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On 10/4/2010 at 11:50 AM, submissivefaggot said:

Thought it was time for an update - I am booked for my castration this coming Friday. My regular top has organized for me to have a final orgasm this Wednesday, where I will also be subject to numerous tops fucking me.

I'm still slightly scared, but now convinced that this is my route in life. I think it will be fascinating to see what happens post-castration. Thinking of starting a blog, not only updating the castration, but my general life as a submissive bottom.

Any update? Did you go through the castration?

Definitely do 

On 10/10/2020 at 9:49 AM, PHXbottomguy said:

bred by poz guy 2-3 weeks ago.  a few days ago have started .feeling run down, aches.  headache.  also did get my flu shot...so could be that?  any thoughts?  thanks!

Did you ever get tested?

100% raw in poz fag hole. No expectations 

On 5/26/2020 at 6:23 AM, ballerva said:

I’m living proof that you can poz without being “bred”. 

Same here. Just got fucked hard and 4 weeks later I tested hiv positive 

On 3/14/2020 at 6:35 AM, TwinkFoot said:

So I recently tested positive for HIV just last week. I had a test back in early January that returned negative results, and then another one in late February that returned positive. In January, I had a really terrible flu (but I tested negative for the flu and the doctor chalked it up to just a norovirus). I had to use a lot of my paid sick days at work and PTO because I couldnt get out of bed for two weeks. I have always been a really open, honest guy with all of my partners and even with my boyfriends that I always urged to open up our relationships. I have always understood the stigma around being POZ and wondered what it would be like to have to disclose this information to any future potential partners and face rejection over my status. I accept negative guys not wanting to be with a positive person. I was never like that because I understood the science behind guys being undetectable and there being options available to reduce the risk of transmission like PrEP. Well, now I am at that point in life where I have no choice. My question to you all is this: Is it easier for you all to just disclose in your HIV status on things like GRINDR, Jackd, A4A, BarebackRT that you're POZ instead of "Ask Me", or do you face a lot of discrimination for it you think in the gay community, and better you think to just have that discussion with any potential sexual partners one on one in private? And also, to just anyone in general, like friends, family, etc.?

I begin taking my ARV's on March 23rd for anyone wondering, and for anyone wondering, I am indifferent to finding out that im positive. Not angry, not sad, not feeling sorry for myself. Also, im not happy about it either, of course, as I find it a pain to have to take medication every day and having to fill my body with poisons, drowning in passivity (which is why I quit taking PrEP a few months ago because it was making me really ill every night). I think the only reflection that really bothers me about finding out that im positive is having a sort of live, malignant, alien sort of thing inside me whose only purpose is to kill me and then die. But having said that, I dont fear death and understand that from the minute were born we are dying, and now that I have it, I have an even more diminished sense of fear about being completely free to be an even bigger slut than I ever was before. Hope this wasnt too long a read, and appreciate being able to share my story with a like-minded and open community. 

I am open about my hiv status and proud poz gay pig. In my opinion it’s better to be up front. I have definitely seen my share of  hiv discrimination in gay community and I knew this would happen. I hope you are finding away forward with your new status and are proud poz pig. Good luck on your journey! 
 

On 10/18/2019 at 4:25 PM, CuriousDallas said:

When I first starting cruising parks I had a guy I’d see there regularly and we swapped digits and started hooking up regular. He liked me to go commando and wear nylon basketball shorts. I grew to love being naked and the feel of my cock loose, the feel of nylon on my cock and crotch, and it kind of stuck. I pretty much always dress that way unless it’s not right for the occasion. I like freeballong and having my dick and ass readily available for play.

Always commando here too! Only way to go

Same here! Love to degraded and humiliated as another man positive faggot

Got poz up in 2018. I have never paid for my hiv meds. With insurance and the drug company rebate. I can’t change or regret becoming positive. I have to live with it and keep moving forward 

Did not have a false reading on my positive test from Ora quick! Was confirmed poz by a blood test too

1 hour ago, boy4you said:

I have 4GA. P.A. and love it, but not every bottom likes getting fuck by it. I also have both nipples 8GA. Right ear to signify I'm a bottom, A stud on my tongue with a septum in my nose and Guiche.

Just have my ears and dick pierced. My pa is 2ga. Going to be getting a guiche soon.

On 3/20/2019 at 10:32 AM, Pozslutnick said:

Thans, I saw the healing time on those, couldn't believe it.   and I have to sit down to piss, so urination changes aren't a problem

What cock piercing did you get?

Get a normal pa or reverse pa. I have normal pa and a total bttm/sub too

On 2/17/2019 at 8:33 PM, JackEdJIZZ said:

I went off PrEP in April of last year.   As it turns out, the very first sex session I had after stopping PrEP resulted in my conversion.   Although I knew it was a very very hot session, I had no idea if it was going to result in conversion.   I hoped.   He was confident, but a one and done might be a bit unusual.    About three weeks later, I started having night sweats.   On the third night I was certain what had happened.     A test at my doctors later that day confirmed my situation.  

I also got knocked up the same way. Had a very mild conversion. Felt very weak with lots of muscle pain. Used a Ora quick test and it came up positive. Was surprised because I was expecting it come up neg like it did all the other times 

Yes it is. Can’t stop begging and submitting to toxivmc seed. I’m am positive submissive faggot and off meds. 

On 12/2/2018 at 5:15 PM, BBBoyfromTN said:

I haven't asked him what his number is. It came up in conversation as a mutual friend was going to be visiting and he let slip they couldn't fuck. I'd followed up and he came clean about testing poz. I was shocked because he'd been on Prep since not long after it'd come out and he was always boastful of how he could take any load and didn't have to worry about getting pozzed. I can only guess he has a detectable VL as he tested poz but haven't asked the specifics. I'm not out as poz with him (I'm actually not out about my status with almost anyone quite honestly) and didn't really want to get into all that with him. Truth be told I'm kind of ashamed about getting pozzed as I could have gone on Prep when he did but chose not to. It's a choice I wish I didn't make but I have to own that now.

We all have to live with choices we made and becoming positive. I know i do every day.  It’s going to eat u alive being ashamed and don’t  let hiv define you. Living with this not easy but there is a way forward being positive 

27 minutes ago, BBBoyfromTN said:

You'd be far better off if you went on Prep and then took the poz seed. Trust me...you do not want to get pozzed. Yes, you can treat it but it will fuck up your life and complicate it in ways you cannot imagine. 

Becoming positive definitely complicates your life but I would not change becoming positive 

On 11/28/2018 at 5:33 AM, lone_wolf said:

We all know it's true. As soon as the results are in we all give into that little voice and turn into fucking pigs which is awesome. What's your story?

Definitely happen to me. Bb positive sub here that takes positive seed 

On 10/12/2018 at 12:24 PM, bbffassslut said:

When I lost my virginity it was bareback. I just liked it so much that I never wanted anything else. 

Same here! 

On 9/16/2018 at 5:01 PM, BBBoyfromTN said:

Fuck...now I’m wondering if I’ve goofed the ones I’ve done. Never bothered to get properly tested and just assumed I’m poz. That’d fuck my world if it turned out I’m neg.

With two test showing positive. The Ora quick test is 95% accurate. Don’t think u need to worry about being negative 

Blow a huge load when I got two lines. The second line I got was faint but I am confirmed positive here

Wow crazy. Usually those test are very accurate. I took a oral quick test and it came up positive. A few weeks later touch a 4th generation test and it confirmed the oral quick. 

On 9/7/2018 at 1:53 AM, Loveitraw said:

I’ve always been a bottom, almost exclusively.  I started taking cock at 17 and have never been fussy about condoms.  As I got older my preference was always for bareback and I have never worried aboit being loaded up.

Just 40 and newly diagnosed poz.  It was bound to happen sooner or later.  Honestly I’m surprised it didn’t happen long before now.

Congrats. Also apart of the positive 18 class

Looking forward to hearing your test results 

Go get a Ora quick hiv home test kit. It’s 90% -99% accurate. You can do it in the  privacy of your home. I found out I was hiv positive with one.