ImpotentBottom

I am pretty sure TOPs have filmed me getting fucked, but no one has ever gotten my face that I am aware of, and I haven't had any backlash.

On 6/20/2020 at 9:35 PM, shinelover said:

I used to be really concerned about having myself show up on the internet, and tried to keep close tabs on the things that I posted. 

And then a couple of years ago I saw a picture of myself that I'd posted privately on some fetish site and I got such a rush. It seriously turned me on, don't know exactly why.

After that I don't worry about it. If a guy wants to take pics or videos  of me being a slutty pig, go right ahead.

What did she say or do?

I am about to be 44, and have always preferred older men, but finding older TOPs that don't want a 20-something is getting hard to find. Recently I have been with a few younger bucks (30s and younger 40s), but what I would really like is a "MAN" in his 50s or 60s.

14 hours ago, ChubbyPig said:

Neg, Master stopped me taking PreP, I’m ok with his decision 

Yeah, my new Online Master said no PreP for me...he has is hooking up with random men 3 or 4 times a week, and I am not allowed to ask status, so the risk for me is really high, but I am ok with his decision too.

I was a late bloomer...i was in my 20s before I really started playing with it, and almost 30 before I got fucked...but I knew that is was a pussy and my sex organ immediately. Never used my little penis for anything more than to pee with after that.

I have had unprotected sex in London, Paris, Berlin, and Moscow but never got pozzed...but my Cuba trip in March has me a little worried.

Yes, it happens to me too...every few months or so it seems, but at least twice a year, I just NEED to get fucked. I crave sex...oral as well, but not like I need to get FUCKED.

I love sucking cock and getting fucked, and have always enjoyed being bottom only...having said that, only recently did I discover that the TOPs I have been most attracted to are using my body like a living fleshlight. I noticed that MEN were blocking their number when they called me, but they never offering to give me theirs; no email exchange, only screen names on whatever app or website where we met; and only one night stands, or maybe a repeat calls days or weeks later for another hookup, but NEVER planning a second "date" after the first. Even though I noticed the behavior, I just didn't really care...I was getting COCK and I loved it, then the following text exchange last weekend made me finally understand that I have NO PURPOSE to these men other than a hole to cum in:

(Saturday night at midnight) A number I do not know: "Hey, I need to cum...are you available?"

Me: "Who is this?"

Him: "We hooked up a few weeks ago on Grindr. You hosted, sucked my cock, let me breed your ass. My screen name was _____, but I changed it."

Me: "Umm...ok. Are you the built bald guy with the 8" cock, that left as soon as he pulled out?"

Him: "Yep. You available?"

Me: "Cool. Yeah, I'm free. Where would you like to meet?"

Him: "Your place. I saved your address last time."

Me: "Oh, ok. What time?"

Him: "Actually I am in the parking lot now. Can I come up?"

Me: "I need a few mins." (Needed to prepare a bit...ya know)

Him: "Fine."

(7 mins later as I was finishing up with my cleanse) Him: "Jesus Bitch, how long you gonna make me wait?"

(2 more mins pass before I can respond) Me: "Sorry, I am ready now...come on up."

Him: "I left, headed to the bar. You should be better prepared." (Remember, I had not heard from him in over 2 months and we had NO PLANS)

Me: "I'm sorry." (Yes, I apologized to him TWICE for making him wait 9 mins.)

(2:00 am my phone dings) Him: "Hey Bitch, you still up?"

Me: "No luck at the bar?"

Him: "Nope."

Me: "Are you in the parking lot?"

Him: "Yep."

Me: "Come on up."

Him: "What number, last time I wrote down the complex, but not the apartment."

Me: "____. The door is unlocked."

I turned on the hall light, quickly unlocked the door, and laid back down on the bed. Two mins later, he was in my bedroom taking off his clothes. An hour later his cum was leaking out of my gaped ass, and he was getting dressed before leaving me there. 

HE DIDN'T EVEN LOCK THE DOOR WHEN HE LEFT...and I still don't even know his name.

On 11/11/2015 at 10:39 AM, gay87 said:

risk from 1 (lowest) to a maximum of 6 (highest)

Specify whats your risk level, and how many years have u practice at this risk level, and how long it take for you to convert, or still dodging the bullet

 

level 1 - condom Nazi, enough said

level 2 - will do raw with bf/partner

level 3 - will do raw with anyone who claims they are neg

level 4 - raw with hook ups that seem 'safe' from your own judgement, without discussing status (for me ill assume, students, and some professions, I know it sound dumb, oh well)

level 5- raw with anyone, except sauna/orgy party with knowingly poz personnel

level 6 - take ALL loads

Level 3 but leaning towards 4

I always say "Thank You" as well...and generally clean his cock with my tongue before he leaves.

When a MAN asks me out, i expect to have sex, and offer it if he doesn't indicate he wants it. I have not been turned down yet.

Sometimes i cum from getting fucked but its not intentional...my focus is always on the TOP and his pleasure. If my little limp noodle leaks out my cum onto the mattress (or floor) under me, it is just a bonus.

I can't get hard at all, so my focus is ALWAYS on my top's cock...but i do have anal-gasms a lot (almost every time)...my balls constrict and then my cum kinda flows out of my floppy penis.

On 9/12/2018 at 8:31 AM, BottomsUp said:

As a bottom, there’s nothing hotter than being spit roasted by two hot cocks. I love getting filled at both ends at the same time!

ME TOO!!!

On 9/8/2018 at 11:10 AM, Saturn1 said:

Hey, BZ Peeps!!! Over the years, I have come to embrace 2 Mottos:

1.) The 3Bs: Bareback, Ballz Deep and Breeding!

2.) NO Condoms, NO Prep and NO Pulling Out: ALL Natural, ALL Bareback, ALL the time!

Maybe these are your MOTTOS, too? Maybe YOU will incorporate them into your life? Something to think about...

 

Words I live by for sure.

On 3/14/2014 at 1:49 AM, jasie said:

I love it when my Top sees my little cock and tells me how it was never made to fuck, That it's just an overgrown clit!

I love this too! Mine is only to pee with.

11 hours ago, Ozpig said:

My ex hated me getting hard when he was fucking me or other tops were fucking me as he felt I was not concentrating on the tops' needs and focusing on my own. He would often masturbate me himself before he or other tops fucked me and used my own cum as lube for the first cock.   As time went on I was just so into being topped I totally lost any erection the instant a cock entered me. Even today I I am no longer interested in blowing or tops making me cum, I prefer just to take cock and loads and worry about myself afterwards in private.

It was similar for me...an ex trained me not to get hard when I was getting fucked...eventually I went totally limp. I have not gotten hard at all in over 5 years, and I do not miss it at all. I do have analgasms and leak cum from my limp noodle, but it is just something that happens...my focus is ALWAYS on the top and his pleasure.

I don't get hard at all anymore...been several years actually, but I'm a total bottom so I don't need an erection. My holes are my sexual organs, my little limp penis is just to pee with.