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  1. Sometimes you go through a quiet patch and then... it just happens. Visited my favourite sex club tonight on one of its two good evenings each week. A little bit quieter than usual. Not a lot, just enough though to dampen it down a bit. Got nowhere for three-quarters of an hour, which is unusal, and nearly went home. Then, it started. Finished with nine loads. Pussy feels amazing....

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  2. Keep having to cancel on the day for irritating irrelevant reasons, but I don't think anything can stop me from being there tomorrow. Feeling very vers: want to take loads and drop a few myself. Can't wait to see what Cum Union is like.

  3. Sounds like he's a long-term non-progressor. He may be better off not taking meds, but he should be monitored since even long-term non-progressors do, usually, progress at some point. Another possibility is that he's not, genetically, a long-term non-progressor, but may have a really mild strain of HIV that doesn't progress very fast (or ever).

    The trick is finding a doctor who would be comfortable with him not being on meds.

    All perfectly possible, but so is the possibility that he is flirting with losing a huge chunk of his life expectancy. Not getting medical attention is just playing dice with forty years of life. And you can roll a one as well as a six.

  4. My favourite studio are interested in having me do a scene. I'm nothing special to look at but I think they like my attitude to sex and can see the scene working well on camera.

    So can I, and I would love to do this so much. But I have a normal career with a real life and I've no idea what the consequences would be if or once it was known I'd done porn.

    I don't really know how to make the decision. It'd be such a thrill and I'd be really proud of having done a scene but I don't know what the result in my real life would be or how I'd handle it.

    I don't need to make the decision immediately. Thoughts?

  5. Took the decision to take any load starting around September last year before learning of PrEP and was poz before Christmas. I'm OK with my status, I talk about it without embarrassment and it hasn't affected my sense of myself, but if I'd known about PrEP then.... Already twenty something medical appointments I wouldn't have had to have.

  6. My favourite sex club in London, Vault 139, does naked nights Mondays and Thursdays. Always packed, always sleazy. Nobody believes me, but I took 20 loads there once, just by leaning over the barrel in the main room, with a group of guys in front of me watching me take each cock fucking me over five hours, and the group of guys behind and around me lining up to dump their load in me. I was back again last night to introduce two nervous (condom-using) friends to the place, just to open their eyes a little, baby steps etc, and I hadn't planned to get up to much myself, and deliberately avoided the sweet sweet position fuck-ready over the barrel for once. But I couldn't resist letting my ass dangle from the benches around the side of the room a little. Game on. And several of the tops were powerhouses. I limited my time because I needed to go see how the two newbies were getting on, but in about thirty minutes, I managed to take, I think, five loads, at least I stood up and walked away after five, though with something of a queue already lined up. It was a little later in the evening when this was happening because we ran late arriving, so I think guys were ready to dump and go. Fine - cum leaking down my legs for the newbies to be horrified by - result. They'll be gagging for the same within months.

    As for me, gagging to really round up a group of bareback tops and find out the purest way just how many loads can be fucked up me within five hours.

  7. One comment on all that though, to balance any impression that this is all easy and the decision is obvious: I was 29 when I got my mind to where I was properly ready to basically allow myself to get infected. Personally, I deeply wish I'd made that decision at, say, 17, and stored up lots of memories of being the twinky cumdump down the years, but I didn't because I wasn't ready, and if I had ditched condoms before being ready to accept myself as poz, that might not have been a happy experience. The test is whether or not you're ready to be happy with yourself as a poz person, although let's see what PrEP does for that.

  8. Still not on meds for a specific but temporary reasons. I got a strong flu and knew, as my doctors did, exactly what had happened, so the result wasn't out of the blue. I was depressed and angry for a few days or so (even though I'd taken the decision to bareback knowing it was a matter of time, and probably not much of it), and then for a few weeks ambivalent, thinking about not having to fear getting it any more while still conscious that it means medical issues, though they're fairly manageable, for the rest of life. After that period of time, I became and remain glad I'm poz: because I can be the cumdump for as many tops as possible, as often as possible, with total focus on serving the tops, feeling the fucks, holding the cum, and never letting disease or worry affect my performance and my near-spiritual enjoyment.

  9. The 'ideal' fuck (which isn't with your boyfriend/husband) doesn't exist.

    But, bottoms, how much of a connection do you want? A close connection with the top? No idea who he is or who he looks like?

    This btm went from needing a close emotional interaction with the top almost literally to be able to be penetrated, to loving the intoxicating mental haze of one anon cock after after coming and going.

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