IAs my profile makes clear, I have been a total bottom whore since I was first fucked in junior high school. Through high school and college and now in "real life," I hjaave always recognized my inferior position and need to be used and abused by reaal men. While I have taken countless loads, I am negative (as of last month) but find myself more and more wanting to be pozzed and finding the complete freedom of knowing that my destiny is then complete. I have no idea if being out front and telling tops I want to be pozzed is a turnoff -- is it better to simply allow all to use me and hope that one of them is the magic bullet? This blog doesn't make too much sense but I am so damn desirous of falling even firther into my own depraved world.
