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  1. I am hooked on your writing. Can’t wait to see/read what happens next. 

    19 hours ago, losolent said:

    Part 15 - Fortune Favours The Bold

     

    A week on Jamal sat in the greenhouse alone reading his daily text from Conrad, he was a little concerned when first hearing about Harry turning up and how he and Conrad had finally got it on. His concern was purely around his own need to have Conrad as a friend and a little jealousy ran through him. Today's text seem to make him a little more at ease especially where Conrad explained that Harry jokingly said he wanted to take a ride with Jam and get in a sticky mess with him. He was interrupted mid thought with Felix turning up.

    "Jam brought you a fresh flask of coffee" Felix said putting it on the workbench.
    "Thanks" Jamal replied putting his phone down.
    "Your daily update from Con?" Felix asked sitting next to him.
    "Yeah, looks like this Harry and he is quite serious" he said opening the flask and pouring a coffee.
    Felix nodded and looked at him "Are you worried about it?" he asked sensing Jamal was distracted.
    "So, so" Jamal replied looking at his phone "will he take Con away?" he asked looking at Felix.
    Felix smiled "Conrad will not leave here" he replied confidently "he loves the manor too much".
    "I hope so" Jamal said sipping his coffee thanking him again, Felix waved it off as nothing.
    "Beth and I are out tonight and Simon wants to know if your staying for dinner" Felix said standing up.
    Jamal shrugged "You mean we will be alone tonight?" he asked laughing nervously "should I?".
    Felix smiled at him again "Yes you will be alone. What do I tell him?" he asked.
    Jamal gave a very sceptical nod "Good I will let Simon know and Beth will make you both dinner".

    With that Felix was gone leaving Jamal alone with this thoughts, he wondered if Simon was going to make a move on him tonight remembering that in his sleepy state the morning the guys left he had literally agreed to put himself on the line. Despite his reservations underneath he liked Simon, he was generous and shown him a lot of kindness. He looked at the photos Conrad had sent him pausing at the one of Adam in his speedos soaking up the sunshine lusting after his image, he laughed at his stupidity going tongue tied and unable to put sentences together when facing Adam. If he had known then that his moment of innocent lust over that image would quickly change the course of his life completely, he would never have acted on impulse and his life would no doubt have taken a different direction. Sitting there alone lost in his own thoughts leading to conflicted feelings about his own sexuality again. Sex with Conrad was one thing being a comfortable, pleasurable experience with a friend, putting himself out there for someone else was a different matter and it would mean getting to know the person and probably discuss sex. Was he ready to discuss points about men having sex together? Jamal looked at the picture again then putting his phone down he went back to pricking out lettuces for the kitchen garden, trying to forget how dumb he must look around Adam. He felt warm and happy inside a strange sensation he had never come across before and he liked it a lot, it gave him a cosy and satisfying sense of well being.

    Adam had spent the afternoon pacing around the terrace, the evening when everything happened still unnerved him. Had they really felt Jack's presence amongst them. Having gone through it over and over in his head he finally sat down having rearranged his flight back to the UK. He wanted to know if there was anything between him and one person who had spiked his interest. He didn't need to worry about Conrad and Harry plus he wanted to give them the space to be alone, it was the best thing he could do right now. Adam stood at the edge of the pool then dived in surfacing on the other side, he heard two massive splashes and water flying everywhere making him chuckle. Conrad and Harry bombed Adam in the pool the swam erratically towards to him in a rush of water and deliberate splashes, he could hear them laughing amongst the sound of the splashing water from how silly they were behaving.

    "Well I guess that means you are back from your walk" Adam laughed wiping the water from his face.
    The both kissed Adam on the cheek and Harry climbed out "I will get some drinks" he said dripping in water.
    "How is it going?" Adam asked pulling Conrad roughly in to his arms.
    "Okay" Conrad replied smiling "well more than okay I suppose".
    "Thank god" Adam spoke kissing him on the mouth "I am flying back ahead of you..." he started staying.
    "Why?" Conrad asked raising his voice slightly.
    "I want to give you and Harry a couple of days alone together" Adam replied explaining his reasons.
    Conrad smirked "Are you going back to the manor?" he asked looking and waiting for a reaction.
    "Not sure" Adam said slowly "I want to see if..." he stopped mid sentence and backtracked a little "Jamal, is he actually gay?".
    Conrad ran his finger around Adam's mouth "You fancy him?" he asked knowing full well "I think you should go for it".
    Adam shrugged "Okay, I fancy him, he has lighted up my life a bit" he replied "please don't intervene!".
    "I won't" Conrad replied "anyway he goes all tongue tied around you, have you never noticed that?".
    "A little" Adam said grinning away "it is putting my feelings out there, I haven't done that...".
    Conrad stopped him with a kiss "Ignore your past Adam I know it is hard. And Jam, well he is very cautious and strangely a bullish person".
    Adam raised an eyebrow in confusion "In bed he is completely different and very gay!" Conrad said chuckling.
    "Who is very gay?" Harry asked arriving back handing them both a beer.
    "Jam" Conrad replied taking his beer and gulping down a mouthful "I never knew if he actually was gay or straight".
    Harry sat down on the side of the pool "You were straight until Moham waved money in front of you" he laughed.
    Conrad looked at Harry furrowing his eyebrows in funny anger look "pot and kettle" he said smirking.
    Adam laughed and Harry leaned forward "Is that so" he said "bet I can make you scream like Moham did".
    "Boys" Adam moved standing between them "play nicely" he said.
    Conrad leaned around Adam "Your cock is to girly to make anyone scream" he said giggling.
    Harry laughed and rubbed his crotch "Made you gag and choke the other night you wuss".
    Conrad gave Harry a middle finger "You will be screaming and begging for mercy when I stick it to you".
    Harry scoffed "You will end up with bruises on your forehead from your head hitting the headboard repeatedly from my fucking".
    "Oh I have had enough of this" Adam said moving "it is turning me on" he laughed displaying his erect cock.
    Harry slipped in to the pool grabbing Conrad "Fuck you drive me crazy" he said aggressively kissing Conrad.
    Adam climbed out of the pool watching them with a big erotic smile on his face "That is so hot" he cooed.
    "Half an hour guys then shower and change for dinner" Adam informed them standing up and walking to his sunbed.

    Jamal walked in to the manor kitchen just as Beth finished preparing dinner for them and writing instructions, seeing him she gave him the task of heating up the beef bourguignon and vegetables. Jamal read through the notes and smiled and said he could manage without any problem. He wandered off up to Harry's room that he had almost taken over now. Showered and changed he walked down stairs noticing Simon sat in the study, he turned to head towards the lounge where he would wait for Simon.

    "Jamal" Simon called out "you can come in".
    Jamal stepped backwards and walked in to the study "Sorry, I didn't know if your were busy" he explained.
    Simon smiled watching Jamal go over and look at the photos again "Do you want a copy of them?" he asked
    Jamal chuckled "No, I like looking at them, at Conrad" he specifically said pointing to the pictures.
    "And him?" Simon asked pointing to the three photos of Adam.
    "Maybe" Jamal said quietly looking at the eyes staring back at the person taking the photo.
    Simon stood next to him "Jack took those photos of Adam" he informed him going through how Jack took them.
    "Did he love him?" Jamal asked turning to Simon "It is the look in his eyes they sort of smile".
    Simon chuckled "Yes, Jack was the only person Adam felt real affection for at the time".
    "I see" he said looking back at the picture "and did Jack love him?" Jamal asked.
    "Of course" Simon replied "unfortunately they were so different in their ways, it would never have worked".
    "And now Adam has a new interest and one that looks very compatible" Simon said quite casually.
    Jamal felt saddened hearing this "I hope he can make it work" his voice croaking between his words.
    Simon laughed and patted him on the shoulder "Right let us see what Beth has left us" he said.
    "I got it" Jamal said turning to leave "some beef dish, you get the wine I will heat it up".

    Simon agreed and went off to the wine display in the dining room. Jamal cranked the heat up as instructed by Beth and put the vegetables on. Simon brought Jamal a glass of wine and chatted with him in the kitchen whilst laying the table, electing to eat in the there instead of the dining room since it was the two of them. Something about Adam captivated him and he was unsure if it was a jealously of his friendship with Conrad. His own closeness to Conrad had him thinking of men through different eyes, seeing a more attractive side to the male body. He couldn't believe that only a few hours ago it was a conflicted feeling and the more he thought about it and saw reminders of Adam he was flipping sides subtly and getting aroused at the thought of Conrad's body, no longer did he think of women. He suddenly chuckled rather too loudly remembering back to the how good it felt at boarding school and holding on to those cute arses that he ploughed to blow his load as a rampant 19 year old.

    "What on earth has tickled your fancy?" Simon asked topping his wine up.
    Jamal smiled "Boarding school, the guys I fucked for pleasure" he said watching the vegetables boil.
    Simon leaned against the counter watching him "Did you think you were gay then?" he asked curiously.
    "No" Jamal replied quickly "everyone was sort of doing it or letting guys rub them off".
    Simon chuckled "I did" he confessed "I fucked nearly every guy in my class" he said smiling fondly.
    "You did?" Jamal asked watching Simon nod "I fucked my geography tutor" he said "he was pretty cute and young".
    Simon laughed hard "Jam you are a naughty boy" he said with a mock shocked tone in his voice.
    Jamal turned to Simon "The other day when you said I fucked like a school boy, what did you mean?" he asked.
    "Oh" Simon was caught off guard "I meant it was like you had no control and just wanted to cum".
    Jamal nodded "Right, the other night I made love to Con, well it felt like it" he informed Simon.
    Simon looked seriously at Jamal "Normally I would have had a guy like you in bed weeks ago knocking you up".
    "So why didn't you?" Jamal replied "I am not asking you to do it" he said trying to ensure Simon understood.
    Simon smiled "Conrad" he replied "simple as that, you stood up for him and I respect you for it".
    "Veg is ready" Jamal said turning the heat off embarrassed by the veiled compliment he received.
    "Simon" Jamal turned to him "Can you show me how to do it properly?" he asked "tonight?".
    Simon contemplated him for a moment "Serve dinner" he replied "then we can talk about it".
    Simon grabbed some plates "We could hire you a porn star to play with" he said chuckling out of the blue.
    Jamal nearly burnt himself on the oven laughing so much "That is silly why they would they want to?".
    "If the money is right anyone is for hire" Simon replied putting the plates on the table.
    Jamal put the food on the table "You mean like Con and this Arab guy?" he laughed out loud.

    Jamal leaned back on the sofa sat next to Simon, his head a little fuzzy from the heavy claret they were still enjoying. Simon took Jamal's glass and place it on the coffee table in front of them, Jamal giggled nervously knowing the next few minutes were either going to freak him out or have the opposite effect. Simon sat back putting his arm around Jamal's shoulder pulling him closer, expecting to have a quick discussion he was caught off guard finding Simon's lips closing in and working his mouth open until they kissed. His first instinct was to push Simon off gently being unprepared, his head was immobilised and Simon was not letting him move away. His hands could feel the meaty muscles in the arms under the shirt that folded Jamal's resistance into a feel rather than push. Simon persisted and he could feel the subtle changes in Jamal and his urge to push away dissipating, deliberately flexing his bicep Jamal moaned and relinquished all control, his cock bursting in to a full erection feeling the bicep in his hand flexing causing him to squeeze it harder and spearing his tongue in to Simon's mouth with his arousal growing in intensity. Losing track of time Jamal had no idea how long he had been kissing Simon and feeling his body, what he could feel was the warm air flowing from the log fire wafting over his skin. Like a magician Simon had disrobed Jamal down to his underwear. He became aware that he was now touching the supple tight skin of Simon's body, the hairs on Simon's chest rubbing against his chest felt incredible. The last flickers of resistance in Jamal's body died with the tide of desire taking over from the tips of his fingers to his toes. Eyelids fluttered and closed savouring the kiss his arms snaking around Simon, he moaned lightly feeling his body lifting and the sudden warmth of the log fire increased with his body being lowered on to the snugness of the hearth rug encapsulating his back. Jamal opened his eyes lifting his hips allowing Simon to remove his underwear, he looked up at the incredible body that loomed over him. Tiny gasps now escaping his lips, Simon kissed along his stomach and chest moving upwards over his nipples where he paused and teased them with gentle bites and sucks. Jamal ran his hands over the shoulders and down the arms feeling the biceps again. His head trying to take in each incredible sensation his body was feeling. Everything Simon did made him gasp or moan in utter content. Simon moved upwards again kissing around Jamal's neck and chin line finding his mouth. Jamal opened his eyes the tapping at his hole getting more pronounced from Simon's cock.

    "Simon" Jamal spoke softly getting his attention "do you have condoms?" he asked.
    Simon smiled "We don't need condoms Jam" he replied softly kissing his neck letting the words linger in the air.
    "If Con didn't infect you I will" Simon said pushing his cock harder against Jamal's hole.
    Jamal pushed Simon's shoulders "I carry a high viral load" Simon said seductively "one toxic dose from me".
    Jamal pushed harder "Wait, you would deliberately do that?" he asked sounding shocked but strangely drawn to it.
    "Yes" Simon replied softly grinning "drops of my precum are enough infect you, maybe adding to Conrad's and recharging you".
    Jamal groaned he could feel the cock was slicker knowing the precum was already at his hole "Really?" he asked gasping.

    Simon nodded watching Jamal for any reaction and applying more pressure through his hips, the slickness of the precum eased his hole open a little more. Jamal's body pushed up with his moan, the hands moved from Simon's shoulder to his waist. Simon leaned forward and kissed Jamal sensually 'Tell me to stop Jam' he whispered softly giving him a moment then pushing harder again, Simon moaned feeling the hole slipping around the head of his cock pushing the foreskin completely back ready for penetration. Jamal moaned again arching his neck back 'Tell me you want it Jam' Simon said kissing his exposed neck, Jamal gasped louder with Simon pushing his hips down again moving part of his shaft in to Jamal's arse spreading it open wider. His fingers dug in to Simon's flesh body reacting from the pain that also felt amazing at the same time 'You want me to wreck you like Conrad did?' he asked probing with his cock. Jamal finally managed to control the moans and gasps 'I am going to fuck you after' he squeaked out eliciting a response from Simon with another jab and probing with his cock, Simon smirked down at Jamal 'Beg me for it Jam' he replied 'Beg for it' he repeated 'Demand me to infect you' he stared in to Jamal's eyes slowly nodding his head to urge Jamal to say it. Jamal knew it was going to happen but couldn't bring himself to say the words, Simon penetrated him balls deep hard then pulled almost all the way out again, Jamal's body tensed up his back arching off the rug. Simon kissed him hard then raised his head 'Beg me to fuck you and leave my mark in you' he said switching to a menacing tone that still had a teasing edge on it 'Beg or I rape you' he demanded jabbing his cock again releasing a soothing coat of precum. Simon licked his lips and moaned sexually wriggling his hips 'You got some precum inside you now, the work has started' he said grinning down at Jamal who responded digging his fingers in to Simon's flesh harder and moaning 'Fuck you turn me on' he said through his moans 'So fucking evil' he rolled his head from side to side 'You are not going to beg for it are you?' Simon asked rotating his hips watching the smile form on Jamal's mouth 'No, you will have to rape me' he responded between his groans. The words only just left his lips before he felt the crashing down of Simon's hips impaling him deep and hard, Jamal cried out loudly scratching Simon's back caught by surprise his toes curled in and stretched out his legs and body quivered and trembled from body shattering thrusts delivered in rapid succession. There was no easing in as Simon went full throttle making sure Jamal could feel him tearing at his arse changing the angle of his cock attacking every side of Jamal's anal wall. His hands moving everywhere unsure where to grab hold of Simon floating in bizarre pleasure unaware of his legs clamping around Simon egging him to deliver on his word. His body riding forward until they hit Simon's arms either side of his head preventing him from moving too far forward, back his body moved only to be pushed forward again. The skill and dedication of his powerful thrusting rained down in a relentless fashion on him. Jamal was so overcome from a maddening desire he squeezed his legs harder around Simon's waist, his toes involuntarily curled tight folding in on themselves. Jamal looked up at the grin of intention on his face, a look of absorbing himself of any culpability in his actions. He gasped from the depth of the penetration, his balls slapping against Jamal's arse 'Fucking evil' he said looking up at Simon who responded with a merciless grin, his balls moved and keeping his grin he delivered in stealth mode, no change in rhythm or look on his face. Simon gave nothing away in his expression, feeling his toxic seed delivering deep with perfect accuracy 'Dirty fucking bitch' Simon roared down at Jamal feeling the last of his orgasm retreating and resetting itself ready to deliver again, he leaned down and kissed Jamal and continued hammering in hard 'Want me to stop?' he asked teasing Jamal with several accentuated power thrusts 'Fuck no' Jamal responded moaning louder 'Finish... finish what you started' he cried out slapping Simon's back. For a moment Jamal felt the fucking get easier but the pain returned with his thrusts that seemed like no end was in sight. Jamal rand his hand over Simon's torso that glistened with sweat, tweaking Simon's nipple 'No' Simon said trying to focus. It was too late and the touching of his nipple sent the shock ricocheting from his erogenous zone all though his body spreading out then congregating in one jolt of electricity to his balls that tightened rapidly. He pushed up crashing Jamal's shoulders against the barriers his arms formed 'Fuck yessssss' he cried out jolting his hips feeling his second load flooding in to Jamal's body. He collapsed forward grabbing hold of Jamal tightly to prevent him moving away, his post orgasm pulses moving through his hips and cock grinding deeper in to Jamal's battered arse.

    They laid there quietly for several minutes "You are way to willing" Simon said kissing him.
    Jamal's panting easing his body numbed to the pain he endured "What did you just do to me!" he stated panting and grinning.
    Simon pulled his cock out slowly "Gave you what you needed Jam, twice" he said rolling on to his back.
    Jamal wiped his forehead of sweat from the heat of the log fire "You came twice?" he asked seemingly confused.
    "Yes" Simon replied gloatingly "double barrelled you Jam".
    Jamal slapped his erect cock "My turn" he said turning his head grinning at Simon.
    Simon laughed "Just this once mind you" he replied easing his breathing back to a normal state "you wanted teaching so this is your lesson".
    Jamal kneeled up and set himself into position "You have an excellent body Simon".
    Simon looked up at him "Shut up and get on with it" he replied chuckling.

    With Simon's teaching Jamal learnt several ways of enhancing the bottoms experience resulting in him using the word wow many times. Guiding Jamal expertly who picked things up really quickly and felt a totally different sensation from wanting to simply empty his nut sack. They took a break and drank some wine discussing sex which felt totally abnormal for Jamal before getting back to it over the course of the evening then going to bed together. His attempt at fucking with a condom turned out to be the worst experience he felt, it lead up to him learning how to whip it off mid fuck and plant your seed in the unsuspecting bottom. In truth it shocked him at first and put Simon in a very different light, the weirdness, the danger, the excitement of planting his seed in to another human was a strange turn on, this devious edginess he saw in Simon thrilled him giving a peek in to the darker side of the gay world. Jamal woke up the following morning a completely different person in both morals and sexual awareness. He spent a moment recalling his night with Simon that he never really expected to materialise, he was pleased it had though. The one thing he did learn was being gay allowed a man to get sex at the drop of a hat and without any need of conversation. Jamal climbed out of bed stretching, his arse a little sore but no where near as bad from when Conrad went on a mission to wreck him, his body felt abnormally warm as he stood up.

    Simon turned over waking up "You getting up?" he asked looking at Jamal's body.
    "Morning, yes I have work to do otherwise Conrad will punish me" Jamal replied giving a cheeky grin.
    "You worry to much" Simon said moving and sitting on the edge of the bed "you okay?" he asked.
    Jamal nodded "Guess so, thanks for the lesson last night" he said smiling.
    "You felt a little warm last night in bed and you have sweat on your forehead" Simon informed Jamal.
    Jamal walked over to the mirror "I feel okay" he replied wiping the tiny beads of sweat, just a little warmer than usual".
    Simon walked towards the bathroom "You must tell me if you don't feel well Jam".

    Looking at his reflection in the mirror he couldn't see anything wrong and brushed it off from laying next to Simon all night. By the time Simon had showered and gone downstairs Jamal was already outside trimming the hedges around the pool terrace. He smiled reading the latest news Conrad and Harry, finally he thought to himself then reading further down the message he saw that Adam was leaving a couple of days early so they could have some alone time. He sent a reply to Adam telling him it was fine for him to come to the manor and to stop asking since he was always welcome, Simon spoke to Beth and told her to prepare a bedroom for Adam who staying a few days. In fact Simon was quite pleased he was coming back in time for the weekend, he needed to twist Adam's arm to moderate the auction and he also needed Adam to procure some more shares. It played on him a little deciding if he should bring Jamal along to be auctioned off for the night. On second thoughts he might not appreciate being sold off to the highest bidder, then again he could make quite a bit of money.

    Sipping his coffee he looked out of the study window watching Jamal in his shorts and boots smiling away, he was interrupted by his conference meeting pinging up on his laptop. Despite having sold the company off part of the deal was for Simon to receive a 10% stock holding in the parent company IntecSolutions that purchased his company. That way he retained a slight foothold and some voting rights, with the dividend returns over the years Simon had been purchasing additional shares using Adam as the owner. Now holding 35% of the shares he found out through an investor that the company was quietly running a buy back scheme, the aim of keeping it discreet was to prevent an inflated price. Stealth take over was like a game to Simon, although this was different from other stealth activities it still gave him the same kind of thrill. Their meeting today was a run of the mill one and to set the quarterly result targets for the year ahead, his eye suddenly caught by Felix crossing the terrace with a flask and handing it to Jamal then standing there chatting to him. They were both laughing and talking seemingly getting on very well now despite the rocky start. He returned to the laptop spending two hours watching the faces of the CEO and CFO waiting for them to get to item 7 on the agenda, here they revealed the buy back plan and seeking full board approval to use cash flow and equity. Simon objected knowing full well that stripping the assets to buy shares was never a good move. The vote went in favour of the buy back and by the time the meeting had finished it was already public knowledge pushing the share price to an inflated level and halting the buy back. Simon made a call to the Securities and Exchange Commission highlighting some concerns anonymously, now he had to wait for the commission to launch a probe which would then bomb the share value causing an off loading and flooding the market with unwanted shares. Why did he do it? Mostly for fun and a non serious business side, he had enough of those to keep him occupied so needed some kind of light hearted distraction. He closed the laptop and looked out at Jamal who was taking some time out and laying on the terrace enjoying the spring sunshine. It was watching Jamal who seemed not to have a care in the world and clearly enjoying his job and being at the manor, that Simon made a few decisions that would impact the lives of those living around him in close proximity. It had been a risk allowing Jamal access to the manor that had paid off, he was discretion absolute and had no concerns over him. As expected within minutes the CFO, Carrington, had sent him an email asking about his objections and laying the offer to buy to his shares on the table. He had only met Carrington once before in Atlanta at the head office, he was young for a CFO at 33 and obviously the guy was an American Football jock with a very sturdy body under his shiny grey suit and white shirt that he wore. Simon intended on ignoring the email until after the weekend when he would deal with Carrington.

    Simon opened the study French windows and walked over to him "I pay you to work not sunbathe" he said.
    Jamal opened one eye looking up at him "Get over yourself and join me" he replied closing his eye.
    "You think I have nothing better to do than lay around when I should be working?" Simon asked grinning.
    Jamal waved his hand keeping his firmly closed "Dock my pay then" he said so casually it made Simon laugh.
    "Where do you see your life going Jam?" Simon asked going serious "What do you want to do or achieve?".
    Jamal opened his eye again "Who knows" he replied looking curiously at him "my parents keep pressuring me".
    Simon sat down next to him "Is that why you like to escape up here?" he asked.
    "Mostly" Jamal responded "gets me away from the constant questioning" he said sighing "and working here".
    Simon chuckled and Jamal sat up and looked at him "Why do you hide yourself away here?".
    Simon glanced at him "Makes life less complicated and I don't like socialising much" he replied.
    "Except if your getting something out of it" Jamal replied grinning and laying back down "suck me off".
    "No" Simon said drawing out the pause between "You can get to work on mine though" he said smirking at Jamal.
    Jamal smiled "No" he replied then closed his eyes "pay me to do it as you are docking my wages".
    Simon laughed his cocky arrogance that he had grown to like "Maybe I will auction your arse off Saturday".
    "Fuck no" he replied sitting up again "You having one of those weird parties Con told me about?" Jamal asked.
    Simon nodded "Yes so you might want to keep a low profile or I will auction you off" he laughed.
    Jamal laid back down again "You get 50% of the auction price" Simon said standing up planting the idea firmly in Jamal's head.
    Jamal waved his hand "No I am not a piece of meat" he replied grinning.
    Simon laughed "You were last night" he replied kneeling down giving him a kiss "Dinner tonight?".
    "Yes, thanks Simon" Jamal replied.
    "Good" Simon said kicking Jamal's foot "we will be three tonight" he finished saying walking off before Jamal could ask questions.

    Jamal sat up about to ask who was coming to dinner but Simon was already at the study and closing the door. He never expected them to be three for dinner and no idea who it was, he walked up to the kitchen looking through the window hoping to see Felix or Beth to ask them, he scanned round again finding the place quiet with no sign of them. Jamal returned to the pool terrace to finish off trimming the hedges, it was the only job he had to do today taking his time he wanted to make sure it was done correctly. His mind kept going back to the conversation with Simon auctioning him off and getting 50%, he remembered when Conrad accidentally mentioned it then became evasive when probed simply saying it was just a small orgy. He chuckled to himself cutting away at the hedges, auction me off he said to himself laughing then stopping himself wondering if he really was considering doing it just for the cash.

    Felix arrived at Gatwick to meet Adam and during the ride back to the manor he spent the time telling Felix about Conrad and Harry, then swerving the conversation around to Jamal trying to be non specific and casual. The closer they got to the manor the more his nerves kicked in, it had been years since Adam had thrown his emotions down on the table, not since Jack had he been intimate with another man. Some had come close and tried to get in to Adam's world but the gates were locked shielding him from unwanted intruders. Adam looked up from his phone and asked Felix to stop by the church. Felix looked at Adam through the rear view mirror and nodded, he didn't need to ask anymore questions and after fifteen minutes they pulled up outside the church. Adam walked along the path to the grave 'Hey Jack, you been on a little holiday and freaking us all out?. Not cool, I know you liked to joke around but that was crossing the line. I feel ready Jack, I would never have got to this point without you and the love and support you gave me. I am going to get him no matter what, you once told me if I wanted something be bold and work at it until I got it.' Adam stood up and kissed the headstone 'I will come back tomorrow with some flowers, Conrad gave me specific instructions which ones. God he has really taken over, you did a wonderful job nurturing him over the years. Well it is all or nothing over the next few days, oh, and no interfering, you know what I mean!' Adam smiled and took a few steps then turned 'I wish you was here to hold my hand Jack'. Adam wiped his eyes and walked back to the limo and the short drive to the manor. Adam entered and already he felt something was missing from the place, Simon came out of the study to greet him and Adam commented how quiet the place was without Conrad making a mess or noise somewhere around the place. Simon laughed agreeing with him and took Adam up to the bedroom Beth had made up for him.

    "Dinner at 7pm if you want to take a nap" Simon said turning to leave "It's good to have you back here".
    Adam was looking out of the window down the drive "Which is Jamal's house?" he asked.
    Simon turned holding the door and chuckled "Don't worry he is joining us for dinner" he said leaving the room.

    He sat on the bed looking at the closed door almost too afraid to leave the room. Pull yourself together he told himself standing up and retrieving his bags that Felix had brought up ahead of him. Losing track of time and spending a good half an hour in the shower thinking of what to say and how to say it. Realising that dinner was only minutes away he began to dry himself. Jamal arrived back at the manor from picking up a few more clothes and making an appearance so his parents knew he was still alive, his mother did not appear overly concerned that he was spending time at the manor since he had a job. She was kind of glad he had got out of the house and was doing something rather than sitting in his room listening to music and talking with that bad lot in Guildford. Jamal dumped his clothes in the study collapsing on the sofa watching Simon who was finishing off some work.

    "Made yourself comfortable I see" Simon remarked grinning without looking over.
    Jamal sighed "Yeah" he replied "you let me in your house so I am settling in" he said smiling.
    Simon chuckled "Good" he replied watching Jamal stand up and walk over to the photos "again?" he said.
    "I miss him, can't wait until he gets back" Jamal replied looking at the photos of Conrad then Adam.
    Simon closed the laptop "How are you feeling Jam?" he asked curiously wondering if his body was converting.
    "Fine" Jamal replied glancing over his shoulder at him "a little cold earlier but I feel alright".
    "You look like you want to lick that photo" Simon said watching him "do you find him sexy?".
    Jamal shrugged "That's just it, I don't know" he softly spoke "suppose so I think" he said scratching his chin.
    Simon watched Adam appear standing at the door "What if I was attracted to him?" Jamal spoke again.
    Simon glanced at Jamal then Adam "What does your heart tell you Jam?" Simon asked.
    Silence prevailed until Jamal spoke "He is a man and..." he paused "I don't know how to love a man".
    "You love Conrad" Simon replied watching Jamal fixated on Adam's photo "can you love a man?".
    Jamal shrugged again "Conrad is different, more friendship love. Loving another man freaks me out".
    Simon sat back in his chair quickly glancing at Adam "Do you know why it freaks you out?" he asked.
    "Afraid of the unknown Simon, commitment, parents, everything" Jamal replied only making half sense.
    Adam stepped forward "What if I was attracted to you and wanted you?" he asked.
    Jamal jumped and turned going red "Oh... err... I..." he ran out of the French windows across the terrace.
    Simon chuckled "You get him tongue tied every time, I think it is completely obvious you scare him".
    Adam walked over to the doors unable to see him "He will keep" he replied watching him disappear in the garden.
    Simon stood up laughing "I am glad your hear I need to ask a favour" he said "Don't worry about Jam".

    Simon explained to Adam that he needed a Jack this weekend for the auction and started going in to detail. Jamal hid in the greenhouse palpitations hammering hard in his chest, unsure if it was the excitement or freaking out. He never expected Adam to be standing there of hearing the conversation. Leaning back against the wall trying to calm down Jamal felt like a jolt of electricity had passed through his body. He could hear footsteps approaching and recognised the steps knowing it was Felix.

    "Fella you got to stop running" Felix said walking in to the greenhouse.
    "Sorry" Jamal replied catching his breath "what the fuck is wrong with me?" he asked not expecting a reply.
    Felix stood looking at him "Your nerves" he stated "probably afraid of already knowing the outcome".
    "Outcome!" Jamal remarked "you think there is an outcome?" he asked sounding shocked.
    Felix smiled "Definitely. I am almost sure Adam has come back here for you" he said hinting Jamal to follow.
    Jamal steadied himself following Felix "What does he want with me?" he asked trying to seek an answer.
    "That you will have to find out" Felix replied turning to Jamal "come on keep up they are waiting".

    Adam agreed to stay the weekend and reminded Simon that Conrad was due back on Saturday evening and no doubt Harry would be with him. Simon chuckled informing him that Moham would be here and is bringing a couple of guys, one bottom and one who is versatile but agreed to bottom for the night. Simon understandably omitted his conversation earlier with Jamal and auctioning him off. Jamal walked in to the dining room and Felix played to his strength asking him to select the wines for dinner, Simon and Adam walked in seeing the backs of them discussing wine and examining bottles with Jamal handing him a Chauteauneuf-du-Pape for the main and Chablis premier cru for the starter. Felix nodded and smiled telling him it was an excellent choice. Jamal turned hearing the guys entering the dining room whilst Felix went off to chill the Chablis, he stood rooted to the spot looking at Adam who smiled at him. His head in turmoil unable to take his eyes off Adam, it was like the picture was standing life size in front of him. Shaking the thoughts off he managed to take a few steps forward and sit down before he fell making a fool of himself. Simon was having a ball waiting and watching Jamal who seemed to glaze over trying not to look at Adam. Throughout dinner Simon steered the conversation around gardening and the villa in Sardinia which seemed to keep Jamal's focus from thinking about the guy sat next opposite him. Adam paid Jamal numerous compliments about his choice of wine with each course, chuckling at Jamal's quiet response and grin on his face. Adam wanted to go over and kiss the face off him, it was the longest time he had sat with Jamal and with each passing moment he was falling crazily deeper in love with him. The merest hint of Moroccan descent in his facial features, the olive skin and dark hair naturally fitted the youthfulness that Jamal exuded. He had to step back a moment wondering if the 7 year age gap was to big and maybe that was the reason Jamal seemed to mentally fight him off. Simon asked Felix to serve coffee in the lounge and the three of them stood, Adam held back waiting for Jamal.

    "Shall we?" Adam softly asked holding the door and Jamal nodded, he waited until Jamal stood by him.
    Jamal looked at Adam "After you" he said finally managing to say something to Adam.
    Adam smiled and waited the other side of the door for Jamal "Why are you fighting me Jamal?" he asked.
    "Am I?" Jamal asked stopping in his tracks unaware of his flirtatious look "Fighting you for what?".
    "My affection" Adam replied looking in to his eyes laying his emotions bare.
    "Why?" Jamal asked "what do you want from me?" his words seemed to plead for the truth.
    "Surely you know how attracted to you I am" Adam said opening his heart to Jamal.
    Jamal turned and walked towards the lounge "Yeah" he replied "you coming or standing there all night?".

    His heart lifted at the same time it sunk unsure what Jamal's response actually meant. Maybe he was just too forward for Jamal. The strangest warm fuzzy feeling grew inside his body, never before had anyone said so much in so few words, the words were enough to spike Jamal's overly keen interest. His own sense of self doubt diminished smiling to himself knowing that what he heard was very close to a complete confession of love. He turned and smiled to Adam who was walking towards him standing by the door to the lounge.

    "You after commitment or just a fuck?" Jamal asked out of the blue taking Adam by surprise.
    Adam stopped at the door "If it was just a fuck I would have had you weeks ago" he replied.
    Jamal almost lost his bottle to speak and have to swallow hard "You reckon?" he asked.
    Adam smirked at him "Stop playing games, you want me ".

    Jamal stood watching Adam walk in to the lounge and sit on the sofa whilst Simon poured coffee for them all. Was it possible that this one person could flick a switch like that turning Jamal on light a light bulb. Jamal closed the door and walked over to Simon and took the cup of coffee Simon offered thanking him and sitting down on the sofa. Not apart, not on a separate one but right next to Adam, the boldness in his mannerisms almost screamed that he was no longer scared of Adam. Simon poured the last cup of coffee for himself and glanced at Adam and Jamal who both sat there grinning like mischievous children scared to move or look at each other in fear of being told off.

    The crickets seemed louder than ever now the storm had passed, the lightning flashing brilliantly over the sea with the waning storm. Harry reached over and picked up his bottle of beer then rested his head back against Conrad's chest sitting in between his legs, they had been sat here for several hours under the canopy watching the storm. Conrad fingering Harry's nipples and chest, Harry running his fingers along Conrad's legs that were folded around him again. A quiet serene state of happiness existed around them. A little bit of nervousness existed in each other with neither one wanting to make the first move being their first night alone together. Ever since Adam left they had walked and talked a lot revealing everything about themselves, their lives, families and hopes. Conrad found a braveness to talk about Joshua and the weekend of events that unfolded, it gave Harry a better insight and understanding on where he needed to be a little more cautious and not freak Conrad out. Harry watched Conrad's fingers caressing his chest and let out a very contented sigh, it was so comfortable, so right that he didn't want to move or be apart from Conrad for a moment longer. Conrad moved his fingers up Harry's chest passing over the nipples and stroking his neck and chin, he could feel each nervous breath Harry took, he leaned forward and kissed Harry on the head.

    "You ready to go to bed?" Conrad asked feeling Harry stroking his leg with long tender strokes.
    Harry nodded gently "I think so, pretty tired I could do with some sleep" he replied.
    Conrad tweaked Harry's nipple "I wasn't thinking of sleeping just yet" he said chuckling.

    Harry turned his head and smiled looking up at Conrad, a view he was enjoying more and more wanting to pinch himself to make sure this time it was definitely real.

     

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