i've seen a lot of guys here admit they had sexual experiences with older men while they were underage. vastly underrage. i'm one of them. although very sad, immoral, wrong on every level, just like a lot of gays that post on here, I too had sexualised that horrific experience. For others, whether they are sober, having chem-fuelled fun (trashed) alone or with other guys, it seems almost common that those young men that were abused as kids have not done anything about their abusers. it really isn't cool that "grown-ups" would even dare think about that let alone make a move on a kid. it's so messed up. would any of you guys actually fuck a kid?
i didnt think so.
What I am noticing is that a lot of these abused young men, not only have they sexualised that experience - i imagine that its to get through it somehow or they've been taught to think it is 'cool' by their abusers so that they don't get convicted, but the other side of it is this... WHY did their abusers do that? and the abused young men they end up taking drugs to cope and have this massive identity crisis and breakdown. its by design!
it's very simple really,. they have been SCAPEGOATED. abusers sexualise them. make them look like messed up, hiv+ drug addicts that can only just about exist in the "hnh" "get to the poinT" MIASMA while their abusers get away with not only child abuse but whatever other dirty little secret they've deflected, through abuse, on to a young boy that has the sky as his limit, is probably a heterosexual, has a kind heart and soul and would, had it not been for the abuse, been a very decorated member of our world.
is it not time we look at the ...drugged up, pozzed up side of the gay scene with this perspective? As far as I can tell, this scapegoating and abuse of young gays is all but too common. it is time for it to change and look at it in a different way. nobody wants to be messed up. nobody wants their abuse sexualised. nobody chooses to be fucked up. its so weird. same with girls that want to be hookers and men that want to be rent boys or cam-sex-models. there is so much more to life.
for anyone to disagree wouldn't surprise me. part of me knows as a total nobody, posting this isn't going to make much difference. but before i went, i thought i would give it a try. Abuse is disgusting. young boys and girls are not attractive. what is attractive to the abusers...is getting away with it and them having their audience (idiots that will believe anything) take their side and point the finger at a kid that they've been told by their abusers, is messed up so that they can get away with whatever else they are doing. that's what they really want.
