I admit that such a post is totally antithetical to the purpose of the site, but nevertheless, my addiction to bareback cheating also qualifies my relevance as a rightful member of this site.
So my question is, I would like to rebuild my moral values, to be precise mainstream, monogamous, traditional, moral values,
this is, regardless of whether humans are naturally prone to infidelity and bareback sex and whether it is right a lot,
( so no value judgment or the denial of the legitimacy of my question please )
The problem is I have no control over my addiction to bareback cheating as it is against my conscience and I would regret it every single time I do this as my act also signifies betrayal, lack of consideration for my partners' health, and these are also part of fundamental human morals and respect, which I am violating. And they are more important than my natural right to have sex and sovereignty over my body, IMO.
Are there any people who went through the same struggle as me? Could you suggest some ways to achieve this? In Freudian's term, I would want my superego to override my id.
I know a more mature, realistic way is to discuss openly and sincerely about open relationships and barebacking with my partner or going single, but at the moment, I would not consider these options.
Are there any books, spiritual, or daily routines that you are aware of could help with this?
Thanks in advance!
