Carlwheezr

Need a top to heavily use my hole for the weekend and help me achieve my goal of abusing my hole, taking a fist and pounding me for hours. Masochist here. I want bowel incontinence. 

i wouldnt want to be on a sling but tied down in a squat position on two of the pylo boxes while the fuck machine fucks me vertically until im completely left with an abused hole thats too loose to close. (low key would want who ever was controlling it to fuck me harder if I beg to stop which would cause me to stop begging)

Is it fucked up that I want bowel incontinence so that I can fist myself and take huge bad dragon toys easily whenever I want? I can use a butt plug to keep myself from leaking. Also want to be able to use an XO sakurai speculum or anal expander comfortably and for a long time without it getting uncomfortable.  Also have other brutal fucked up kinks/fets/fantasies if anyone is interested in talking. 

Ive always wanted to punch fist a midget to see how wrecked i can make his hole and to see how deep i can push my fist inside

I have always wanted a top to play with me in abandoned buildings, hike trails, 2nd floor patio of a shopping strip mall, beach, pool, hot tub, national parks, forest. changing room and sauna.

Check out orgasmalley site. They have some nice ones that are strong especially the Kong or if you plan on travelling with it check out the samson. 

I want my hole tortured with household cleaners, windex, toilet bowl cleaners, tide pods, liquid soap, shampoo. It kinda makes me prostate orgasm faster. 

To have my ass roughly pounded with toys while im tied down in missionary position for hours until my lips are pushed out leaving a wrecked rosebud. Or tied down in a squatting position on a custom made high squat stool and rammed with a fuck machine vertically until i cant anymore and Im left with a ruined gape slot. I wanna test my limits and see how much I can take. Also have some masochism ideas that might be too much for here and better in DMs.