his pants to the floor behind me turned me on like crazy.  I few seconds later I heard him ripping open the packet of lube I had left on the bed and I couldn't wait to feel that anonymous cock inside me.  He began expertly fingering my hole.  Wasn't what I wanted but it felt really good.  After a minute I took a big hit of poppers and started backing into him, hoping he would take the hint.  He did, and his well greased pole slid inside of me.  After a few thrusts, he pulled out and stretched me back open with his fingers and shoved back in me again.  He spent the next 15 minutes or so skillfully working my hole with his fingers and his long cock.  I quickly learned to just relax and let him do as he wished.  My hole was really opened now and ready to get fucked properly.  As he got more and more turned on he began pulling my cheeks apart as far as he could as he started ramming his cock into me, fully pulling out, and ramming it in again.  It felt so good, after such a long dry spell to have my hole worked properly.  After a few minutes of methodical fucking he suddenly stopped and pushed himself deep into me as he shot his load.  I thanked him, and as he was getting dressed, snuck a quick peak.  He was tall, dark skinned, with a really hot swimmers build.  He left as quickly and quietly as he had arrived.

    My hole was really ready for some action now, so I went back online and quickly heard from a guy on CL who promised me 9" of bbc.  That sounded exactly like what I needed so I invited him over.  He arrived, good looking, really tall, and nice body.  His cock, even soft, dangled low and he instructed me to suck him till he was good and hard.  I was happy to oblige and in a few minutes he was the full rock hard 9" he had promised.  I got into position for some doggy style.  He opened my ass and shoved himself in me dry.  I was thankful for the leftover lube and cum the last guy had left inside me.  He fucked me hard for a few minutes, his dry cock starting to really build up some friction.  Fortunately, just as it was starting to become painful, he came and pulled out quickly.  That hard, dry fucking had actually chaffed his cock so he washed it off and put some lotion on it before he left.

    I still wasn't completely satisfied so I went back on CL and almost immediately met another bbc that looked interesting.  Even better, he was only a block away, so I asked him over.  He showed up and he was really sweet, well dressed and adorable.  If I'd seen him on the street I probably would have pegged him for a bottom.  I started sucking him and his cock quickly grew in length and thickness.  Fully erect, he was over 9" and very thick, with a big mushroom head.  Exactly the kind of bbc that white bottoms dream about.  Unfortunately as soon as I stopped sucking it completely deflated.  I told him I wanted him to fuck me and went back to work.  He slowly got harder and harder till I had a giant fucktool in my mouth again.  But again, as soon as it got rock hard it would go limp.  I kept working on him and finally got it hard the third time just as I was about to give up from exhaustion.  I again said I needed him to fuck me and rolled over and back into doggy style position.  He got behind me, got lubed, and started stroking his cock.  I could feel the head brushing against my ass and my balls and could tell he wasn't completely hard.  At this point, all I could do was wait and hope for the best.  After a few minutes he started pushing the head of his cock against my hole and if felt like he was hard enough to get the job done.  I took another big hit of poppers and did my best to open up and make things easy for him.  He slowly slid himself fully into me and started fucking.  A little awkward at first but we soon settled into a rhythm and his huge cock sliding inside and out of me started to feel really good.  He started pumping faster and faster and suddenly pulled out.  I was just starting to get into it and was worried that he had already cum.  He started stroking his cock and I realized he just needed to get himself hard again.  After a few minutes I could feel his head growing again against my ass and with yet another hit of poppers, I took him all the way inside of me.  I immediately matched his rhythm, slamming my ass against his pelvis as he thrust inside me.  He was rock hard now and his long thick cock was giving my hole exactly what it needed.  I was moaning and groaning in pleasure as he showed me what a real bbc is capable of.  I matched him stroke for stroke until he finally wore me out.  I started sliding down onto the bed and started pulling away from his still thrusting cock thinking he would get the hint and let me take a break.  Instead he pushed me down onto my stomach as he continued slamming his hard tool into my ass.  All I could do was lay there with him on top of me and enjoy it.  Once he'd completely used my ass up he let loose his load inside of me and pulled out.  I could barely do anything but try and catch my breath while he got dressed to leave.  Once he was gone, I quickly passed out, dreaming sweet dreams of bbc. 


  6. There's a difference between being fucked and being bred.

    If you're a bottom, you know what I'm talking about - you know when a man is breeding you, and you know when a man is just fucking you. The question is, how do you know?

    How about the way he acts? Oh, no, that's not the way; And you're not listenin' to all I sa - wait a minute, that's Cher...

    I mean, part of it is the way he acts, the subtle shift in tone of his voice, the difference in the position and firmness of his grip, the angle of his hips when he mounts you - I'll never forget one anonymous guy at camp who got up behind me without a word, and even though I couldn't see him in the dark, I could tell the exact position of his body, the same position taken by male animals in the wild for pure reproduction. It became a purely instinctual act of two creatures, and he reached forward and gripped me by the back of the neck as his cock pulsed his seed deep inside me. When he had finished, he pulled up his shorts, and paused to look at me long enough for me to just make out his silhouette and the gleam of his eyes in the night. Then he was gone.

    Ironically, a comment like "I'm gonna breed your ass, bitch." is not necessarily a prelude to a breeding. It's probably a reliable prelude to a pretty solid fucking, but actual breeding requires a mindset on the part of both the Top and the bottom - although the bottom's mindset is optional (his asset is not). The Top must think of, and by diverse means, convey, that he has Power and is about to convey some essence of that power into the body of the bottom. The Top-As-Breeder must demonstrate that he is in control of the whole setting, that he has intent, that he is going to achieve his goal no matter what, and that he is equipped for the task at hand.

    When I say "equipped", I know what you're thinking. And you're not wrong. But the last time a man bred me, he was the most consummate breeder I ever encountered. He had it down to a science. This man arrived at the door of my cabin to look at some gear we had talked about earlier. There had been no discussion of hooking up. He carried with him a small bag, but I didn't pay any attention to it. After I offered him something to drink, we looked over the gear, then he commented, "Nice cabin. Is the bed over there?" It was; I showed him.

    He said, "If you don't mind, I'd like to fuck you."

    Well, then.

    After he got me naked on the bed, he opened the small bag he carried, and brought out a small anal lube shooter (legislation should be passed requiring every Top to carry one of these, loaded for insertion) and a small triangular pillow made of foam, covered in blue cloth.

    "I custom-made this for breeding," he said of the pillow. "It elevates your ass to exactly the right height and tilts your hips to just the right angle for me. Raise up."

    Height - angle - he must have taken measurements, because true to his word, he had me precisely where he wanted me for the deepest conceivable penetration, the smoothest, longest strokes, the most varied positioning of my legs, the greatest exposure of my hole, my cock and balls, and view of my face.

    He took his time about it, too, and when he finally unloaded inside me, packed his kit and left, my legs wouldn't stop shaking and my anus kept clenching.

    After my door closed behind him, I realized he must have intended to breed me from the first time he saw me earlier in the day. He had set his sights, moved on me without hesitation, taken complete control, and bred me like I belonged to him.

    Hm...I wonder how hard it would be to make an adjustable foam pillow...

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    I found my self in a cheap hotel in Ft lauderdale.. It was know for being a sleazy place, Where prostitution runs rapid, It was full of Pimps and Hookers. That' where I met Him, 

    I got up wearily from my long and exhausting night being fucked and punished by my new Black Master. As I awoke, I could scarcely believe that all those depraved things had happened to me. One minute I had been merely exchanging emails with a man, who could have been anywhere and the next minute, That very man was at my hotel door, And then inside my body. Black Master, a man whose name I didn't even know, a man who looked to be about ten years my junior, Had taken me to a place, I hadn't realized existed, hadn't even realized I wanted to go, and now that I was there, I was scared beyond belief. He had slapped me around, fucked me, He had stuck his cock down my straining throat and then cum all over my face. He made me eat his asshole, He had taken me anally, very roughly and then bred me with his seed, He had taken one of my Black dildos and attached it via suction cup to one of chairs and renamed it my `Slaves Chair'. I was to be sitting on it every time Master comes over, no exceptions. He had even taken the spare key for my hotel room,  There was no way I could do this, No way I could go through with letting this...This Black thug control every aspect of my life. I wouldn't do it. I'd just have to contact Black Master and let him know I'd changed my mind. Yes, I'd just explain that this wasn't what I was looking for. He'll understand...I moved over to the desk and turned on the computer. Checking my email I saw that I had several new messages, One was from Black Master. My heart was thumping madly as I clicked to open it. Surely he'd just be thanking me for a great night and be done with me. "Sissy slave -- I enjoyed fucking your mouth and ass pussy last night. You knew how to take my nut real good but I'm sure you could do better. We'll work on it together. Other areas we will work to improve: Your ass-eating and most importantly, your attitude and IMMMEDIATE obedience at all times! You need to understand that you are now a 24/7/365 sissy as well as my Slave, Whenever I choose to partake of your body. Don't like it? Too fucking bad, cunt! You fucked around with me for too long and now I'm taking my payment. Which is you. First thing today, you are to head to the Victoria's Secret store at the mall and buy yourself a sexy outfit, Get the girls to help you find proper sizing and matching pieces. I like almost anything, but among my favorites are the baby doll nighties, I also like crotch less panties and cat suits, corsets, teddies, and I go fucking crazy over garter belts and stockings. Always be certain your stockings are silk; Buy some new high heels too. Last of all, don't fucking call me or IM me or email me to say that you want to back out of this. Too fucking late, Slut! You fuck with a top dog, you gonna get topped! See ya, BLACK MASTER"

    I was trembling as I read the harsh words and I realized I was scared too. Oh no. What have I gotten into here? I mean I love wearing lingerie, but I like wearing leather more,  I've got to end this now, before it goes to a place I can't escape from. These types of relationships have to be consensual, don't they? I decided to take a chance. I dialed the number from my caller ID. One ring. Two rings. Three rings. Then four, five, six, seven. Shit. Suddenly he answers. "What, sissy slave ?" I swallowed hard and took a deep breath as his utterly masculine voice cascaded over me. "Hello, Black Master?" I spoke in a tiny voice, ashamed. I couldn't believe I was a 40 year-old man, stuttering like a girl on his first date. There's a long pause. "Yea, it's your Black Master. Now what the fuck do you want?" I couldn't breathe and my ears were ringing for some reason. Black "Master. I can't do this,  " There was silence on the other end. "Do what, sissy slave ?"  I didn't know how to say it. Black "Master, I can't be with you. Master." Again, silence engulfed us. I could hear his breathing, could almost imagine him next to me. "You're already `with' me, sissy. I marked you as mine last night, remember? Slut takes a Black top's cum all over his face and down his throat and in his ass pussy, makes it kinda hard for his Master to believe he don't want it." I did not want this, did I? I couldn't face the constant humiliation and subjugation and degradation of being with a Black Pimp. "Please, Master." "Please don't come over. Just leave me alone..." There was a long pause on the line. "You're fucking with me bitch, and I don't like it. Told you not to fuck with me. Doesn't matter what you want or think you want. You're mine now . I guess I need to head over there and give you another lesson?  Fucking up my day, now you are,a slave. I ain't gonna be happy when I get there so better try to dress yourself up for me a little extra." He said it as a statement, as if it were the most normal thing in the world for him to discuss. His voice suggested that there was no room for debate. "But  Master,  I have plans today..." He cut me off before I could finish my last word. "Shut it, cunt. Your plans are whatever I give you. I will be in your hotel in one hour. Douche yourself,  shower and get your slaves outfit back on. And be sitting on your sissy chair." With that he hung up, leaving me standing there with my mouth wide open, unsure what just happened or what to do next. This Black Master had basically just made it clear in no uncertain terms that I was his sissy slave at all times and he was on his way over again. What could I do? I didn't want to risk a worse beating that I had gotten before. Just what I need, plus I imagine Black Master would be furious with me then. I looked up at the clock. Fifty seven minutes left. I better hurry to get ready for his arrival. I can't believe I'm doing this. I'll have to talk to Black Master in person, make him understand that I can't, won't go through with this, not after today, anyway.  Fifty two minutes later, I'm fresh from the shower, my ass pussy douched and totally clean. I put on my slaves outfit again and move to squat over my slaves chair. I dab some lube on both the Black dildo and my hole and then slide down slowly. God, it's big! I grimace as I slide onto it, feeling it stretch my pussy hole. I hear the loud exhaust of Master's car and then the thumping bass from his sound system as he pulls into the spot,  Oh Jesus. He's here. I feel myself trembling. The car door slams. Within seconds I hear his key in the lock. The door opens. My 25 year-old Black Master is framed in the doorway, all 6'3" and 230 pounds of him. He looks...perturbed at least, perhaps angry. He stares at me. He pushes the door shut behind him. Fuck. He's pissed. "At least you can follow a simple rule like this, sitting on your slaves chair. Nice to know you understand some of what I'm saying." He says it with an air of complete calmness about him, "You should see yourself, faggot; the perfect picture of femininity. But I guess you will be seeing yourself soon enough. " What did that mean? He walked around behind me and motioned for me to stand up. "Up, but don't turn around. Put your hands behind you. Open your mouth wide." I did as told and suddenly felt something click around each of my wrists, Handcuffs of some sort. Shit. Then I saw a red blur as something passed over my head, past my eyes and into my mouth. I realized Black Master was fitting me with a ball gag. I slumped resignedly as I realized the severity of my predicament. Now I was not only His slave But a cuffed and gagged one at that.  He circled back around so he was in front of me again, following a hard, short slap on my exposed ass. He had his shirt unbuttoned,showing off his linebacker physique. Black Master is very cut, with a very toned torso and quite a few tattoos. God he's such a man! "Now, slave let's see if I understand you correctly." He looks deep into my eyes, his face inches from mine. "You exchange emails with me for several weeks, teasing me with all the ways you're going to pleasure my Black Cock and being my slave and all. Telling me what a good slave you are and how you'd give anything to please me. Then, when I show up and grace you with my presence as well as the opportunity to follow through on all your deepest desires, an opportunity which I might add I don't give out to just any cock sucking slave I find that perhaps you aren't all that serious about this after all. Well guess what, faggot? It's serious now! Got it?" He grips my chin in his forceful grasp, compelling me to look directly at him, unable to hide my utter shame. "So now, you cause me to make changes to my day, just to come over here and train you in the ways you are to treat me at all times. That means, respect, submission...and no fucking questions or opinions! Got it, cunt?" I nod wearily, having difficulty seeing through my tears, He pushes me back down onto my slaves chair and I gasp out as the thick Black Dong invades my rectum again. "You should be at Victoria's Secret buying a outfit right now but instead your forcing my hand. Well this is how it's going to be, pussy. I come over when I want. You sould have bondage gear and keeping this room stocked up on booze for me. I like Grey Goose, Got it? Good. And have plenty of food stocked up too. Steaks, burgers, shit for burritos, I love Italian. You'll be making it all so you better be a good cook or learn how. When you're in my presence you will not eat or drink, I like my Sluts to be skinny, The following are substances which you are allowed to drink in my presence: My spit, My cum and My piss. Is that clear, slave?" I nod in tearful acquiescence. He smiles wickedly, clearly enjoying the power he holds over me at this moment. He continues on. "Things you will be allowed to dine on? My cock, My balls and...My asshole. Whenever I ask you if you are hungry, you must look me in the eyes, indicate that you are indeed hungry and then I will present you with whichever part of my body I expect serviced at that moment. At ALL TIMES...you are to treat any part of my body you are orally servicing as if it is the best thing you've ever tasted, The best thing you've ever  smelled. Your own personal comfort doesn't matter one fucking bit to me. I don't care if the taste of my crotch makes you want to gag, you will smile and service me as if that is the last meal you will ever receive. Understand?" I nodded my understanding, feeling a sense of helplessness As my formerly normal life continued to spiral out of control. "Yes Black Master." I managed to croak out around the ball gag. My tiny dick was throbbing from the verbal abuse as well as from the sensation of being physically dominated at someone's complete mercy.

    Black Master smiled at me, an evil sort of grin, without warmth or compassion. "Good slave That's my slave ." He looked down and an even bigger smirk fell across his features as he saw my raging boner. He smacked at it a couple of times with the back of his hand. "You're so fucking hard because of this aren't you, bitch? Huh, my words getting you all hot and bothered? Or is it the bondage? Little of both, I'd guess. Ground rules for your slave are as follows. Under no circumstances are you to EVER touch yourself sexually unless you have my permission. The only permissible touching of that area by you is in the shower or on the toilet; both situations would be purely for hygiene purposes only. Otherwise your dick is what it is; a useless appendage that I control. And, slave, I can't stress this enough... if you ever and I mean EVER, cum without my permission, you will know a whole new world of pain. I control your orgasms, or lack there of, And I think it goes without saying, But I'm gonna say it anyway, no more dick for you. And with that,  He said "Spread your legs, slave. I got something new for you to wear..." He chuckled, and evil sounding laugh devoid of mirth or warmth. I did as instructed immediately and Black Master again chuckled when he saw my stiff cock. "Boi dick is all fucking hard? He said this is what a Real Black Man Cock looks like 10' of Black uncut Dick, He put it next to my hard dick I was dwarfed in compared to the Black Dick,   I'm flattered that's because of me, but I've been thinking... What does a slut really need a useless prick for anyway? You're never gonna fuck me. Hell you're never gonna fuck anybody again, as long as you're mine." I wasn't sure what he was talking about, but as he moved closer to me in his swift, cat-like motion, I was suddenly overwhelmed by his scent.  It made me stiffen even more and I felt my mouth begin to water. Black Master stepped between my thighs and pulled them apart even farther. He then began slapping my erection, slapping it very hard. I yelped as the pain radiated through my dick and into my abdomen. I tried to push his hands away, reflexively. Big mistake. "What do you think you're doing faggot!?" He raised his voice a bit and I knew he was pissed. "You don't push me away. You don't make the decisions here. You know that. Don't you, you fucking pussy bitch?" He quickly grabbed both my wrists in one strong hand, yanking them above my head and with his free hand twisted my chin so I was make to look him in the eye. "Look at me faggot." I was helpless to his strong words and stronger grasp. He moved his hand holding my chin down and started slapping my dick again, seeming to derive pleasure from my obvious discomfort and embarrassment. It was his way. My boner soon shrank under the constant back hand and forehand smacks. Black Master stepped back. I could see the enjoyment in his eyes and I could do nothing to disguise my own delight and desire from his knowing stare. He reached into his pocket and withdrew an object. As he moved to show it to me, I recognized what it was and my heart skipped what felt like two beats. A chastity device. Fuck! I met Black Master's perceptive look again and we both knew that I knew what was about to happen. "You see, slave I've enjoy our time together and plan to continue enjoying the future. But, really does a slut faggot need to sport wood for? I have decided that you have been a tad too focused of late on your own pleasure and that disappoints me. A sissy should always be 100% centered on his Black Master's desires and well-being, not thinking about the next time he might cum...... So easy fix: you aren't going to cum anymore, unless I deem it suitable. Putting you in chastity will ensure that your thoughts remain focused on your Black Master......me." He stopped talking and caught my gaze again, My mouth felt dry and I couldn't swallow. I tried to croak out a few words. Black  Master... Please..don't.  "This is happening slave Of course there are......other options. I could always take you to a specialty surgeon and have your cock and balls removed permanently. We can do that,  Sound good?" He continued onward, without pausing for a response from me. "Or I can slip this little cock cage on you and presto! No more bothersome boners for my little slut " I nodded my consent, not that he needed it, "Please put me in chastity, Black Master,"  I was begging for it, as I knew that Black Master might not be joking about the surgeon thing. He laughed again. "If you insist, slut." The look he gave me was positively wicked as he knelt down between my spread thighs and proceeded to strip away my man hood from me, rendering the very thing that made me a man......useless. Less than useless. A wrinkled appendage I would now use only to pee with. He fit it onto me and I heard the click as he latched the tiny padlock and made a show of putting the key in his wallet. I looked down at my now truly ineffectual boi-dick and wondered at the rubbery and plastic now sheathing it. My emasculation seemed complete  And it was difficult to describe just how right it felt. I felt a strange simultaneous feeling of loathing toward myself and my weakness, coupled with overwhelming love and gratitude toward Black Master for delivering me from my former life of unenthusiastic sex slave.  I would never have known the joys of serving and submitting to a man such as Black Master, the man who showed me my true self. I looked up into his hard eyes and hoped I was showing my thanks properly.  "Occasionally, when I decide, I may allow you to remove the cock cage and stroke yourself off. It will not be often. In the meantime, we will also work together on getting to know your pussy more thoroughly. Lots of guys learn how to cum just from having their Black Master inside them, just like a woman. Mite even train you to have a ass orgasm while Black Master fucks you. Heh, heh." He looked at me with a depraved grin and I felt myself blushing again. "Thank you, Black Master. Thanks you for letting me become your obedient bitch. If I find out that you ever got your little dick wet, I might just cut it off. Or castrate you, The only way you're ever going to fuck anybody ever again is if I have one of my boi's bring over their sissy slave for you to play with." I must have conveyed some kind of look at the mention of sex with another sissy because he chuckled and went on explaining. "That's right, slave. Most of my thugs have got sissies slaves of their own. Me and my buddy have been talking `about throwing a couple of you white slaves  in bed together, just to get us worked up. Just knowing that it ain't what you bottom bitches would want is enough to make me want to try it sometime. But that's for later, cunt. Right now, I'd be embarrassed for any of my boys to come over here. Your not trained up proper yet at all, not a drop of fucking booze in the room How'd that look to my friends? Got to remedy for that shit, bitch!" He started to walk towards the bath room . "Get up and follow me." I jumped up immediately and started to move towards him. "This place is small, You well get adjoining room " I nodded that I would, "Good. I'll check it out later, but that's where you will begin putting together a little sex dungeon for us to play in. As you can see, I like bondage, slave, and I like to have a lot of variety. I'll leave the URL for a great BDSM site and you'll need to start purchasing some more of the leather gear." He must have seen the fear in my eyes and though I could tell he enjoyed it immensely, he reached out and wrapped a beefy, calloused hand around my waist, pulling me into his hard, lean physique. He whispered in my ear. "Don't worry, sweetie. I know how to treat my slaves, I won't hurt you......much."  Again, I was brought back to the realization that this whole situation was spiraling out of my control. I couldn't think straight, pressed up against the granite-like hardness of this overwhelmingly masculine Black stud. That plus the feminine nature of my outfit as well as the total loss of freedom due to the wrist restraints and the ball gag were conspiring to mess with my head as I breathed in the intoxicating aroma of Black Master's skin. God I was so horny I was quite sure I would have done almost anything at that moment to feel his hands on me again. I rubbed up against him, mewling in a high voice around my gag, trying to show him how turned on I was. "Oh now you're horny, eh sweetie? Well soon enough we'll try to quench that burning inside your ass but first things first." With that he pulled out a small digital camera and held it up in front of me. He grinned at me as a look of realization came over my face, suddenly knowing what he planned to do. I grunted out my weak protest as loudly as I could but Black Master just laughed. "I'm starting, or rather you're starting a new website. You're a techie, right? With the computer, I know you are so no use denying it. Anyway, this new website is going to chronicle your transformation from from straight guy into a cock sucking, taking-it-in-the-ass slave,  complete with photos of you, from various stages of your life. Of course we have to get a bunch of pics that show just how very much you like sucking Black cock, eating Black ass and drinking Black man's cum. Your face will be completely visible at all times in these photos, Not like the shit that you been posting with out a face While my face will be either out of the shot completely or cropped out prior to posting on the site. I get anonymity, you get humiliation. That's just the way it going to be. I will need you to put together a complete and 100% truthful biography of yourself, including a section on why you enjoy being feminized and your favorite things about Black men in general and your Black Master in particular. I might also like a short diatribe on the taste of my cum and why you can't get enough of it, that you even go so far as to spit some of my jizz into Tupperware containers and store them in the fridge, for Lube when I'm not around. This site will be up for all the world to see, We'll call the site, oh I don't know, something like...... Black Master Does White Slave .. He was smiling that evil smile again, clearly content with himself for causing me so much distress. "You'll be updating at least once a day, With pics we'll make some videos, and you'll be posting some of those gay fuck stories you've sent me. Keep writing that shit, slave,  Fuck that shit gets me hard as steel. And that's what you want right? A Hard Long Black Dick, unrelenting and untamed?

    That's what you told me in that first email, at least. Those are your words, not mine. But that's me, baby. Your Black Master."  I had no idea what to say. It was almost too much to process. I couldn't stand the idea of all that private info about me being up on a website, showcasing my deepest, darkest desires. Photos of me sucking Black cock, videos of me be feminized and turned out and moaning while Black Master invades my most private of places. And anyone could see it: my bar buddies, my friends,   Jesus I was going to be on public display, with all my sexual fetishes hanging out there. I started as I heard the soft buzzing of the camera as Black Master began to take some shots of me in my slutty leather, Making sure to get pics of my mouth and ass pussy ,  "There we go, slave.  Just need a good one for the main page photo. Gotta get in there real good." He paused. "Damn, you look like shit. Maybe we'll take the main page photo sometime when you're a little sexier looking. Anyway, I got something else I gotta do right not. Get over there and lean over the bed  stick your ass out real nice and high." I did as he instructed. I felt Black Master behind me and I was puzzling over what was coming next. "All right, slave. We set up some ground rules, and we'll go over some others as well, but right now I got to lay down the law. You directly disobeyed me this morning. Not only did you NOT got to the mall to shop for out fit, as I had instructed but I distinctly ordered you not to call me with your whiny bullshit about how you don't want to do this. And then you fucked me up my valuable time to come over here to straighten things out. I don't like it when my bitches fuck up my free time."  With that I felt and heard a hard `THWACK' as His belt hit my unprotected ass  I screamed out around the ball gag, but it came out as nothing more than a hoarse, muffled cry. `THWACK! THWACK! THWACK! THWACK!' I was screaming, blubbering out incoherent apologies but to no avail. Black Master was furious with me and he had contained that fury all morning long. "Fucking bitch! You little cunt! If you EVER fuck with me again, on ANYTHING AT ALL, this beat down will seem mild by comparison!" I heard the clicking of the camera He was taking pics of my red ass, Now you have Punishment marks, He struck me several more times, ripping sharp yelps from my vocal cords as the pain tore through me. Then I was roughly pulled around and Black Master pushed me to my knees. His boxers were already down around his thighs and his throbbing erection was jutting out at full mast, the harsh, rigid ten inches of Dark, Black Cock Meat. "Suck me you fucking whore. It's all you're good for you little faggot!" His hands tore off the ball gag and I had about one second to draw in a breath before his cock head was forcing it's way into my orifice and I felt my jaws being fucked wide apart again. "Look at me, slut, Anytime you're orally servicing me, you are to be looking directly into my eyes the entire time unless I tell you otherwise. Is that clear, cunt?" I could do little other than gasp out an abbreviated answer as he pulled out of me a short way. "Mmmm-hmmmm." I mumbled unintelligibly. I then locked my eyes onto those of my tormentor, as I was told to do. And in that moment, I could feel a tiny shift in our relationship. As a piece of my soul had melded with his and I had started to accept the connection we now had. Black Master looked down at me, a mix of loathing and superiority and.........something else apparent on his dark, hardened features. What was it? Covetousness? Lust? Perhaps......love......? "Alright, slave! Get ready for a hard throat fuck. Last time we tried this you were gagging and shit. I don't give a fuck! You're gonna learn to do it with or without the gagging but you're taking my Black cock and that's all there is to it. And as always, keep your eyes on mine, bitch. A slave can tell a lot about when his Black Master is about to cum and what throat and tongue techniques pleasure him the best from his facial expressions so it's important for him to watch closely, wouldn't you say?" He pulled his Black cock all the way out from my oral cavity and I briefly stared at it's almost unbelievable length and girth and the wicked curve of it as it protruded outward. Quite frankly, it scared me a lot... And some part of me loved that feeling, needing it. I hear the camera click click  "Answer me slave  I know you love looking at my Black dick but when your Master asks you a question, you fucking answer." It was clearly not a suggestion, but an order. I quickly looked back up at him, his cruel eyes boring through my very soul, owning me. God, was this what my heart truly wanted even as my mind screamed no?

    "Yes, Master." I replied meekly to his question, feelings of defeat rolling over me in waves. "Yes, Master......what?" He asked it with a commanding tone that sent an erotic quiver coursing through my little penis as well as my......bowels? "Yes, Black Master it's important for a slave to learn how to best please his Black man." He grinned an evil, iniquitous smirk. He loved the control he had over me, plainly. His own erection throbbed again as a charge of domination surged through him. I was awash in confusing thoughts, unsure of what these feelings or my responses to Black Master meant about my sexuality. Was it even possible for......those types of feelings to radiate in that area of a man's body? Of course, I could scarcely consider myself a man at this point. I had been taken, topped, seeded and subdued by a clearly superior Black Master and my body was betraying my brain by responding positively to the rough and brutal nature of Master's sexual needs. And my own needs, as well, but ones that went far beyond just sex and mixed and melded with my irresistible desire to serve, to be submissive, to be owned by another. I couldn't explain it, couldn't tell someone why these emotions were running through me even if I tried. But the fact was, they were running through me, my hard little dick and my aching asshole, I mean pussy, fighting a battle with my mind. My common sense was losing that skirmish. "Here we go, Slave. Throat me, slut." With those words I barely had time to open my lips again and his steely Black tool was sliding back between my lips and then down my gullet. I gulped greedily at the offered organ, adjusting my oral ministrations to make certain Black Master was receiving gratification. I fought back the urge to gag as he slithered his way down my throat, unceremoniously and with an undeniable show of bestial strength. In a couple of seconds I found myself with my lips sealed around the base of his manhood, his bushy pubic hair scratching and tickling my nose. The scent of him was overwhelming, musk and sex and Black man's flesh all rolled into this most submissive of acts. I stayed like that for a few seconds, expecting to be allowed to pull back up and off him so as to repeat the action. Instead I felt Black Master's hand on my head, holding me steady and with his other hand he reached down and pinched my nose shut,

    so I could not breathe. Panic overtook me almost immediately, the terrifying feeling of not being able to draw breath suddenly all I could
    concentrate on. I tried to pull back but his grip was too strong, my resolve too weak. "You see here, slave, what we've got here is another example of me showing you how things are going to be. You wear what I tell you to wear, eat when and what I tell you to, speak when spoken to......and now you breathe when I say so. Is all this getting through to you, cunt? Do you realize that your little emails you probably thought were harmless actually awakened a sleeping beast? You opened up a world you didn't dare dream even existed. You told me how you wanted badly to be dominated, By a Black Man to be owned. You told me the things you fantasized about doing to my Black Dick... Well consider yourself dominated, faggot! Consider yourself my property!" Than I hear the camera again click, click, He was taking pictures  and catching my deepest feeling,  Tears were running down my cheeks, caused by both the utter fear I was experiencing as a result of not being able to breathe and also from the finality of his words and the thought of the things that were lying in wait for me in my future. My new future in which I was a sissified slave with an ass pussy and a suck hole that I would use exclusively to satisfy my younger but totally Dominant Black Master.
    Suddenly without warning he pulled his cock from my mouth and I gasped in a huge breath, wheezing and gagging and coughing from the rough, brutal treatment I had just received from Black Master. My slimy throat mucus was dripping from his ebony shaft, the entire length coated in my spit and a thick strand of it stretched from his bloated cock tip to my ruby red lips as sort of an obscene reminder of just what I was good for...... click, click, the camera, "Fuck, bitch! That throat is tight and as much as want to cum in your mouth, this load I'm brewing up is destined for your pussy. I know your sore from your beating and from last night, but guess what? I don't give a fuck! I'm rucking your pussy ass to show you yet again, just who's in charge here. Back on the bed again ...now, CUNT!" I was blubbering now, crying uncontrollably as I realized my old life was gone and the uncertainty of my future was staring me in the face. "Please l..suck you off, Master. I need to drink your cum, please." SMACK! SMACK! I flinched as Black Master slapped my face, very hard. "BITCH! Did I tell you to speak? No I fucking did not! You do what I tell you to WHEN I fucking tell you to and you do it RIGHT THEN! DO I MAKE MYSELF FUCKING CLEAR TO YOU, WHORE!?" He accentuated the last words with another harsh slap to my cheeks. I couldn't even see through my teary eyes as I meekly stood up to bend over the bed again, exposing my naked fuck hole to Master's uncompromising hardness. A second later, he was forcing the ball gag back into my mouth and strapping it tightly around behind my head. My hands were still cuffed behind me and I was the picture of acquiescence.
    Without further adieu he plowed into me, the only lube being my mucus and spit. I screamed out as Black Master took me violently, staking his
    ownership to my body......and my soul as well, if I was completely honest with myself. His steel-hard Black Dick fucked apart my tender sphincter muscle and speared into my rectum with a fury that took my breath away. I instantly began moaning into the gag and to my abject horror, also began arching back into every thrust of his into my body. One of his hands was on the back of my neck holding me firmly in place while the other held my wast at the small of my back; I could not believe how submissive this all was, how he controlled every aspect of my being at this very moment. He was the most important person in the world to me right now. Would be the most important person in my life forever more. His thrusts started out strong, steady, measured but soon digressed to a short jerky fuck rhythm. Just a couple minutes in and it seemed like he was close to nutting. I reveled in the feel of every inch of his steel cock violating the soft fleshy tissues of all my inner rectum, It was truly amazing what a talented cocks man he was and I knew I should consider myself fortunate to have been blessed with such a skilled
    Black Master. But even as I thought those things I still felt perplexed by the turn my life had taken in just the past few hours. Before I could think
    about anymore, Black Master's voice came booming to wake me from my reverie. I could feel his spittle on my back and neck as he leaned into me, truly giving this fuck his all. "FUCK Slave I'm Gonna cum! Gonna cum so hard up your ass cunt, you little fucking bitch! Gonna seed this pussy! With my toxic cum, Gonna make sure you learn your fucking place, faggot! OOOHHHH YEEAAA! OHHH YEAA
    HERE IT COMES Slave ! You ready for my fucking jizz, Slave" With one final blast-like grunt, I felt his cock explode inside me and the warm,
    gooey fuck slime coated my bowels, Breeding me with his Black seed, me with my Master's essence. The feeling of being bred was overpowering and I felt my own tiny sac tighten up and then I followed my Black Master into euphoria, screaming into the ball gag until I was hoarse and choking from the effort. I felt Master collapse against my back, the sweat from our scorching fuck causing us to stick together. We were both groaning in the aftershocks of our almost simultaneous orgasms. But I soon felt him begin to slide out of me and suddenly my open and gaping hole felt very empty and I couldn't stand to think of him not being inside me... He motioned for me to turn around with a light slap on my ass. I already had a good idea what this was going to be about, and sure enough as I turned to face him once again, he presented me with his slowly shrinking lack prick to suck clean of his cum and  ass juice. It was humiliating, but in an exhilarating way as I was still searching my way through the maze of confused sexuality that this whole episode had brought about. Being as feminine and subservient as possible I
    slowly ran my tongue up and down his vein y hose, making certain to keep my eyes on his as I lapped up every last droplet of cum from his Cock, Balls and pubes. I felt like a kitten lapping up some warm milk. GOD ! THAT was fucking fantastic, slave ! Fuck! As mad as I am
    about you wrecking my day, I gotta admit, it might have been worth it. Fuck! What a great cum! And look at you, you worthless bitch. Once
    again, you've cum with your Master up inside your sissy slit. How's it feel to be nothing but a cum dump for a superior Black man? Huh faggot? Can't answer with the gag in your mouth, I suppose eh? Oh well, I don't need you to tell me what you're thinking. The evidence was in the fuck. The way you pushed those sweet, white, round buns back into me, moaning for it harder and deeper... yes it's pretty clear just what kind of a faggot you are. A fag who loves Black Cock, I'd say. Damn, you are a true sissy, slave Just like a jail-house bitch, Can't believe no other Nigger ever scooped you up. But you're MINE now, cunt! I own this pussy." He emphasized this statement with a semi-soft swat across my ravaged buttocks. I could feel the sperm leaking out of my abused fuck hole. Black Master drew himself up to his full imposing height in front of me as he buttoned up his jeans, his sobbing, cum-soaked pussy boi kneeling before him. He grabbed my hair, pulling my face upwards to look at him. I felt myself blushing under his stern gaze, both of us again knowing the exact nature of our relationship. "So I'm gonna go ahead and repeat myself, but this will be the last time I do so for you. From now on, you will answer my demands immediately and unswerving. They are not suggestions and I don't take opinions from faggot whores. Got it? Get yourself cleaned up, put on some clothes  Then hightail it to the grocery store and get stocked up on everything you need to make my life as easy and pleasurable as possible. All the booze and food I mentioned before. Then when you get back here, jump on that bondage supply website I gave you. I want the Deluxe Sling and the Masters' Fuck Rack delivered here within three business days. I'll expect you back here and ready for me by ten o'clock tonight and as always......be dressed for me in leather and sitting on your sissy chair." I nodded my agreement and mumbled something around the ball gag and he seemed to think this was sufficient on my part. He motioned for me to rise and I did so and then he came around behind me and unlocked the wrist restraints. "My boys and I are hitting the strip clubs tonight, so plan on me being extra horny. Probably be over after midnight and then we can go at  it. Make sure you're ready, cause when I'm in THAT kinda mood, I can fuck all night long, baby! Heh, heh." He chuckled as he saw my eyes widen at his comments and then totally surprised me when he leaned down for an extremely tender kiss. I melted into his strong arms not wanting him to leave me. As he pulled away I noticed him leering wickedly at me again, and I realized that he needed this just as much as I did, only in a different way. It almost seemed as though we were soul mates, destined to meet and who knows? Perhaps we are... One dominant, one submissive, fitting together, one inside the other, to suck and lick and Fuck and cum and lust ..
    I decided to try small steps and so began preparing for His return later tonight. I took a steaming hot bath and proceeded to shave every spec of hair from my body, except that on my head. I knew Black Master would want me smooth and soft, so I used a lot of moisturizers and lotions and such, to make my skin as pliable as possible. It took most of the evening and I had almost lost track of time as I put on my leather gear and pull a leather collar on my neck. but I was still on the fence in regards to turning my life upside down. I just needed more time to think things

    through. It was barely a few weeks ago that I had begun to communicate with Black Master online and I thought that was as far as it would go. Then twenty four hours ago, the big brute comes bursting in my hotel room, like some kind of modern-day black Lancelot and I'm just supposed to drop everything and become his slave, My Heart was thumping in my chest as the hour got later and midnight approached.

    Should I expect him just after midnight or like 3am? Shit! I didn't know so I decided to risk sending him a text message, to try to find out when he might be over. "Master -- could you let me know when to expect you?  A few minutes go by and then a return message. "Sissy slave -- it's none of your fucking business BITCH! I told you I'll be there when I'm there. But I'm in a good mood so I'll let you know. Leaving the bar now. Be at your hotel  in 15. Be fucking ready for me whore."I swallowed the lump in my throat and quickly dripped some lube onto my slaves chair Black dildo. Then I squatted above it, positioning my moistened hole right above it and slowly sank down, reveling in the two fold feelings of pain and pleasure as my sphincter was stretched and my rectum filled with rubber dick. I groaned as I felt the last inch slide into me. Fuck! Balls deep on that fucking thing. I looked around a bit and suddenly shuddered as I saw my computer with the webcam on it. I could only imagine what perversity Black Master had in store for me..Within minutes I heard the now familiar thump of the stereo bass in Black Master's car as he drew closer to my room,  house started to shake a little and I heard the car door slam shut. Then I heard the key in the lock and in he stepped. He looked pissed, once again, but I consoled myself with the fact that it was simply his demeanor all the time, to appear ticked off. He closed  door behind him and stopped in front of me, his usual smirk playing across his features. "Shit slave You're even sitting on your slaves chair. What a good slave,  Yea, you like that shit up in your pussy... You my fuck whore, Cause I got to get my nut. Fuck! Those strippers fucking grinding all over my lap, all over my Black cock, and even though I fucked a couple of `em in the backroom, I'm still horny as shit, slut!" He moved closer to me as he spoke and I could tell he'd been in the bars all night long. He reeked of booze, smoke  And sweat... And masculinity... Jesus, I felt my knees already beginning to weaken, my insides turning to jelly as I imagined submitting to him. His eyes
    bored into me as he looked down at me with a mixture of disdain and superiority. "Those crotch less panties? Good for you, sissy. Very nice. I like that shit." He quickly stripped off his shirt and then kicked off his sweatpants. He still had his basketball shoes on and wore nothing else but a black jockstrap, leaving his ass completely exposed. I caught my breath as I took in his amazing physique once more. God! He was an absolute alpha male, a Black Adonis. Muscles rippling, his body said everything you needed to know about him. When he spoke, you
    listened and he always got his way. "Shit, slave, turn on Sports center for me. I gotta tell you? I'm gonna sit on one of your bar stools; kneel down behind me and work on my asshole, slave! Just your mouth. I gotta let loose!" I did as told, watching as he sat down on the
    stool and leaned against the breakfast bar to watch TV. I looked up at his thick glutenous muscles, hanging off the stool and partially covered by the straps of his jock, his buttocks beckoning to me. My mouth began to water as I prepared to taste my Black Master in a way so intimate that few could possibly know the feeling. As I drew close, I sniffed the air and could smell his strong, earthy odor; it  had the strange, unknown effect on me acting like an aphrodisiac and I found myself actually desiring to eat him out this time around. I leaned upwards and placed my lips around his asshole, sealing us together in a manner so personal, there could be no doubt that I was his slave, "Yeaaa, slave ! Get your tongue all up in my shit,  Feels great, baby! You like eating your Master's hole don't you, bitch?" I moaned out my agreement, unable to speak as I was busy French kissing his asshole, making out with his ass lips like I would make out with a gorgeous young man. I gently flicked my tongue across the outer rim of his anus, eliciting a moan of appreciation from Black Master. I pushed my tongue up flat against his sphincter, then pulled back and then repeated this action several times, causing him to wriggle his ass, groaning for me to continue. I licked completely across the hairy opening several times, using varying pressure. I heard him growl, deep in his throat and I could tell I was getting to him. After several minutes of this treatment, I finally went for the coup de grace. I paused a moment in my ministrations to pull back and look at my handiwork. His asshole was glistening with saliva, my spit soaking every nook and cranny of his crack, every butt hair. I then slowly, so very slowly began to push my tongue right into that hole, inserting it as far as I could get in there. I curled my tongue into a pointy spike and began to probe in and out, in and out, seeking out Black Master's pleasure center and when I found it, I probed even harder. I must have been doing something right, because Master was pushing back against my mouth, grinding his ass into my entire face. "Fuck YES SISSY! Eat that fucking' asshole, eat my fucking' manhole, you fucking' cunt! It's all you're good for, pussy boi!  Eating a black man's ass. Get up in there slave! Suck my furry shiter! Is your little dick hard from sucking me whore?" It was stiff and aroused and his words made me even hornier so I busied
    myself with pleasing him, slavering all over his proffered opening, loving the taste and scent of him, knowing him more thoroughly than I had ever known anyone, . I was slobbering into Black Master's asshole, making it wet as he continued to grind his hairy hole onto my face, both of us moaning in bliss. I could not previously have imagined how much pleasure I could derive from bringing Black Master the enjoyment he so richly deserved. What was happening to me? Suddenly Black Master rose from the stool, pulling his ass away from me, although several strands of saliva were still connecting my face to his buns and they broke as Master stood up. I remained kneeling."Shit slave! That was
    fantastic! I love the way you devour my asshole. You're really taking to this, huh? Good! It's good for a slut to enjoy every part of her Master's body, to desire to taste every inch of him..." He grabbed my computer from my desk, then stood over the bed and stood looking at it for a moment, as if pondering something. He set my laptop down on the end table next to the bed, opened it up and angled the top downwards. He motioned for me to get up and approach him. "Grab those bed pillows, slut and put them over here I did as instructed, unsure of what this was supposed to accomplish. Black Master ripped off his jock strap and then sat down on the pillows and hung his knees over the bed, When he leaned back a bit, it had the effect of exposing his Black cock and balls, but also leaving his buttocks hanging over the edge of the bed,
    there by allowing me access to his asshole as well. "Now it's time for you to suck me off, slave . Start with my balls, but take your time and keep using your mouth on my asshole. Switch on and off, get into a rhythm, have some fun with it slut,  It's dinner time for you." I looked up into his hardened eyes, and I could see there was no room for questions or negotiating and he clearly wasn't in the mood for me to do anything but comply with his orders. I was beginning to realize that this whole situation was no joke and this man was a true no-mercy Black Thug Top. "Now crawl to me, pussy boi. Come over to feast on your Master's private parts, which he is so generously offering up for you to service."  I crawled over to him, trying my best to be sexy, but not sure if I was succeeding. My face was burning up as I approached my Black Master, the shame almost overpowering. I couldn't believe I was going along with this degradation,and yet I could not deny how much it turned me on; having this Black man in control of my body felt oddly satisfying. I was almost between his legs now and I looked up expectantly, like an obedient dog. "Yes that's right. You look very good tonight,   I gulped, unsure of how to respond. "Thank you Black Master. .I'm happy you're
    satisfied with your slave. Again I felt a blush creep across my face, as shame and embarrassment took over my emotions. He grinned and chuckled evilly. "Heh, heh, yes I like making' you blush baby. But I also like my slaves to know their place, unequivocally. Before you start sucking me, pick up my jock strap and place the cup over your face and  then hold it there and just breathe in, until I tell you to stop." I did as he
    said, yet more humiliation awaiting me in his latest game. I placed the sweaty cup over my mouth and nose and began to draw in deep  breaths. It smelled like Black Master and it made my mouth water and a foreign sensation stole through my loins as I took in his Black scent. He held my gaze, that knowing, cock sure smirk plastered across his features. "Look at your little white cock slave, all stiff and hard, like a man's cock. But it's no man's cock, is it sissy slaves ? It's just a tiny dicky " I could feel tears almost beginning to form, as I continued breathing in Master's jock sweat. I could feel my masculinity slowly slipping away from me, and I wasn't sure I could get it back. "You wanna stroke
    your stiff little dick, Don't you, I'm not taking off your Cock Cage, stroke it until you shoot your slaves jizz?" I nodded my agreement, mumbling out a muffled "Yes" into the funky jockstrap I was startled as Black Master struck my face with a mongoose-quick slap across my cheek. "Tough fucking' shit, slave ! The correct answer is that you only have eyes for my Black cock. You are to focus %100 of your attention on me. I don't give a fuck if your puny, worthless slave dicky is ready to explode, you NEVER pay attention to your own needs! Is that fucking' clear enough to you bitch? You never touch or stroke yourself unless I say! You never cum unless I say! You don't even think about your dicky unless I have given you permission! And that goes for all times, whether I'm here or not! Got it cunt?!" I was sobbing from the ferocity of his strike and the finality of his words, as I blubbered out my reply. "Yes..Black Master. I'm sorry, Sir."  "OK then, slave. I assume it won't happen again... Anyway I got a surprise for you,  With you busy buying all that leather shit, I had my boys get that website up and running, so we're ready
    to go with some webcam action. Huh? What do ya think of that? You ready to eat me on camera, slut?" I looked up at him again, his words not quite registering with me. I was feeling panic rising inside me. Fuck! I thought I'd have more time to talk my way out of this, but it appeared Black Master expected to forge ahead with his plan to show me off to the world. Terror hit me square in the chest and I did something most regrettable. I stood up and then started speaking out of turn. "Shit, I can't do this Black Master, or, or whatever your real name is. This
    isn't what I wanted or expected when we started chatting. Look...you can't make me do any of this stuff...... Let's just break this off now..." I was breathing hard, huffing in fresh air for the first time in several minutes. I barely dared to look at him, He was staring at me with a previously
    unknown anger bubbling just beneath the surface. He slowly rose to his full imposing height and moved closer to me. I swallowed hard as he spoke. "Whatever my real name is? My real name, to you slave, IS Black Master. You fucking' white slut !  I can in fact, make you do this stuff! I already have. You gonna go run to the cops, pussy boi? Huh? You gonna tell them how you fagged out,  And suck my Black prick and how I breed your ass? With my cum, Huh faggot? Don't pretend you didn't want it then or that you don't want it now. You fucking' white boys are
    all the same. Think you're gonna stand up to me AFTER you've already gone down on me on camera ..."
    Everything was a blur, as tears rolled down my cheeks and I heard myself speaking yet again. "Look, Black Master. Just please leave. I've made my decision and I don't want to take part in this life..." He loomed over me as he stepped even closer, his proximity certainly intimidating. "Oh you've made your decision? Is that right? Little slut  Slave has made up his mind and I guess now I have to go along with it... Well guess what faggot? I've also made a decision and you might want to listen up. You don't want me to have to get rough with you again, right?" He grabbed my chin in his hand forcing me to look up at him, the disgrace etched on my face. "This is how it's going to be, bitch. I'm not leaving and you're not getting out of this. You don't actually want to get out of this, you just think you do. You'll thank me later that I didn't let you go

    back to your old life of having passionless sex with your boi friends." He leaned in and whispered in my ear. "I know what you need, faggot. I've already seen it, seen the way you give it up to me. I've felt you convulsing around me when I'm inside you, breeding you...... Now let's go meet our audience, shall we?" With that he let go of my chin and grabbed both of my wrists and twisted them around behind my back. I felt the cold steel of handcuffs fastening around them and my body went stiff as once again, I found myself helpless.

    Black Master grabbed me by the hair and dragged me back over to the Bed, Shoving me down none too lightly, He sat back down and started typing on my laptop, while at the same time making a call on his cell. "Hey Bro , your got that site for me? ......Awesome! Cool bro! I appreciate it...... Yea, yea He's trying to back out......... No, no I put him back in has place. Gonna be good man, I got it all set up for him to suck my Black cock and balls and eat my asshole on the webcam...... Yea right? Shit Nigger, I got a fucking' load stored up for this slave boi!
    Ha!......Alright  Catch ya!" later He hung up and started focusing on the laptop, typing away, talking to himself. "Yea, www.bbcforsissyslave.com. Yes, this shit is gonna be for real. He looked down at me with a disdainful gaze. Fuck! But it is what it is. And it is Go Time!" He put the laptop back on the table and I could see a web page with a barely noticeable pic of me, and I felt some relief sweep over me; no one would likely recognize me like that. I was probably safe. Black Master's voice broke through my thoughts. "Yes you there?  He was speaking to someone on the laptop. "That's Master Cam. Used to be used by another slave. He's plunked out now. Another fucking' whitey overcome by Black Cock Lust. BCL. Heh, heh." He seemed pleased with his new abbreviation and I could add nothing, so I didn't. It probably wouldn't have been a good idea anyway. "Hey look here, we got ourselves a nice-sized audience, for a first time site. Already got over three hundred fuckers waiting for you to start ......" He paused a moment, as if contemplating something. He tied a black bandana over his head and then as he pulled it down over his face, I could see that it had eye holes cut in it, Zorro-style. He made a comment about maintaining his anonymity then he motioned for me to draw closer to him and I did so, immediately. All right, Cam audience you got this shit running'?"  A couple seconds later a slightly hollow sounding voice answers back, very effeminate and timid but clearly a male. "Yes, Black Master.
    I can control the camera from here, and Master Jay is here watching the whole thing so he can make certain I'm getting the proper shots. You can start anytime, Black Master. I have both the audio and video up and running smoothly. We're live." I felt a cold fear creeping over me as I realized what was happening. I was going to be on display, online, for anyone to see. Fuck. How the hell was I going to get out of this? And suddenly, it was all out of my control..   "Yo, yo, yo what's up, Bitches? This is Black Master here on my new site

    www.bbcforsissyslave.com  What the fuck is up? Yea! Uhh, this site is going to chronicle my training of my new slave,  Going be having all sorts of fun and you can believe me when I say that I am going to put my slave thru the paces . kinds of fun going to put him through his paces! You'll find that I am a no mercy Black Top...be starting in a couple, but first I thought you'd all like to meet my slave  So he's gonna tell you all about himself...whether he wants to or not." He looked down at me, his gaze hard and motioned for me to turn my face towards the webcam. I could not recall a moment in my life when I felt more scared and sick to my stomach. I could NOT go through with this and I started to rise,

    determined to walk away and get this Black guy out of my room, out of my life. Once again, I underestimated Black Master's resolve to enslave me. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?  I tell you to get up, slave?  We're live, bitch!  Now talk to the camera!"  Again, he didn't sound like a man to be trifled with, but I could not let this go on. "Please, Sir. I can't do this..." He looked at me with a mixture of loathing and anger and I instantly knew I had fucked up majorly. He jumped down from his perch on the chair and squatted down next to me, taking my skull in both of his huge hands and pointed me up towards the webcam lens. With my hands secured behind my back coupled with his strength, there was little I could do to fight him and I felt myself meekly submitting to his raw power. "Now talk slave ! Tell the folks, your adoring public, your real name, maybe your favorite type of Leather  and why you love Black cock. That's a nice start..." I obediently looked up into the camera, my former life flashing before my eyes. My voice quavered as I spoke. "My name is..Jack irons  . I'm a white slave for Black Men ..My Black Master Is Pimping me to make money for Him,  paused, still unable to process the humiliation I was going through, like I was watching some other white guy being bound, sissified and put on film by a Dominant Black Master. Tears streamed unchecked down my face,. I hoped and prayed that no one I knew would EVER see this. "And, what's your favorite panties to worship Black cock?" He spoke in a conversational tone now, like he expected complete acquiescence......and I gave it to him. I couldn't believe what a fucking slave faggot I was, I just didn't have the will to fight him anymore,. Black Master now points to this moment as the second I gave into my deepest desire and became his fully slave  "I like my panties  be cause they say on the back BBC only, Black Master likes them the best... And I Worship Black Cock because. I'm a slave..." I didn't know what to say. When I paused too long for his liking, Master slapped my face, Black Master helped me out. "Is it because you like the taste of Black Cock Is it faggot? Is it because you like the feel of it in all your holes? I think it's all those reasons that you love Black dick. Now fucking say it, cunt!"   I swallowed hard, my throat suddenly very dry and hoarse feeling. I managed to croak out my agreement with him, into the webcam. "I love Black dick......... because I......I like the taste of it and I l...like the feel of it in my......holes..." Jesus, I had just uttered my love for Black meat right on the internet, live to hundreds of folks, apparently. What the hell path was my life now careening down, like a runaway roller coaster? I had no idea, but Black Master didn't give me much time to sink into my own thoughts. He immediately sat  back down on the bed , exposing his asshole and genitals to me. "Get to eating', slave!  Smile for the camera before you stick your tongue back up in my shitter!" 
     I am the slut slave , as Black Master calls me. I am following his orders to smile for the webcam before I perform analingus on him, again. I try my best to smile, but I'm certain my tear-streaked face is a mess, But it must be done and so I fake a smile. My hands are cuffed behind my back and I can't move my arms; I am completely at his mercy.
    "Yeah, smile real pretty  for the camera, slut. Such a sexy slut , getting ready to dive right back into my asshole, huh? Yeah, that's right..." I
    tearfully look into the camera as commanded, feeling the last vestige of male hood seeping out of me. I am his now, his bitch. I hate it, but I need it so bad. What is happening to me? "Time for dinner, slut! You got five hundred plus motherfuckers looking to watch you eat me out. Start fucking eating my fucking manhole! Now!" He slides down just a little more, adjusting his angle and then shoves my head down. I can smell the musky, earthy scent of his ass as my nose burrows into him. My mouth begins to water and I realize I want to eat him out. God is this what my life has come to? Dressed in a leather body hardness like a slut, using all my well to get my mouth back onto my Black Master's asshole so I can tongue-fuck him? I sould d be fucking ashamed of myself......and I am. But nevertheless, I waste no time in digging my tongue  back into Master's ass hole,  God he tastes terrible, yet I am slavering all over his hole, devouring the flavor of his back passage as if I hadn't had food for days. He tastes fucking awful, or does he? I am aware of a change in my thought process at this moment. Even though it tastes a bit like feces, I so badly want this, I desire that taste and I am now on the hunt for it. "Ohh fuck yeah, faggot! You like that bitch? You like eating your Master's butt hole? Like the taste of me on your tongue and lips? Huh slut? Show the audience, my peeps, how much you love this shit, pansy! How you love eating Nigger ass! Fuck you are a good little white faggot ass-eater, aren't you? Shit..." I managed to glance sideways at the monitor and could see that the camera was right there for a nice personal close-up. If you were watching, you could see the wetness of my mouth as I made out with Black Master's ass lips. I pulled back for a second, gasping for breath and was met with a swift slap across my face. "I tell you to stop, bitch? Fuck no I didn't! Keep eating,Slut!  You ain't done up in there yet, you fucking whore, I quickly moved back in, stabbing my licker into Master's pink hole, now slick with my spit. I didn't want to risk his true wrath again. Oh God this was so fucking nasty, so fucking not something I could ever have envisioned doing. And yet now I could scarcely get enough of it. I took a deep sniff and somehow this submissive act seemed so right, so primal. Something men had been doing for each other for millennia. Shit, I wasn't a man though. I
    was a fucking sissy faggot cunt whore. Just a piece of pussy for Black Master. Somehow, I had to get that through my head. Not a man, just a slave.. Yeah you fuckers watching this shit? This fucking faggot is all up in my shit! Damn this little slut loves the taste of my ass, I can tell. You
    fuckers out there see how deep he is in my asshole? Course you do! You motherfuckers are paying good money to see this shit! Look up at me bitch." I did as Black Master wanted and found myself looking directly into the webcam, and I felt myself turning red.  Jack Irons well be sucking and fucking for One of the Highest Bitters So don't forget to put in your bids !  I don't want to be seen doing this shit. "Oh what, you're embarrassed now,  Now you get some inhibitions? Too late for you faggot! Everyone knows you're an ass-eating maggot! Not good for   anything but jamming your tongue up my poop shoot and sucking my cock and taking my fucking loads. Heh, heh." He chuckled, a laugh devoid of mirth but full of the knowledge that he had a useless white, formerly male worm under his thrall. What could I say? What would I dare do? Nothing. Exactly nothing. I didn't want to get beat up. "Hey the poll results are coming in. Looks like your audience wants you to work on my balls next. Nice! That's what I was planning on anyway, bitch! Then you can move onto ball-tonguing. You better fucking eat me out good,
    slut ! These folks didn't pay thirty bucks to watch you just licking around the rim. Get up in there, cunt!" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Black Master had told me earlier that we had over five hundred viewers. If he was charging them thirty dollars each......? Holy shit, that was over fifteen grand, in one night just like that. With almost no production costs, no overhead cause he was using my hotel room and my equipment. I really was a fucking whore for Black Men !  Not only could he use me for sex and domestic needs, but I was basically paying him to control every aspect of my life. I sighed, perhaps resigned to my fate. I felt like I had no control of anything, no choice but to please this Black man and pray that I did not disappoint him. I did not want to risk his wrath again, so I dug my tongue up into his asshole as far as I could go,
    As deep as I had ever gone. Maybe it was deeper, who could tell? When a small log of shit came out of his ass, I opened my mouth and the Black turd rolled into my mouth,  Master said eat my shit Slave, I swallowed hard, I told you it was dinner time Slut, I sucked on my Master, turd, tasting his manly funk and loving it. I slobbered all over his pucker, enjoying the way it snapped around my licker, trying to trap it and truth be told, I would not have fought staying in this moment forever. Somehow, this incredible Black man had awoken my most primal urges of submission and filmed me to acknowledge them. By compelling me...and  allowing me...to make out with his sexy ass lips, he had (apparently) turned me into a cowering, mewling white sissy cunt who only had hunger or desire for his cock, balls and asshole. I started back into the present at the sound of his voice. "Shit yeah, that's a good faggot. Yeah... That's a good  slave faggot bitch. Yeah, look at the camera. You love that shit don't you faggot?  Show us how much you love eating my poop. Yeah...just like that I'm you're fucking prom date, just smooching a pretty Boi." He paused for a second, shifting the camera around. "You mother fucker see all that shit? You like sissy slave eating' my manhole? Well that's good, cause he likes it too. He a true ass-eating, ball-licking, cock-sucking slave faggot , Born to worship the Black Man. Drooling all over his sexy little body, trying to keep his little faggot dick from getting any harder than it already is. Yeah..... .He loves this fucking' shit! Pull your bitch face up here, slut. Yeah. Look at that shit, fucking' slobber and ass juice all over his face...this bitch loves to eat out his Black  Master." It was true and I knew it. I jumped as Black Master set the webcam back down on the table next to him with a heavy slam. Again he spoke to the audience. "Well that's it for tonight bitches! Sissy slave really enjoyed entertaining you with his tongue up my shitter, but he is fucking wrecked and he's got to be ready for tomorrow night: For one lucky Bitter,  His cock and balls well be chastity.  My cock and balls going to be  snaking right down his throat......whether he wants to or not. I'll most def feed him; perhaps 'l well breed him as well. Hmmm. I love options. Same time tomorrow fuckers... Eventually folks, I'm gonna have cameras installed all over this room, so you can watch him anytime. He isn't allowed to  jerk off and if he does, I want to know about it. This faggot slave Has signed over his life to me. " I turned this bitch out weeks ago and now he stars in my movies on the internet, making me cash. He sucks my Black dick...... your `boy' here swallows Black Loads ,With that he shut off the webcam and gave me a quick slap."That was real good faggot. Real good. You ate my But hole like it was your fucking dinner. That's what my paying customers want to see." I shuddered as I imagined the future perversions Black Master surely had in store for me."Heh, heh you're a fucking faggot aren't you? What a fucking  bitch! Just another white queer begging for a Black Man to take control of his life... Well that's how things are for you now, faggot!  I control your life. You're a fucking sex slave for me now. You dress how I tell you; you eat and drink what I tell you; you suck and fuck what I tell you; You perform on camera when I tell you......" He seemed to tail off for a moment and I was uncertain of just where his thought process was going. He roughly turned me around and undid the handcuffs. I rubbed my sore wrists, trying to soothe them a bit. "I'm horny now, slut. Get into the bed and have those panties off and lay down ass up,  face in the pillow,  Do it now faggot!" I hurriedly jumped up to comply to my Black Master's order,s still not sure why I did it, nor why I was continuing to allow this to happen. Was this what I wanted? I wondered these thoughts even as I slipped my slutty whore panties down my smooth legs and assumed the position Master demanded. I had little time with my thoughts. Within a minute of me lying on the bed.  Master was there; I could hear him moving around behind me and felt so open and exposed, Black Master had restraints attached to the bed, He put the restraints on my arms and legs, Where I was spread eagle naked before him with my naked ass available to his sight and touch. I jumped as Black Master slapped my buns hard. "Yeah that's nice faggot. Gonna fuck your bitch Pussy Hard and Raw. Heh heh I know you prefer my normal gentle self right? Like when I make sweet sensual love to a woman?"  I was confused by his words, distracted by his weight settling in behind me, his hands roving over my buttocks. I started again as he slapped me again, harder this time. "Speak up faggot! Do you want your Master to make love to you or FUCK you? Huh bitch?" I began to cry again, emotion overtaking me as the power of his words rolled over me, crushing me with their finality. "I want you to fuck me Black.Master to  FUCK my cunt!  Make me into your Bitch I deserve to be! A fucking faggot bitch!"  With that Master put the ball gag back on me... "You got it slut You fucking faggot!" With that I felt the immense pressure on my sphincter as my Black Master jabbed into me. He was not gentle with me, and deep down I knew I did not want him to be. He took my hole in one Hard, even thrust. I arched my back to take all of his Black Dick even as a scream of pain was ripped from my muffled throat. I hate and love the feeling when Black Master penetrates into my guts, invading my bowels, turning my once private and intimate spot into a nest for his cock, a womb for his Black toxic seed. "Yeah slave ! Take that Black Dick faggot! Ahhh yeah! Fucking tight-ass pussy! Fuck yeah!" Black Master was hollering and bellowing like a beast in heat as he rutted inside me, turning my innards into nothing but a scorching, spasming canal meant to massage his manhood. I was nothing but a fuck doll for him and his RAW BBC,  I was screaming out as the agony and ecstasy shot through the entirety of my rectal tract and the feeling of Black Master filling me so completely, owning my body making my toes curl and my guts melt in rapture. "Ohhhhhhh  ,, I know you love me faggot!  A slave slut should always love his Black  Master! Good slut !  Now get fucking ready for my thick Fucking Load, You want this Toxic Load  ! Don't You,  Passed my sphincter into my colon and then into the deep membranes of my intestines, Gonna breed that fucking pussy!" I arched my back up into him, He removed the ball gag I screaming out my lust even as Black Master arched forward, burying himself as deep inside me pushing  pass the second hole, He said telling me you want this Black Seed, As I uttered the words He began to empty the sticky sap from his heavy, manly nuts into my pussy slit. We both groaned out deeply as we felt the proof of his breeding, wet and hot, his man jizz sluicing into my slick guts,coating my bowels.

    He collapsed on top of me, both of us gasping for air, our breathing coming hard. I didn't cum this time, But Black Master's nut is all I worry about and, besides there was plenty of time for me to have a ass orgasm;  Master fucked me twice more over that night. I gave myself up to him without question as he made me his slut slave.  He couldn't wait for her Black Master to be inside his little ass pussy. Heh, heh......"

    I was all so sore after Black Master used me as his rightful bitch three times over night and than in the morning. He wasted little time with foreplay, pushing me face first onto our bed and hurriedly jamming his lube-soaked fingers into my rectum. I arched into his hand and he instantly replaced the worming digits with his astounding man meat. "Yeah faggot. You want your Black Master don't you? Huh sweetie?

    Here's what you need bitch!" With that he stabbed hard into my slut hole and I yelped as his generous proportions filling my bowels, gliding
    slimy past my sphincter, into my colon and then into the deep membranes of my intestines. I could scarcely believe the depth of penetration he could achieve. The head of his Black Dick went deep! He had hit my second hole and was in my colon ! Fucking me hard and fast, driving into me at different angles, hitting all the right spots, for both of us. His hammering Black cock was really sending precise strokes and rippling waves of sexual intensity all throughout my gaping sissy-opening. 
    "Yeah you gonna get my fuck now bitch! Work on training that pussy to cum without your useless fucking dick!" Black Master was panting, gasping for breath as he plowed into me relentlessly, like some kind of living jackhammer. "Right now, gotta get my nut. Gonna make you pay for your fucking racism and injustice!  Gonna Fuck  this fucking cunt! Oh shit sissy. Gotta fucking.....CUM!  OHHH FUCK YEAH BOTTOM BITCH! TAKING MY FUCK! GOING TO BREED YOU FUCKING FAGGOT ! GODDAMMIT! OH FUCKING SHIT......SHIT!" He practically
    bellowed the words; I was certain the rooms next store could hear him, His Black Dick got harder and longer, I felt him explode inside me, coating my shit hole with his scalding and gooey man Seed. I had arched up into him again as he had plunged down and I could feel his entire man-package buried to the hilt in my pussy,  He was Deep in my Colon He was depositing His Toxic Seed ,Tell me you want my Toxic Load !

    Tell me Now cunt,  Give It Too Me !   Give Me That Poz Load !   Breed Me !  I Want To Be Bred !  His big, hairy balls mashed into my own much smaller, smoother nuts.I began to shake as if I was having convulsions,   I had been feeling very close to an orgasm, even though I couldn't get hard, but Black Master was only looking for His own gratification at the moment. I would not begrudge him that. He was my Black Master,  My lover. I felt him collapse on my back, his hard muscles covered in sweat, breathing hard. " faggot. That was so fucking Hot, . Keep that pussy ready;   I'm gonna have it some more, just need a little rest ." I felt his softening prick, I wiggled my ass back and forth, When I felt His Black Dick start to swell and grow, With in a few mins He was at fully erect, He said I was insatiable bottom for Black Dick, As He Moved His Black Dick in and out my rectum He fall a sleep Deep in my Hole, Still erect ,  I awoke to his deep voice in my ear. "Wake up, slut  Daddy wants some more pussy..." And without waiting, He pushed back into me, grasping my waist hard with one strong muscled arm, forcefully pinching my nipples with the fingers of his other hand. We both groaned at his breeding of my previously used,hole still slimy ass ring, gasping contentedly as his success brought us both immense bliss. 

    He Put The Ball Gag Back In My Mouth, He put a Butt Plug in my ass pussy, He said he wanted to His Black Toxic Cum to stay where he put it.

    I was still restrained spread eagle on the bed .. I'll be back later tonight . I got to leave you all restrained like this

    Don't want you to be standing or douching My Poz Load out,

    I Gave You The Gift Last Night ..Been Breeding You Every Day Since I Met You .. But Last Night I Hit That Pussy Deep..

    I Put My Black Babies In Your Intestines track Deep ..Where It Is Going To Work Fast ..I Impregnated You..  With my Black Seeds ...

    Now there no turning back Our life's well be intertwined forever ! You well Have the same Poz Strain as me..

    You Can take Raw Loads from now on And not worry ! That's what you wanted slut ,,

    Now with my Poz Cum You well get the FUCK FLU Soon !   I Own You Now.. There No Turning Back Now Your Black Owned..


    He than told me that  I needed a few tattoos, 

    A Tramp Stamp on my lower back that says.... FOR BBC ONLY .

    The second one well be above your dick It well say .... TOXIC LOADS

    The third one well be on your chest above your right Tit saying.... OWNED BY  BLACK MASTER 

    The fourth one well be on your right cheek and say....  JACK OF SPADES 

    The fifth one for your neck a.... BAR CODE  So every one well know your BLACK OWNED

    The look in my eyes told Black Master  I Understood ..  

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    "No I'm serious!"

    I smiled mischievously, "Google it."

    He rolled his eyes and pulled out his iPhone. Just then the front desk answered, I said I'm in room 41 and wanted to get the code for the web,  being extra sure to say the room number a few times to front desk,

    "Any luck googling that?" I said as I opened the door.

    "Yea just one-" He trailed off and his eyes narrowed. He read over it a few times and looked at me in disbelief.

    I smiled my best,"

    A few minutes after I returned to my room there was a soft knock at the door. My heart hammered in my chest as I opened it. I held the door open as he entered and said, I think I figure out the tattoo"  He took off his hoodie, stretching out his chest and back as he did, "You know I think I did."  As he rubbed his dick,  I moved down to my knees and pulled down the waistband of his sweats. He looked surprised but he smiled. I reached in to his boxers and my heart skipped a beat. He was way bigger than I thought. I pulled it out and it was almost one and a half times as long as my dick hard.  And thick.  So thick I could barely wrap my hand around it. I ran my tongue all the way from the base of his shaft to his head, reveling in the taste of his cock. "Good." I said and slid his cock past my lips and all the way into my throat. I held it there for a moment, pressing it to my throat before I pulled it out again.

    I gasped when I pulled it out, but he gently gripped me by my hair and put my mouth back around his cock.  Slowly he startled fucking my throat until his balls were hitting my chin. I gagged but let him fuck me. I wanted to please him. Finally he pulled out and rested his gigantic saliva-covered cock on my face.

    "You like that don't you ?" He asked again. ?

    I was still gasping around his meat, so I just nodded and caught my breath. He grinned and forced his cock back into my mouth, fucking my throat all over again. He pounded and pounded until his cock started to twitch and his balls sucked into him. I closed my eyes and waited for the salty taste of black cum.

    But he yanked himself out of my throat and grabbed my scalp with his left hand. I closed my eyes just in time to feel loads of warm cum splash onto my eyes, nose, lips and open mouth. He squirted over and over until my entire face was caked with his Black Seed.   I felt him shake off his last few drops onto my outstretched tongue.

    My cock was so hard and pressing against the cock cage,  as I swallowed the load in my mouth and then set about sweeping the cum off my face and into my mouth, gratefully swallowing every drop. When I opened my eyes he was still hard and I instinctively stretched my tongue toward his cock.

    "Nope." He said, lifting me to my feet. "That was just a warmup."

    I took off my shirt and climbed onto the bed.  I immediately felt his hands on my waste band and he yanked down my sweats in a frenzy.  He smiled when he saw my cock cage, And said you are going to be my slave, Once my pale ass was exposed he stopped, and chuckled at the black ink on my right cheek. The second tattoo read, "Black Cock Only"    

    I felt his massive head force its way into me. It hurt, a lot.

    I couldn't handle it.

    I begged, pleaded him to stop but he just pressed harder and deeper.  When I started to squirm away he held me down. I didn't just feel the pain in my ass, it jolted over my legs and through my very spine as though I was being split in half. I grunted in pain and his massive black hand covered my mouth and he took my ass by force.  My tears mingled with the cum glaze he left and flowed over his thick fingers as he made my ass his.   Not tears of terror, tears of pain and pleasure.

    He released his grip on me when he realized I was backing my ass into his cock. He said, This ass is mine now,  Eventually the pleasure weighed out the pain and I couldn't keep myself from moaning. Long, deep animal noises in a voice that was not my own.

    His cock slammed into my bowels in long, deep strokes until I could feel his massive balls slapping mine, dwarfing them.

    Suddenly he grabbed my hips and pulled my ass toward him. I could feel his Big Black Cock pulsating inside me,  sending waves of pleasure ripping through me. He was cumming in my ass.  Marking it as his own. I could feel his load filling me, and I came with him.

    He withdrew his massive BBC  and his sperm leaked out of my ass and over my balls and already-limp cock. He smiled and rested his cum-covered meat in between my ass-cheeks, knowing I wouldn't -or couldn't- resist.

    "This," He squeezed my ass like it was a new toy. "This is mine now."   I own this now"

    Unable to speak, gasping into the pillow, I merely looked back at him and nodded.

    I rented the room all weekend,  I stayed in all weekend, And he owned my ass for the weekend

    That started a reg thing for me renting a room,  And taking care of Black Men !


  7. Well, I did it. I went the full 8 days without PrEP and was as a big of a slut as my body could handle. It's not like I freaked out in the middle and stopped having sex or anything. All in all I got 33 loads (which was just 1/3rd of my initial goal and 1/2 what I really hoped for). In the process I learned a bit about my body and how I feel about getting pozzed…

    Just a quick note to say that PrEP is >90% effective 7 days after you stop (if you've been taking it every day, which I was), but apparently after the 7 days the efficacy starts dropping pretty quickly. So most of my risk was the last day or two. I toyed with stopping a day or so before I went, but wasn't sure how I'd feel when things were actually in progress, so I didn't take the risk.

    Just looking at the last couple days when there was risk. I took 3 loads in Fort Lauderdale (one of which said he was undetectable) on the final day, and three in Key West the day before. So if anything happened it was probably one of those 5 loads. 

    First thing I learned was that I don't want some random guy I really am not into being my poz daddy. Or maybe a better way of putting it is that I want to look back at when I got pozzed and think "that was really hot!". And most of the sex in Key West wasn't really hot. Not saying it was all bad sex, just that there was more "forgettable" sex than one might hope. (Though I did have sex with a porn star you probably all know – which is saying something since he was mostly just fucking his "boy" – a guy who's just started in porn). 

    Going forward I think my strategy with PrEP will be to take it after having 1-on-1 sex. If I'm really into the guy I just won't take it. That way the only guys who have a chance of pozzing me are guys who I'd want as a poz daddy. (For sex parties, I'll take it the day before as well as when I get home from the party). 

    Second thing I learned was that you can be too sexually assertive. I'm a New Yorker who knows the difference between assertive (good) and aggressive (bad). It's not like I was a pushy asshole bottom who was being rude. But the two huge sexual failures this week happened when I was being really sexually assertive. The first time I was wearing a t-shirt that made it crystal clear that I was was a cumdump. The back had a big pig with #CumInMyAss below it and a downwards pointing arrow below that. I got a lot of dick wearing that t-shirt – 8 guys fucked me, but no one came in my ass. I'm in it for the load, not the fuck, so huge failure.

    Then Sunday night I had a #neg4poz gangbang in Fort Lauderdale. 44 guys signed up, plus I gave 2 guys details privately, yet only one showed up and fucked me / gave me a load. (One other showed up, but was super nervous, couldn't get hard, and left after a couple minutes of a blowjob). I've been watching the sex parties in Fort Lauderdale and 44 guys is really good – almost as good as their CumUnion parties get. But only one guy showing up is horrible. In hindsight I think they probably all thought I'd flake – I was presenting myself as a bug chaser and bug chasers have a habit of not going through with it. But so do toxic tops. I even tried to give guys cover and told guys to just pretend they were toxic even if they weren't. That way the assumption could be that the guy was just lying about being toxic. It should have been a really hot scene, but 1 top showing up out of 44/46 is a complete failure. 

    Third thing I learned was that my ass can't take deep cleanings every day. As much as I'd love to be a 24/7/365 cumdump I just don't have it in me. My intestinal track is a mess after doing deep cleanings every day for 8 days. Maybe if I could just do shallow cleanings it could work, but then big dicks are a problem 'cause they'll get up deeper than I cleaned out. But one way or another I probably need to lay off bottoming for a week to let things get back to  normal. 

    Fourth thing I learned was that Key West isn't as gay as I thought. It was my first time in Key West and I'd always heard the gay scene there was pretty good, but it's just not. There are basically two bars – Saloon 1 and Bourbon Street Pub (and some drag places) and they both had issues getting a critical mass of people on what's billed as the biggest week of the year. Mind you, Hurricane Irma dropped the crowds by 30-50%. But that means most of the time they're pretty empty. And their busy hours are really limited as well. 

    That said, Island House was really special. If you've never been think combo gay guest house, naked bar, and bathhouse. I got 11 of my 33 loads at Island House, and the crowd is hotter than elsewhere as well – to the point that it was the only place I was inspired to top (gave 2 loads). 

    [By comparison I got 9 loads at Saloon 1, and 3 at Bourbon Street Pub.]

    One thing I did really like about Key West is how you can be naked in all the bars, and even have sex at the bars – there are no hangups there. I wish the same were true in NYC. Yeah, the Cock is like that, but only late at night. In Key West it's 24/7.

    All in all I'm glad I did it and went without PrEP. It helped clarify a few things for me…

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    Went surfing this morning it was nice and quiet. I like surfing at this particular beach because it’s always nice and quiet and not many people around. There was just me and this other guy. From a distance I could see he’s got a hot body and in his 20’s like me. We were both surfing for about an hour and exchanging smiles every time we looked in each other’s direction.

    I wanted to get his full attention so I went to sit on the beach and see what he would do. As I expected he came to say hello. We started talking about how good the water was and other things. I learned that he just moved into the city recently. We were talking with our tops off and he’s got such a hot body and nice bulge getting bigger by the second just like me. I grabbed my cock and he did the same. I got closer to him and he immediately kissed me and pushed me against the sand. We started making out like crazy, him on top of me. 

    I could feel his big cock trying to burst out of his shorts. I grab his shorts and pulled it off him and he did the same to mine. We were both naked our lips locked, bodies pressed against each other and cocks rubbing leaking with precum. I got on top of him and started to kiss his neck down to his body and his nipples and made my way to his balls. He’s got really big balls and I licked them while my hand plays with his big cock. I like to start with the balls before I make my way to his big cock. I licked his balls and up the shaft and started sucking his big cock. It mush have been 9”   long straight and fat just the way I like it. We were both super horny as fuck! I could taste his precum and it turned me on even more. 

    I stood up and he started sucking my cock and balls and he turned me around ate my hole like it was his last meal. Damn he could eat ass! My hole was nice and wet and sloppy from his spit. He started to work his cock on my hole while kissing me at the same time. I could feel his big cock making its way in my ass and I felt like I was on meth! Wish we had some. He fucked my ass while we were both standing, him behind me while we were kissing. I wanted to ride his cock so I got him to lay on the sand. I started riding his big cock    and we were both making all kinds of noise.

    We switched positions now I was on my back and he was on top of me drilling my hole. He started fucking me faster and harder and he said he was close to cumming. I told him so was I. He continued to pound my hole and he starts to say FUCK I’M CUMMING I’M CUMMING I’M CUMMING...... All I could say was FUCKING CUM IN MY ASS BABY BREED MY ASS FUCKING FLOOD MY ASS WITH YOUR CUM and at the same time he shot a huge load in my horny slutty hole and I shot a huge load on his body and mine. He kissed me while his cock is still buried in my hole our bodies covered in cum and sweat pressed against each other. We spent the next few minutes just sitting on the sand and talking. We exchanged numbers and went our separate ways. We’re meeting again tonight. I got home took a shower and went to work. This happened just a few hours ago. I’m at work and I could feel his cum leaking out of my hole! It’s fucking hot! It’s making me hornier and hornier and really looking forward to seeing him again tonight......

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    May 2015. Three months into me using chems and being a bottom slut. 

    I arranged to hook up with a guy I’d had a couple of hnh sessions with who was also a dealer. When I got to his place, we blew some clouds then he said he had to deliver to a client nearby.

    We headed over there and it was a group. I thought we were just dropping off but my mate got chatting to the client in the hallway and the pipe kept getting passed around.

    We ended up going through to the main room where the group was in action. 5 guys, all younger than me with a couple of real hot ones: an Arab with a big dark cut dick and a very young looking white guy, also hung.

    Lots of chems passed around in short time including G and K as well as plenty of pipe.

    At some point I find myself on all fours in bed, kissing my mate who is directing the others to take it in turns on my hole.

    And what sends me over the edge first time is hearing them talk about how hot my piggy ass looks and feels. I’d shaved it first time ever that week. 










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    I decided to go to a nearby cruising area one night that I had heard about, situated just off a main road. Night time was always the busiest time apparently and there were always loads of guys looking to fuck a cute ass. I was new to doing this. I knew it went on, but had never actually been to a cruising spot at night, especially one where I knew there was loads of action. I was nervous, scared and excited at the same time. I knew if I got out of the car and wandered into that darkness, that my young and hungry hole would be ravaged by all sorts. My cock was very hard and pre-cum was leaking into my shorts. I took a deep breath and got out of the car and headed into the bushes.

    There were plenty of passages and assorted fuck areas, dens throughout the park and the floor scattered with used condoms. I didn't have to walk very far before a guy was following me into the woods. My heartbeat increased and I continued to go deeper into the bushes, knowing I was being stalked. Others wandered around looking aimlessly for some action, passing by and turning around. Our eyes met and the language of no words uttered, as we all knew why we were there. I stood in the first empty den I saw large enough to encompass a group, dropped my shorts and pushed out my pert and hungry hole. I hung onto the branches of the overhanging bushes, poppers in hand and waited for the inevitable. My heart pounding, my cock hard as wood and my hole exposed..

    Finally, I felt a hand touch my ass. Rough fingers touching my soft tanned cheeks, spreading them and touching my damp hole. Hmmmmmm, exciting. I reached around to feel a hard and rather large cock in his pants. I dropped immediately to my knees taking out his fat piece of meat and began sucking like a hungry dog. His shaft was covered in veins and hard, bulbous and uncut. He thrust it down my throat, gagging me and making me splutter. 'You like that boy?! Do you take it raw in your ass?' he said. I managed a mumbled 'Yes. Yes please.' Not long after, others started to appear, watching and masturbating at the horny scene. Very excited by the crowd I stood up, took the guys wet cock and pushed it up against my hole. He spat on my crack and without any hesitation started to slide it into my ass. No condom, straight in, bareback. Oh my god, what was I doing, this was insane, but so exciting. Letting dirty old men fuck me bareback in a truck stop, any cock, just dump your load in my hole and leave! I took a deep hit on the poppers and let him start pumping my cunt..

    The guy fucking me ushered others to come forward and soon I was being spit roasted by two complete strangers. Others sticking their cocks in my face, men I didn't know or could barely even see were forcing me to my knees and making me sniff poppers. All my inhibitions disappeared and I began sucking all of them, anyone that wanted to have me. I knew what was going to happen, I was going to let all these men cum in my holes bareback. I was scared and yet very excited. I huffed on more poppers and feeling the rush started pushing back hard on the cock pounding my ass. The pace picked up and the guy behind spurted his load deep into my ass, squeezing me tight as he emptied his balls. 'Good slut', he said as he removed his dripping and limp cock from my hole. Hmmmmmm, very horny.

    Before I could move another bare cock was taking it's place. I looked around to see three or four guys standing around, cocks in hand, waiting their turn. It seemed I was going to have little choice, my hole was going to be fucked again and again and all that spunk was going to get pushed inside of me. Dangerous, who were these men? But I didn't care, I just wanted anonymous sex and to be filled with the spunk of strangers. I hit the poppers again, this was far too exciting to stop.

    My head was spinning, my hole was wet. I held onto the branches and let the strangers fuck my gaping hole. One by one they came forward out of the darkness and took their turn. I have no idea how many, it was a bit of a blur. I got the impression someone was spreading news that there was a cute and hungry whore taking it bareback from anyone, as more people seemed to suddenly appear. I was fucked raw and passed around numerous times. My hole now a wet and sloppy cunt for anyone to fill. After each one had shot his toxic load into me I stuck a finger into my cunt and smelled and tasted the last load.

    They all left as fast as they appeared, leaving me to deal with my very aroused self. Dripping with sperm and still very horny, I waited until more men cruised the area. There is nothing that excites me more, than being fucked bareback again when I am already full of cum. Other guys love it too. When they stick their stiff cock in and feel it's all warm, hot and wet. That bucket of used spunk, to pump full of yet another load. Guys really pound your hole when it's all full of sperm, making it very sloppy. Nothing beats huffing poppers and have strangers spurt into your hole at the same time.

    More groups formed through out the night and my ass was freely passed around with a bottle of poppers. I let anyone fuck me. Numerous strangers, young, old, fat and thin all fucked my holes, pumping my mouth and ass full of hot semen. By the end of the night I counted a total of 15 men had cum in my ass. Most dribbled out around the tenth, between my thighs and all over the balls of the guy fucking me raw while bent over a branch huffing poppers. The slapping and sloppy sound of the spunk being pumped into my guts still gets me hard. Even at this point more men were appearing and looked like they were waiting for their turn. I got scared at that moment and wondered how many loads I was going to take! I was fucked until late into the night. I squeezed the cum out of my asshole all the way home, my jeans were absolutely soaked when I arrived back at the apartment.

    I sniffed and licked the crotch of my crusty jeans the next day, remembering and smelling the previous night. Then I went sunbathing on a naturist beach, spreading my legs in the sand dunes, letting all the voyeurs see my stretched and battered hole and thought about the multiple loads of anonymous juice that was pumped into me the night before..


  9. ANOTHER REAL EXPERIENCE – Unsuspected Pnp’ers

    Who knew they partied?

    A recent series of posts on Breeding Zone, discussing whether or not your friends are aware of your partying activities got me thinking about the times I discovered someone I knew and would never have expected indulged, was instead well-acquainted with enhanced sex.

    For 16 years, I've managed to keep my party life from interfering with my two careers or other "normal world" day-to-day activities. Some periods I attend pnp parties once or twice a week, some periods a few times a month, sometimes only once a month.  In answer to your question, CERTAIN friends know I party (certainly my husband knows I do, though he does not - our open sexual relationship for the past 27+ years and our opposite work schedules mean I do so only during those times he is working which he is cool with).  Only one of my straight friends knows I party, and select gay/bi friends. Usually those are friends I've either met "in the scene" who have crossed over into being actual real-world friends that one could rely on, rather than just pnp-buds (who are fine too, so long as one realizes the limitations and true parameters of that kind of interaction).

    However, every once in a while I'm surprised to discover someone I never expected is a partier, and I always get a kick out of hooking up in a situation like that.

    When my husband and I lived in Hell’s Kitchen in the 90s, directly across the air-shaft that sank through the center of our apartment building lived two guys who like us were musical theater performers – these guys were both hot and ripped African-American dancers (my hubby and I are Anglo – and like them I had a muscled dancer bod). It got to the point where we would all do 3 ways and 4 ways together… the catch being that either one or both of them would come to our place, or I would go to theirs by climbing across the airshaft 4 stories up! (My hubby, an opera singer, could not do the same). To be fair, the ventilation shaft was shaped like a hexagon <=> and we crawled across where in the angle where the two windows met.  Like us, one of them was really kinky and the other pretty vanilla so no enhancements were ever included. They eventually moved out to LA to do music videos. Then, a few years later, after I had started to pnp a bit more, I bumped into Craig, the kinky one, at a buddy’s afternoon chemparty and finally got to play with him in a supercharged way – we did so several times during the time he was back in New York for a show – it was great to finally fuck that beautiful hot ass bareback and get fucked by his fat black cock the same way, along with some major hole play between us.

    There was a hot but conservative couple I knew that for years were very vocally anti-party - we'd played together, but it took longer for me to get to their place then the un-enhanced sex would actually take, and so I didn't go out often. Then one day out of the blue they had a total switch and my numerous sessions with them since have been very hoT - I've written about them in my true experiences blog on this site.

    The same for an actor/director I knew only professionally - we'd starred in two productions together and he'd directed me in a third... what a Christmas Present it was when this guy - a married guy with kids who had a TV series in the 80s and is in a ton of movies we've all seen - got me alone at a rehearsal for "A Christmas Carol" and told me he was bisexual and a 'mutual friend' had assured him that I could mentor him in the T-fueled gay sex scene which I gladly said I would... this was made even more ironic in that I was playing Bob Crachit and he was playing Ebenezer Scrooge at the time. Imagine if you will seeing Crachit and Scrooge naked, blowing clouds and booty bumping, with Crachit topping and breeding a leather restrained Scrooge and giving him chem piss... yeah we played that up in our first sex session (even used the British accents...). One of our other first sessions took place in his house one evening, in his office/library room while his soon-to-be ex-wife was out – we swapped pipe hits while fucking on his desk and blowing clouds on the family pics on his desk. When they separated, he took an apartment in Upper Manhattan and we pnp’d there frequently.

    Another surprise was recent and very, very welcome. During the '90s when I lived in Hell's Kitchen, there were a number of regularly scheduled sex parties in NYC. There was one I attended very frequently where the guys running it would not charge me the entrance fee if I would come early and get the sex started (having no inhibitions).  One of the event runners, Bill, was one of the hottest guys I'd ever had sex with and we'd frequently save our last encounter of the night for each other when we'd flip-fuck, both of us having spent the rest of evening topping others. While I would do some bottoming on some nights, he never did at all, except for me and one other guy and only at the end of the party, because the other guys in management didn't want his big cock and butch leather reputation to be sullied among the other customers/guests - apparently, they felt, correctly it seems, that the possibility of being fucked by him brought lots of guys back week after week. Bill and I also very naughtily broke the “always use a condom” pledge that was part of the event rules somewhat frequently… however, it was usually so late that there’d be no one to notice who ever would have complained or reported it, and hell, he was one of the event runners!  

    Anyway, these parties were very much NOT chem-friendly so how would I know he was into it? After 12 years without seeing each other, he read one of my "real experience" blogs on Tumblr, and as he said "I knew immediately that had to be you!" and sent a message. Funny, he was afraid I wouldn't remember, or that I'd not be interested - WRONG!! I nearly fell out of my chair trying to respond immediately - it's nice to know that someone you think was one of the most amazing sex partners EVER thinks the same of you! 

    The first time I saw him after those 12 years, I met him in midtown to introduce him to my candyman. After sitting around with a few other guys and blowing clouds with them, we couldn’t keep our hands off each other – and since nothing was going to be happening where we were for at least a few more hours – we found a nearby hotel room, raced over there, got naked, loaded up our pipes and dove all over each other. We both ate hole for what seemed like hours, since we’re both addicted to rimming and we each do it VERY well. It was a very hot, unexpected surprise (we hadn’t planned on playing until the following week) and though it was only a couple of hours, it was just so much fun to really LET GO with this kindred spirit.

    Just this past weekend, I introduced him to a hot versatile couple I play with sometimes in the Bronx, and it was the first time I saw him slammed (he’s done so very infrequently)… it was amazing to watch him truly relax and just have FUN while the four of us flip fucked and enjoyed each other all around.

    So we've now partied together - one on one, which is unusual for me - several times now and the sessions have been awesome.  We also relate on a number of other levels including having husbands with physical disabilities, and its great to have someone to talk about that with as well - its been double bonus time for both of us!

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    Start off with my latest sexual adventure!

    Happened on Friday Oct 6th 2017, like most of my bathhouse adventures start in at gloryhole. Sucking is my favorite sexual activity, the feeling of a mans cock throbbing in my mouth as I suck him to completion the feeling of his warm load filling my mouth, savoring the taste of him is incredible! I spent 3hrs sucking, swallowing 14 loads. After 3hrs and a nice amount of cum swallowed I wanted to get fucked, I never set out with a goal of how many loads I want I get what I get as long as I'm enjoying it and giving the tops around me pleasure I'm satisfied! As any good cum obsessed bottom I do try to get as many as I can! As the evening moved into night and the night moved into the morning I got fucked in the sling, fuck bench, sauna, private room and the hallway with a total of 26 loads not including those I swallowed, I only count loads dumped in my ass. After getting home and crawling to bed I was still way too horny to sleep and went on Grindr and found two tops to fuck me, adding 2 more loads bringing my total loads to 28!

    Load count: Swing 6 / Fuck Bench 8 / Sauna 3 / Private Room 7 / Hallway 2 / Grindr 2 / Total Loads 28

    I also share on my twitter @18plusmen

  10. Last Friday, I woke up incredibly fucking horny. I was masturbating in my shower. Then when I got out of the shower I was fucking myself with my dildo. I couldn't believe how horny I felt. I went out for a bit. But I wore my jockstrap under my clothes to keep my horny buzz going. After I got a few errands done my craving for cock was just too strong and I stopped into One-In-Ten, the gay video/toy store on Bank Street. I paid $10 to go in the back room and went into booth #5. I stripped down to nothing but my jockstrap and waited on my knees while cruising profiles on squirt.org on my phone. Eventually an older fellow came in and found me. He unzipped and presented his uncut cock through the gloryhole, still soft, but looking pretty promising. I took the whole thing in my mouth and started sucking slowly, feeling it stiffen and fill my mouth up, the head pushing its way down my throat. I steadied myself against the wall and deep-throated him, letting him fuck my throat. He pulled back a couple of times and reached his hand through to touch my nipples. I directed his hand down my body to my lubed up asshole. He fingered me briefly and said he wanted to suck my cock. I said I wasn’t there for that and went right back to sucking him. I bobbed up and down on his cock for a good 20 minutes, breathing hard, drooling all over him, when finally I was rewarded with a sweet flood of cum on my tongue. I kept him in my mouth for every twitch and spurt and swallowed it all down. He said thanks, zipped up and left. I got dressed and went straight home. 

    As soon as I got home, I stripped down to my jockstrap again and started fucking myself again with my dildo. Meanwhile I cruised squirt and posted a couple of really slutty ads on Craigslist. Eventually I had a couple of good prospects on squirt. I gave the first one my address and he said he’d be over in 15 minutes. I waited with the door unlocked, the lights dimmed and my ass lubed. When he opened the door I was on my knees right away and pulling his pants down. He stepped out of his pants and pulled off his shirt as I started working his stiffening cock with my mouth. I’ve been really getting into sucking cock lately, and I can deep-throat really well now, which in this case helped to get him rock-hard in record time. I got his cock soaked with spit before I stood up and bent over, presenting my ass for him. He plunged it into me balls deep with the first stroke. I leaned over the couch and begged him to fuck me hard and breed me deep. He did just that. I was grinding my hips against him. My fuckhole hungrily opening up for every deep stroke of his cock. I adjusted my angle just a little so he was hitting my prostate with every thrust and I felt my jockstrap getting wet with my own precum as he kept fucking me. Finally he pushed into me deep and held still as he unleashed his hot load into my asshole and finally pulled out, spent and dripping. He wiped himself down with a towel, got dressed, said thanks and left me with his hot cum oozing out of me.

    After the first guy left I logged back on to squirt and found another guy eagerly messaging me. I asked him if he'd mind using another guy's cum as lube when he fucked me. That seemed to turn him on, so I gave him my address and he said he'd be over in about 20 minutes. While I waited for him, I laid on my back, fingering my ass, dipping my fingers in, scooping out some of the cum and tasting it. I love the smell and taste of fresh cum. When he arrived, I greeted him more or less the same way I greeted my previous visitor. I was on my knees, deep-throating his cock as soon as his pants were off. His cock was bigger than the last guy by almost an inch and I was really excited about feeling it fill my ass, but first I gagged on it a little, covering it with spit. Then I bent myself over the couch and presented my hungry and sloppy fuckhole for him. He positioned the head of his cock and then effortlessly slid it into me up to his balls. He loved how wet and slick it was and he took full advantage, fucking me hard and fast, making loud squelching noises with every thrust. He pulled out for a moment to appreciate the sight of my creamy hole and I took the opportunity to switch positions. I laid down on the couch and put my legs over his shoulders. He really leaned into it now. He pounded his cock into me for a good ten minutes, making me groan and grunt with intense pleasure. I was begging him to breed me. Begging for him to fill me with his hot cum. I wanted his seed inside me. And he was more than happy to give me just what I wanted, squirting what must have been a load saved up for days. I felt every twitch of his powerful cock as it filled me up. He left me on the couch, his semen overflowing from my used and satisfied fuckhole, got dressed quickly and left. 

  11. After being totally monogamous all my life, and having had hardly any sex over the past 7 years since I became single, I decided in June that I would put myself out there for having sex.

    Getting fucked was never a priority for me, as I hated all the un-horny issues around condoms. I was only interested in relationships and forming along term connection with a single guy.

    Deciding to look for sex for the hell of it came after me realising that single monogamous relationships are not the best thing for me. Having lived alone now for over a year, that freedom of making my own decisions about what I do has been a real opener and eye-opener to who I am. 

    I joined a few ordinary gay dating sites, and soon got to arrange a meet with a married bi Top who was about 15 miles away. I went to his house while his wife was out, and as soon as I was through the door, he had my clothes off and he eased his small to medium sized cock into my hole as I stood there.  Soon, my head was taken to a whole new place I'd not experienced in a very long time. I was feeling a 'completeness'... being used by a man, with him inside me.   He pulled out, then led me to a bedroom and pushed me back onto the bed, pulled my legs up over his shoulders, then eased back into me as I looked at him with absolute awe and deep feelings of submission.  He pounded me with his eyes closed - probably thinking of something different from the faggot he was using. That just made it even more horny and a head fuck for me. I realised that it was this that I had been missing all my life. My sub nature having always been wanting to focus on one man, the previously unthinkable truth was being fucked into my ass and my mind. "I'm a slut for any man to use and enjoy."... 

    It was so simple and so natural. His thrusts suddenly increased pace as he started groaning. My ass had been opened up for the first time in over 15 years, and by a total stranger with whom I hadn't even spoken. It was absolute bliss, as I felt his cock go rock solid inside me, then the pulsating as it pumped his Cum and DNA into what he obviously saw as my cunt. That was my 'road to Damascus' moment. This married man cheating on his wife was like the voice of God revealing my purpose to me. 

    As soon as he had delivered his Load into me, he was out, out of the room and to the bathroom where he cleaned up his cock. I got off the bed, my head so fucked over by these sensations and thoughts. I went and got my clothes back on quickly, as I realised he wanted me out of there as soon as possible. I thanked him as he smiled and showed me the door.

    The drive back home was a daze to me. I was in heaven. I needed it again... I needed to look for more men to give me that experience of my total submission to their pleasure. As soon as I got back home, I was on the computer, hunting for the next breeding. My conversion to this new 'faith' had happened, and I was on my new journey to becoming a slut.

    Pics are in my photo album.


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    A couple of years ago when I was 28 I received a text from a fuckbuddy I hadn't seen in a while.  He had a major favour to ask.  He was now dating somebody but an old fuckbuddy of his from out of town was vissiting and since he was being monogamous could I help his buddy out.

    Amusement turned to pondering when he sent me a couple of pics of the guy.  White, late 40's with that lean build some older guys have, a bit rough looking but attractive and a large cock, uncut apparently an 8 incher.

    I thought why not and said sure give him my number.  The next day around noon while at work I got a text from the guy saying it was his last day in town and was I free.  I told him I would be at work a few more hours but we could meet at my place when I was finished.  It looked like we would be pressed for time between me getting home and him getting to the airport.  So I asked him to tell me exactly what he wanted to do, what he wanted me to do and that we would start the second my door closed behind us.

    So a few hours later I was at my parking spot at my apartment block.  I went into the building and to the entrance calling him.  I saw him leaving his car and walk towards me, short dark hair, blue eyes, lean build, 6'3" to my 5'10".  We did a quick handshake and scurried inside, into the elevator then my apartment. 

    The door closed behind him and he leaned down giving me a quick peck on the lips with this shy smile which I admit I found endearing.  I reminded him of what he had asked we do and followed his plan.  Leading the way to my bedroom stripping I was soon naked on my bed, on my back, legs spread cock hard.

    He was naked at the foot of my bed and I was focused on his cock which seemed longer and thicker than his pictures.  He got onto his hand and knees between my spread legs, grabbed my cock with his one hand and swallowed it whole.  My ass lifted of the bed and I started fucking his mouth.

    He deep throated me effortlessly and I lifted myself on to my elbows so I could watch my cock disappearing into his mouth.  This went on for a while every time when he pulled away my ass lifted off the bed  trying to get my cock back in that mouth of his.  Eventually he pulled away sitting up on his knees and gave me a grin.  With one movement he grabbed behind my knees and I was resting on my shoulders ass in the air.

    He spread my butt with his hands and I felt first his warm breath across my hole then tongue.  Then I got a proper ass eating, tongue, lips, spitt.  I was gasping and moaning my whole body clenching and melting under his onslaught.  He moved to my balls giving them the same treatment then to my cock then back to remind my ass what an amazing tongue he had. 

    He let me down again, straddling my upper body, hand behind my head to introduce my mouth to his dick.  I tried but was soon choking and gasping for air which made him pull back and he told me he just wanted to get his dick slick and wet.  

    He got between my legs again sucking and jerking me off while jerking himself with his other hand.  He raised himself up with one hand behind my right knee raising my ass up and open ans with his other hand still jerking his cock aimed at my hole.  I was ready for a fucking but sadly I knew it wasn't in the plan and soon enough felt his hot cum splattering on my butt cheeks.  He lowered me slightly until his cockhead was lodged at the entrance to my hole but he pulled it away after some teasing.

    He started scooping up his cum and had my dick back in his mouth while I felt myself being finger fucked, with his cum as lube.  It didn't take me long and I unloaded down his throat.  He pushed up and gave me a long wet kiss which had me sucking the taste of my own cum from his tongue.  

    He pulled back and headed to the bathroom for a quick clean up leaving me a bit boneless and weak on the bed.  He came back, dressed leaned down giving me the same shy smile from earlier and a quick peck on the mouth and with that he left.


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    Sup guys, so I guess I'm making this my introductory post.  I'm Dogmeat.  I'm a White Trash, Sagger, Drug Whore, who's got a constant craving for cock.  I'v discovered I have no real limits, and some interesting fetishes (Melolagnia - check that shit out).  I love sagger boys, drugs, consider myself white trash and live the life to some extent.  I've done some twisted, fucked up shit and still have lots I want to expereance.

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    I love my tiny limp cock.....my wife tells me im nothing but a gay ass bitch. Gets thst way when we sk8.......i love it...just want hard blAck cock in my hole

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    I'm now able to give my over eager hole to all that want it. I'm never wearing a condom again nor letting one enter me

  12. I had always been a nasty fuck and even though I've mostly been bottom, I've always like licking a perfect hole.

    That perfect whole not bleached,  its nice and natural brown, it looks somewhat used, not to stretched or open, its inverts slighly with some skin to make a small wall. Your tongue gently slides in and as your whole gets narrower, you taste that amazing salty, dry sometimes sweet taste. But most of all, the perfect whole usually has just that extra few pieces of skin to make pretty or you feel small pieces just past that sfinkter

    STDs interested me way before HIV - My perfect hole is what I wanted. ANAL WARTS, a slightly dangerous looking but risk taking hole

    I knew that I had developed them a while ago, but only today I decided to inspect them properly, as I opened up my ass, these beautiful pieces popped out. It was fucking beautiful. I have not felt such a fantastic feeling going through my cock - I had a mini orgasm without touching myself. 

    I took a quick pic, but I hve invited someone over to take decent pictures to post when I can street my ass properly

    My Chasing experience has been he most erotic and rewarding experience in my whole life.

    Give me your thoughts on this beautiful used hole..

  13. Sunday turned into a very freaky, yet totally stimulating experience for this little piggy. I have been chatting to this guy on Grindr for about three weeks on and off - and had got to the stage that I thought he was just coming on line for some dirty talk, wadding and then disappearing. He asked me questions that interested me, like "are you a real pig" and "what are your limits" etc. We swapped a few pics and he was very me - nice solid man, little bit overweight, hairy chest, unshaven appearance with a beautiful 8" uncut cock and lovely big low hanging balls. My mancunt twitched just looking at the pics. I got even hornier when I sent him a couple of pics of trade fucking me when he said "so you like bareback". Like it - I fucking love it, I told him. We went through the where are you etc and it turns out he was in Wollongong (about 50 kms from me) but he could not host. I told him I could host but he said he preferred outdoor sex scenes. Gee, in my time I have been fucked just about everywhere, but in recent years with the advent of backrooms, apps, and naked sex parties I have not done much of the outdoor or beat stuff. Yes, in my early days I spent so much time bent over in beats taking any cock I could get and sucking off a million cocks that came at me through holes in the wall - but things have moved on. Nonetheless I at least entertained the idea, and we kept chatting. He told me he wanted to take me into the bush and use me properly for a couple of hours where we could be "totally uninhibited". The more he told me the things he wanted to do to me the more excited I got - and the more powerless I became. All I could think of was surrendering myself to him and I knew that I was going to be up for this as I was beyond horny and when that happens I just have no control at all. Eventually he asked if I was up for being his "pig in the bush" for a session. I agreed. He gave me directions to a place which is total bushland (I knew the area) basically halfway between his place and my place.  I douched, got ready and I was off as we agreed to meet there in 1.5 hours. He kept texting me to ask if I was on my way (obviously he has had, as we all have, plenty of fakers) so I kept texting yes. He told me to pull up and take a photo of my whereabouts to send him so he knew I was on the way which I did and then he texted me this lovely pic of him sitting on a blanked next to a back pack with nothing but a cap on and half a horn, a thick cock ring on in this bush setting. My heart skipped a beat and my mouth went dry - I soooo wanted this beefy piece of heaven to fuck the hell out of me.

    He texted me and told me that when I got to the turn off the sealed road onto the dirt track about 1.5 kms along I would see a yellow t shirt tied to a tree. I had told him I was a totally submissive, cum dump bottom and was always at my top's command. I bumped along the dirt road, saw the yellow T-shirt. I pulled over and texted I was "there." He then told me to take off all my gear bat my leather jockstrap and boots, and leave them in the car then walk past tree through the bush for about 100 metres and I would come to him. I was nervous, excited, horny, it reminded me of all those times in cubicles in beats when you did not know who was going to be in there, friend, foe or fucker. I was just too horny not to obey.  I made my way through the bushes then all of a sudden my heart nearly stopped when I heard this voice behind me say "beautiful arse pig boy". I turned around and he was standing behind me half leering and half satisfied with what he had been offered. I walked towards him and my eyes fell on his beautiful white as cock - he was ranga. As his head was shaved in the photos it was hard to tell he was a red head - but he was red as. What happened next was the best hour or so I have spent for ages. While I was driving there he had unpacked his backpack, he had dildos, butt plugs, a Japanese cock sheaf (gel covering for his shaft with stimulating needles), handcuffs, lube, tit clamps - all spread out on this huge picnic rug. He took both my nipples in his hands and near lifted me off the ground by the tits and said "ready to surrender to me pig". I said the only words I know how to use with dominating me "yes sir". Well for the next hour and a bit this man treated my holes with the contempt they deserve that gives me the total pleasure I need. He fucked me (breeding me twice) in several positions, he fingered me, fisted me, put dildos in me, blindfolded me, nearly choked me. slapped my face good and hard, gave my arse an insane belting with his hand and he was a big strong man. After he bred me for the second time I knew it was over the way he sat back on his haunches and gasped for air. He slowly got his feet, as I got to my knees and began to clean his cock and balls. I was still in heaven as I ran my tongue under his foreskin searching for elusive filaments of jizz as I did not want to waste one drop of him. Eventually he said "you are no fake pig boy - pone proper whore" - that was music to my ears as I knew I had pleased him. "you need fucking and belting every day pig boy." I agreed with him hoping he would want to use me again. As he packed up he began to put on his jeans when he said "get off the blanket and lay on the grass."I did as I was told and he came and stood over me and began to piss all over me. He kept spraying on me head to toe and I just lay in the grass savouring is final act of degradation.

    He packed up and walked in the opposite direction to the way I had come in which led me to believe there was another track and that is where his car was. "I will be in touch if I want to have another piece of your cunt" he said as he walked off still. I lay there for about 5 minutes and felt my mancunt, it was gaping and dripping with his seed and lube mixed together. I was still wet from his piss but I was one satisfied little piggy, although I could have done with more cock. I made my way back to my car and got my clothes on and drove home. This beefy man knew exactly what pigs are for and how they should be treated.

  14. I am just SOOOOO HORNY, I have not had sex for 2 years, the last time was with a girl.   But I am bored with pussy now and just want some HARD COCK.  I want to suck and gag on a big hard cock until I am BEGGING to have my mouth spunked into.  I want my ass rimmed out and spat on until I am BEGGING to be fucked.  I want to be held by the hair and be spanked and fucked until I am squealing like a cheap little slut and BEGGING to have my slutty tight little virgin ass spunked into.   Then I want to spend the rest of the night BEGGING him to do it to me all over again ... and again ... and again.   I want to be drilled out and spunked into ... over and over again ... meet after meet ... until I can finally take a GOOD HARD POUNDING.   I CRAVE to feel USED ... to be SEXUALLY ABUSED ... to feel like a CHEAP LITTLE WHORE ... on a REGULAR BASIS ... I can travel 24/7 ... I am GAGGING FOR IT ... I wanna a DIRTY MEET ... and I want it SOOOOOOON!!!



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