canail

is there more of this story in the planning?

6 hours ago, KaiChow said:

Oh my, this story is extremely hot! I hope the writer will it a hot ending of it!

Scorpion now only posts his writing on his web site.  If you want to read anything new from him you have to contact him for the address and password.

make a telegram account,  send them to a private group there,  download them to your pc.  I suggest you use manga studio or something like that  to edit them.  you're easily able to do anything you want with photos in such a program without much difficulty.

26 minutes ago, Scorpion said:

Thanks canail for being so prudent. 

Who knows, maybe I will continue writing one day, but the last year was really a bad one.... we all suffered from the 
situation all over the world. But I lost my little brother also, who died with only 44.
S

*much snippage*

NP  we should all respect others right to privacy with creative works.

I am very sorry to hear of your loss,  condolences. 

I do still check often for new chapters.  lol.

11 hours ago, ReadingNV44 said:

Anyone no What his web page is or how i can messege him, i cant meesge him on here?

once you are active enough,  you will be able to message him and he will send you a link and a password if he chooses to do so.  I believe he sends them to everyone that asks,  but do not know that for sure.  I do not feel comfortable personally handing them out,  since he would not have a password protected website if he did not wish to control who access it.

Scorpion now posts his stories on his web site,  if you want to read them you must ask him for a link and a password.

29 minutes ago, FreakedOut said:

Well, yes and no. One of my big regrets of that night is having been so wasted by recreational drugs intake (nothing injectable, thank heavens). That clouded my judgment and made me err on the side of risk. Luckily, PrEP was already in my system for a long time then, and I didn't even forget to take it when I came home. So first thing I could have done: not fuck on drugs. I really didn'tneed them, but this guy was so much into it I had a hard time saying no (who was I to judge, I was smoking weed when I met him)

 

 

 

I meant after the fact,  seeking medical aide etc.  The actual event is something I purposefully was not addressing in any form.

On 7/26/2021 at 12:19 PM, FreakedOut said:

Thanks. I know I may be catastrophizing. I am 100% compliant of my regimen, and have finished the PEP course, which I started at 15 hours. As someone who is also on PrEP (so does your profile say, at least), have you tested its efficacy with guys you knew were HIV+?

It's the "waiting it out" that has me terribly anxious. But apparently, this is as fast as tests work, according to the Doc.

Thanks for your support, again.

I am not going to address the behavior, risks, drug regimen, effectiveness of it or what sexual actions you may wish to consider in the future.  None of my thoughts on these things are relevant to your situation, nor do I have any special crystal ball to be able to adequately comment.

What I do wish to address is the Anxiety.  First and foremost  anxiety is not always or even often rational, expecting it to be rational is not going to help.  Second it sounds like you reacted in a very rational manner and have done what the medical professionals you chose instructed/recommended/prescribed in order to minimize the risks of the encounter.    What more do you feel you could have or should have done?  I have had some treatment for anxiety in a situation that I found extremely difficult to deal with.  I sought help from a Doctor and had a short term anti-anxiety med prescribed that I absolutely hated.  It was in fact worse than the anxiety,  it made me just not care about anything.  I should add I rarely respond ideally to drugs.  after discussing the situation with the doctor again he suggested an antihistamine as they can reduce anxiety.  This was a good answer for me,  it simply took the edge off,  and allowed me to accept that the outcome was not within my control, and that what I was dreading was either going to happen,  or not going to happen,  and remain calm, or perhaps calmer about the situation. 

Perhaps in the future (as I see this was posted some time ago,)  if you are feeling unable to cope with anxiety,  you should discuss it with your doctor?  It may not change what is causing you the anxiety, but if you can cope better with it perhaps you will then be able to deal better with the situation causing the anxiety.   example,  Perhaps if you had help controlling the anxiety you could have done more or better research to reassure yourself of the effectiveness of the course of treatments that had been prescribed and have been easier in your mind with the risk involved?  

Good luck in the future dealing with the anxiety.

Is there more of this story coming?

3 hours ago, deepthroatkiss said:

you seem knowledgeable about the subject have you ever been a part of training someone? if you have would you elaborate about what's it like to be at one of these trainings?

That would depend on a number of things,  the goal,  the current level of the subject, and the taste of the trainer/owner.  even with easy topics such as submission (as an example)  the goal is likely not total,  the subject may be anywhere from new to already quite submissive,  and the owner/trainer in question may like a level anywhere from able to function quite independently to needing to be micromanaged or ridden herd on. 

lets say for instance that the boy is not new,  and simply has some issues with submitting in certain situations- perhaps social.  The goal being that specifically and the trainer doesn't want a situation involving harsh breaking, but one that doesn't involve further issue.  (for obvious reasons-  that being that such a difficulty is likely based on fears or early acculturation)   In that situation one first needs to find the reason for the resistance or inability to comply.  beating isn't going to help break down resistance because its not generalized resistance.  isolation is not likely to be effective,  nor is sensory deprivation because the issue isn't identification as a slave.  If the reason discovered is based on early acculturation- for example a harsh parental situation where the message was 'what real men'  are, no amount of harsh methods are going to achieve a result that includes no further mental issues.  That leaves methods such as repetitive scenes involving the level of submission required in private and actively introducing people to the situation.  This method allows for the private submission to become public and break through the inability to submit in from of others gradually.  another strong option is hypnosis,  creating a different contextual structure.  That is one I personally feel is easier.  there are other options.  I'm not going to get into discussing here.  

suffice it to say that it can be anywhere from very gentle to extremely brutal depending on what the individuals, situation and goal calls for.  for 'breaking'  a new slave into a pleasing boy, without there being a fairly large need to submit, I'd say you're safer expecting it to be more painful than not. 

if all one wants is a gang bang,  there are much easier and much more guaranteed ways to arrange that then to sign up for slave training.  trust me on this.  If one wants to be a slave well that's a very different story,  and that still doesn't guarantee the path is all pleasure and joy.  It is still best to know exactly what one is signing up for,  and why one wants to do so. 

16 hours ago, YourNoLimitsBottom said:

I have to agree with canail.

I do believe a lot of bottoms are thinking it will be a non-stop fuck-fest. That's a gangbang, not slave training. What if part of the training is that you need to stay on your hands and knees for several hours, maybe a day or more. You need to crawl everywhere you are told to go. And maybe there will be no physical contact, and maybe there won't be a cock in sight. It isn't about your needs! Don't make a sound, that isn't allowed.

They are teaching discipline. The purpose of the camp is to break down a bottom into a true submissive slave, not to have the bottom telling other jealous bottoms exciting stories that start with "This one time, at slave-training camp...."

That is a light description still for ones that are easy to mold.  there are other possibilities such as isolation, physical means of breaking etc.  there is a reason why it is so often referred to as breaking. 

17 hours ago, deepthroatkiss said:

I find that I am ultimately mixed on something like this. I don’t like the idea of some one trying to break me down so to speak or brainwash me. But to have the sole goal to please and help a person sounds appealing. I think I could do it but from what some of the people here say about the process I don’t know if I’d come out the same. I think I am ultimately unsure if I just like the idea of it or if I am overthinking it but I end up feeling intrested but unsure 

good.  If you were eager to rush into it,  there would be serious questions as to why. 

I am an anthropologist and professional artist.   otherwise I just collect degrees. 

Understand that the purpose of training is not to provide entertainment for a boy.  The purpose is to condition a boy and create a better slave.  The goal in serious training is mental changes that are permanent in the boy.  Very few have the proper mindset to begin with, although some may be groomed,  to be a lifestyle slave;  ie 24/7 tpe.  Methods employed are not likely to be what most are imagining in most cases.  They can include and frequently do include processes that are much more closely related to brain washing than to a gang bang orgy for a cumdumps gratification.  there are times one would involve multiple men,  that however is to break down the sense of worth and create an attitude that it no longer matters who they serve, or how. 

It should be obvious as to why trainers do not advertise on line as if they are providing a summer camp for bored bottoms.

3 hours ago, find91 said:

I totally agree but I understand both view points. One is a sub and the other is a bottom. Two completely different mindsets

I find its the same for me weather the boy is collared,  a lifestyle sub or just a random fuck,  if he's not into the fuck I'd rather find someone that is. 

what a curious viewpoint.  I'd assume that if a boy is agreeing to get bred he wants it, and if is just doing it while not actually in the mood,  well that would not be ideal at all.  I don't actually want to fuck anyone that's not into getting fucked right then, if all they want is a load I'd suggest looking for someone else. 

Glad that waxing is a good experience for you. 

I down voted one post ever,  and it was clearly spam.  If I dislike something I just hold my tongue and move on.

1 hour ago, Bokkierob said:

I did as you suggested and got my crack waxed. Painful and now I have a totally smooth crack - a new experience for me. My boy was impressed that I did that for him. This morning he buried his face in my crack and ate my hole. I fukkin loved it. I've had better but at least he's trying now and I'm sure he will get better the more he eats me. I ate him out as a thank-you!

great,   sounds like the problems solved!   Yeah waxing is a bit painful,  but its bearable.  make sure o use some powder or corn starch so you don't have chafing.  doubtless he will improve- just by seeing what you react most to.  😉

1 minute ago, Bokkierob said:

I pushed him on this and he finally admitted that he holds back cuz my crack and hole are so hairy so tonight he's gunna shave my crack and then eat me out. - hopefully!

Great!  I'd suggest getting it waxed however,  hair growing back after ones crack is shaved is torture!  Trust me.  the waxing isn't that painful and it takes ages to grow back and when it does it doesn't feel like you have a cheese grater clenched between your ass cheeks.   Hopefully when it grows back since it happens slowly he will get used to the hair as it gradually returns.

4 hours ago, Leather69 said:

Then U have the ones that have a profile with just their location and age and the rest is fully "ask me's".. I made a mistake 3 years ago and arranged to meet one of these.. described in a message as 35, 6 ft and an average build, masculine, clean shaven...turned out to be about 5 ft 8, at least 140kg.. a right slob, bearded queen.. and he had the hide to complain when I told him no way..my blood was boiling...

Back in my early 20's bulletin boards with very primitive were a thing.  Hooking up on them was a thing too.  being in my early 20's and more horny than intelligent I tried hooking up with guys from the local one.  it was always a disaster of some sort. 

There was the guy that okay... that pic might have been him,  45 years ago.   Or the one that said they were into exactly what I listed on my profile,  and then hated it all.  or my favorite,  Gus,  the guy who put the 'gus' into disgusting, I've seen cleaner bums than him.   The sub that was going to tell me exactly what and how to do everything,  all the while insisting he was so submissive he liked everything.   When sex was a possibility it wasn't as good as jacking off to Hollywood Squares reruns, the overwhelming feeling was that the reaction was "Wow you have a pulse,  hot!  not strictly required,  but hot!"  If the only thing that differentiates me from a dildo is that I have a pulse,  well I'd prefer they find some other dildo.  I'd say the more information up front the better.  Ask me feels like they want the chance to spin the answer, which is what it always felt like was happening and why I stopped trying hookups.

14 minutes ago, tallslenderguy said:

i so appreciate this. i wonder at the number of guys who expect mind reading or unconsciously believe they can do it.  i think that is immature and inconsiderate at best.  All my profiles on hookup or dating sites are long and detailed, so anyone who can or will read, knows something about me right up front. Then, before hooking, i will communicate as much as the other will allow before getting together.

 i am always bemused by guys who, essentially, have a non profile. Some of my favorites are profiles that read: "looking for fun" or a variation on that, as if  that informs the reader of what constitutes "fun" for this guy?   Worse is the guys who you try to engage and communicate with before even getting together and they say something like "i just go with the flow" or "lets get together and see what happens."   Then you get together and discover you're both Tops or both bottoms or___________.

Yeah, i agree, compatibility can be elusive, especially when looking for more than a hook up. But i usually have success hooking with guys who are open and communicative. It's the "ask me" guys that are usually closed books or afraid to say what they want... or don't know.  

i love your blow torch analogy.  A guy tweaked my tits (hard) once without asking if i was into pain/force and he ended up on the floor.  i don't respond well to force at all, and i have a fair amount of sub in me.

There is a thread elsewhere "ask me hypocrite" that his post could just be set down into.  You would probably enjoy that thread. 

(trying to stay on topic here)  Compatibility doesn't sound like an issue in this case,  or at least its only an issue from the sounds of things in this specific area.  I've never known conversation to hurt a dynamic.  Worst case everyone's up front realizes its a incompatibility issue and either drops it or moves on. 

14 minutes ago, tallslenderguy said:

i'm big on compatibility.  i never want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me, nor do i want to make anyone do anything.  my connection with a guy is symbiotic, both of our needs and desires feeding the others.  

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Not always sexy or spontaneous, but i think communication is key. Not everyone wants or responds well to being "pushed," so i think it's important to know, or at least have a sense of the persons wants/needs before pushing.

agreed, on the first bit that can be a bit harder to achieve.  Total agreement on the second bit.  Pushing me is like trying to make ice with a blow torch.  Just not going to work ever.  Communication is certainly key,  not just what is said but often what is not said.  Certainly wiping away the sweat is easy enough if that's really the issue, but is it the issue?  hopefully by this stage in the game you have a good gauge on him and know when there is something not being said.  Tallslenderguy is right,  if in doubt go back to step one communication. 

1 hour ago, Bokkierob said:

I'm always clean but when I cum home from the gym freshly sweated I feel he should gratefully bury his face in my ass and best my hole. I eat him out so I feel he needs to learn to service me.

Honestly fresh sweat sounds like a bonus to me.  stale sweat not so much,  but fresh sweat is good.  Doesn't sound like stale sweat however.   he may dislike sweat, that is possible.  Is he one of those that just dislikes a mans natural scent?  Does he avoid sweaty pits after a work out or get his face right in there?  Perhaps he is getting a whiff of fecal and he is using sweat as a polite excuse to say he doesn't like the occasional whiff of fecal? 

I don't do hookups,  so I am not sure how relevant my opinion is, take it with a pound of salt.  I don't have any hookup apps on my phone.  I did have a recon, gay.com and fetlife profile at one time.  In everyone of them I very clearly said I wasn't there for hookups,  don't ask. The result was I was asked and asked till I simply deleted the accounts.  I think that there are people that can manage to overlook anything in a profile.  I also think there are people that would screw a rabid hyena as long as it was a good looking rabid hyena.  Not sure where on the curve of beauty the average   hits for hook up apps,  maybe he is counting on his looks to off set the personality?  Does personality matter in a 45 minute hook up even?  I can't say,  but a pretty bore is still a bore.