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  1. (This is a 'beginner-story', pretty vanilla... you hard-core players might think it's a HALLMARK moment!)

    So I came out 'late' to the official bareback scene a couple years ago. By that I mean that for the many deprived years before I occasionally guiltily 'poached'. I made the tops 'RIDE WITH SADDLE' but I rode virtually every bottom player bare. Ass up and no mention of rubbers which was all new to me! If me, then who else has rutted this hole? (in retrospect a HUGE TURN-ON) They all come from repressed towns in Mississippi, Missouri and Arkansas and dysfunctional TN-hell-holes, daddy-issues and broken homes, all gathering at these two clubs in Memphis. And when they go to town, they let it ALL OUT,  along with the local hotties and occasional, visiting  'BIG-CITY-RAIDERS'. Put out right away, RAW! Me, still spooked by the notion! My 'selections' were very frugal and tried to pick the 'good boys', skipped the super-cute, 'INNOCENT'-looking ones that made my heart melt! But some of these 'forbidden fruit' were WAY AHEAD of me, 'toxic' even (as in purposely taking badass trucker dicks in trucker parking lots in West Memphis, RAW!!!) But most of that I found out later when all those stories TURN ME ON! Which was MUCH LATER! Like two years ago! Innocent looks can be deceiving! The 'innocent' were sneakily speeding in the fast-lane of life and I missed out on those low-hanging fruit!!!! Such hot fuckers!

     But I fucked all the 'select' players (wild enough and forward) raw and and at least one was a hardcore porn-bottom when he came to strip at the club. CONDOMS always ruined the mood for me, every time! Fucked my 'hydraulic' up thinking of what the drama is about! So I gave up messing with them. I figured, 'as a top 'I'm less likely to catch the booty-flu with my thick cut dick! LOL I still 'labored with the delusion' that the ideal 'GAY STATE' is to have a faithful partner, but that didn't work out so well. One had me so dick-whipped I eventually moved to the Midsouth bible-belt city he came from: all for his big dick and show-stopper looks, well and a half-baked job-offer. Once the fairy-tale illusion of 'Mister Right' went to hell, all the ones I fucked from then on were much younger... the pickings were easy; like shooting fish in a barrel... one of them fuckers actually broke my heart. From then it was ON! I had to BECOME MORE COMPETITIVE in the man-on-man sport! The heart-breaker always cheated with the BAD BOYS: strippers, escorts, Atlanta air-line sluts... I was 'too tame'! So I UPPED THE ANTE!!!

    As it turned out, there was a whole fan-club lying in wait for us to break up. They were mostly twinks looking like bottoms but each turned out to be a TOP and wanted to breed me raw. For all I know it was like a scheme of the young cowboys eager to add prized bulls to their score-belt! I took their anxious-throbbing cocks and seed like a "HOLE-y SACRAMENT", my 'nude dance on the edge of the volcano'!!! It was really a thrill-ride, an E-ticket at Disney, the 'forbidden zone' the broken TABOO! A stable of rutting bucks: first Timmy, the shaggy-haired 'playa' who my heart-breaker ex-BF dismissed as a 'looks like a damn Lesbian!' Then came pretty Eric the coat-check, then gay-curious Kyle, lanky Adam and studly Zak (who intrigued me with his casual mentioning of college bareback-parties in Little Rock), to name a few. Miraculously they were all big-dicked and all bred me like champs. Well I bred Zak too, but the whole BAREBACK RODEO-thing was new to me! This time I BOTTOMED RAW, almost out-of-spite to my cheating ex, hoping the word would get out to him. And I took each like a champ, milked their cocks and put on a good show. I'm told that (before YELP reviews) my champ cum-dumpster reputation was being earned: hardcore, one raw cock at a time! You see, I would not let the 'heart-breaker' bareback me anymore after his numerous escapades. He fucked some POZ-horse-farmer (nice guy, we became friends later) from Mississippi and then went off with this broad-shouldered Tina-Top from Pontotoc Mississippi and that was the end of him (for me). That dude was a jerk, but even SEX WITH JERKS turns me on now!

    Tommy popped into the picture and he was a true 'player' from Houston who was a genuine slut but honest it and he introduced me to the promiscuous Houston scene. I only topped Tommy and he was intrigued in taking me to sex-parties in Houston and Dallas... and he enjoyed watching me getting bred but the cowboys who all still 'rode with saddle' (upon my insistence). I know, LAME right? I had a feeling Tommy was waiting for me to willingly 'convert'! I should have stuck around with Tommy even after I found out he was POZ but I was suddenly also  'dating' some GAY BULLY... which means: the bully-dude was butch, cocky, combative and got into fights. Intimidated straight guys as he came across as one of their worst stereotypes! Somehow the bully became possessive of me and I couldn't get rid of the drunken fool. He also stole my shit and acted like I was a 'cheap skate; when I caught him! A real MESS! Beat the crap out of guys at the club if they got too close to me or hugged me like all the twinks used to do. The bully was also a big bottom and took me raw from day one and expected everybody to be 'clean' as he put it... you know, a HYPOCRITE who last I heard is now POZ and on meth, somewhere in Los Angeles or under his rich, bible-thumper folks wings in Kentucky. The weirdest thing about him was: although he took seed up the ass like a champ, the SIGHT OF CUM made him gag...

    I found me a REAL PARTNER-IN-CRIME 'on-line' and although I let him know he 'wasn't really my type' he condoned me fucking some total hotties with him there. He was a good soul. Turns out that despite his tender age and his complete loyalty to me he was also POZ and next thing I know, I'm on 'the team' too...

    So now we 'hunt together' the way 'bros do'; like fishing, in a 'sporting way'! No jealousies, no shame, no regrets... sometimes he pulls the players in and I watch him get bred. Sometimes the guy wants to breed my smoother ass but I step back and let the 'cub have the prey'... 

    One of them (the regular players) is in a cheating relationship. Well the first time my man bred his man, the BOTTOM and I took 'the dude'. The dude travels a lot and scores in every city. We share stories and we are both turned on by 'promiscuity' the once 'forbidden fruit'! This coming Monday he reserved my ass for a breeding. I shall oblige! Hopefully another rutting buck will CUM by before and pre-RUT my fuck-hole for him. He, like every BBRT-barebacker I have met so far, likes SLOPPY SECONDS and ANON CUM. I hope my reputation gets around! Damned! I missed the local sex-party yesterday, AGAIN! Every month when that event rolls around I get self-conscious! I need another PUSH from my jaded bros and hop in the sling... for the full 'initiation!

  2. Gloryholelover
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    I woke up this morning and was doing the usual, making breakfast, had a shower, getting ready for work ect ect. I get a phone call from a regular of mine. His name is Steven, he's an Asian and extremely fit. 5in thick cut cock and really knows how to fucking feed a cocksucker like me. He comes by on average about once a fortnight. Sometimes he even wants to fuck me. 

    "What are you doing?" He asked, I told him I was just getting ready for work. "Well I woke up horny as mate, you wanna get fucked?" He asked, obviously I said yes. I told him to come over and he said he had the day off work and that I should swing by his on the way to my work, as it is literally on the way. I got in the car and drove to his apartment. 

    Steven let me in wearing track pants and no shoes, and had no t-shirt on...this guys body is unbelievable, so hot! He's 24 and isn't straight, but I don't think he's gay either. He's one of those open minded individuals who is into a lot of different things, he doesn't judge and he's actually very welcoming and kind. But that's not how he fucks! In his own words he once said to me "I'm a nice guy, but when I'm fucking nice isn't what I'm about" and that's always stuck out in my mind. 

    I asked how he had been and he told me the usual before saying "that's enough small talk don't you think?", I dropped to my knees and pulled his trackies down to his ankles. He wasn't wearing any underwear. His cock was rock hard and I started sucking. "Look up at me when you suck my cock!" He said and I looked up into his eyes. 

    "Get it nice and hard" he said, I deepthroated him all the while looking up at him as he requested. "That's it" he said. "You ready to get pounded?" He asked, "YES!" I said, "get up! You know what to do" he said and walked off into his bedroom to get lube. I undressed and arched my ass up on his lounge. I heard him walk back into the room. My asshole was twitching for him. I wanted to feel him inside of me. 

    I felt the cold lube touch my asshole as he slipped a finger in, then two. I moaned before he took his fingers out and slapped his hard cock head against my hole. With a hard thrust he entered me and made sure his whole cock was inside me, I felt his balls up against me. He put his hands around my neck and with a tight grip started pounding me. He pulled in and out of me with some speed, it felt good. "How many loads you had this week?" He asked his hands right around my neck, "I don't know" I said in ecstasy, "you lost count hey?" He asked. "Oh fuck me! FUCK ME!" I pleaded. He fucked me hard, so hard my eyes were rolling into the back of my head. "I'm gonna cum in you!" He said "YES PLEASE!" I begged. Suddenly I felt his warm jizz fill my asshole deep. 

    He pulled out and dragged me back down onto my knees, "clean my cock!" He demanded. He rammed his cock down my throat, I got some of his cum in my mouth but most of it was up inside me. I could feel it oozing from my hole. "How's your ass taste?" He asked, but I couldn't answer with his cock rammed right down my throat. He finally released me. "Oh fuck! Thank you" I said before sucking on his cock again. "I want you to go to work with my cum leaking out of you" he said...and I did. 

  3. Today is Slow Sunday. I say this first because it IS slow. Not too much has been going on. I had a new FWB come back for a blowjob, and another guy wants to come over for some facial abuse action.

    Today is "Slow Sunday" for another reason. I am trying to draw out my pleasures today. I started off with some anal action, using my medium sized dildo. My ass isn't up too too much more today, after getting a big stretch yesterday. That's OK, I can't push it to the limit every day. So, I just used that dildo on my ass with plenty of lube, slowly stroking it in and out, and trying to recreate the feeling I got from my sexy senior the other night. It was GOOD, but not that good. inanimate objects are just trainers; I want the real thing.

    I did my first blowjob slow, and pretty deep. I am trying to deep throat, and almost have it figured out. Anyway, every time my FWB felt like he was about to cum, I slowed down, or did something different. He was a bit frustrated, but in the end, he blew a pretty good load down my throat and went away happy.

    Sometimes, I like rough sex. I almost always like having people push my limits. I am much more likely to go with rough anal sex than anything else; I love a forceful man who knows what he wants. Facial abuse (hardcore throat fucking that makes me feel like I want to puke) is something I am trying on for size. If guy #2 shows up, this will be my third abuse session. Having a man shove his cock as far back in my throat as he can, and hold the back of my head so I have to take it is pretty edgy for me. I feel more genuine fear, but I also feel more degradation, which I like. I am a bit conflicted about doing more of this.

    MY IDEA of facial abuse is taking on a room of cocks that are all primed and ready to blow. I have been watching some videos, and THAT is the kind of action I want. Watching bukkake videos with women as centers works equally well. In fact, some of these videos have a huge pool of players, with more cum, and more degradation, so that is pretty attractive for me.

    Later this week, I will talk about some of the things I haven't done yet, but want to try. That list is getting shorter, but there are still some things worth trying. Stay tuned!

  4. Well actually I can believe it.  So in my last post I had talked about how I couldn't believe how turned on I was getting thinking about meeting up with  an undetectable hiv guy. I had been chatting with a guy on bbrt for the week and I was really looking forward to meeting up with the guy for some great sex. Our conversations were hot getting to know each others like and wants from our first meeting. The only thing I didn't want to do was get drunk before having sex. I didnt mind if he wanted to have some drinks before having sex but for me I wanted to be sober for this one and he said he understood.  So we chatted back and forth throughout the day on Saturday.  The time and place were set and agreed upon. Show up about 15 minutes early excited and scared at the same time. An hour and a half past our meet time and a couple attempts at getting in touch with him and no answer. So needless to say I  was disappointed but with internet hookups I guess that is what should be expected. So I decided to have a few drinks before heading out to the bookstore to see if I could relieve some stress. Got to my favorite bookstore and it was slow but I did manage to suck a couple of cocks before calling it a night.

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    Early this morning, I'm on Grindr and I'm smoking and the more I smoke, the more uninhibited I become.  I then saw a guy with a hot body and a screen name with devil in it.  He hits me up, "you bottom?"  I replied,  "Sure."  Address?  16 minutes later he's at my door,  I have it dark.  He walks in takes me to the bed pushes my head toward the center of the bed while positioning my legs and ass where he wants me.  In the mirror I see this 5'7" chiseled stud with a red beard and a beautifull huge fat cock and above it his cock below the band line is a bio tat.  I took the can of Maximum Impact and sprayed it into a sock and inhaled deeply.  As I felt the world exlpoding around me he was fucking me so intently he began to explode inside me!  I reached back and with both hands, I pulled his body as close to me as possible and he pushed his poz cock as far up inside me as possible and he moaned.  It was so fucking awesome.

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    I feel honored that FagMasterPDX shared a post I wrote on his website. It's about how to make a quick, easy, gloryhole. If interested, check it out HERE

    Anyway, I fucking LOVE taking anon Loads through it. Makes me feel like a filthy Cumpig WHORE. Which I am haha.

    I just HOPE that some of the guys that pump Loads in me are FULL-BLOW and off Meds. Prob not likely though. Seems like EVERY guy on BBRT in Portland is "Neg+PrEP." 

    I HATE that shit. But ... I should be grateful for any Load given me, because as a pig faggot slut I exist to be used by any guy who wants to use me. Still ... a Bug Chaser can hope for Toxic Cum, right? =)~

  5. A friend of mine and I used to fuck each other every now and then a while back, but we're both really bottoms so we've stopped that. Still, we're both pretty big sluts, so occasionally we share stories or recommendations for good tops.

    Well, he called me the other day and asked me if I'd be interested in a threesome. He'd recently been fucked by a guy who had expressed interest in having more than one ass to fuck, and my friend new I might be interested - especially as he promised me it really WAS a big cock! 23cm / 9" and with a matching thickness... Damn... Yup, I'd be up for that!

    The top wanted us to be ready for him, blindfolded and lubed up next to each other on the bed when he arrived, so last night I arrived at my friend's and we got ready - and waited... 

    When the top arrived he instantly got naked, had a bit of a feel of both asses and forced a couple of fingers roughly inside me, and presumably also in my friend, judging by his moaning. And then the top moved on to the bed and my friend REALLY started moaning, and before long I could hear the sound of the top slamming pretty aggressively into my friend's ass!

    Fuck, it was so hot to lie there, naked and blindfolded and horned up on poppers, listening to my friend getting a rather rough fuck right next to me! And all I could do was wait, sniff some more poppers and hope it would soon be my turn, because judging by the sound of my friend it sounded like it would be worth the wait.

    Oh, boy... Oh, boy, was it worth the wait! After a while he shifted over behind me, and I've got to say that cockhead was pretty impressive! Damn, I was definitely not in doubt that this was a big cock that was being rammed inside me. I was definitely grateful to my friend for sharing such an amazing cock with me.

    The top fucked deep and hard; it was kind of painful when he went balls-deep - which was more or less every stroke! - but also just an amazing feeling of having such a large cock just hammer away at my insides. God, I love it...

    He switched back and forth between our holes quite a few time, and when he was eventually ready to cum he asked which of us bitches wanted to take his load... My friend was a good host and offered it to me - and I certainly didn't say no to it! A few quick, hard thrusts, and then he held his cock in me, buried to the hilt as he unloaded every last drop of cum in me. Then he pulled out, got dressed and left, and my friend and I kind of started giggling at the slightly absurd situation as we pulled off our blindfolds. 

    I felt a bit guilty for my friend not getting any cum, so I offered to dump a quick load in him if he wanted to. You've got to be a gentleman about these things, right? Also, I was REALLY ready to bust a nut, so why waste it? A few thrusts in my friend's gaping, sloppy hole and then I shot in him - though for obvious reasons I wasn't able to deliver my load quite as deep as the top had done in me. (7" or so is all I can muster.) But damn, I was waving a flag in space, putting my cock in a hole that had just been fucked open by a 9" cock! I commented jokingly on this when I pulled out - so he got curious and ended up fucking me for a minute or so as well before adding his load to the top's in me... 

    - So that was an interesting evening! 

  6. highbarebot
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    Open Relations … now thats an interesting concept that I am trying to understand off late, especially after meeting someone who is (or claims to be) in one.

    What exactly is Open Relationship ?

    1) There is some degree of commitment, yet no issues if I screw around

    2) I live with you, take care of you, and get the same in return… and yet there is no legal binding for the same … so can move out any time …

    3) Maybe marriage is silly a term, our relationship is much deeper than that (what’s live-in then?)

    4) Come on, lets not restrict ourselves




    You are most free to add up to my list. Interestingly, the concept is viewed differently in different societies. As I find many of my friends smirking at the thought, as for them it is nothing but an open license for adultery… many others are quite accepting of the fact that it is a good way of removing the restrictions that are otherwise set by the tradional boundaries of marriage.

    But then again, how open is an open relationship?

    Does it necessarily overcome some drawbacks of marriage (if any ?) or is just a plain fad of time? Long back I read an interview of the wife of an idustrialist who said that she thinks that if her husband maintains an occassional affair outside marriage, she is quite fine with it. As long as he comes back to her.

    Point to be noted, and I have been sensing the same, that open relationship often tinkers the message of an affair, or sex, or date… but never does it talk about companionship. I am not very sure, but shouldn’t that also be considered. If that exists, that is…

    But the open relationship concept probably works best when their exists a equivalent amount of maturity and sense of security in the two minds. Else the mix could be explosive. Think of the possibility. And of the possible harm. At one hand, it can make you reduce the tension of commitment, and yet could bring about more than asked for.

    But somewhere in the whole argument, I am thinking, dont we still have the sense of responsibility and commitment existing in our daily relationships. After all, even as friends, we are bound by unwritten laws laid down by the heart. Wouldn’t it be weird, if we had open friendship, whatever that would be like. Whatever, maybe the definition implies a deeper definition. Maybe society demands for it from a high profile couple, or boredom and the daily routine desires a change, or the basic nature compels to look out, or just too free a nature prevails.

    But at the end of the day, a relationship of some sort exists.

  7. So one Sunday I decided last minute to get a hotel and place some ads on Craigslist, Adam, and BBRT to take some loads all night. Low and behold I got some responses pretty quick to my surprise and it started out with a regular buddy who is usually the first to load me on most of my slutty events and he came they and lubed me up pretty good with a nice 3 day load from his white 8 cut dick. Left it in till it went limp so I got every drop. 

    The next was a craigslist guy the hit me up and came thru about 20 minutes after this first guy left. Mid 20s aggressive black guy walked in pulled his 9 inch thick dick out I got on my knees took a huge hit of my poppers and went to suckin and thrusting his dick as much as I could and he started forcing me to gag on it while talkin to me. Callin me a nasty faggot boy and tellin men next time he would be pissing down my throat and up my ass first thing. I then got up took a few big popped hits and bent over and he shoved it in pretty quick and hard and began pounding. Talkin and pounding for 10 minutes then asked me to taste my ass and nut off his dick so of course I did. I just love eating loads out of my hole off a dick. Slurping all that dick up for a bit then bent back over and he went to town till he exploded so deep in my ass. Telling me "take that nut man." And my phone was makin all kind of noise from email notifications so before he even got out of my hole I was on my phone replying back to potential loads and got 3 guys that were ready with nice dick pics all about to come my way.

    Next guy comes in and just starts eatin my freshly fucked and loaded ass. I was ass up when he came in as he requested. Pulled his dick out and just started to fuck me. Decent size and my hole was nice and cummy. He can pretty quick put his stuff on and left. And before I could even stand up the next guy gets there and is naked and hard as a rock. So I started suckin and there's a knock at the door it's another guy and I'm gettin really excited. Starts takin big hits of my poppers and gaggin on dick then the new guy starts talkin to me and askin how many loads I got I said 3 and he was like " damn boy I got to get in that sloppy hole" I booted my ass up on the bed and he slid right in with what had to be the bigges dick of the night so far. He was pounding and I was suckin this nice thick 8 and my hole was makin that noise that I love so much. Fuckin loved it! Then they switched and the big guy put that dick in my face and too me to get that nut off boy. While the other guy was fuckin me I was eatin that dick up good and the big dick guy asked if I wanted to take em both at the same time. I said fuck yeah. He got on the bed and I sat on his dick then the other guy got behind me and started puttin it in and next thing I knew it was in and I had 2 in me for the first time ever. The big dick guy was talkin to me while the other guy was workin my hole and pounding way. Next thing I known the guy pounding is Breeding me and damn near screaming.  He claims off and I start riding the big dick guy and my hole I so warm and sloppy now the. He cum  in about 2 minutes. I roll off and put my face in the pillow. I feel so good. 5 loads and I just took my first dp I was thinkin this is a great night.

    they left I got back on my email and had a few guys hittin me up that I responded to and got the one I was hopin for verify. A 10 inch cut BBC  and said he was close. Told me he wanted the room dark and wanted me ass up. Gets there about 7 minutes later and gets naked and starts playin in my hole with his fingers. Talkin to me askin me how many loads I told him 5 and took his fingers out of my hole and put em in my mouth and told me to "taste that seed boy" so with every once of my being I did and it tasted so fuckin good. Takin a big big hit of my poppers I got off the bed got on my knees and started workin his big 10 dick and talked back to him tellin him I wanted him to wreck my hole with his dick and fill it up good. He asked for a hit of my poppers took em and then told me to bend over gave me my poppers back and said hit em and hold it boy. I took the biggest hit I had all night and he started sliding in and I opened up so big for him he was so fuckin hard I could tell he wasn't gonna last too long. My hole was gushing and he was callin me a fuckin dirty pig boy and I was saying fuck yeah man tear my ass up. After about 5 minutes he was exploding in my hole and I felt every pulsating shock in my ass as he dumped and I liked every drop I could. He slide out wiped off and said man we have to do it again. I said for sure man and he left. 

    6 loads so far and I'm like "wow maybe I can get passed 6 tonight" never gotten more than 6 and always wanted to so I checked my email with no results and went to bbrt and placed another ad but this time stating that I was 6 loadsnin and wanted more and had a few guys respond in like 15 minutes. 

    Guy comes over and just wants to taste my ass then eat it. So I am letting him and I see he has a below average dick but I don't care cause I want that seed. He was eats for a bit then gets in there and is done in about 10 minutes so I'm happy I got my record 7 but then I had another guy hit me that I played with before and he wants to swing by so ha come in and we start right way. He goes to take a piss and I go with him an kneel by the toilet and catch some of it suck him up good and he bends me over the toilet and starts pounding. Cum is leaking all over the floor. He stops me and tells me to get some of that off the floor boy and put it on my dick. So I do and shove it back in my hole. He pounds me for about a good 15 and we go to the bed. He lays me down on my back puts my legs up starts kissing me then slides his dick in and raises up and starts pounding. Whilenpounding he says open your mouth for me boy. Then he spits right in my mouth then starts kissing me again so fuckin nasty and I love it. Turns me over I take a big hit of my poppers and then he's filling my hole good. Shaking everywhere his whole buildup goes limp as he's exhausted it seems. And I'm damn sure wore out. He leaves and next thing I know I'm waking up it's 8 in the morning and my hole is so sloppy. But I'm excited cause I got 8 loads and so glad I could do it. 

    Next goal will be 10. Hope soon.

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  9. It was Friday. A bit slow at work so I hopped on Scruff and Grindr trolling for dick. Couldn’t really find anyone that could host. I went to lunch and decided to head to the store to run some errands. While I was there I got hit up on Scruff by this guy that said he was an older porn star. I looked him up; he was in his 50s and indeed a bareback porn star. I was so horny from the AM that I figured what the hell. A load is a load. I said sure, I’m down to head over, where at? He was staying at a hotel down the street from my office; I headed over and messaged him when I was in the hotel parking that I was on my way up.

    I had already been here before at this hotel, gotten fucked a few times in the rooms and the bathroom in the lobby.  I got on the elevator, hit the 8, walked down the hall and knocked on the door.  An older gentleman looked in his mid-50s and total dad bod opened the door. He let me know, closed the door behind me then walked over to the bed and lay back. He was already fully naked. I walked over to the table and set down my phone and keys and got undressed.

    “Come over here, suck daddy’s cock.”….I crawled up the bed between his legs and took his cock in my mouth, he smelled soap fresh. I sucked on his cock, it was still soft but I could feel it start getting bigger and thicker in my mouth. “Play with daddy’s tits, don’t stop working my cock.”   He started to moan while he face fucked me, he then took me by the head and put it on his right tit, “Don’t bite, just suck”…He was moaning while I worked on his tits, he would alternate me from one to the other, and sometimes reach over and just slide a finger in my ass. I was on all 4s just servicing this daddy.

    “You ready for this daddy cock? You want me to breed that pussy if yours?”…”yes sir, that is what I am here for, to serve and take cum.” He got up and kept me on all fours, he spit on my ass hole and just slid it in. He started pounding me, calling me a slut, a cum dump, how I was only made to take his cum. I could feel his cock slamming in and out of me and I moaned in pleasure. He said I sounded like a bitch in heat when I moaned, and he loved it. He pulled me to the edge of the bed, flipped me over and spat on my hole again before he slid his cock in. He held my thighs down, making sure he had access to my pussy. He would pull his cock out to the tip and slid it back in.

    I was in my own little pleasure world when he let go of my legs and told me to suck on his cock, “I want you to taste your own ass slut.” I looked down at his cock and just swallowed it to the pubes. I could taste myself, I didn’t care, he told me to get back on the bed and show him my pussy. I laid back and held my legs up, offering him my hole; he spit in it and just took it. “You want this seed slut? You want daddy’s cum.”….”yes please sir, breed my hole.” And in one more thrust he started cuming. He shot rope after rope of cum up my ass. After he was done he pulled out and had me lick his cock clean. I quickly got dressed and left. As I was ridding the elevator down I pulled out my phone and made one note:



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  10. Total pigs and cumsluts like me do not make for the best of faithful partners - sure we are great sex, that is why our partners are with us - but it takes a special kind of top to tolerate being in a relationship with a pig that constantly craves cock and seed. We can't help our cravings - it is what we are born for - to take cock and seed and that need permeates every fibre in our body. My current partner is a great man and I love him heaps - he is great sex and I get plenty of it from him - but that insatiable need for hard cock inside me always wins out over everything else. We have only been together a short while and he is a one on one man and up until recently I lived within the rules. Then, oh fuck - Mardi Gras fortnight came along. For years I have spent those two weeks taking cock and seed from all over the world and absolutely loving it. This year I was going to try and keep a lid on my slutting out - until my partner told me he had to go to Melbourne for four days for work. He did the worst thing he could have done the morning he was leaving, he threw a good 20 minute fuck into me before he left for the airport. Suddenly I was alone., naked in bed, with a load seed in me and horny as fuck. I knew I needed more cock (or dildo - which I resort to at times to satisfy myself fully) so I thought I would hook onto BBRTS and see if I could get "just one more fuck". I threw up a quick connect ad and within 25 mins a middle aged American man, hairy chest nice fat cut cock was talking to me. He was looking for a pig and I knew I was looking for a pig fucker, so in no time at all really we arranged a hook up in his city hotel. I told him my partner had already loaded up my mancunt and he told me not to get rid of the load as he wanted it for lube.

    In no time I was on the train and headed for town. He was a great fuck, he rimmed, fingered and fucked me for a good half an hour. It was like old times for me, my legs open and a strange cock in me and me enjoying every thrust of his gorgeous cock and the feel of his large balls slapping against my hole. As he blew I arched my back and worked his cock so hard with every muscle in my hole. As he pulled out he reached for the towel, which I quickly pushed aside and went to work to complete the job, cleaning his cock and balls and ensuring what never went in my hole went down my throat as I stuck my tongiue in his piss slit to make sure I got every filament of his seed in me. After some small talk he said ÿou want more". That was music to my ears as I certainly did want him to fuck me again. But, I was misreading what he was saying he meant did I want to fuck for a group. He got back on line and shortly said to me - another top is five minutes away - he wants you blindfolded on all fours. Just like old times I got really excited and knew I was in for a day getting banged. He blindfolded me and I heard the buzzer ring and he left me in the room while he went down to retrieve the top to fuck me.  As they walked in he was tellin the top there were already two loads in me. The American slapped my arse and asked me to push some seed back for the top/. I obeyed. I could hear the sounds of undressing and within a minute or so I could feel a cock probing at my hole. In one thrust a good sized cock was buried to the hilt in me - and the hard fucking began and the yank cheered him on from the sidelines. "You like that cock piglet"and "fuck him hard"and "breed the cunt"and "make the pig squeal" were among his verbal onslaught. The top obviously loved it as he fucked me really hard digging his fingers into my hips before finally letting out a guttural groan and unloading in me. "pull it out and let the pig clean you up"the yank said. I immediately spun around and felt for his cock - it tasted wonderful with that lovely pungent taste of three seeds mixed on it.

    He left and the yank offered me a beer. I accepted as I was hot and bothered and then he told me had organised an Asian and white guy couple to come over and fuck me. He started fingering my sloppy cum filled hole and asked me if I was up for more cock. The dormant slut in me had risen fully and I was ready for the entire city to fuck me. I said yes. Within an hour they arrived the white guy about 50 salt and pepper hair and a hairy chest with a nice average uncut cock, his Asian partner slim, hairless, about 35, average cut cock and I immediately set to work getting them hard. The Asian guy fucked me first and within five minutes he was groaining and busting his nuts in me. His boyfriend immediately took over. The Asian boy walked to my head so I could clean him while his partner fucked me doggy style. After I cleaned the Asian up the yank stuffed his half hard meat in my mouth and I was relieved as I knew I was going to get another serve off him. "Hey piglet do you think you could take both our cocks" he asked. With a mouthful of his now hard thick cock I nodded yes. When they DP'd me I was in heaven, there is nothing nicer for a bottom pig than to feel that full of cock you feel like you are being split in two.  I stayed as still as so I could keep both cocks in me as long as possible and let the tops fuck me how they wanted and in what position. The yank had the best of it as he was on top while the white guy was under me and after about five minutes the yank said Ï am going to breed your pig cunt" - he thrust hard and blew in me and all over the white guys cock in me.

    He slipped out and rolled on to my chest and the white guy pounded me for a few minutes before he too unloaded in me.  I loved the verballing I got off both the white guy and the yank - they reminded me of what I was - a fucking cumdump pig. After I cleaned up all the cocks, I felt so complete, so happy and so used - but at the same time thrilled to be filled with loads. My yank friend said he had a dinner date and I got dressed - conscious of my dripping cunt and headed home to suburbia. When I got home I immediately put a butt plug in me to keep all the seed in me for as long as possible. Like all true cumdumps - I had a spring in my step.

  11. Janice's Sissy, Christopher Jason Suse.


    @christopherjasonsuse @godessjanice #sissy #faggot #cocksucker #cuckold #bitch #LOSER



    Janices Perfect Ass And Evil Sexy Dirty Looks Mind Fucked Me Into Wanting To Be A Girl Rather Than Fuck One.


    Just a glance of her ass walking away from me in those demon filled jeans had my lust and desire set where I would do anything to have her sit on my face. Usually I would imagine banging that ass and watching it bounce off my pelvis, her doggie style and naked, ass arched, head tilted back, mouth wide open and moaning....but not this time...something was different....I wanted to worship that ass and I knew immediately she was better than me...a real catch, a red hot sexy bitch in the shell of this quiet christian single girl that i met at a very conservative church in the bible belt.


    She always wore very baggy clothes at church and singles functions...never showing a hint of having a nice ass, let alone a perfect ass that would become my obssesion for over 20+ years, and I fear for all of eternity.


    I was lamenting at the singles bible study one Wednesday night how all the single girls in the group are all 2's with one exception; Janice. I thought their could be some relationship possibilities with her since her chiseled semi-cute face had nice dimples and she did have feminine long dark hair, and pretty, but dull, unimpressive blue eyes. I assumed her baggy dresses and shorts covered another very average, nothing to write home about sad looking butt.


    Everything changed that evening when she walked in wearing those soul stealing tight as fuck jeans showing off the most perfect, tiny, apple bottom bubble butt I have ever seen.


    Janice sealed my fate by quickly turning around in the dining room and throwing me a look that started changing me from a man, to a girl, from the hunter, to the hunted, from the Stud to a sissy, bringing out my past secrets from 13 years prior when I seduced the neighborhood boys during sleepovers, gobbling those tiny pre-pubescent dicks that didn't satisfy...always wanting a big dick like my 5.5 inch dick.


    OMFG, I couldn't believe how just one look from this sexy as fuck evil bitch could get me back on my knees, wanting to act out like a girl, as she would very soon get me totally naked, on all fours, with my ass arched up, my head tilted back, my mouth squealing the words of a porno chick from the last porn flick I saw as she was being fucked doggie style by a real man, with a real man sized cock. "FUCK MY LITTLE PUSSY!!!!" I would exclaim, over and over again as she kept pumping my pathetic sissy dick until I would explode caving in to her charms, her spell turning me into a sissy, destroying my manhood with every tryst. All the while, I thought I was corrupting her, the sweet innocent christian girl, not knowing she would have me obsessing over her ass with a real mans cock in my mouth as I stare at her picture that captures some of the look that started my forced feminization and sissification.


    She cast a spell on me that night, and although I don't recall her words, I will never, ever forget that powerful, evil, sexy, strong dirty look that instantly started controlling my cock.  It all came down on me by total, surprise, followed by shock, and an instant raging hard on.  These “surprises” go to my soul, and is something she will do again and again on her demonic quest to trap and steal my soul, mind and body, turning me into my deepest fantasies, and dumping me for a real man with a big dick she can fuck.  


    Once she saw I was totally caving in to her spell, and acting out my secret fantasies, and things I’ve done in my past acting out on the fantasy of being a girl, sucking cocks and seducing other faggot losers, she introduced me to Sandy, her former, and only other “boyfriend.”  Her goal all along was to destroy two guys who she could tell at first glance were easy prey for her to dominate because she could look right through us, see the desperation in our eyes when she let us see her ass in tight jeans, or shorts, and sometimes naked.  She knew we would do anything to have her spell capture us more and more.  She said the only way she would ever let either of us have another tryst with her, we would have to let her video Sandy and I fucking…doggystyle, ass up, and act like the sissy faggots she created.  She said it was just for her pleasure and she would never show them to anyone else…well, I found this on Flickr (She never would fuck me, because “…girls don’t fuck fags…LOSER”), and that was the last thing I ever heard he say to me.


    Ohhh, that perfect ass, and her shockingly powerfully strong mean dirty looks took control of my cock instantly, and I craved for her to humiliate, dominate and destroy all traces of my manhood masking me her Sissy Cocksucker Cuckold Bitch LOSER FOREVER.


    Her Perfect Ass And Mean Powerful Dirty Looks Mind Fucked Me Into Becoming The Devil's Sissy Cocksucker Cuckold BitcH LOSER.


    She Is The Devil... mmmmmm

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    Someone once asked how many cocks I have sucked. Having spent hours—days—at glory holes, in adult theaters and book stores with couches, mazes and big screen video, I can only think the number of cocks I’ve pleasured must be in the high hundreds. I can’t imagine that I’ve sucked thousands of cocks, but I am trying.

    While I would love to remember each and every cock, I simply can’t. In a glory hole booth, for example, as quickly as one penis unloads in my mouth, almost before I can swallow, another may take its place begging the same attention I provided its predecessor. I am more than happy to slip one cock into my mouth after another. I like to think a line forms outside the booth, men seeking a good cocksucker, anticipating getting their hard cocks sucked through the glory hole. And I do my best to oblige.

    I have encountered memorable cocks outside the video arcade though, some to which I have provided great pleasure and some which have provided great pleasure to me…or both. I met one lover online who first told me he was dominant and wanted only a submissive hole in which to pleasure his large cock. I shied away; he scared me. It was early in my development as a cockhound and the thought of my pussy being nothing more than a hole for his cock to cum in put me off. Little did I know.

    I couldn’t get the thought out of my head. I realized that, indeed, mine is a submissive pussy hole created to pleasure another man. Some months later, I contacted my soon-to-be lover and told him I would be the hole for his cock. I was not disappointed.

    I met him in a hotel room; I’d readied myself and opened the door naked. He said hardly anything, reaching for my cock and feeling my bottom. He pushed me onto the bed and somewhat roughly, examined my hole. He rubbed a finger around my entrance and spread my cheeks so he could see. I felt his tongue licking into me…and I knew I was lost to his desire. I wanted him to fuck me, I wanted to be his submissive hole…

    He told me to wait for him, that he would return in a couple of hours. I was in a state of high sexual tension and used the time to string myself even higher, masturbating but not coming and stretching my lubed pussy hole with a butt plug. Finally, I answered a knock on my door.

    He didn’t say much, but immediately started taking off his clothes. I was fascinated by what was at the time the largest cock I had ever imagined would be fucking into my tight pussy. Without his asking, I dropped to my knees and took his cock into my mouth. Soon he was raging hard and I knew it was time for him to fuck me…a little scared but so excited it didn’t matter.

    Again he tossed me onto the bed and spread my legs. He ate my pussy like no one has since; he sucked my pussy lips hard into his mouth while pushing his tongue deep into my hole. Soon I was absolutely shaking with lust and desire for him to fuck me. I was realizing my destiny as submissive bottom, craving a cum-spewing cock deep inside me. It wasn’t my first time getting fucked, but this one was somehow different. I was simply a warm hole for his cock and sperm. I wanted him to breed me.

    I knew it would hurt even though he had opened me with tongue and fingers. His cock felt huge as the head rubbed and probed my open hole, and then he slowly pushed inside. He was dominant, but careful of me like a good top should be. He didn’t want to hurt me and scare me off. The head of his penis popped inside my sphincters and he waited for me to relax. Soon my pussy welcomed his huge cock and he pushed balls-deep inside me. Oh my god! It felt so good. I was born for this. I was realized and complete.

    He fucked me long and slowly—deep stroking—and then he would mostly withdraw to rub his glans in and out through my sphincters. He called it “tipping.” Then he would thrust deep into me again and pound my pussy like the hot hole it was. Nothing hurt me; it was all wonderful!

    We fucked for what seemed like a long time and he asked if I wanted him to stop. I urged him to keep having his way with my pussy and to breed me, cum deep in my hole. Finally he powered up, fucking me fast and furiously, sweating and rooting inside me. He fucked into me and I knew he was cumming. I felt his cock throbbing against my pussy walls and I was filled with his warm cum.

    I was hooked. I was a hole to his beautiful dominant cock for over a year. During that time both my attitude and my pussy evolved. Now I know more about myself. My pussy has stretched and can more easily relax to welcome a penis. It has developed well-defined lips. When open and dripping, I know how good it will feel to bury a hard cock in it. Now I know what it is for.

  12. He was an online hookup, can't remember if it was craigs or someplace else...  We had a fairly brief convo, he sent me a dick pic that looked really nice and I invited him over for a bj or maybe more.  

    He showed up and he was young and fit.  Good looking with a nice smile, smooth dark skin.  We sat on the couch and I made him a drink.  Tried some small talk but I wasn't getting much of a sense of personality out of him, and we didn't appear to have much of anything in common.  I didn't want him to lose interest so I decided to go straight for the main event and reached over and started rubbing his crotch.  I felt an immediate reaction, and in just a few seconds he was pulling his pants down.  His cock was as beautiful as in the picture and bigger than I expected.  I couldn't wait to taste it and gave it a few licks and then started sucking on it properly.  He was really enjoying it, moaning and smiling, and it continued to grow.  I was already so turned on I couldn't think straight, sucking on this big beautiful black cock, feeling it get bigger and harder by the second.  By the time he was fully erect, it was a good 10" and thick, with a nice mushroom head and a slight upward curve.

    I sucked on him for what seemed like hours, practicing my deep throat technique, which isn't normally that good, but I was so turned on by this guy that I was able to take it all pretty well.  Obviously he was having fun, but I knew I wasn't going to be satisfied with just sucking.  I kept hoping he would make a move but he didn't so finally I stopped, looked up at him and said "I really want you to fuck me."  He looked a little surprised, but said "okay" and stood up and started removing the rest of his clothes.  I took him into my bedroom and lay him down on the bed and went back to my duties.  He still wasn't making any move towards giving me what I wanted so finally I took his hand and placed it on my ass for him.  He finally got a clue and started playing with my ass but that didn't lead to anything else.  I finally realized that as long as I was sucking him he'd be perfectly content and I wouldn't get anything.  So I stopped and looked him in the eyes and  said, "I really need you to fuck me."  At that point he stood up and reached for the lube which I had made sure was clearly visible.  I got on all fours, (doggy is my favorite position, top or bottom).  He lubed up his shaft and started fingering my hole, and again there was hesitation.  At this point I was completely out of my mind with lust and was really begging him for it.  He finally started poking the head of his cock around my hole and I took a big hit of poppers and said, "Stick it in, stick it in!"  He finally gave a push and his hard thick cock started it's way inside me.  I let out a gasp of pain mixed with pleasure and he asked if I was okay.  I was nervous but not about to back out now, so I just said "Yes, fuck me!"  In a few seconds, he was balls deep.  He paused for a second and then started with long slow strokes.  The pain quickly subsided and the feeling of his thick shaft sliding in and out of me was amazing.  I moaned and groaned and told him how much i loved his big cock.  When he started picking up speed I urged him on and got louder and louder to match.  I have no idea how long he fucked me, but I was in heaven the whole time.  When he told me he was close to cumming, I said "Yeah, give it to me!" and started pushing my ass back against him so he'd know he could go in for it hard.  He really started thrusting, with long powerful strokes.  It was starting to hurt again as his cock started throbbing but I didn't mind.  He had a long, loud orgasm and didn't stop stroking till he was completely spent.  He pulled out, told me I had a great ass, collapsed on the bed, and was almost instantly asleep.

    Well I was certainly not expecting an overnight guest, but he'd certainly earned his rest as far as I was concerned so I left him alone.  After a while I fell asleep too for a few hours.  When I woke up, he was still dead to the world and I was horny.  I let him sleep till sunrise and then decided it was time for him to earn his keep.  I carefully pulled down the bedsheet to expose his soft, but still big and beautiful cock and balls and started carefully licking.  He didn't even stir.  After a few minutes I started kissing on the head of his penis and it started to swell.  Once it was partially erect i started moving down to the shaft and I heard a groan.  I looked up and he was slowly waking from a deep slumber, and clearly confused about what was going on.  I kept working on giving the best head I could, and soon he was fully erect and awake.  Once I knew I had him completely turned on, I said "you are going to have to fuck me again".  

    Again, he seemed genuinely surprised by the demand.  He just looked at me and said "Really?"  I had no intentions of letting him out of this, so I grabbed his cock with my hand to demonstrate how hard it was, and said "yes, I need you to give it to me again."  Before he had a chance to protest I had the lube and was greasing his pole.  I got back in doggystyle position and in a few seconds he was mounting me.  I was sore from the first time around, but I guess still stretched out, so I took him all the way in without difficulty.  He gave my ass a couple of slaps and started rhythmically pumping.  It felt great and I made sure he knew it.  After a few minutes he paused, and I was worried that he was already done, but then he rolled me over, pulled one of my legs up and started fucking me sideways.  He ended up giving it to me in several different positions, really testing my flexibility.  He ended giving it to me missionary.  His whole body was slick with sweat and dripping down on me as he held my legs apart and thrust his cock into me.  I was sore all over but could really feel every hard inch of him sliding in and out of me.  When he announced that he was going to cum, I clenched down hard so I could feel his cock twitch and throb inside of me.  Afterwards, I made him stay inside me while I told him what an amazing lover he was, which made him really smile, and then he slowly pulled out and went to clean up.

    We talked for a little bit before he left, but again we didn't seem to have anything in common and his personality seemed a bit dull.  Over the next few weeks we messaged back and forth occasionally, but never managed to hook up again.  Eventually we lost touch.  Shame...I've had plenty of BBC since then, but he's still one of the best.




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    About two years ago, I got into bare backing.  Love the feel of a hot load up my ass. I was still selective and would only play with guys who, "said" they were undetectable.  Unlike many here, I was not looking to get bugged, but I guess that's when it happens. 

    I am not sure if I have been gifted yet.  I had some blood work done, and found out I have Hep C though.  Running another test to se if its active.  I don't shoot up so if it is active, pretty sure it came from a poz top. Dr. is retesting to see if Hep is active, and also for HIV.  Dr. says if bugged, it may just not be showing yet.  I know my body is feeling something.  Have been feeling fatigued, and running a 100+ fever for 3 days now.  Could it be the Fuck Flu?  From what I see guys bodies react different when first bugged.

    Several have asked how I feel about being converted, and honestly I don't know.  I loved the suspense of knowing that it could happen to me, and if converted, that will be lost.  On the other hand, it would open up a new world for worry free sex.  I'm a total bottom but several other bottoms told me it has opened up a new world of being a top, so they could spread their toxic seed.   Will that happen to me, not really sure.

    I guess when it comes down to it, I'm excited about the possibility of being converted.  Thanks to all that have privately chatted me regarding it., and your blog feedback is welcome also. I will continue this blog as my journey continues!


    So they journey continues on 2/27.  Went for my Hep retest.  If its a recent infection, being retested for HIV in a month.


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    Last week I was online at bbrts and was horny as hell. I was looking for some close hole to breed and seed.  One of my neighbors that I have fucked and seeded before was online and he hit me up.

    He said he was in a rather slutty mood and wanted to get bred and seeded.  Ok! count me in! He said he had a few others coming over to breed him and was that ok?  HELL YES. I love the feel of a wet cummy ass when I slide inside.  That wet gooey feeling is the best ever.  I love sloppy hole.  I said sure I would be over shortly.


    When I arrived the door was unlocked and I heard him say come on in.  When I entered the room there was another guy naked on top of him banging away at his hole while both were hitting poppers. Of course my cock got hard immediately.  He said he already had a load deep inside and was looking for more.  The guy fucking him said he wanted to take a break and did I want to fuck.. Of course.  I undressed quickly and took a few hits of poppers. I rubbed around his wet hole as my cock got harder and harder.  OMG I so love that warm wet feeling.  I was able to slide my cock nice and deep and started fucking. He was in my favorite position. He was on his stomach while I was on top. Both of us hitting poppers and I was kissing his ears, neck and back as I was fucking deep.  I let my first load go!  Fuck it felt so good and it mingled with the other load that was already there. I later found out the guy came and left real quick as he was late for work.

    After my load was planted deep I continued to fuck until the other guy said he was so turned on he had to go back inside.  I got off and the other guy climbed on top.  His cock slid inside and they both moaned as he felt my cum load deep inside.  That is such a turn on. Trading off with another top as we plant loads deep inside. Nothing better than cum for lube. 

    I watched as the other guy drove his cock inside deep and both were moaning and groaning with pleasure as the top shot a huge cum load deep inside..That got me turned on again and when he was done I went back in for another  turn..

    That silky feel of a man's wet hole never fails to drive me over the edge. I so love it. Fucking for me is so much better than oral.  I shot another load deep inside. My neighbor grunted in appreciation.  I got up to get dressed as there was another knock on the door and the next guy came in. When I left he was mounting my neighbor and I'm sure there was another load planted deep!

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    Where I operate the girls generally don't even contemplate an appointment without a condom; sometimes this even extends to oral. The professional girl often sets boundaries to enable her sustain an element of control over the encounter. Consequently there really is no greater turn on in life than getting an escort to break her golden rule and fuck you bareback.

    I love when you've just undressed the young lady, started to stimulate her clit and then find that she's genuinely beginning to react. That devine wetness is the most magical discovery. At that stage many girls can still control the situation. But with a few you notice how she manoeuvres her pussy closer to where she expects your cock to be; that's a sign that her resistance is crumbling and you're onto a winner. And while you continue to pleasure her there's the exquisite knowledge that your naked cock is soon going to slide into her unprotected love shute. An equal a kick is to observe how the young lady has lost control. Primeval instincts have taken over and she wants your seed deep inside her. Her body writhes in expectation of possession.

    The feel of your prick barebacking a seduced whore has no parallel on earth. And when you cum inside of her, your cock pulsing with her lust, you sometimes see a little flicker of recognition in her eyes that she isn't on any other form of birth control; total conquest.

    I found such a girl last night. I'm going to see her again this evening. She says that she wants to enjoy a two hour session. Am I being played? Of course. But she's great value even at that; and she says that she wants my cum inside her again. Yum

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    Been, trying to be more active on this site as of late....finally made the attempt to meet up with someone on here! Let's see how this goes, trying my more natural attempt at cruising vs what I think is expected, which isn't as crude as what I find on here, as piggy as I am, I can only come up with so many ways to say make me your cumdumpster bug chasing chemmed up whore.

    Time to smoke a blunt an do nothing now, I deserve it.

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    Yesterday my Daddy ordered,when i ll be poz he want that i dont do meds.He want his Sissy Slut fertile.

    I will obey and be proud to be his Slut.

    kisses Bobbi


  13. Ok, many of you have probably seen my profile and also read some of my various posts in some of the forums and know my interests and desires already, but here is a long version to bore you all if you care to read it all.

    I came onto the scene and began opening up to the fantasies, thoughts of, and ultimately the deep seated desires of becoming what I have come to realize I should have been all along in my life. Being addicted to and enjoying bottoming since the beginning of my encounters and training back in my mid 20's, it has finally became clear to me that it was my destiny and duty to service any and all cocks and accept cum from any man that wished to use my man pussy or throat for his pleasure and satisfaction, regardless of his viral and disease status. Sadly and very regrettably to say, this revelation has come to me very late in life. The years haven't been all that well to me, but on the other hand, I have to say that for the number of accidents and other incidents I've had throughout my life, I'm still alive and not in all that bad of health other than the most common afflictions brought on by the aging process. During my 65 years of life, I've been involved in three serious accidents that should have ended life for me, but for mysterious and unknown reasons or miracles, I survived each with moderate to minor injuries. I've given serious thoughts to and about the television series of a few years back called, "Final Destination", And how the individuals were involved in accidents that should have killed them, but survived pretty much untouched, only because it wasn't the correct moment or scenario in their destiny for them to die. Finally when the timing was correct and there lives had reached the that critical moment in time, they were taken and could not escape their true destiny.  I'm pretty sure for myself there is something to this with a born to karma and destiny and have come to believe that ultimately I have been spared for a greater reason and purpose in life. I have come to think, understand, realize and fully accept that becoming a servant and offering up myself as an open and willing cum dump for those in need is the beginning to my true born destiny, and yes I also understand and fully accept that it will very likely be "My Final Destination" also, but hat will have to remain to be seen at this point.

    I began my so called and commonly referred to, "Chasing" quest back in the beginning of 2016, by taking any and all loads of cum from BB guys, anonymously and with a no questions asked approach. To date I've accepted 34-35 fucks and loads from anon guys at the bath house that I go to as often as I can and am pretty sure that at least a few were from HIV + guys, one told me so after he had fucked me twice and then pissed in my male pussy. It's my only real venue at this time for obtaining cock and cum.  Now I'm not a real fanatic about really seeking out and begging for a change in status, but I do believe in allowing nature to take it's course and also when the time is right and the time for my true destiny to begin, the miracles will happen or not. While I'm reasonably sure that this is the path that my life was chosen to take, but I still question a lot of the processes of it.  I have gone a little over a year now, taking unknown loads of cum from anon guys at the bath house and still remain neg and free of other sexually TSI's and I had assumed it would be so easy and would probably have became infected within the first few, but that has not happened, so am pretty sure, it's just not my time yet. I also know that with time and as the number of loads goes up, the odds will narrow and go down, but am I being saved for a majic number and moment in time? That is one of the many things if I could, I would choose to know for sure, the very moment in time that my destiny is to begin with it's blessing. One other thing that I'd choose to know if possible would be the particular strain of infection that I'm destined to acquire when the proper time arrives, would it be one of the more common or possibly one of the more aggressive and untreatable strains ? Once again, I will only have to be acceptable and comfortable when the time comes to find out for sure.  Would I change any of this with the foreknowledge of answers to any of these questions if I could and it was made available to me before hand, Absolutely not, as I stated so long ago, I have come to realize that this is the beginning of the journey to fulfillment of my born to destiny and path in life. 

    This is where I'm at in time and in the journey so far. Only the supreme one, if he does exist, knows my course of journey and final outcome from here on and I'm accepting and comfortable with that and doing my assigned duties to service all of those in need until I'm no longer needed of service and meet up with my final destiny.

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    My first blog post on here. Disclosure: theres no breeding in this one!

    So I was on my way home from the 56 Dean Street where I had a post-Berlin STD checkup and was heading towards a friend's place in Ealing for afternoon coffee and a catch up. Checking Grindr while sat on the Central Line a lad sent me some pics of himself in scally gear and sneakers and asked if I was interested in a session. Of course I was, so I diverted to Acton and went to his flat. 

    When he opened the door he demanded I wiped my sneaks on the doormat and lay on the floor face down... which I did. He was late 20's, pretty fit and was dressed in white/grey trakkies a t-shirt and light grey Nike Airmax 90s. As soon as I was on the floor I felt him put one foot on my arse and the other across my shoulders with his full weight. He then pulled my shirt up to expose my back and continued trampling and rubbing his sneakers on my back like he was wiping his feet on a doormat, occasionally throwing in a kick to my ribs or arse. He then got off and grabbed my scrunched up top and pulled me across the floor into the living room.

    He sat in a chair and motioned that he wanted me to lick his sneakers - first the tops and then he'd rub the soles in my face. He spat in my face a couple of times and rubbed it into my eyes and hair using the soles of his sneakers... He was quite hard and wanking himself off by now so I went in to try and suck him, but received a hard slap across the face for acting on my own initiative. He took a couple of hits of poppers and then pulled my head down to his dick for me to suck him. It was pretty tasty and there was a lot of pre-cum. As I sucked he continued tormenting me with kicks from his sneakers and slaps to the body and face. 

    Next he wanted to trample me again this time with me on my back. He stood with all his weight on my chest and it was difficult to breathe - which he really got off on. Still stood on my chest he crouched down and pulled my head up so I could suck him again. It didn't take much and after another hit of poppers he came and deposited a huge load which tasted mighty nice. He used my shirt to wipe himself and told me to leave. I said thanks, and he replied "shame you're not paying for it" as I left. Walking into the lift to exit the building I saw my reflection in the lift's mirror realised my hair was matted and wet with his gob and face marked from the soles of his sneakers.  Was quite proud to wear the marks of a good session. 

    When eventually I got to my friend's place in Ealing he opened the door, looked me up and down and commented: you slut. 

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