Deeznutts

The One TIme ONLY CURE.....That is the idea I was exploiting.... I myself am still on the fence.... getting the cure and staying negative would make me revert back to the butterflies in my stomach after a decent night at the bathhouses.... I sure as hell won't stop barebacking.....Another question is... could we stay positive on our own account because of our love to bareback .....or would the government force us like the X-Men Mutant Cure =)

That being true....any "if" statements

There are cases....of cures....however true.....IF there were a cure.....would everyone take it? Could it take away out desire to bareback with anyone poz or not and instill worry again? Who would go back to good behavior? Who would stay positive? Could we be asking ourselves, after those delicious sensual one night bareback stands  "Did I get HIV ...............AGAIN" ?!  

So I was looking at some really awesome profiles....I'm so glad our community has so many sexy dudes.....I realized in my settings I couldn't recieve messages from just anybody...only contacts and moderators.....I feel like I lost tons of opportunities because of that. I'm Delondon.... say what's up

Am i up to date? I need the official story order......am I just dumb and don't know how to use the website =(

I tested negative for the herpes test while the rash was going on, on my penus, i have syphillis, I'll take care of that tomorrow, but i tested negative for that test, he himself said it looked like a yeast infection...and the other thing is...I did drugs....the kind that make you rub your dick raw....I know i am a slut but I swear I didn't let it heal from that time I made it raw....he's not gay and if he is he isn't promiscuous...he doesn't know these things cause raw dick is real and I swear I've seen this before on myself...long ago enough for that 6/11/2012 herpes test to come back positive if it was gonna, and it came back negative....and the other thing is I never got blisters...NO BLISTERS, No oozing either....Come on guys...do i have a shot at atleast being negative for Herpes. I'm just learning how to deal with the HIV.#PleaseSendMeGoodEnergy

How often do you have an outbreak..and vhat does it feel like.

Not sure how to feel....I really think it's a yeast infection but I'll have to wait like weeks to get re tested....what will happen if I do have Herpes? I have HIV ...I;m scared and feel alone...Guys? Please help?

I live In linden, NJ =)

I agree. You never get satisfied with hookups, and always want more. Sort of like being addicted to a drug. Two things you said get right to the point. Physical exhaustion doesn't satisfy the brains desire or emotional needs. Maybe hookups are just 2 guys doing mutual masturbation with no emotional involvement.

In this forum it's as if when 2 guys have sex, they don't care about the other guy. They just care about getting themselves off, not if the other guy enjoys it. Some guys are not interested in any anything much more than the sex act and getting off. In a lot of the forums i've seen here, guys talk about sex as if tops and bottoms are just inanimate objects no deeper connection, like the whole act is just about cumming, or counting numbers, quantity not quality. Maybe men need a deeper connection to satisfy that emptiness. Find another guy who has that continuous craving and satisfy each other, fill each others craving. (As an aside, maybe that's how Christians feel about Christ filling their craving. Maybe this is why the Church pushes monogamy in marriage; 2 people satisfying each other; though it hasn't worked for me.) Sorry, not pushing religion.

Maybe if you can find that one guy so you don't become bored with sex you'll be satisfied. I know I think sex is better with a f-bud than just random pickup. Though one guy I was with when we broke up said I had become to clingy, that monogamy wouldn't work for most gay guys because they were to narcissistic, because it' all about me. If sex is just about cumming, he may be right.

What do you want to feel when your with a guy after the sexual pleasure is over. Or before the sex for that matter? I don't have the answer. Hope you can find it for yourself.

This is awesome....I think we all want that....sucking dick and getting fucked until i find my whoring prince charming so we can whore together

And here I sit again... cruising nearly every hook up site out there to satisfy my desires. I can't stop!! And tonight i'm feeling piggier than ever. Whatever bottom gets my load (or two) tonight is going to be one lucky slut.

So fucking hot..."load or two" I'd some Tea, to go with that whenever possble but poppers do just fine...

Speaking as a bottom who's never satisfied, I can tell you that there is never enough to fill that need. I seem to go through cycles and also get horny as hell. Constantly looking for anon cock to get fucked by. Once I get that first cock/load, I just want more and more. The only reason I stop is because I run out of available men to get fucked by.

GOD THIS IS HOT!!!!....my boyfriends complain that i'm just in it for the sex....I'm soo affectionate! I always feel like I should have kissed you more!....BUT! I want it aaaaaalllllll the time!....MOrning...the warmth of your skin under the blanket...makes me wana fuck your hole....middle of the night...brushed against your thigh accidently...I wana fuck you hole while you sleep or have very little motion......lunch time, home from work time, shower time, dinner time, bed time....I want to fuck your hole....a bottom that tells me It's never enough!!!!.....I'd like to try over and over and over again........come stay with me for a week......

My boyfriend goes out to work at 8 P.M and I immediately started cruising. I found some guy who had a nice ass picture. He invited me to his friend's house in Jersey City, saying his buddy had a very nice ass that would suck the sperm from my balls. I went over and could tell they had been partying, which of course got me rock hard.

I fucked the shit out the bottom but the other guy, who had T Dick, went home, so the bottom made me fuck him again. He had nice smooth tight walls and I blew a big load since all my boyfriend would do was swallow my poz loads. Then he said he was going to pick-up some favors so I went through the hoops to get my 120.00. I smoked some of my stuff there and left to find a large penis. I found one black guy who I rode to completion who said he's dick was tingly. I told him it must have been the tina. I asked him his status and he asked "didn't you read my profile?" I replied "what for" and he said "I came in you so hard I felt my self bottom out and I am poz."

I said, "I just wanted to hear that out loud." I left for a video store thinking maybe I can get more then one cock. I meet a white guy on the street walking to the video store in Passaic. He asked me what I was looking for and I told him the truth, "Raw dick and a cum load." He had me follow him home in my car. As soon as I walked in, I undressed, lay down on the living room floor and he lined his nine thick white uncut dick at my hole. I thought to myself I really scored. The tina made me so horny, and the poppers were such a delight I almost came when he said "I'm juicing you baby."

The next guy was a young black guy with a cool apartment. He fucked me for hours all the while saying how delicious I felt. He had an 11" dick and I could not believe how much dick I could take while partied up. I came home at 5 A.M., just in time to get in bed before the boyfriend. He fucked me with everyone else's cum as lube and sucked my nipple until I busted. It was a good night, but I'm still looking to get fucked. I still have a litle bit of a baggy left....

My only question is who's going to be the cumhole for Central Harlem when I move there next year? (Of course, being my "type" is important if I'm going to fuck you all the time - short, lean, etc.)

It's a pretty good location generally if you're near the A/B/C/D trains at 125 'cause you're only 1 stop from 59th Street and all the guys in Hells Kitchen. And if you're also near the 2/3 then you have easy access to the guys on the Upper West Side. And there are weekly bareback sex parties on 116, and plenty of big-dicked black tops in the area. Plus the rents are way cheaper than downtown.

where are these delicious parties? can i go to one jersey hear 20 mins outside manhaqttan