bjprincess

22 hours ago, JizzDumpWI said:

Is PrEP an option for you?

nope, not in my country 

On 11/26/2016 at 1:54 AM, JizzDumpWI said:

You relaxed once before when you thought it didn't matter.  Why not just choose that mindset.  You were ready to be poz once so has anything really changed?

nothing did change you're right... my love for bb is not something i can just bury, i tried taking it with a rubber for a week or two, but it didn't really work

it usually ended with someone taking the condom off or completely breaking it, so i took a load every time 

i wouldn't say i'm a chaser, but i still do mostly bb  

in my country consent age is 15... but if i speak for myself only, i was ready at age of 12, i knew what sex was and understood everything it implied

unfortunately, first time i found someone for sex was when i was 14, and it was an older guy in his forties 

i'm not picky at all, it's really easy for me to find something attractive on any guy

there is something very hot in servicing a guy who I don't find attractive at all, makes me feel slutty

my first time ever was when i was 10 or 11 years old. Few kids from neighborhood and i watched porn together from time to time, and would jerk off, but it never got passed that

one day my cousin, who is 2 years older came over, my mom has left us playing some video games... the moment she closed the front door, i grabbed some magazines from my fathers bottom drawer, and two of us were jerking off... soon enough we got talking how it would be great to try some of the things for real... one thing led to another, and I was sitting on my cousins cock, i couldnt take it all, maybe half of the size, and if i remember well he was awkward a bit during the whole thing, but he filled me really nicely 

I agree with all of you, guys

It's impossible going back now, and the fear doesn't stop me from taking it bare (took 3 anon loads last night).

There's nothing like it, without the rubber i stay hard all the time, and if fucked long enough can shoot without touching my self

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Won't give that up. Even though fear is still present, i know myself well enough that I know i wont stop and gonna pig myself out when i feel like it.

Bjprincess,

 

I am sure you can order it online. Get on PrEP and enjoy sex again.

 

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 thnx, i'll look more into it, didn't know it was an option

get on prep and stay bb

Yeah if youre worried get on prep

unfortunately, prep is not available in my country, or it is but it's not easily given 

Hi, i am new here

i've got forced into bb fuck last year by two sketchy daddies, and it opened my eyes on how better sex is with rubber out of the way

i assumed i was pozed, so the next few months i felt much more relaxed about taking it raw, until my results came and i was neg

now i find myself again in the same situation as before, where i'm afraid of the consequences :/

but being a cumdump is only thing that turns me on right now, so i still take it raw from time to time 

amazing story, i'd like to be in toms shoes