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I am slowly becoming an owned and chained faggot. Master Spermmaker we will call him. Has taken a liking to my oral talents. Only two sessions to his name he has taught me more about cocksucking than I have ever known. I do not love the man but want to be owned and enslaved by him as any faggot would want to be owned. He asked if I would be collared and his with a pup mask and a tail during one of my cock crazed induced bonding sessions. I said yes then quickly felt ashamed for letting go of the faggot freedom I once had. I still think he is keeping his cum from me until the moment he collars me and makes me one of many in his faggot harem. I just want to be used and abused and loaded with cum, T, G, and C. I want to be pimped out and paid my value to my John’s so I can make food and rent money. I want my clit caged and become an open hole to men. I’m going to setup camp at one of my friends to see if he can whore me out or setup shop at a motel 6.

The intense pleasure you experience as a gay bottom from taking a dick in your ass comes from a combination of strong physiological mechanisms and psychological/emotional factors — both of which are completely normal and well-documented in sexual science. Here's a breakdown: Physical / Physiological Reasons: The anus and rectum are packed with nerve endings that make the area highly sensitive to touch, pressure, stretching, and friction. This alone can feel good, but for people with a prostate (like you), the standout feature is prostate stimulation — often called the "P-spot" or "male G-spot." The prostate gland sits just a couple of inches inside the rectum, on the front wall (toward your belly button). It's a walnut-sized organ full of sensitive nerves. When a penis (or finger/toy) slides in and rubs/presses against it — especially with the right angle, rhythm, or thrusting — it activates those nerves intensely. This often produces a deeper, more full-body, radiating pleasure compared to penile stimulation alone. Many describe prostate orgasms as feeling "insanely good," more intense, longer-lasting, and involving more pelvic contractions (sometimes 12+ vs. 4–8 for typical ejaculation). Blood flow increases to the area during arousal, making the prostate swell and become even more sensitive. The anus itself has dense nerve clusters (pudendal nerves and others) that connect to genital sensation, so the combination of external sphincter stimulation + internal pressure + prostate massage creates layered, building pleasure. Not everyone feels the prostate the same way (some report pleasure from other rectal zones too), but for many gay bottoms, hitting that spot is the main physical driver of why bottoming feels so euphoric. Pain or discomfort usually comes from tension, insufficient lube/relaxation, or wrong angle — when things are right (relaxed sphincters, plenty of lube, arousal, good communication), it transitions to pure pleasure for most. Psychological / Mental Reasons: Beyond the body, a lot of the "why it feels so good" happens in the brain and emotions: Submission / vulnerability — Being the receptive partner can feel deeply intimate and surrendering. For many gay men, there's erotic charge in "giving yourself" to your partner, being "taken," or feeling possessed/claimed. This taps into power dynamics, trust, and closeness that heighten arousal. [banned word] / forbidden thrill — Anal sex still carries cultural stigma (especially for men), which can amplify excitement through the "naughty" or transgressive element — the brain's reward system loves that dopamine hit from breaking norms. Intimacy and connection — Bottoming often involves a lot of trust (relaxing into someone, vulnerability to discomfort turning to pleasure). When it goes well, it creates profound emotional bonding, which makes the physical sensations feel even better. Identity and affirmation — For many gay bottoms, embracing the role feels affirming of their sexuality/desire. It can be empowering to own what brings you pleasure without shame. Conditioned response — Over time, the brain links the physical sensations with sexual reward, so anticipation alone can spike arousal. Orgasm from prostate play can feel "whole-body" because it engages broader nervous system pathways. Everyone's mix is unique — some bottoms love it mostly for the prostate intensity, others lean more into the psychological surrender, and most get a powerful combo of both. If it's feeling consistently amazing for you, that's your body's way of saying these pathways are wired to light up strongly in response. It's a valid, healthy part of human sexuality — no shame or abnormality in enjoying it deeply. Research completed using Claude.

Dear Poz Master, I drop to my worthless knees in total reverence and write this open letter with my pathetic neg hole still leaking your toxic seed, thanking you from the depths of my depraved faggot soul for the supreme honor of being brutally poz-raped by your godlike cock. Every vicious thrust you slammed into me was pure ecstasy for you and pure agony for this useless, piss-and-cum-stained beta pig. I hope you savored every muffled scream that vibrated around your thick meat as you pinned my worthless body down and raped my tight neg cunt raw, laughing at how my hole clenched in terror while your deadly HIV strain flooded my guts. Please, my Poz God, spit directly into my open mouth and across my tear-streaked face while you pound me even harder, growling what a disgusting, AIDS-deserving faggot I am. Tell me how my eventual full-blown infection and slow, agonizing demise turns you on more than anything. Yank my soaked, reeking undies down to my ankles, shove my face into the mattress and order this pathetic depraved pig to arch my back and present my smooth, pink neg hole like the eager AIDS-bait it is. “Take it, Master—ruin me forever,” I’ll whimper as you mount me and breed me with that lethal poz load. I am nothing but a brainless, cum-hungry meat sleeve who deserves every burning stretch, every gut-wrenching slam, every howl of pain that rips from my throat while you rape my hole and my guts. Your virus is already swimming through my blood, claiming me, and I am so fucking grateful. I want to hear you grunt with pleasure every time my body convulses under you, knowing the gift you’re planting will eventually destroy me. When I finally test poz, I will crawl to your door on all fours and beg to worship at your altar. I’ll lay a pillow on the floor so my worthless knees can properly honor you, my Poz God, and I will spend hours licking every inch of your massive, muscular body—tongue bathing your sweat-slick chest, your rock-hard abs, your powerful thighs, your heavy poz balls, and that magnificent death-dealing cock that ruined me. I will look up at you with pure devotion and declare: “My soul and my hole belong to you for eternity, Master. Use me however you wish in this life and the next. I am your eternal slave, your cum-dump, your AIDS toy.” I hope you and Taggart keep passing my broken body back and forth like a cheap piece of fuck-meat. No safewords, ever. Rape me in every hole while I scream and sob; laugh at my howls of agony as you both spit in my face and call me the pathetic, useless faggot I am. Bring in other toxic tops too—different strains, stronger strains—so the meds will fail and this beta sub will waste away faster, my immune system collapsing under the weight of your combined poison. I accept it all. My suffering is your pleasure. My pain is your entertainment. My slow death is your trophy. Please keep poz-raping this pink neg hole whenever the urge strikes you, Master. Listen to my muffled moans of agony turn into broken, grateful whimpers while you flood me again and again. My body, my hole, my life—everything belongs to you. Tell me how else this pathetic faggot can serve his Poz God. I live only to please you, to worship you, to be destroyed by you. Forever your grateful, AIDS-bound cum-pig, Your devoted neg-to-poz slave

I have been in a relationship with a very sexy , kinky and dominant Tgirl for more than 3 years now and i love her to death . I am a married guy with 2 children , always horny and love being kinky , i have a nice 9" cock always look for action , a nice masculine body . I enjoy fucking my wife but our sex life is just so vanila . Back to few years ago i started to reply to an add on a sex site to a sexy tg mainly just to look for something extra which i dont get at home . After few times chatting online she decided to arrange a hook up to . I came over to her place and my first impression was " wow, she looked even more hottter than her pics on her profile" . I was still a virgin boy at that time even though i had a few hook up with bi or gay guys . I let them suck my cock, licked my ass , fucked them with condom or masturbated me untill i gave them my load in their mouth or over their ass. I'd never thought i would have let anyone fucked my virgin ass so taking a raw cock in my ass or have my ass filled with cum is a thing i would never consider to do . But that all changed when i met my online lover . She knows im attached but it was ok with her because at first we didnt plan to have anything seriuos but just a fuck session whenever we can. The first few meeting with her, we did all the usual things like sucking each other cocks , licking our asres , kissing ..... and i fucked her with condom . We got more comfortable with each other as time went by and we chatted almost everyday to get to know each other better , shared our sexual experiences and fantassies , we click so well and not so long after few months i said i love her and want to be her man . She told me she would love me and had strong feelings for me too but she was sacred of the fact that im married . It hurst me too not to be able to give her what she really wants from me but i promised i will do anything to make sure that she would get the best from me. She is familiar with chem sex but i wasnt and one day she admitted that she loves getting high on drugs and get wild with me or with her previous lovers and each time we met she was always on it without my knowlede. Being an newby i i suggested next time i would love to try it with her because i love her so much , i didnt want to lose her , all i wanted was to make her feel special and get as much pleasure as she did for me. Dues to my job i usually get home late from work and i take that an excuse not to be home on time after work , my wife ddint have any clues of where or what i was doing . I try to at least spend a whole day with my lover once a week and believe me it is a well day spent with her . The day i was introduced with Tina was a special day which i will never forget . After i walked pass her doors, we huuged and kissed each other like there was no tomorrow, as soon as i felt her lips on mine , my cock stared to grow . She always dresses sexy to seduce me and i do the same for her, whatever she tells me to wear i always comply with . She mixed Tina in my coffee and told me to take my time to enjoy my special drink and shared a smoke with me while i was naked in bed with her . She put a video of Ts bareback guys for me to watch while waiting for the drugs to take its affect in my systerm . I got so turned on watching guys being fucked bareback when her hands was all over my sweat body , her lips on my nipples , now and then she burried her face under my sweatty armpits ( she loves sniffing my natural man's smell so much and this would drives her mad and makes her cock hard instantly ) She made me feel like i was a king when she rested her her on my tummy and took my cock in her hungry mouth , licked my pisshole, scratched my balls , fingered my tight virgin ass while i was still watching porn and enjoying an other smoke . I was in heaven . She knows how to get me horny . My wife at home is far to compare with her talents and skills i got to admit that to her and this even drove her mad and wilder . By this time i was flying high and i felt so free with her . She put me on my side and stared rubbing her bare cock agaisnt my ass using only her spit . I felt so good and slutty , all i wanted was to wish she would have introduced me to Tina any sooner . She pushed her head bit by bit in my dried hole ( she loves fucking without lube) and bang , her whole cock had gone in my poor ass with a sharp pain but i didnt want her to take it out. Poppers inder my nose, her cock in my ass , what else i can ask for at this moment ?? She slowly drove her cock in and out of my hole and this made me felt so fucking great, I let her fucked me raw , i let her get me high, i didnt regrets the choice i had made because i love her so much and i came to realization that this is just what i was looking for . She fucked me seemd like a long time till she told me " daddy im cose to cum " I begged her to cum in my ass and she did . That was the first time ever i got fucked and since then she always fucks me bare of course . I told her never ever use condom between us because i knew how great it was to fuck and be fucked bare . One thing i shuold mention that before i met her i used to be an alpha male , i fucked women and guys only and always safe but that was all changed since my little horny devil mitress came to my life. I have became her sex slave, i cheat on my wife any oppotunity i can , i make many excuses not to fuck her the night before i go to see my lover/ mistress . I even make up stories so i could spend the whole day and night with her, we get high on E, G, T and V , smoke ..... . She hardly allow me to fuck her which i really love doing because she has a nice smooth ass, tigh pussy hole but i dont care that much . I am her daddy, her sex slave, her husband, her dog ... you name it . She teaches me how to clean up my cunt, how to be a good slave for her. To me she is my God, i workship her body , her cock . I obey her orders and i have became her cumslut . I am a happy man on earth. This is my true story . My English is not my mother tongue, I hope you would excuse me