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On 2/3/2023 at 6:03 AM, Biker18914 said:

i would love to be castrated. one way:

no drugs

my sack is cut open and balls are hanging outside.

my ass is fucked over and over. cum and piss leaking from my ass onto my ballds.

my balls are abused as men wish while i suck cocks and get fucked.

this continues until MASTERE is tired of it. 

my balls rupped off of me.

That is hot and similar to what another army veteran Dom top has suggested to me.  Balls abused, pierced and then scrotum cut open and balls left hanging whist btm still being fucked. Then skinning of the cock and after he is satisfied, the balls and cock roughly cut off like in revenge castration. However he did suggest some drug stimulant to keep the btm from passing out. He is also hoping to make the btm cum from the pain when the balls are left hanging and being manipulated, sort of like the last seed coming out from the dying balls. Scary but hot. 

On 5/13/2023 at 5:34 AM, BigBearSean said:

How?  After 1 hour, there's permanent damage.  After 4 your balls are dead.  At the 6 hour mark they should be completely dead lumps and your sake black from deoxygenated blood and vessel ruptures.  Especially if you used 6 bands and completely cut all circulation off.  That looks like you banded 10-20 min. before cutting the bands.  But maybe I'm wrong?  I haven't done it yet.  Working on convincing a daddy to push those limits with me.

The rubber bands weren't that tight. It did cut off a substantial amount of scrotal skin circulation. 12 hours later my balls swelled and I had to go to the emergency room. After another 6 hour wait, ultrasound on the balls indicate hyperemic scrotal tissue with hypereactive variocle, but blood flow to testicles is good. Also testicles were still showing homogeneous appearance in the ultrasound. The balls were 12cm by 10cm, and serous fluids was oozing from the lacerated skin. Suffice to say all the med students were interested to learn the case. Anyway after two days, I was discharged. the swelling took two weeks to subside but the scrotal skin was still raw and only healed in one and a half months time. The first cum after that was bloody. And then it was brownish and watery for quite sometime. Then it was normal but not as opaque or thick as before. Subsequently I felt the balls shrank and I didn't cum for a month. When I did it was very hard to cum, and only a tiny amount of slightly milky cum, almost clear. So the spermatic cords might have been scarred as well as the balls were always mildly sore all the time.

Banding orders by a Dom top. Balls swelled after 6 hours.

On 5/28/2018 at 11:41 AM, Guest perverthomoslave said:

My dream is to finally be castrated as a sign of loyalty to a master. I want to do it gradually: first be circumcised. then be kept in chastity, then be chemically castrated. Then have one testicle removed, then the other. Then have my glans removed, then at last have a complete penectomy. And boom, I'm flat. Not because I'm scared to go all the way in at once, but because I like the idea of slowly have my genitals removed. I prefer my anal orgasms anyway, makes me feel more slutty and degraded. The only thing I feel I would have to sacrifice would be the fact that I can't participate in CBT anymore, I love the feeling of my cock and balls being tortured, so I'll definitely miss that. But other than that, I see only positives for me.

Damn that is hot. Wish there are masters like that over here. 

On 5/26/2018 at 4:08 AM, tallslenderguy said:

i have a Dom friend who casually suggested i get rid of my cock and balls. The suggestion both excited and scared the fuck out of me, at this point more excited by the idea and all the mind fuck behind it.  It did spur a search where i found this vid and gotta say i find this incredibly hot. i'm pretty surprised at the orgasm and cum this guy produces without actual sperm from his balls, but he is obviously experiencing an orgasm (money shot is around 2:10).

Yeah I have a Dom that wanted the same. Plus he wants me to have a vagina but still remain masculine through steroid use. As a btm the idea does turn me on. 

Malaysia is opening its borders on April 1st 😉

Anyway, don't worry too much, your result is common amongst hiv+ diagnosis. Unless u are bugchasing for strains then you should be disappointed 😜

If you look at the bottom of the result, it does list that your strain has other mutations for the RT (reverse transcriptase) gene and the PR (protease) gene. Variability in those genes are expected, and as long as they are not resistant to the nrti, nnrti or pi used, the clinician can decide what is the best choice treatment for u. 

Means u do NOT have hiv that is resistant to any of the antiretroviral drugs used. This is to help the clinician decide what drug regime is suitable for u. Just the common HIV-1 subtype B which is most common in America, Europe and Australasia. Don't worry bout it, I am sure the doctor can discuss the result with u and how to proceed from thereon.

Rest assured that your cravings are neither wild nor weird. Just that it is good to be aware of the options and outcomes that results from what you do. After all no one can be responsible for you but you yourself. If you are ok with the risk of being pozzed, and have the means to handle it (being pozzed), then why not. If you are not ready, then take precautions like PREP. After all once u you have taken that step, there is no turning back.

On 12/4/2020 at 8:17 AM, Cummydaddybear said:

I live in Japan where PReP is stupidly still not available. I have to order generic online (can only order one bottle per order for Japan - annoying). Been on it for about a year now and had not problems. The brand I get is Tenvir made by a pharmaceutical company in India. It is FDA approved and has the same active ingredients as Truvada and much cheaper. 

Yup Tenvir EM by Cipla, works like truvada and much cheaper. Over here the govt provides HAART Atripla as one tablet Tenvir EM and a separate tablet of efavirenz. No issue with Cipla's Tenvir or else the patients here won't have achieved viral suppression in treatment.

Did you start treatment when you reached the later stages of infection ie symptomatic and aids defining stage? If so could be due to a larger viral reservoir in the body and there are reports that these group blips more frequently, but then again it could also be the fault of the particular lab. If switching to another diagnostic lab reduces the blips significantly then the lab might be the cause.

They probably didn't test ur VL coz at such low cd4 count and being full blown, it will be in the range of million.... kinda pointless

7 hours ago, srider said:

It will be interesting to see what the recommendations are. I am surprised gonorrhea was reduced by doxycycline as the strains that are circulating often have high resistance to doxy. There are concerns that it could also continue to drive antimicrobial resistance. 

"Doxycycline prophylaxis for bacterial STIs shows promise. Better and more robust data are needed on efficacy; target population; community acceptability; behavioral risk compensation; doxycycline dose, regimen, and formulation; long-term safety; antimicrobial resistance; cost-effectiveness and risk-benefit."

If u read the actual paper and a few publications in previous years, the use doxycycline as Prep and Pep of Gonorrhea has very high failure. It is only promising for syphilis and chlamydia.