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So many loads since I last visited here. I do have a “boyfriend” who takes me up on my offers to be his subservient sex toy, so that’s cool. Not long ago we decide to hit a nature trail running along the meramec River. We didn’t walk too far when we saw a field with enough cover in the back end to try. So we walked back to it….minimal cover though… and could not wait to get his dick out! Dropped to my knees in the wet grass began stroking and sucking his wonderful cock. I wanted his cock so bad in my man pussy, I stood up, kicked off my shoes, dropped my pants and pulled them off, bent over leaning on a tree for support, reached back, lubed up his cock and he stuck it in. It felt so good as he slowly entered. I had him stop when fully in to savior the sensation. I started slowly rocking back and forth, feeling his stiff cock in me. I’d reach back, grab his hips and pull him in as hard as possible. I began quickening my pace of pulling him in until he finally took over. The pace and feeling was hypnotic, my legs were quivering and grew weak from the excitement. I had a whole body orgasm! But he kept fucking, I knew he was close and with a few forceful thrusts came in my pussy. But I wasn’t done yet, I got back down on my knees and began sucking his cock slowly (I love ATM). I needed something to keep me horny as I began stroking my own cock! I finally came into my hand just as he began pissing in my mouth (ok, so I enjoy drinking from the tap also). When he finished I began licking my hand to enjoy more cum. At that point I pulled back on my jean, got my shoes on and we headed back to the car. Best part of the fun….feeling his cum ooze out and run down my leg!

On 3/22/2023 at 2:49 PM, Reble said:

Are you a Masculine CS, a Faggot or a Sissy

Definitely a faggot. I love sucking cock and willing to do it anywhere. Talk down to me, call me names, just makes me hornier for your cock and cum. 

While I was hoping to be sharing a new adventure, things didn’t work out quite like I planned.

 I placed an ad on doublelist that I would be hosting a gloryhole in the morning for a whole week since I had the opportunity. Anyway I got plenty of replies, described the scenario, setup times and save one, all we’re no shows. WTF??!!

 So the guy who showed up wasn’t quite what he described, a bit heavier than what he stated, but what the hell I thought. So the guy stick his dick in thru the curtain and I begin sucking. He’s telling what a great cock whore I must be, calling me names etc. so the guy asks if he can fuck my ass. And of course being a cock whore, I standup, turn around, bend over and guide him in. After maybe 5 minutes he cums without telling me first. So I’m a little pissed off, but then he says; “ get back on your knees whore and suck, I’m not done with you yet” and of course I obey. He’s still hard and I suck for like seems an eternity, when he tells be he wants my ass again. I obviously want to please, so I obey. He fucks my ass for another 10 minutes before cumming again, although he did telling me he was going to fill my ass with his cum. 
 He tells me what a good whore I was and that he wants to stop by later this afternoon. By this time I’m horny as hell and agree. Says maybe he’ll bring a friend, but he doesn’t want the gloryhole experience, said he’d be back at 2pm. 2 rolls around, then 2:30, then almost 3. He’s a no show. As I said I was horny as hell when he left, got worse as the day went by anticipating more cock and cum later, what’s a cockwhore to do!? I take out my foot long mag lite, lube it up, stick in up my ass and ride it for awhile as I stroke out a load, cumming in a glass and drinking it all. 

Man! A dream cum true...what I wouldn’t do to make it happen. A big hint for those in St Louis

On 3/30/2019 at 10:40 AM, BBrawBottom said:

Not sure if this goes here, but here we go. 

I read a last load post were the guy said he had never done ATM before (got more than he bargained for). 

Ive done Ass To Mouth literally EVERY TIME I get fucked. Everytime. Is it just the tops I got were a bit piggier? I know I am and I love cleaning my ass juices and cum off a big dick especially if the next dick starts fucking me right then. 

I just find it odd he had never done it and so many tops have made me do it. 

Am I the lucky one? 

Well if I’m cleaned out and ready to have my ass fucked, I gladly do ATM! It’s a huge mental turn on. The sensation of being used, being submissive to another’s pleasure and being a dutiful cockwhore is what it’s all about for me! Love it!!

2weeks ago I made contact with a black dude around 45...I’m 60 and married. We agreed on a place to meet the next day and was excited about over the prospect, so much so I spent that day viewing black cocks being sucked by white sissies and faggots.

 So we met at in the local Lowe’s parking, said hello and I suggested he should hop in my truck. As soon as he did I was on his groin, rubbing his cock thru his pants, finally unzipping and pulled out his when he grabbed my head and pushed my face down on his cock. “Do you like this bitch” he inquired, with a mouthful of cock I choked out Yes. After a bit of sucking I beefed for him to let me feel his cock in my ass. “You want my black cock in your ass? Yes please I replied. Even though in the truck he said he’d let me ride it a bit, I pulled down my sweat pants and offered my ass. As he slide it in I heard clicks and realized he had his phone out taking pictures. “You love black cock? How about 2?” He was calling a buddy. He told me we’d drive over and get him for some fun. He said he’d drive as he wanted me sucking his cock on the way and for his friend to see. A few minutes later we picked up the friend, who hopped in pushing closer to my new friend. It didn’t take long before he began finger my ass and said he was ready to fuck me. We got into the back seat and I began sucking right away. He said he didn’t want a BJ and told me kneel. As I began to he grabbed my hips and shoved his cock in me. Unfortunately after a minute or two of fucking he came, said he was done but ordered me to suck his cock clean...which I obliged.

 We dropped him off and I got to suck Kevin’s cock all the way back to Lowe’s where he came as we parked next to his car. He told me to keep my mouth on his cock with my lips tight and began pissing, I swallowed a quick as I could and drank every drop from his tap before he left. 
He promised more later and I’m still waiting, hoping he’ll have a few more friends

On 10/27/2019 at 5:39 AM, north.mpls.guy said:

How would you react to a guy who refused to pull out, and bred you properly?

I'd hope the guy would respect my wishes. I am somewhat particular as to who I play with, so hopefully they would be honest about any issues. If "issues" , most likely I'd still be playing and as much as it lessens my enjoyment, I'd insist on a condom, but I'd be OK with a pullout, remove the wrapper and still suck him until he cums.

On 8/5/2019 at 10:39 AM, tallslenderguy said:

Wow, fascinating thread, i need to wander out of the "general" forum more often.

i too am deeply interested in the psychological side of sex.  i'm sub bottom, but different from a lot of guys who identify as such (which is not to suggest one is better or worse, just different, part of the variety of life). i questioned my sub nature when when reading so many Dom and sub experiences and thoughts of others, until i started meeting Dom guys who i matched up with, guys who didn't want or fit with other types of subs, and began to realize the vast variety of D/s. 

 i don't see myself as worthless at all.  For me, a big part of the power exchange in a D/s dynamic is submitting my 'worth,' so to speak. i experience the power of a Dom when they elicit that desire and need within me to submit.  i don't perceive meanness, force or bullying to be powerful at all.  To me patience and self control are a demonstration of  how much power a Dom has.  Not only do meanness, bullying and force  not evoke a submissive response, i've come close to decking a few guys who've tried it on me.  i likely would have won if it had turned into a physical contest, i have a second degree black belt and some pent up rage against bullies lol.  i got bullied a lot as a kid. i suspect now that was because some kids sensed my love for guys and my sub nature and took advantage of it, but neither they nor i had the sophistication at that age to employ grooming techniques.  Though, looking back, my cousin was at the beginning of developing those kinds of Dom skills, and i still have dreams about Him to this day. 

For me, affectionate grooming is one of the most powerful things i have experienced in  D/s relationship.  i've written about my introduction to piss on a few threads on BZ, so i won't go into detail again here, but the Dom who introduced me to piss also turned me into a piss slut and His piss slut.  Or maybe more accurately, He knew how to manipulate me and solidify that in me?  To me, that is evidence of power and control.  He didn't break me to get control, He groomed and manipulated what was there to control and mold me. 

We'd known each other and had been getting together for several months before He pissed in me after breeding me, but He had taken me through a process and by the time He pissed in me, He knew there was barely a speed bump left for me to become His piss slut (and He was right).  It's a long intricate story.  We got together about once a week for over a year before both of us had to move for various reasons. He had already made me His anal piss slut and was working on making me oral as well. We always talked, a lot, so He knew me well and i trusted Him. He knew that i was ambivalent about taking piss orally, i.e., i loved the idea of it, but was afraid of the actual taste of piss and how i might react.  He never violated my boundaries, but He was expert at moving them to where He wanted them. i never experienced full on piss drinking with Him before moving, but He had started changing me. He had a lot of control over His own bladder and ability to piss, and to this day i'm not sure if this is accurate, but when i would be sucking Him and His cock was at the back of my throat, i think He was releasing small amounts of HIs piss at the back of my throat and into me.  I'm not sure, because i never felt or tasted it in my mouth, or maybe some residual, but not enough to remove doubt.  During and after, He also had that sparkle in His eye that He'd get when He had succeeded in Doming me.  

Oh, I don't feel I'm worthless, but like the feeling of being worthlessness. It's all a game/play to relieve stress and I like the role. I don't play with others that I perceive as truly mean, nasty or crude, relaying that as play is OK, but not as a real life jerk. I pretty much walk away from those types. Even though it been years ago, I was trained to protect myself in combat situations and certainly can still do now, so I can't say I feel defenseless

On 8/2/2018 at 12:52 AM, john_private98102 said:

Ive never been interested in this but after reading this thread, I think it might help me degrade my bitch and make him realize he is so worthless, ANY use a real man puts him to is a step up for him.   Going to try this.  Hope it breaks some of his resistance to seeing himself as my recepticle

Well I like the feeling of being degraded, so I'd have to assume it will produce the same with him. Maybe start with pissing into a cup and telling him you want to see him drink some of it. Next time after he blows you, tell him you're not finished, tell him open his mouth and take it. It didn't take much "coaching" for me to try. First time with my black friend, after he pulled up I saw him sitting in his car for a bit, getting out with a large QT cup and walked in, he didn't say anything, I began sucking his cock and right before he came, he pulled out and told me to drink some of his piss if I wanted his cum, so I did. After that he'd have me drink his piss while his cock was in my mouth.....always telling me it's my reward for doing a good job, or it's my punishment for a crummy job.

I love drinking piss...I don't even know exactly why. While I love drinking directly from the tap, a buddy I play with from time to time sometimes has a glass of piss waiting for me when I arrive, once even when I met him in a parking lot he brought a tall glass full of piss just to watch me drink it before sucking his cock. The best; he invited a friend over and they used me for the 2 hours, my buddy and his "guest" finished off by emptying their full bladders down my throat. The "guest" told me next time after cumming in my ass he'd fill my ass with his hot piss afterwards! I'm waiting for the day!!!

My very first gay/bi/whatever was 20yrs ago. I was a newbie, but really wanted to experience an interaction with another man. The funny thing is, from the very start I felt I wanted to serve, be used.

 So anyway I contacted a guy thru outpersonals and after a couple of emails arranged to meet during lunch at a local bar (Growler’s).  Headed there, found him and introduced myself; nice looking guy and what looked like a nice package. We headed back to my place (recent divorced at that point). He wasn’t into kissing or anything of the sort, but directed me to strip and kneel in front of him, which I willing did. He instructed me to undo his pants and get them off, to my surprise but pleasure...no underwear! And to my bigger surprise was the size of his cock, I mean it was huge, porn star huge...long and thick. Next I knew I had it in my mouth and began stroking and sucking, I didn’t even need a command to, surprised myself actually that I would be so willing and eager to have him in my mouth. 

 After a little oral abused administered by him, he laid back on the coffee table and ordered me to sit on his cock. Being a virgin I tried, but couldn’t fit anything more in than his head. I was embarrassed and felt  a failure, he was somewhat perturbed and demanded I suck him until he came. I eagerly began sucking. He told me after he came, he expected me to also drain his cock of all his piss and although hesitant I agreed. He also commanded that I put a show on for him and find something to fuck after he was done. I wanted to please this guy and redeem myself so we might meet and try again. To my surprise he told me, while I fucked myself  with a wine bottle (something he laughed and tormented me while I did), that since I was doing as commanded he was willing to try again...tomorrow and I better perform to standards.

  The next day I showed up as commanded and did as he instructed so my ass could receive him. He brought me to an office back room, had me strip once again, but before I got a chance at his cock, he had me moving items and office furniture around naked. As I nearing completing his tasks he removed his clothes, sat in a chair and told me to get my mouth to work on his cock. I sucked for quite awhile before he had me stand up and bend over a nearby desk. While bent over he had me reach back and spread my cheeks, while spread he slapped my ass several times becoming more forceful with each swat, he even grabbed my ball sack and pulled...almost too hard as by then my eyes began watering from the pain, but I said nothing, fearing rejection and falling further out of favor.  I heard him going thru the drawers looking for something when I felt him pushing something into my boi pussy. I was surprised it slid in as easily as it did. He worked it around a bit and it felt good. He told me the big show was about to begin and I had better take it all as sucking him off today wasn’t an option. I heard him lubing his cock and was told to spread my cheeks further. I could feel the head of his huge cock pressed against my hole as he told me to spread. He slowly pushed in a little at a time until he had pushed it all in...or so I thought. This guy fucked be good for at least 30 minutes and I loved every second. He told me he’d be leaving his cum in my ass and I said nothing as I wanted to feel the sensation. To my surprise he had never been fully in me, he gripped my hips tightly and pulled me back as he pushed hard. He was ready to cum and only moved in and out a couple of inches at a time. Every time he pushed harder stretching my hole wider, I was in ecstasy, it felt great! He finally came and stopped fucking, but rested with his cock still in me. After a minute or so he began fucking me some more, I felt his cum run down over my balls and down my legs. When he finally withdrew I was told to suck his cock clean....my first ATM. 

 My legs were weak from such a hot and rewarding fucking. Sadly we only got together a few more times before he moved away.

 My next encounter with another dom was good, but he insisted on condoms. A good idea I suppose for us both, but not nearly as enjoyable. No mater how much lube, it didn’t feel the same. The condom “dragged” inside of me and was somewhat uncomfortable, it was somewhat a turn off and afterwards only gave him blowjobs. 

 All encounters since have all been bareback, the only way I will allow now. It feels so much better and gets me off physically and mentally. Although fooling myself I feel less likely to catch HIV infection if guys withdraw before cumming, but I do finish off orally.

On 8/5/2019 at 6:12 AM, cman54 said:

I can totally relate as to how you feel. I have the same feelings. I am looking to set up a meeting with a poz toxic top guy tp fuck a load into my ass. I think the hardest part might be driving to the motel or where ever we are going to do this. I think once I get there and I get naked the hornyness will take over and I will let it happen with no issues.

I try to play with only those I trust about status and feel comfortable with, although I have slipped a couple of times. The feel of a bare cock in my ass is fantastic, a condom, no matter how much lube,  drags and just isn't comfortable. Mostly like sucking a cock just about anywhere to completion...I really like the feeling of a man orgasming in my mouth. I do have to say I did get a surprise on one encounter with a black friend, he wanted me to setup a gloryhole situation to take care of him orally at a house I was working on. So I hung a sheet over a doorway and cut a slit in it so it could feed his cock thru. As I was waiting for his arrival all kinds of thoughts crossed my mind during which he quietly entered the house and put his cock thru the slit. I sucked him for quite awhile before cumming which I gladly swallowed, followed by drinking his piss directly from his tap. Surprisingly he asked asked if I had lube, I said yes and he said pass it thru to him, I did. I was commanded to bend over and get my hole to the slit, which I excitedly did as up to this point he had never fucked my ass. He entered my ass, but it felt differently than what I expected, felt longer but surprisedly not as thick. He fucked me for awhile and shot a hot load up my ass. He asked how it felt and I told him I loved it and looked forward to feeling it ooze out me ass and down my leg. It was at that point he demanded $20. I was taken back , but willingly gave him $20. At that point he told me from now on I would be expected to service any other black men he sent my way and just like today I should pay them afterwards, just like I did with my first "customer".  My first customer?! Yes you just fucked the first of many and I best do a good job if I wanted to continue suckiing his cock. I anxiously await my next customer

On 7/17/2019 at 12:03 AM, Rocker12 said:

Metamucil does help keep things civilized. 

I've also found that skipping the meal previous to the activity aids in cleaning, keeps things from flowing too freely from the upper tract.

(Having a prescription for Lomotil helps me as well if I take one a at least an hour before I douche. That way I don't have to clean very far. I'm almost always very clean.)

I'll remember that one! I like a good cleaning a couple of hours before getting my ass fucked, but sometimes the cleaning is a bit uncomfortable. I like being clean as I enjoy ATM