Iwantbreedingpoz

i was 12, my dads boyfriend at the time would have been in his late 40s. he fucked me first time in my own bedroom while dad was downstairs watching tv.

i was 12 and was in my own bedroom with a guy who turned out to be my dads boyfriend, mum was at work dad was downstairs watching tv. became a regular thing with same guy taking my anal cherry a few weeks later

given time i may be able to do that, it wasnt just my life he screwed with but my mums, may be later this year after she has remarried and i know she has settled i can maybe move on enough to try to talk to dad again.  

sadly there is too much bad blood between us for that to happen. we have not spoken in 2 yrs since he and mum divorced

1 hour ago, Iwantbreedingpoz said:

From the age of 12 for over a year was molested by one of dads friends when ever mum was out working or with friends this guy would take my to my room and have me suck him till he was ready to fuck me, he was my first experience of taking a mans cock, i'm certain dad knew what was going on but could never prove it, just recently i found out he was my dads boyfriend at the time. looking back now i appreciate the experience and wish it had developed into more, but at the time it left me feeling depressed and at times suicidal, mum was busy working or enjoying herself with friends and didnt believe me when i told her and dad just turned a blind eye to it all. but it has left me now knowing i am more than  happy to please another man when ever i can

part of me wishes i could go back in time and make the most of what happened back then maybe even have my dad fuck me too as then maybe i could have had a better relationship with my dad later on in life than i do now as we do not talk any more .

From the age of 12 for over a year was molested by one of dads friends when ever mum was out working or with friends this guy would take my to my room and have me suck him till he was ready to fuck me, he was my first experience of taking a mans cock, i'm certain dad knew what was going on but could never prove it, just recently i found out he was my dads boyfriend at the time. looking back now i appreciate the experience and wish it had developed into more, but at the time it left me feeling depressed and at times suicidal, mum was busy working or enjoying herself with friends and didnt believe me when i told her and dad just turned a blind eye to it all. but it has left me now knowing i am more than  happy to please another man when ever i can