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Fuck. Yeah. You total slut. 

16 hours ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

Just got railed in the toilet at the starbucks in the mall by a big chubby daddy

Wait. Malls still exist???

21 hours ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

People are more concerned about their taxes going to help people than they are with our government wasting it on the military industrial complex. SMH.

Nobody should be pointing to anything (or almost anything) that is being done inside the US. Yes, the military industrial complex is out of control spending when we spend 25 times as much on it as the combined military spending of our top 25 allies. Oil subsidies shouldn't exist, price caps should. But what is relevant to the humans on our border literally dying for the chance of a better life are the conditions of the countries south of us. Until those countries are either coaxed or forced (I don't mean military force) into moving into better sustainability and better investment in their people, all the aid we send them won't do a thing - because it hasn't yet. 
Now, our policies towards the countries these people are fleeing from are something to point at. And those are largely shaped by corporate influence. And that corporate influence came from our meddling, usurpation and out right treachery in those countries. 

Ultimately, the mask ISN'T about anyone other than who is wearing the mask. The mask allows freedom by way of debauchery. It is a passport to any act, no borders. Those wearing them invite what others will project onto them. From there, who knows? A mask is an invitation, beckoning to anyone by way of anonymity, for freedom to indulge anything yet to have been experienced. Who knows what a dominant top might do? Bottom? Who knows what the timid might indulge? An act so depraved as to draw general condemnation except for those who openly embrace it? To quote an old phrase made new again: "To boldly go where no man has gone before".
If a mask allows you such freedom - wear it. 

2 hours ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

I dont think so at all. Its an orientation imo.

Ive had sex with women, ive had sex with trans, ive had sex with mtf and ftm. I have done so just because it was an in the moment kind of a thing that occurred. But I am 100% attracted to men, and I dont look at women or trans in sexual ways. But when I see a hot man walk by my mind instantly goes straight to one thing. I think even homosexuality and heterosexuality and pansexuality have sliding scales. We are attracted to different age groups. I like older men and rarely find sexual interest in somebody younger than me, probably a lot to do with my conditioning and being submissive and masochistic. I like the power dynamic over me that exists with an older, taller, stronger, bigger, more powerful man than me. So to see some twink that I could imagine overpowering and incapable of overpowering me - it just doesnt arouse me. Im not sure if this qualifies as a separate orientation, but I think it should be considered as one, secondary to homosexuality. We just exist in a world that pigeon holes everything into a binary.

We're animals. And I don't mean that in a pejorative sense. Animals - indeed, all living things - are physically implanted with not only the means, but a basic need to reproduce. And for some of us, that means fucking. And with an animal so cerebral as a human, need to breed is transformed by desire. How and what that desire is shaped into is as individual as the person it sits within. Bring in culture, and desire is shaped, enlarged, confined...any number of constraints or indulgences are put into the mix. The metric by which any individual is perceived also works with, without, for and even against that perception. All this and more is where our spectrum for sexual arousal is shaped. And yes, that spectrum slides to a place as individual as each person. I personally wish I was pansexual, I think it'd be amazing. But, I fall at or near the 100% gay/male side. I can easily recognize beauty irrespective of the gender (assumed by me, or then one they might identify as). Which means I have a (for lack of a better term) theoretical idea of their desirability. 
That said, nothing for me has changed since 3rd grade: girls are still "icky".😝

21 hours ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

I am a whore, but wouldnt put my face anywhere near somebodys ass that doesnt take care of it lol

15 hours ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

If you got a nice ass, idgaf if its clean or dirty 😛

Oh please, whore. You do what your made to wherever somebody shoves your face.🐷

21 hours ago, viking8x6 said:

If you read the original post, it is clear that the person who reported the content to the DMCA is the same one who posted it here to begin with. Therefore, the report obviously WAS NOT made in good faith.

"Some exposure fetishist idiot from Asia has twice uploaded content and then filed a DMCA with the host. That's NOT OK. It could harm the site and if you do it you'll be banned permanently."...is what I saw; I guess it was just poor wording. I equated 'host' with the site, not the person who posted. 

On 11/1/2022 at 7:05 AM, rawTOP said:

If you need content taken down off the site you need to work with the moderation team by using a "report" link next to the content. If that doesn't work send me and/or a moderator a DM. Anyone who files a DMCA with the host will get permanently banned from the site.

Some exposure fetishist idiot from Asia has twice uploaded content and then filed a DMCA with the host. That's NOT OK. It could harm the site and if you do it you'll be banned permanently.

[In case you're not familiar with the term - a DMCA is a legal take down request.]

 I'm aware of what DMCA is. That said, why would filing a DMCA get the person who filed it banned? Isn't DMCA about protecting the rights to a video? And if the person reporting it says it is (essentially) "stolen", the person they are reporting on should be banned, right? Or am I missing something? Are you saying the site runners consider such a report bad for them and are discouraging any who might report it by a threat of banishment? Even if the report is made in good faith? This doesn't make sense to me.

11 hours ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

Yes its that gross and that debauched. I love Lab precisely because its the absolute filthiest place on the planet. For a lot of people though, that place would be too much for them and too extreme.

Some of the old adult video stores here in PDX could get pretty trashed. But later there was a space that shared a building with The Eagle here. This was some time ago. It was not a bath house, it was only there for one thing and that was anon sex. I knew the guy that ran it, and there were days that would go by and he wouldn't bother cleaning anything. I remember one weekend when I went the group room floor was literally sticky in some parts like movie theaters can get, and some of the other spots were still not completely dry and were gooey. It was just a simple maze, with a bank of glory booths, a single sling area that was wide open, one "bed booth" that had a window you could darken or make transparent, and that group room which was just a padded table just below waist high and room enough for people to stand around it but not much more. The funk I walked into in that place sometimes was almost too much.

7 minutes ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

Lab.Oratory

Thought that was a bathhouse? Do you mean to say that place is that gross, or that place is that debauched/gross?

Fuck! The evil shit I'd do to you if I had you on the floor like that!☣️😈🤛🕳️

Ok, first - if that devil/Palin thing is true, it is hilarious!

As codified belief systems go, I'm what you'd call a hard core atheist. But I love the libertine nature of LaVey's tenets. 

The "do unto others" concept has been around in every religion - irrespective of how hypocritically the actions of those who believe in the supernatural turn out to be. At base, all religion is entirely about a power structure. And in that sense it is very often the restrictive nature (authority has to come from SOMEwhere) where the individual becomes less than an individual and more of a subject. And that is where I find my greatest disgust for religion. Hitchens said it best "And over us, to supervise this, is installed a celestial dictatorship, a kind of divine North Korea."

But hey, if somebody gets off and fucks with more intensity because they believe some supernatural entity is heightening their actions, I'm happy to reap the benefits!😈 Those dirty, sinful (or, if a Satanist, celebrated) actions make things much hotter. I've had the "fallen" experience a couple of times: one an actual priest, the other just very religious - and wow were those great lays. It was liberating for them, yes; but also I don't for a second doubt they got off a little harder because they knew what they were doing was "wrong". 

So: float your boat on the tide that serves you, I guess. I'll end with a Douglas Adams quote:

“And then, one Thursday, nearly two thousand years after one man had been nailed to a tree for saying how great it would be to be nice to people for a change, a girl sitting on her own in a small café in Rickmansworth suddenly realized what it was that had been going wrong all this time, and she finally knew how the world could be made a good and happy place. This time it was right, it would work, and no one would have to get nailed to anything.”

2 minutes ago, ErosWired said:

But there’s an art to making good porn. The problem is that these guys are trying to be art-y. I imagine that in some of these cases someone is fresh out of film school and is trying out all his tricks without the wisdom or experience to know when and how to actually use them effectively.

It might also be that some of them are responding to complaints such as we read elsewhere on this forum that porn, and especially studio porn, is becoming too formulaic and boilerplate, so they may be trying to mix it up a bit - and discovering the basic impossibility of creating a piece of porn that somebody doesn’t like.

I see what you're saying. But, as for today, when there are people out there doing their own thing because they love to fuck, you really don't need a "story" or anything. Studio porn is overproduced. It is easy to see, and for me really almost a turn off. So all the OnlyFans, 4MyFans etc are the ones messing up with the stupid filming style of someone there with a camera constantly swooping away from a bit of good action in the name of "doing something different". I said before, and I'll say again: it ain't art, it is porn. There are vanishingly few actual porn films I consider even coming close to "art", but there is plenty of art you can espouse as erotic or even pornographic, but it is still demonstrably art.

Just let fuckers fuck, and don't fuck with the filming style!

Yes, exactly. NOT working. But again, trying something different is not needed. It isn't art, it is fucking porn. Set up two, maybe three cameras, and show EVERYTHING. The filming style of a constantly moving camera distracts from the actual fucking (which is what, by definition, people are there to see!). And porn isn't the wasteland it used to be where 1/2 of the people doing it were so jaded they didn't care. You have SO many people who just love to fuck and love to show it. That sort of energy doesn't need anything new or innovative. 

Curious to know what others think. I know when I'm not able to fuck, and I'm horny, porn is the next best thing. But I'm getting VERY tired of the filming styles now in vouge. The constant swooping, circling, zooming, never staying still crap. FFS you're making PORN, not art! I mean, as soon as I see something going on that I like, the camera flits off in another direction. It really is stupid. 

And also: while I understand some like it, I really don't understand extreme close-up. I mean, you know what a close up of a dick being shoved into an ass looks like? Every other dick going up any other ass (that close up, I mean). I watch porn for the guys that are in it. If a video is 80% close-up, you really wouldn't know if the guys were switched out to someone you (or me) might not be attracted to.

But, I guess this is just me?

36 minutes ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

I think it would be better to wait to get an actual STI before taking medication than to just always be taking antibiotics because your body will build up resistance to those antibiotics and then they wont work for you in the future.

It isn't your body that builds up a resistance, it is the actual STIs that build up resistance to the medication. But I agree: only take/get them when you're sure you've got something.

As a top with relatively little experience with fisting, I'm just wondering: is it really fisting if the guy fisting is up to his elbow? Semantics, I know - still...

3 hours ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

Love it when a guy is cheating and using my holes on the side.

Do you find they're MORE or less kinky? I'm betting the "str8" and/or "married" really get freaky given the chance...

1 hour ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

Much prefer the bathhouse scene. I love hooking up with tons of guys, edging myself all night long, and in between popping in and out of the steam room for a sweat. Meet a lot of fun guys in baths too. You just cant recreate that atmosphere any possible way, no matter how you set your place up.

I still love the simplicity of the video arcade, too. The anonymity and cruising aspect of it, the voyeuristic aspect, and especially the "dirty secret" aspect of it where the "DL" guys go in. 

On 3/28/2022 at 11:30 AM, ErosWired said:

Apologies in advance to the OP if this reply isn’t as salacious as you were hoping for, but you made me think.

I’m intrigued by the way this question is posed: “How far have you come?” The OP is asking in the context of sexual acts or experiences, but in that context, he could have - but did not - phrase it as “How far have you gone?”

The latter sounds like the same question, but subtly isn’t. “How far have you come” suggests a journey or destination or goal toward which one strives or aspires. “How far have you gone” suggests a path down which one might or might not want to have traveled, a destination away, not toward. Unlike the first phrasing, “How far have you gone can be transposed into a related question of potential significance: “How far gone are you?”

When I think about my own answer to the OP, I can’t help thinking more in “gone” terms. I started as a straight-laced, straight-arrow, starched-shirt guy who tried to act on the most scrupulous principles in every situation (at my wedding my two oldest friends danced a circle around me to the song ‘Goody Two-Shoes’). When the effort to maintain the perfect person became too much, I broke down and allowed myself a moment of exploration into homosexuality.

Since that first fuck, I’ve gone down the Rabbit Hole so. fucking. far. My body and mind have been used by men for dark, depraved acts to sate their lusts, and I have let them in spite of the pain, humiliation, and sense that with each sordid act I was going further down a one-way path from which there could be no return.

And there can’t be. Once upon a time, I was a ‘good’ boy, pure and uncorrupted; now, I’ve been cunted over a thousand times and filled with the essence and seed of other men (nearly a gallon and a half of it in total, if you add it all up) and some component of it has absorbed into my flesh and become a part of me.

But more than that, my mind has been altered, or perhaps - and this may be worse - my most base potential has come to be realized. I discovered, accepted, and embraced my role as a sexual object. An object - a thing - a utility with an intended use, a thing over which men could feel a sense of control, power, possession, ownership.

How far have I gone? There is a man who lives half an hour’s drive from me who has in his possession a Deed, in his name, that grants him ownership of my body and my sex, to summon and to enjoy, to share and distribute, and to use in any way that pleases him. And I honor that Deed as though it were the Deed to my house or the Title to my car, because that’s how far gone I am. He texted me last night to say “I can’t wait to get a hold of that ass again.” Not “get a hold of you” - “get a hold of that ass”. Because I am an object for him. (Which is as it should be; he’s happily partnered, and they have an open relationship. I’m just his favorite fuck toy, one he actually owns. “Best piece of paper I ever had,” he says.)

I have a number assigned to me on The Slave Registry, 730-219-854. I’ve been thinking about getting it tattooed onto my ass, because I consider it as much a part of my permanent identity as my Social Security Number.

A few years ago, I registered myself with XTube - signed agreement, the works, so I could post video of myself for sale and maybe perform on cam. I posted a handful of videos, so I guess I could say I briefly stuck my toe into the amateur porn industry. That’s how far gone I was in that direction; the demise of XTube has ended that potential of course.

But perhaps the farthest I’ve gone from where I started, the most permanent and radical change I never saw coming, came in August 2014, when, out of the blue, I was diagnosed with full- blown AIDS, with fungal meningitis and CD4 count of 49. Within two weeks I was literally within heartbeats of being gone completely.

I don’t know why I’ve survived 7 1/2 years. It’s taken that long to recover just to the point where I am now. Some would say, “Look how far you’ve come.” But I’ll never get back everything I lost to AIDS, never be the same person I was. Maybe that’s a good thing. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.

In fact, everything we experience, for good or bad, adds to who we are. We can only ever become more, never less. So I guess that since life is only an additive process, I really should think of it in terms of how far I’ve come - even if I have no idea where I’m going.

I appreciate the depth with which you responded. And, perhaps I wasn't as exact as I might have been in posing the question. I'll give a "for instance" on my part to help clarify. I'm into fairly rough sex (as a top). When I first began my journey in coming out and just getting around and enjoying casual encounters, I was always of the mind that sex was this gentle, perhaps passionate thing - but rough, hard, brutal was just never something I'd be into. But that changed, and rather quickly one day. I was watching some porn, and saw a totally new guy I'd never seen before. My first and immediate reaction was thinking "Wow, I'd love to slap him around if I had the chance." He just evoked that response in me, and the video itself was very basic suck and fuck. In other words, I shocked myself in thinking that. But from there, I explored and found myself very into the more aggressive and rough sex I thought I'd never be wanting. 

What is a kink, or fetish, or other "thing" that you now enjoy that you thought you'd never get into?

7 hours ago, 120DaysofSodom said:

Trump literally idolized Putin and at every opportunity he could, he complimented Putin. Before he ran for the presidency, Trump was making comments about how great Putin was so much that when he did run for presidency, Putin already wanted him to become President over Hillary because he knew he could manipulate and control Trump. Putin is ex-KGB and not stupid. Trump, on the other hand, is a literal moron. He withheld military funding that was to be sent to Ukraine for his own political gain all because they wouldnt investigate Joe Biden. He did all he could to dismantle NATO and weaken it, alienating the United States from Europe, and trying to isolate us. This would have given Putin a lot more leverage to go further in his campaign to reunite ex-Soviet satellite states like Moldova and Ukraine. Trump was a treasonous bitch ass and the fact he still has people supporting him after everything he did is mind boggling. Why American politics are so volatile is precisely because no matter what a democrat does or says, republicans will criticize it. There is almost no middle ground and no compromise. Its just toxic. When Biden didnt ban Russian oil after the invasion of Ukraine, republicans bitched and moaned about it. When he did ban imports on Russian oil, republicans bitched and moaned about it.

“As democracy is perfected, the office of the President represents, more and more closely, the inner soul of the people. On some great and glorious day, the plain folks of the land will reach their heart’s desire at last, and the White House will be occupied by a downright fool and a complete narcissistic moron.” ~ H. L. Mencken

@120DaysofSodom - what was wrong with the Biktarvy? It seems to work great for me.

I fuckin love that response. Nothing more need be said. You're just a couple of holes only there for cock and cum, body to be abused, a sextoy object to be degraded and defiled.