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  1. Two. Both involve "coaching."

    1. Fly to another city for a prearranged meeting with a willing bottom. Beforehand I advertise his ass on Craiglist, bb boards, etc.

    We check into a bathhouse, I give him somethng to relax him and put him face down on the bed with his ass pointed toward the door. Open the door. For the next few hours he has to take every dick that goes up his ass. The only relief he gets is from strong poppers, which I control. His cock and his will are nothing; all he is is a fuckdump.

    When I say it's over, I take his phone, shoot a bunch of photos of his used ass and email a few to myself to post where and when I please. Then I leave. We never see each other again.

    2. I train a young top guy how to fuck bare hard -- to tap into his primal instinct and take what he wants, how he wants it. No holding back. It's what many men want but are afraid to do.

    I'd be coaching him the whole way through the fuck, encouraging him to go deeper, harder, meaner, until he finally has the best orgasm of his life. Once you've had it that way you never want any other.

    Your fantasy and mine sound like a perfect match! I'd pay for your air travel and other expenses, or I could fly to you if you'd really do that with me as the bareback bottom! Message me... seriously.

  2. As a bottom who takes any load I can get, yet i'm still neg, this is my fantasy that I truly want to live out sometime.

    I want to find a guy, a rough poz top who I can hire for somethign like a thousand bucks to help me set up an all night BB gang bang. He will tie me into a sling or down to a bed, blindfold me and invite as many tops (preferably poz tops) to breed me all night long in both holes. And I want a lot of the men to be black men, I LOVE black cock!

    But first, after I'm tied down tight, he wraps his fingers in sand paper and fingers my hole a few times to roughen up my pussy until it's bleeding slightly. I want thiss done for 2 reasons: 1) so that all the poz loads I take all night have a great chance of giving me the gift. 2) and this is the one I love, my ass will hurt like a mother from the sandpaper with every stroke of every cock!

    I want this because I want it to be a night I NEVER forget, and the extra pain each cock gives me will be an awesome thing! And the guy helping me set it up is instructed to ignore me and tell men to fuck me harder if I whine or beg them to stop. I want them to verbally abuse me the entire time, and degrade me in every way.

    Everyone is allowed to take photos of me sucking their cocks, drinking their piss or sucking their asses clean, taking cum facials, etc. and they can post me at any porn site they want.

    This is a fantasy that I TRULY want to live out, i'm just looking for the right guy to hire to help me set it up and to find men to do me and he can't be soft-hearted because if I beg and cry, I don't want them to stop fucking me until the next day. I can travel to do this.

    Is this a crazy fantasy? I really do want to do this.

    Here are photos of me being fucked, I'm certainly not camera shy. :) Lots more of me at my blog: http://vintageporngay.blogspot.com/

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  3. Once a guy made me suck his cock while he took a shit, then he made me suck his asshole clean, then shoved my face in the shit filled toilet and mademe pick up a big turd and suck it like it were a cock. He then shoved my face down inthe shit, closed the lid on my head and fucked my ass bareback, no lube, shoving my face down in the shit and piss filled water with every forward thrust of his cock. Seeded my pig ass good. But, I'm still neg guys. That needs to be fixed!

    I LOVE men that dominate an degrade me while laughing at my agony.

    Check me out at my blog: http://vintageporngay.blogspot.com/

  4. A number of years ago, when digital cameras became popular, I started letting men take photos and video of me sucking loads from their cocks, drinking their piss, even sucking their asses and taking loads up my ass. At first I was afraid my friends, family and co workers might see, but that fear subsided when I decided that anyone who sees it must be gay, why else would they be looking at gay porn.

    Boy was I wrong! I found out the hard way that a LOT of men who are straight or pretend to be straight look at gay porn. Once I was discovered on line by someone who knew me, it spread through my friends and even to my family like wild fire. Within weeks, it seemed everyone who'd ever known me now considered me a nasty, perverted gay porn slut.

    Had I not just left my long time career on my own, I'd have surely been fired from this. Now, no one I ever worked with across the country will speak to me; I've lost every "old" friend I ever had, even those from childhood. I often feel like a leper that people are afraid to be hear or even speak to.

    I guess part of my problem is that I'm bisexual and kept that secret from everyone, they all thought I was a maucho straight guy who loved pussy. I've been married and divorced with no kids luckily.

    I don't know why I still enjoy being seen sucking cocks etc, I guess it's an addiction like anything else. While I'll share with you the link to a private blog I've set up with several hundred photos of me being a slut, most showing my face in clear detail, I still have regrets for doing this, but my desire to be seen by the porn loving community is stronger than my fear of having my life totally ruined I guess.

    Today I'm even feeling brave enough to show you another link that shows what I did for a living, my LinkedIn profile page. It was a career that I was really proud of, where I was nationally known and well respected in the field. I'll probably really regret doing this someday, but what the hell, for now I want you all to see who and what I am and I hope some of you will respond with comments about what you think of me after seeing me at both links.

    Thanks guys.

    My Blog: http://vintageporngay.blogspot.com/

    My LinkedIn Profile (my day job): https://www.linkedin.com/profile/view?id=47561700&authType=NAME_SEARCH&authToken=c3aQ&locale=en_US&srchid=475617001407075740422&srchindex=1&srchtotal=15&trk=vsrp_people_res_name&trkInfo=VSRPsearchId%3A475617001407075740422%2CVSRPtargetId%3A47561700%2CVSRPcmpt%3Aprimary

  5. That was me exactly - I'm still working to find someone to make some actual BREEDING vids with but I still have my cum swallowing and jo ones on my sexyboi231985 profile from several years ago. I got a rush seeing a million and something views...then when dude tube and other sites picked 'em up for reposting and people from all over the country started messaging me...I was equally mortified and instantly rock hard at the same time.

    I posted so many photos, closeups of me sucking cum from big hard cocks, taking cum facials, licking and sucking assholes, that now there is no way I could ever get it all off the net. I'm literally everywhere now and that's both freightening and makes my cock drool. I always give my photo files names like "Glory Hole Cocksucker", or "Sucks Big Black Cock" or "Cocksucking Faggot's ID" (the 1st 2 photos that appear are of me) so that they will appear anytime someone Googles those terms.

    I actually tried to get everything of me removed but fould it to be a hopeless effort. As I'd request that a site take down my photos, more pop up at another. I guess there will be photos of my face sucking cocks and taking facials, drinking piss on the internet long after I'm gone. And I kinda like that idea. I guess one day I'll be found under searches of "Vingate Gay Porn"! lol

    On the serious side, one draw back to being seen all over the internet is that when ever I run into someone I know on the street, I almost panic, not knowing whether to avoid them or go ahead and say Hi, because I never know who all has seen or been shown the filth of me on the net and who hasn't. Usually, they avoid me and then I know.

    I miss having a lot of friends and co-workers nation wide who once admired me for my award winning skills in my day job (which you can see at my blog: http://faggotcocksucker.blogspot.com/).

    That's why I think I need to move from this red neck state to a much more gay friendly area where I can meet and hang with guys who may not care that I'm an internet porn slut.

    Thanks again for your reply!

    -the not-so-secret public slut

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  6. Neg here still, and I too have a secret desire to be gang raped by a large group of all poz tops, especially big black cocks, my personal favorite! But at the same time, like anyone, I don't like being sick. When I am finally pozzed up, what is it like? Once on the meds, do you feel normal or are their side effects from the meds. do you have the energy needed to go out and be a pig for men to use. That seems to be why I was born after all, and if I were sick all the time, I wouldn't feel like going out in search of cock to suck off or take up the ass.

    Seriously, love to hear from some of you poz guys, what's it really like?

    Thanks!

    here's who I am, if you're in my area and want to breed me or just get a great blowjob, let me know:

    http://faggotcocksucker.blogspot.com/

  7. I did look at your link. Looks like you have done way more than I have. Good for you. As for moving, I live in South Florida and I don't have to deal with any of the redneck attitudes you mention. Anywhere from Orlando south is good, but stick to the larger cities as some of the smaller towns can get that redneck vibe as Florida is in the south. St. Pete would be my choice if I were starting fresh. It has a vibrant art community and a large gay community and it's a beautiful city with lots of coastline. Close enough to Tampa that you get all the benefits of a major urban area as well. Of course Ft Lauderdale is the gay mecca, but it is congested and many guys I know who live there say it is more fun to visit than to live there. Great shopping though.

    If you want to stay deep south but more urban, I'd suggest Atlanta. I love Atlanta. It's where I'm originally from and if you like men of color, you will be in heaven. If I didn't have kids located in south florida I'd move to Atlanta in a heartbeat. I can't handle the cold winters, but you are probably still used to them. Good luck.

    That's great info, thanks! I'll for sure visit St. Pete as a possibility. I have 2 boats so I'll love all the coast line around the St Pete area.

    I'd assume that nearby Tampa is large enough to have some hot and seedy bookstores or other places with glory holes? I LOVE sucking cock anonymously through glory holes. I've thought of setting one up at my home and I might when I move out of this red neck area.

    I've been to Ft Laud and that is where I sucked the largest cock I've ever seen in person. He was black (of course) and it was so big I had to strain to get all of the head into my mouth. And I've never had trouble deep throating any man's cock before. I begged him to fuck me but he only wanted head. Probably just as well since my ass would have never been the same after! (not true, I've been fisted and even after that, it eventually tightens up enough to squeeze cum from hard cocks!)

    I really appreciate your advise, and welcome anything more you can offer.

  8. I started out exactly the same way about 4 years ago. At first I started experimenting with making hidden camera videos of anonymous sexual encounters. Then I got up the nerve to create a profile on xtube. I got such a rush out of seeing how many men got off on my videos. I'd get a new rush every day as I watched the numbers go thru the roof, then as they would get up near a half million views, I'd get that same remorse you mentioned and delete my profile. Then a few months and few new videos later I'd create a new profile and do all over again. Then one day a friend of mine confronted me after finding me on xtube and said "Hey, you told me you quit doing that" and he got all self righteous about it. It really made think about what I was doing. The next day I made a new profile with the name Tiger Milner on it and the rest, as they say is history. That is until xtube banned me from the site just before I hit 2 million views. Since then i've started my own blog and have given up doing hidden cam videos as I have learned that they are illegal. My blog now averages between 30K-35K views a month! That is a lot of jerking off! I've also experienced having people from work find my blog and getting fired over it. It didn't stop me, but it did make me feel somewhat betrayed by my own blog, but I'm getting over that. You do have to develop a somewhat thick skin as your work gets more and more attention. It is great when it gets popular, but you do get some negative along with the good. But hey, I'm only human and I do have feelings. But I believe in what I am doing, I love what I am doing, and no one is going to stop me from doing it. No one should stop you from doing it either. Be who you are. Let the world see it. And, FYI, even after getting banned from xtube my new profile Banned4good is about to hit 2 million views any day now with absolutely no promotion on my behalf. It's my little fuck you to xtube for taking my name away from me. Banned for good my ass!

    Thank you for telling your story! That's great! Would you like to fuck me BB on camera to post at your blog? You can show closeups of my face as I suck cock or drink piss, There is not a thing I'd say no to. Your story gives me added courage to continue. No one in my family speaks to me anymore, so why should I care what they think now? Especially since my Cocksucking career began when I was forced to suck the cocks of my much older brothers when I was five-years-old.

    Same goes for all my "old" friends who no longer have anything to do with me. And my former co-workers, hah! They're all totally freaked out about it. (DID you look at the page at my blog "My Day Job"??? to see what I did for a living before going public as a cum addicted porn slut????)

    I hope to hear from more of you. Please look at my blog and tell me what you think. You can be honest, my feelings can't be hurt anymore than they already have been by the betrayal of family and friends. Where would be a good place for me to move to if I decide to leave this red neck state where gays and bisexuals are treated like trash? I'm financially secure but not sure I could afford a home in many areas of CA. I'd like to live where there are LOTS of men who enjoy using a cum slut like me, and maybe we'll make a few more videos and photos to share with the world.

    Thanks again!

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  9. Sucking cum from big black cocks is the most fun/rewarding thing I have ever done in my life, and I've done a lot! I truly think I was born for the sole purpose of sucking and worshipping black cocks. If there is a Heaven, I will be continuously gang banged bareback at both ends by millions of hung, uncut black cocks, for ALL eternity. And that is not an over statement. I LOVE sucking black cock!

  10. I've been either fucked in the ass (always bareback) or in the mouth by well over 1,000 men on camera alone. IF I counted all the men I've had sex with off camera it gets up into several thousand. I really racked up the numbers over a number of year where I made it my daily goal to get off no less than 20 men per day. I met that goal for several years by spending many hours at glory holes where I'd often suck off or let seed my ass, one total stranger after another for hours on end.

    You've probably seen photos or video of me being used on line. Take a look at my private blog to see if you recognize me. I'm a real slut and most of the time I'm really proud of that fact. (crazy huh?) The sorta unusual thing is that I did all this while making everyone who knew me think that I was totally straight. Now that they've seen me being fucked on line, no t a single old friend will even speak to me. Some friends huh?

    I'm bisexual but crave sucking cum from hard cock more than anything else on Earth. I especialy LOVE big, black cocks. My blog has pages that show what I did for a living (my day job if you will) and links to my Facebook pages and more.

    http://faggotcocksucker.blogspot.com/

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  11. I often like to post pics of myself online being slutty, and I get off on seeing them spread, the likes, comments, reblogs etc. I feel like it's a real representation of who I really am, and I get off on being told i'm a whore etc. But then sometimes (usually after cumming) I sometimes think I should take them down. Sometimes I do delete them, sometimes I don't. I find that feeling of remorse usually disappears after an hour or two and i'm happy for them to be online again. I think it's mainly that feeling of post-cum shame that totally kills your horn as soon as that jizz leaves your dick. The same problem that prevents you swallowing your own cum after you've shot etc...

    For now, i've tried to restrict sharing them to like-minded people and communities, such as this place for example. So if anyone's interested, I have some pics of me being a slut in an album on my profile ;) hehe

    So glad to hear that you feel the same way as I do. I always thought I was unique in an especially fucked up way. Did you take a look at all I posted of myself at my blog?

    Here's the link again if you'd like another look. I even have a page where I show you what I did for a living, my day job, and links to my Facebook pages.

    http://faggotcocksucker.blogspot.com/

    NOTE: if you try to look at my blog and it isn't allowed, check back in a while. I sometimes block access to it after I get off and feel all that remorse. But I always open it back up when I start feeling horny again... Crazy, huh?

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