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lol , i had similar doctor. I changed to a gay doctor, and he is like "oh? you took 60 loads last month? That's great, as long as you took your pills, and you are vaccinated against hep A/B, and G9 warts, and yeah you will occasionally pick up some gono & chlamydia or sypillis, just get those treated and you be fine

I always ate my own load. dont waste cum!

MIGHT BE fiction!

We were playing in a dark maze at the top level of the sauna, with a mixture of tops and bottoms and a sling. 
 

A patron that I was bending and sucking his dick, starts trembling and apologies and asked to be excused, he was walking unsteadily and slow away from me and I led him to a small private room within the dark maze to settle down. 
 

he laid down, and I could have a better look at him, he is a 40+ year old average looking bear and was shaking/shivering uncontrollably and running a temperature. “It got worse” he lamented. An awkward silence and he got weaker and laid on the bed. 
 

I spread his legs, lubing his hole, (I’m vers), and finger him, his insides are clean, and I lube my cock and start to missionary him looking into his eyes, hoping that I’m fucking a newly Pozzed ass. 
 

i start to engage in poztalk with him, and he reciprocated positively (pun intended)- appears that he also suspect that he is going through early stage of his fuck flu 🙂 it makes my dick harder and I seldom top, but this is making me very horny, although I’m shooting blanks into him. 
 

i didn’t last long on his newly Pozzed, feverish arse, and I blew my load into him. About to leave when I saw his rock hard dick pointing at me, but I’ve came and would have lesser inhibition to be a bottom. Hence, I start wanking him off, with more poztalk and telling him sweet nothings. I stroke his chest and play with his nipples and sense his body tensing up, I quickly went down on him to take his very fresh and new poz load. 
 

i made my leave from the room, I start drinking a little and slowly enjoying my well earn poz cum. Then I passed by the dark maze with the sling, I recognise the same unwanted bottom hogging the sling with actions happening beside him (this sling lizard doesn’t gets the hint doesn’t him?) 

I went up to the unwanted bottom and slowly spit out the poz cum to lube his bottom, and he was so excited and I am careful to spit out bit by bit , to minimise wastage. Eventually I gave him all my hard earn poz cum into his well lube arse, and I kiss his forehead and say “nah, I’ve came already, and am helping you get lubed up for other tops” I winked at him and left the sauna. 

Got loaded thrice, twice by a friend on prep and one load from a stranger. 
 

day 15 - suddenly at 4am, had a sharp pain in throat. Running nose follows suit. 
 

(test neg for covid) 

day 16 - running nose, body ache on my right arm only, night sweat begins, soak my sheets, 

day 17 - dry persistent cough, body ache shifted to left shoulder, still having running nose (but slightly lesser) , night sweats, 

(test neg for covid) 

does my timeline sounds like hiv (normally I heard people here got it after 7 days??)  I’m scare of blood, when is an ideal time to discreetly purchase oralquick? 

got g & c several times.

For chlamydia - its nothing much, except i felt like (upon medication) when peeing im like peeing razer blades or could it be placebo effect?

For Gonorrhea - its a little nastier - when i get gono in my throat, it itches alot and keep extracting disgusting greenish phlegm, 

I got gono on my dick, but it didnt drip much, barely noticeable. When i got gono in my arse, when i douche or poop - when i clean myself up, i could see some residue light yellowish 

That said, i don't avoid them, even my fb are positive and recovering for g/c, i still fuck with them raw

1st std was chlamydia , when i was 24, i was a 'safe' bottom then. but a top wants to go 2nd round, and we only have 1 condom. He topped me bare the second time and cum in me. Got chlamydia after that - thought it was hot and started bb shortly after. 

Picked up 3 more stds along the way - 

45 minutes ago, PozTales said:

This happened to me too -in the reality-: even if I was undetectable and knew all that stuff of "UEqualsU", the serophobia and guilt culture we all grew up into, negatively influenced me when I had sexual encounters. My current partner was a bit rude though: "if you don't seed me, you'd better use a condom. Bareback must be done all the way". One, two, three like this, now it's normal for me to seed a sex partner. Maybe it's because when I got pozzed the UEqualsU studies were on the air but were not that official yet. And of course all the stories media told about those cases where a poz man transmitted HIV to a number of unwilling and unaware women. This kind of storytelling ruins people. 

Hugs. 

The Proton. 

 

Thanks for your comment Proton, I guess your partner and I are just trying to convey a message across that we are fine taking our sexual partner’s loads. 
There would inevitably be a period of adaptation for your FBs or partner after seroconverting. I’m just glad I’m part of the couple’s journey. 

MIGHT be fiction

I got to know this couple (top and vers) from online website and been playing with them raw couple times on a bi-monthly basis. Lets call the top as (T) and vers as (B) 

One day while arranging for a hook up, the vers guy told me that he is poz and just started on meds. He added "could I still bb you, but I will pull out?"

Not wanting to punish his honestly in disclosing his poz status to me as an acquaintance - i agreed to a raw session.

First Raw Fuck with the newly Poz Vers (B)

The mood was different, I can sense some unexplained tension in the air. I hugged B and shove my tongue down his throat re-assuring him - everything gonna be fine.

That loosen the mood a little, and I striped him and smell his 8" cut cock, he quickly got erected upon me only smelling his balls and I start licking his shaft - admiring his upgraded cock. 

T was also 8" but he was wayyyyy thicker. From my past few sessions, i need to take B, before I could take T's cock. 

After some foreplay - B asked "you ready?". Yeah, and he started pushing his head in - my hard cock grew even harder until it hurts a little. It's the same cock, but the excitement was way different.

He changed position and I was on my 4s, after another 5 mins - he announced that he is close. "you can shoot inside me if you want" me begging in heat. 

"Not a chance" , B said, and he pulled out and sprayed on my back. I felt a mixed feeling of relief and disappointment.

"Thank you", B exclaimed, he said he lost few raw fuckbuddies since his diagnosis . 

(since this session, we agreed to bump up our session to weekly basis)

2nd Raw Poz fuck

Same foreplay - but after he pulled out and cum on my belly, i swipe his cum and lick it and scoop the rest of his cum and lube my own arse. I wanted to show B that i'm comfortable with his cum. But that doesn't went down well. T refused to fuck me with his partner's poz spunk as lube. 

(subsequent week, i was not invited back for a rematch)

3rd Raw Poz fuck + breeding

After a fortnight, the couple messaged again for a rematch, and I agreed. This time, when B is about to cum, his breathe grows heavier and strokes is more aggressive. He was missionary-ing me, and I hook my legs around B

"What are you doing?" B Yelled, "I got to.. I .. oh FUCK" *LOUD GROAN* and it is too late, hence he just continue his aggressive pump and finish the deed. 

I was expecting T to storm off in anger again (especially i took B's poz load) - but this time - he surprised me.

"you are a very naughty little kid, aint you" he got behind and RAMMED his thick cock and rough fucked me and added his neg load in me. 

(I got a thank you message from B that night, thanking me for bridging a gap between he and his partner)

Subsequent Fucks 

Subsequent session, B was close again, this time he asked if he could breed me. I simply nodded and wrapped my legs around him, this time he doesn't struggle like an angry bull. He just thrusted it deep and came in me. He collapsed for about a minute and we kissed for another minute and I held his head and told him that a top need not ask if he could breed a bottom.

Our subsequent fucks got even more natural - no more dumb questions, just pure breeding like what natural sex is all about. 

These are my red flags

#1 the "linkedin"

Those who treat Grindr/ Growlr app like linkedin, put their education and work (e.g. Masters in XX, Assistant Director at XX) omg lol, this normally spells someone who is egoistic or.. maybe looking for a job in Grindr, idk?

#2 the "doesn't read profile"

As highlighted by earlier users

japanese have a stereotype that most stds comes from foreigners, so they will probably use a condom with foreigners, 

personally i'm non hairy oriental asian (meaty, muscled), and they might guessed im a foreigner as well, but i do speak intermediate jap and i've played at that specific 24 kaikan, so actually because of that i managed to play raw with them (ur chances of fucking raw increases if u speak jap, sounds ridiculous but true). 

If you are westerner, you might want to consider the 24 kaikan at shinjuku instead, they are more friendly towards westerners there, whether they would do raw, i'm not too sure as im oriental asian, 

I’m neg and frequently tested every 4 months or so. 

I do breed some bottoms against their wish in sauna. Is that also considered stealthing? 

I cant pass anything with my cum (as I know of), just love to breed, 

I’m here for a short work trip, am asian. 

Decided to see for myself one of the best sauna in us or maybe the world , douche and headed out 

started of with 2 condom fucks, a couple is in their room 

couple condom fuck story

met one and was brought back to my room, compliment on my sucking and bottoming skills, insist on finding his partner back, I tried to use up all their condoms (pretending to blowjob)  but they had like 6 condoms, 

load 1,2,3 

Cruised a guy, fondled a little, and he brought me to the fuck bench, and I love it, it’s so comfortable! And before I get up, someone will insert their dick again 

could have been load 4

while another guy was fucking me, someone exclaimed to him “this asian lad took bens load!” Upon heading that, he withdrew his dick, and other lads come to take his place

load 4,5,

nothinng special to tell, load 5 has a tiny dick 

Load 6

this guy pulled me up and exclaim “how many loads have u took!?  I said “no idea (although I did count lol)” he brought me to the nearby sling and ask me to mount on it, and he fletched my arse, licking eating and sucking all the cum. 

“You better replace what u took from me” and he did and he smile and breed me very quickly

load 7,8

muscular guy breed me on the wall, and one older bloke also breed me 

about myself 

im a gym goer, and have meals cheat days every Sunday, like a cheat day for sex, this is my first time I ‘let go’ and took 8 loads up my arse, it was leaking for like 1-1.5 hours, and I have to flex my arse muscle to stop it from leaking, 

had a wonderful day at the sauna, 

im a very lazy guy who would delay unpacking my luggage for up to a week after arriving back home. Mum took the laundry from the luggage and saw my double dildo and even helped me washed and place it prominently on my desk. Wow, no questions asked lol

normally tops tend to prepare only 1 condom with them, 

i will remove on the pretext of sucking their dicks, and the time is ripe to fuck again, they be like 'oh shit, no more condom,'

but they still want to fuck me, and their dick head took over their head, and begin the same few questions 'u clean.... right?' and start shoving in raw,

1 hour ago, in2itxxx said:

Question for those that are Undetectable. I've heard that you can't get HIV from Positive Undetectable persons from sex. Is this true?

Could I theoretically take 10 loads (random number, just an example) in one night from 10 different Undetectable guys and even keep those loads in my ass for a few hours at least and still not get HIV? 

Would anything happen to any HIV negative guys who fuck and breed me on top of that?

I get what you are asking about. 

Lets say UD means <20 copies per ml? (or give or take)

if you take in 10 x UD load (and each men squirting 20 copies per ml, and squirting 1ml of cum), would that mean you took like 200 copies of HIV (and also taking 10ml of cum) 

would taking 200 copies of HIV ultimately infects you? in this case, No. 

The capability to transmit depends more on the VL (copies per ML) 

2 minutes ago, Oldercumslut said:

First of all those numbers, although they aren't great, aren't bad.  You're a long way from Dialysis.  Before making a decision, I'd like a few more numbers and a bit more history.    What's your normal fluid intake?  do you have any other medical problems?  Hypertension, Diabetes, etc.  What other medications are you on.  Things like that.  I'd continue taking PreP but watch closely.  Increase my water intake and go from there.

Thanks, according to my latest test few days ago, kidney egfr shot up 7 points to 78 (after 2 months prep holiday) 

I'm on 8 pills a day (4 vivomixx , 4 dalfon) medication for 1 month, halfway thru the medication, I did my kidney retest, 

I found out that 4 of the pills im eating, dalfon ( https://www.lybrate.com/medicine/daflon-500mg-tablet ) is toxic for the kidney, 

and... vivomixx on the other hand is beneficial for the kidney (and is used to treat kidney patients with eGFR of 31-59) 

Update: my eGRF got a boast to 78 (from 71) , in a short span of 2 months  

Hey Chargedup ,  as I aged, my risk appetite actually increases, 

guess that makes sense as the 'risk-reward'' ratio might make it more rewarding for me to take poz loads unprotected as i transit from 20s to my 30s, 

I've resumed taking UD loads from a fuck buddy, whilst off prep, it felt mentally different, and i'm a little uncomfortable to openly admit that i felt more excited (might be the little risk factor? im sounding a little more leaning towards being a bug chaser.. am i fucked up or abnormal?)

i've took UD loads while not on prep before, but coming off prep and having fun with my UD friend feels really different

im in my very early 30s , 

started prep 3 years ago (on and off), only last year february it dropped below 90.. was 84 .. then doctor still give me green light for another  6months (unfortunately i dont have the exact report when i get tested at uk, due to business trip) , 

and last month i test, was 71, a drop of 13 for a guy in his early 30s, 

Ok i admit that there are many other factor that might affect my kidney as well, including poppers, 

I will cut down on poppers and prep for the time being and im forcing myself to drink more liquids before bedtime

It’s true that dialysis would be much worse, I mean even with treatment, u are expected to live about 5-10 years, 

and u have much more trouble about daily life. 

Ive been taking prep for 3 years, 

only last year my kidney start flagging up in my test, 

Oh my given up taking loads for the time being is quite painful ? 

but thanks for your advice, I will act responsibly 

I did my test in my home country 12 months ago and 6 month ago I did my test in Uk, and I didn’t have the exact report , except the consultant only tell me “ur kidney is good to go” thats all 

And today I got my results again 

Creative 1.2 mg/dL (+0.1) from a year ago 

eGFR 71 mL/min/1.73sqm (-13) from a year ago 

normal range for eGFR is 90, and the doctor say this trend is very worrying, 

say I could continue taking prep, but have to take a closer monitor, once every 3 months 

I personally would be going off prep, and use event based dosing , 

what u guys think 

this year at 201 load, least 41 of i know is poz ud, (condom fuck not counted, fuck w/o cumming also not counted)

year 2017 was 120+ loads

"I need a new home."

This is the first greeting message that I received from Grindr when I switched on my grindr at my hotel after a long day meeting near London, having traveled there from my home town some 200 miles to the north.

" Sorry I'm not a local here, I probably can't help you with that.  Or did you sent a message to me in error?" I asked out of courtesy.

Our conversation carried on from there and we agreed to meet at a local sleazy bar for some drinks. I douched and headed my way out. 

I arrived at the bar.  My mystery man was a cool looking daddy bear, looking slightly better than his pics, wearing a singlet for the summer.  I bought him drinks, we exchanged pleasantries, and within thirty minutes he again was bitching about needing a new home. 

"Whats wrong with your home?" I asked out of curiousity.

"It's just getting bored with my current home.  I just want to live in a new home," he replied.

He refused to elaborate more about his home when I tried probing further, and he stood up and twitched his neck sideway, signalling me to follow him to check out the door room area of the bar. Within five seconds of having ventured into the dark room, it was pitch dark and he was holding my hand and we found a cosy corner and started making out.  He striped my shirt and threw it few feet away and, kissing me passionately, he began rubbing his spit-lubed fingers on my arse.  He also unzipped his trousers, withdrew his dick and, without a word to me even suggesting I suck it, he turned me around, placed his cockhead against my hole, and dove right in with one stroke, remaining there for several seconds, flexing his dick muscle, making me moan a little. 

He apparently took my moan as an approval, as he began fucking me, doing so smoothly for about five minutes.  Then he picked-up his momentum, his pace became increasingly ragged, and his thigh muscles tightened as he whispered in my ear "My virus needs a new home in which to live," blowing his load deep into my hole.

It took me couple seconds to realise what that phrase means and pushed him away, albeit a wee too late.   I pulled-up my boxers and my pants, retrived my t-shirt and went out of the dark room, but he wasn't there anymore. 

About five minutes later I received another Grindr notification from my phone.  It was that same guy, and his message was simply "I need a new home."

250, still neg