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my last load was lastMonday from a very straight acting dom top I've wanted to get with. He came by when he got out of work. He wanted me in boots shorts a tank top with baseball cap wearing a jockstrap. he arrived I gave him a beer he sat down pulled his dick out of his fly and told me to get on my knees. I sucked him off and he pushed my head down to get at his sweaty balls. after licking them clean of his work sweat he told me to get up and turn around bending over the bed. He pulled down the back of my shorts, spit on my hole and started  pushing it in. he had a beautiful nice size dick that was thick. However his was the 5th dick to fuck me since Saturday night so he was able to push it in. he fucked me for a few minutes then pulled out and shoved it back in my mouth. I was tangled up in my shorts around my knees so he let me remove them. he coaxed me a cuffed me upside the head a couple times choking me on his cock. He told me I was working hard for it and would get my reward. He suddenly grabbed my head so hard and fast i couldn't do anything but choke with tears streaming down. He shot his load so far down my throat i never got a taste of it. He then zipped up and left leaving me on my knees wiping up the tears and sweat from choking. Later that night he text me to say it was god and to invite him back. I told him I'd like to take his load in my ass to breed me, but since he is the dom top i reassured him that will be his choice where he drops his next load.

it's a lot of fun and wild, definitely one of those things you must do at least once. i usually go every year

IMO-I think the problem/issue is the club has gotten less exclusive. On BBRT here in NYC we've had a major influx of "NEG4NEG" members, or NEG. I try not to do neg guys, just not my thing. I don't want that responsibility personally, but don't give a shit that others want or do or like, not my business. I try to tell anyone I fuck with my status. If i don't thats not my problem, I'm not getting fucked with a condom, so you better be smart enough to assume. Lately i see those crazy insecure or mean/douchebag profiles from ManHunt. I don't think we had that shit on BB sites a year or so ago? I have to admit, it amuses me to say "we aren't a match" to some self absorbed, in his eyes hot muscled idiot with those crazy laundry list of guys they DON'T want to be contacted by. These sites were much better when the "like list" was just that. Not some fucking diatribe of what a guy doesn't want. How about those "I've been hurt" type ads? Really? if some douche says something to offend or you think is mean, just send him back a few dickish replies of your own and block him, and get the fuck over it! Or use the 24 hour rule, you are pissed now but take that shit down with in 24hrs. I'm amazed those guys get fucked.

Only one this week end, but had a lot of fun getting there.

Sunday had a guy staying with me to catch a flight out of nyc early monday. I wasn't planning anything other than cocktails and maybe go out since it was his last night on the east coast. I knew we would fuck around, so was totally prepped, hadn't eaten anything other than V8. I know "shit happens" but i don't want it to be from me if it does! Well after a few cocktails, and a good hard fuck, he wants to party with another guy. Our fuck was hot, he was sitting on the couch with his dick out and hard, pants just down a little and still wearing a shirt. I love getting fucked like that, makes me feel like such a pig, i'm naked and getting fucked by a fully clothed top. We hook up with this guy from BBRT I'd never seen before, really really nice, hot, a great kisser and a total pig like me and my friend. They are both vers or vers/top. Sucked, licked, tongued got fucked repeatedly by both guys. All covered in each others sweat and precum, ass juices passing from one ass to the other on dicks. I never thought those herbal viagras worked but they really do, even I topped for a bit. We got to this guys apartment around 8-ish sunday night, by 9am monday no one had cum but still having fun getting there. But I had to get the one guy back to my apartment to get his shit for his flight, didn't really want to leave and the host wanted me to stay, asked me to come back but by the time i got up the 3 flights to my apt i thought i was shot! Well i wasn't, but not up for getting back in a cab. After the guy left i got back on BBRT since like last week I hadn't gotten any loads. What is it with BBRT?! its like there is smell-a-vision. I can go with no hits or "heys" for days, but if i'm online covered in a another or a few guys DNA, i get hit on like mad!? Ended up just "talking" to a lot guys all day for future hook ups. I still hadn't showered and wasn't about to go visiting either. Some time in the afternoon some young kid msg me, hes msg me before but he's a bottom and a twink, not really my type. beautiful though, hot tight muscled body 25, 5'10 or so. his profile says he's into bears, parties and pig, raunch, all the usuals I like in a guy that's 25 pounds heavier and few years older. So he sends me an email saying he knows we are both bottoms but still wants to hook up, eat my ass and get me off since i still hadn't cum. We msg back and forth and I tell him its not gonna happen, i'm played out from the night before, unshowered and still covered in 2 guys DNA. That puts him over the edge, he really is a total raunch pig and wants to eat my ass, lick me and get me off. Its not like I'm "dirty", Its just men's sweat, precum and lots of saliva, I tasted it several times off my finger

So i say yes, he comes up licks my ass sucks me off, he's got a nice size uncut dick and a great kisser. He got really turned on talking playing and watching porn so he wants to fuck me. The guys had really gotten me loosened up night before, he slid right in like it was home. Good fuck and shot a huge load in me.

After we are back in my living room watching porn, stroking and talking about fantasies/experiences. I'm 47 almost twice his age, so his fantasies are my experiences and memories. The kid cums 3 more times. i'm just talking, hear a groan, look over and he's shooting another load out! so i guess i did get more than one load, but in my mouth. Oh to be young hung and full of cum. I finally had an earth shattering orgasm jerking off after he left.

took 2.5 this weekend, one from a guy on bbrt i had wanted to play with for awhile the 1/2 was from a guy i had down for a play weekend, he only shot on my ass but i tried pushing in what i could into me hole. sunday was still really horny so had a guy from bbrt com e over for a pump n dump

Check out Raw Riders. He does another party for bears. Its usually on Saturday nights, he has the Raw Riders party early then i goes right into the bear party. He posts on BBRT in the party section or here's his link to get on his list. http://rawridersnyc.blogspot.com/

Went out to a bar on Saturday night, ended up doing shots with the bartender. We all know how that goes! Woke up with some hot Spanish guy in my bed with my ass full of cum! I guess it was good. I was sore most of Sunday. He said he wanted to hook up again and took my number, but of course I don't remember his name. I guess it must have been good for him!

Just now had a quick pump 'n' dump from BBRTS. The guy wanted to dump his load on the way to hang out with friends. He came over and stripped off his clothing. I was just in track pants. I sucked him until he was hard, then turned around and bent over the chair and he slid in. He was a good size and I'm somewhat tight so it took some doing. He really went deep and rammed me good. It didn't take long before he said he was cumming in my ass. The guy came a lot! He pulled out, I cleaned off his dick, he dressed and left. I thought I was going to hold his load all night, but he came a lot!

Definitely prefer taking it in me, love having a tops seed in me and I can always get a taste while cleaning the tops cock

I love it if its been in my ass or another bottom's ass

Last night went to Eagle after hanging and drinking with friends at Rawhide for a birthday all evening. Lot of hot guys cruising at Eagle. I love the fall: there is always a fresh crop of guys that move to the city this time of year. It was one of those nights I was just having fun with the chase, then a guy who was following me around finally got the nerve up to come talk to me. He was a hot 30-ish cub. I wasn't looking for a hook-up but he was just too hot and way too forward to pass up. Turns out he was here on business and staying at one of those really nice hotels in SoHo.

We went up to his room and he said he wanted to use a condom. When I said I wasn't into condoms he relented. He didn't have any lube, and for that matter, my usual preferred favorite way to get fucked is with just spit but I hadn't been fucked in a while. I spat, he spat and he plunged in. I was seeing stars and let out a yelp and tried getting away. The "nice guy" I had met totally changed and grabbed my hips and said "You told me you wanted it this way!" I realized at this point I did want it very much so I pushed back and told him to go for it. He flipped me over a couple times and I was enjoying the pain/pleasure of it all. He fucked me for a while and when he was about to come he pulls out. Damn! I told him I wanted him to come in me, but he kept saying "No." Funny how guys that say "no" really do want to, because he pushed me down, bent over the bed and slid back in me and resumed fucking all the time saying he shouldn't cum in me.

As he was getting closer he started really getting into it and ultimately came buckets. I don't think he had come in several days. I start to pull away thinking we are done and to clean off his dick, but he said, "No, hold on, I want to go again." This time he got really verbal talking about how good it felt fucking in his own cum and telling me hes going to breed me again. I love pulling the pig come out in a guy. Funny how he went from nice guy to pig back to nice guy. He actually walked me down out of the hotel and waited until the door man got me a cab. Wonder if he wanted my number? Not my thing though I got all I wanted from him. Held his huge loads in me all the way home in the cab, then went to sleep still holding his loads until it absorbed in. Now I'm writing this with an extremely fuck-worn ass getting hard every time I flex my hole to feel the pain a little more.

Wow! kinda funny since the city sponsored the NYC Condom program and put all those bowls full of condoms and hubcap style wall hangings in all the bars a few years back.

New York!

I gotta defend/shout out my town.

No it doesn't have the fun Eagle, Spike or others places but if you can't get fucked here, you just aren't trying! For one thing the share numbers increases your chances. I don't think I'm all that, I don't go to the gym and I'm perpetually overweight but if I want it I will get it in NYC. Even just going to the Eagle on a Saturday night you WILL take someone home, if you want. Maybe even a little play while there. Most any night there is hook up time especially as it gets later. I mention Saturdays cuz that is the true never fail night, the crowd is a bit more Chelsea types or those clean cut drunk boys that ditched there "main stream" friends to be 'dirty'. lol Sign on to BBRT and you are sure to get someone contacting you. Look at the party listings on there, some one is running one almost everyday and for all different types. There are quite a few other parties going that aren't listed on that site. The biggest problem with US NYC guys is WE are all assholes! Yup I include myself, its the numbers, there will always be something hotter walking in and we put off hooking up "just in case". As far as raw goes, its very rare I get the safe only guys, now I'm poz i am upfront before we go home, but even before it wasn't that common that a guy asked for one. Manhunt and other sites are the same way, the profiles say safe only, but about 95% of those will go in raw when they get the chance (tops especially). We have so much competition and place pressure on our selves in this city that many guys won't even ask, you'll be surprised how slutty we really are. We have more variety too, I hook up with twinks to older, muscle boys to average, bears and cubs so don't think you will only get the "others". I say "others" because every one is into some type they like, and we have it all. Remember travelers you are fresh meat, you will get fucked. I find in any and every city I'm the fresh meat. Hell, even just trekking out to the East Village, or god forbid I cross a bridge or tunnel, I'm fresh meat there too. (i tend to stay on West Side). As far as friendlier, I've found the San Diego area incredibly eager to meet up. When I post in the traveler section of BBRT I get a lot of msg asking for a meet up. Same thing happened with the Dallas area, even though I never went, I had posted as being in that city just to look around and had so many guys contacting. My favorite city for sex had to be Montreal, hot hot fucking men. They are friendly and most of them are MEN.

Bottom here. I think my problem is my meds and perhaps age. I always used to love to be hard and jerk off while getting fucked. Even better if in rhythm with the top fucking me so we both came together. I know when i topped I love the bottoms as muscles contracting as he/I came. It doesn't bother me for my own satisfaction if I don't get hard, but it does really REALLY bother me if the top isn't happy about it. Rawtop is correct about bottoms wearing jocks to hide the fact, IMO. how ever, I love getting fucked while wearing one too.

yesterday afternoon had a quick hook up/pump n dump with a guy from BBRT, sucked each other off a bit then used a bit of spit, i straddled him and it slid right in as i sat on it. He switched me on to my back, legs up and bred me shortly after. he played with my cummy ass a bit to get me off

Helped my friend out during the day with his business. Got back to the city had drinks at Rawhide and got wasted so he came home with me so he didn't have to drive. We had more drinks, smoked, and started fucking he loaded me up once in the evening. Jerked off a bit later onto his stomach then scooped it off to work it in my ass. Later he went to sleep since he had to work early, but i was wired and stayed up late cruising on line. He called me in around 430 am and pounded my ass like crazy and gave me another huge load. I'm still holding those loads in my ass now.

my black party part 2 will be in a blog posting

Black Party weekend part one...

well, my very last load was about an hour ago from the guy that has been fucking me non stop since Saturday evening. To be honest, I have no idea how many I took all weekend, he started fucking me around around 7:30 Saturday night at his hotel room in mid town. My hole is sooo stretched and worked out right now, feels great! The weekend was planned, we were going to Black Party Saturday and then Alegria Sunday. We started drinking some and other stuff, then had to run errands to see friends, got back to hotel at 10:30 and we fucked on and off for the next 4 hours. The "problems" some guys have with favors don't effect him that much, so we kinda figured he must have entered and fucked me around 50x or more over the weekend. Best part, he loves to eat ass before during and after he fucks so i was completely lubed and opened up all weekend with spit, precum and cum. The hottest load he gave me was at Black Party in a bathroom stall. We didn't go in there for that, but something else. That something else doesn't really get me horny and it was completely unexpected for us both. We got into the Handicap stall to piss and such, I had just finished pissing but he couldn't, was commenting on how unusually large this stall was, (it really could fit like 12 guys or more) I had turned away thinking i was making him pee shy, we he suddenly says, pull down your pants i going to fuck you! I had worn a jock as a "just in case" and looser jeans for easy access. Usually he will fuck me for a few minutes then we make out. But he was like, I need to breed you so you can have my load in you the rest of the night. So fucking hot, Was surprised other guys weren't pissed we took up the stall so long. But this was probably the most sexually charged Black Party I've been to. Couple taller guys of course had to look over the top to see me getting fucked, just made it hotter. Spent the rest of the time there with an extremely wet and dripping ass and loved it!.......I'll do 2 posts so this one wont be too long.

not as many as id like to. not that i expect it, but i really prefer spit for lube so getting rimmed is better to get me worked up and wet. i know i'm a better bottom when i've been rimmed and actually a bit more piggish too.

Guy I had the long play session with this weekend came back to dump another load and just left. Was hotter and longer than I was expecting. Thought it was gonna be a quick one. This guy really brings out the pig in me, the pig i really want to be. He's got a room around the corner for Black Party and wants to do a few of the things I told him I wanted during my haze and lust. I had told him I wanted his load to carry in me before hand incase i got fucked there, and he could take my ass anytime or check it for loads. As many times as I've gone I've never had sex there,rolling kills my sex appetite, but many others do sooo.

He's also invited a few guys from BBRT over before and then after. Not exactly clear on the intent but he's played or knows them so I'm not worried. But he also keeps sending me profiles and asks if its ok. So could be asking if I'll take them on or just being overly polite. Haven't asked his intent. But during todays play session the shit I told him he could do tome and use me for? I could be in for it. Then wants to drag me to Alegria later on!? Funny, its been probably the longest dry spell I ever had and suddenly I am getting flooded, with cum of course. Since becoming POZ a couple years ago my sex life and drive has really gone away, just an occasional extreme encounter (see my ProvenceTown Bear week adventure) and then none, nothing, nada i guess consumed with hang ups about the POZ thing and disclosure before hand and age and weight gain. LOL ya been just a mess. Suddenly he has brought out the pig in me with a vengeance. So hopefully more posts to here? I've felt guilty I suggested to RawTop to move this section to front post, then had almost no posts! But still like it front and center to read every one else's .

This got long, maybe shoulda been in a blog post. move it if you need to. AJ

So I'm gonna try to make this my year of the pig and do it all while I can.

i can't seem to find how to change the word "curious" from under my name. i'm not curious, i know i want it

just another reason.....many years ago when i was in a ltr and top, it was just easier. if i pulled out it had to be cleaned up. shooting in a hole saves trying to get the cum out of the hair on my chest.

another......i love being woken up the next morning and getting fucked in that groggy state. if the guy had dumped a load in me the night before it slides right in and don't have to stop to get lube or spit.....just a couple more practical reasons i do. there are many more

This past Sat/Sunday took at least 3 maybe more at home.

This guy I reconnected with last week on BBRT text me mid week wanting to plan a pnp. Couple things about this, 1. i don't plan things like that. 2. i only pnp after a night of drinking and it just "happens" once in a blue moon. 3. I've had NO sex drive lately and haven't been fucked in months. So i thought ok lets try it. I had been fucked by him before and knew his cock size and was worried about being able to take it. The guy was planning on doing this so I didn't want to disappoint or waste his time. So the night before I decided i should loosen up to be somewhat ready i really hate when it hurts and remembered one time before with him it hurt like hell and had to stop. All I had was the small dick shape attachment for my clean out attached to the shower, then all i had that was bigger was a cucumber since i'm not really into toys. Saturday comes and I was nervous all day, i really don't ever plan sex. He gets here around 7 and we bullshit for awhile, we realized we have known each other for 15 years! We met at the old Jay's Hangout.We get together as fuck buddies every so often over the years. Its always been purely a fuck thing when we see each other, we didn't have each others numbers even, but we knew the sex was good and we were usually on the same plane. Its funny because i had put so much pressure on myself over it, but as soon as he got here I was totally at ease with him like we hung out all the time. We had cocktails and smoked and caught up. As time went we would be warm and take something off to get comfortable. We started fucking around 9 and it was hot. I really don't like lube i love just spit for lube, he started by rimming me and really getting us into it, he switch back and forth between making out (another reason I hate lube) so the he just slips right in. It felt fucking great, we had both worked our selves up for it and i was completely relaxed for it. We kept this up all night until 12 the next day, just partying and fucking sucking, rimming and making out. We were so into it at one point i realized my hole was so used to him that it was like butter going in. We only used spit the entire night. He came for the first time in me after around 12 and i of course went down on his dick for my treat of cleaning him off. I'm not really big on the taste of cum but love cleaning a guy off and also tasting my ass on his cock. We were on the same wave length the entire time so there were no hangups about anything we were doing or wanted to do. He came a few more times in me through out the night and morning and every time i cleaned of his dick we were both sweaty and smelled the same like raw sex. During all this time we would mention things we'd like to do, like having another guy breed me so he could fuck both loads in me, then i'd again clean his cock tasting both guys cum on it, then he would felch out both loads. We were both the same pigs into what the other liked, by morning we were still going at the pnp and i realized my hole was just so open and sloppy from just using spit and his cum all night. Now we are going together for Black Party weekend and probably fill a few of those fantasies we talked about all night. I'm hoping I'll be up for it like this time cuz the plans involve me taking a few loads for several guys.

I don't see me, unless its showing me at Presby, but that could be you too

last night at home from the cab driver that drove me, don't quite remember how it happened but i was drunk and horny and wanted to get fucked. he asked and i said yes.

guy was not pretty at all! lol but still, i got a load and saved $25. on the cab fare.