spitjack

Smokers are a turn on for me

similar to riggerbootsman, i was an anti smoker until age 50, PPD smoker now. 

8 minutes ago, Sharp-edge said:

I get  what you're saying.  I'm prettyconfused myself. I  think that I  would just forget my gay side and be with my wife and my  wife only. But I  do  need to have children. I'm  craving for some  family moments.. or maybe for a life in a  happy family.

One doesn't have to be married or in a relationship with a women to have children.  There are other ways to make that happen. 

I've been choked out 3 times.  The last time was intentional the first two times were accidental but still hot.  The intentional situation i passed out and came to with the guys cock in my ass.  I would love to repeat it. 

I have met one guy from breeding zone.  Really great guy and had a hot time. 

4/5/2019 - wasn't looking but was lurking on adam4adam.  Unexpectedly a fuck buddy sent me a quick message, said he was horny as fuck.  I said, I can be there in an hour.  He then asked if I could come over in the evening, but I couldn't.  I thought that was it but then about 20 minutes later had another message from him telling me he wanted my ass.  I told him I could be there in 30 minutes.  He said, "come on."  I got cleaned out and headed over.  I haven't seen him in over a year, our schedules don't usually line up, but he was working from home.  He greeted me at the door, always a warm welcoming smile.   We kissed and made out in the living room and then he led me to his bedroom.  He couldn't wait to get in my ass.  He is 6'1" 182 nice 6"uncut cock with nice girth.  I sucked on it briefly and then he said he wanted me doggie.  I was happy to oblige.  Oh and before I forget, he gets very turned on by poz talk.  Loves that I don't know my status.  He got me in two other positions and finally bred me.  When I have a load in me I feel complete.  I kept his DNA inside me.  It absorbed into my body mixing with mine. 

I'm 52 started smoking 3 years ago, absolutely have a smoking fetish. 

i'm actually chasing, not a fantasy.

19 hours ago, Dirrtyboi said:

Recently hooked up with a guy from bbrt, we planned it for about a week so by the tine the night arrived I was crawling up a wall. I arrived to him taking a power nap as it was after 10 and he was jetlagged.  I stripped down to my jock, pulled the covers back, and started deepthroating him. He immediately woke up and then it was on. For close to 2 hours he fucked me every which way. But the best part was that he liked to be edged so he would stop every so often and rim my pussy deep. There was lots of kissing which drives me crazy. I finally got on top of him and plugged his dick deep inside and rode him furiously. Feeling him slide in and out of my cunt only made me focus on getting his load even more. My Pusey was slick from spit and pussyjuice how I like it. I locked my legs in place and encouraged him to let go. Finally I felt him release a huge load on me. We kissed some more, cuddled, and then I snuck out when he fell asleep. 

very hot! thanks for sharing.

I'm 52 and started smoking 2 years ago and love it. 

2 minutes ago, PozTemptation said:

I believe I am under another man's control, and I find it to be an incredible turn on.

That's incredibly erotic.  i've dabbled in BDSM and have yet to find my limits.  Being under another man's control i find to be amazing, especially if they are poz. 

14 hours ago, PozTemptation said:

I am just curious to know why there is no forum for the topic of BDSM. I feel this is a  direction I might be going in, and would be interested in hearing about it from other members, and their experiences.

Tell us about why you feel you might be headed in this direction?

I'm in Kentucky and on the road a lot - and i have seen "trucker bombs" and have seen a guy pick one up on the side of the road....

I worked from home yesterday, door bell rang.... went to the door to find a married guy I haven't seen in over a year looking desperate and horny - he took a big risk to just show up.  Nevertheless invited him in, kissed and hugged for a few and then I asked if he wanted me to work on that hard dick.  He said yes and I would love to have my ass eaten.  I went right to work.  Loved hearing him moan and as i worked on his ass, licked his balls and sucked his dick.  eventually got a nice load down my throat! 

On 10/21/2017 at 3:48 AM, TagBoy87 said:

My uncle molested me since i was 6 till i was 12. He did the same with my cousin who was forced to molest me as well and later my younger brother.

I hated my uncle for years, my cousin is now married living a normal life, my brother is living normally fortunatly but im the one who remained fuck up. Tried everithing to combat my uncle influence in my brain but it did not work. I feel a slut and can't stop wanting rancid sex.

I think the fact he used poppers on me helped the thing.

I came to accept it as a natural thing, can't run away from it and I guess if i'd go back i'd let him do everithing he craved and even more probably.

A part of me hopes that my uncle would be proud of me now.

Don't be too sure about your cousin and brother not being fucked up.  You have no idea what goes on inside their minds they just seem to be on the outside doing just fine - my guess is they are just pushing it out of their heads for now.  they can't ignore it forever. 

great story got me boned.

it will all come together, stick with it fella. 

Hang in there curiousnegsub i've found my window for meeting guys to be on a cycle of sorts, sometimes nothing sometimes more than I have time to engage.  be true to yourself and stay focused on what you want.  i personally don't understand what they are talking about.  you are a handsome guy and a sexy body. 

spitjack on Wickr

not sure, not tested, but a good chance I'm hiv+

The bottom seems to be pushing through the pain, he hates it, he loves it.  He probably is ready for the top to breed him and give his hole a break. 

I swallowed a nice warm tasty load from a buddy this morning.  Slurp.  He has a nice 8in bbc. 

only you can decide what risks you are willing to take there is nothing any of us can say that can make that choice for you.  I will say that your urges are intertwined with your DNA and sooner or later you will move toward who you are meant to be. 

i've yet to find the guy that can find my limit on pain. 

i've yet to find a guy that can go all out on me, the more it hurts the more i want.  i've been bruised, beaten, choked out and raped and it's just not enough.