bttmpink7

Depression and self loathing haha

yeah i don't think i enjoy it very much after some consideration 

Thanks all 

4 hours ago, PigBoyDallas said:

It takes a certain mindset to be a cumdump and not everyone is down for it. I was young the first time I did it and it was with a group of neighbor boys around my age. I viewed it more as experimenting, finding out what it was like to get fucked by several guys. Problem is I liked it a lot but quickly found out it was hard to make things like that happen. It also confirmed that I am pretty slutty and soon I was willing to take more risks to hook up, hooking up with random guys in bathrooms, at the gym, in parks, anything to get a load. I sometimes wonder if that made me who I am or just revealed who I am. But that’s water under the bridge. I’m kind of jealous of guys who have a BF because I know I’m too slutty to be monogamous. 

I think it's important to express doubts as much as what we love about it, i find it as a way to check in with myself to make sure I'm not fucking with my own mental health 

On 8/22/2021 at 9:34 AM, slutty-tawnie said:

Hey Babe,

   You may be right that it isn't for you or your thing; and chances are you'll benefit from that. If that is indeed fact roll with it and be good don't wrestle with it to long.

    Personally as a confirmed Cum Junkie I Love being Used by multiple men and passed around. The Cum is like my reward, it becomes mine. As it combines with the other's inside me then later drips out of my 'lil Cock hole and down my thighs, for me it is glory; my goal, my accomplishment. 

    Straight up honest from the heart Babe. 

 

   ~ Tawnie

I also like being used my multiple men but I don't like the anonymous aspect, I like to get to know the guys beforehand so maybe I like the idea of being a 'group bottom' rather than this anonymous cumdump role. Plus I'm diabetic so I need rests between fucks and I get tired so easily.

Maybe I'm just not a natural cumdump? 

Added: Also I only want to hear responses from other bottoms, sorry tops but you're biased lol

I cumdumped for the first time this week, I managed to get 11 loads. I found it to be a lot less hot than it actually was? The spell was sort of broken as soon as I left the hotel and I thought for a quick thrill I'm questioning how worth it cumdumping really is? It's all fun until you realise you have to get on with real life, and this sort of sleazy ideal situation that we're fed through porn and forums isn't actually real? Like yeah sex is great, physical pleasure is great. But that's it? I can't really see the drive behind it beyond that (personally) ~ this is just me though, I'm not critiquing anyone's sex life, do what you want I don't give a shit lol. Just saying personally it wasn't for me. Am I thinking too hard into this? I think the big thing for me was thinking 'oh shit I've literally just wasted two days where i could have been doing a million other things?' 

pkbm7

I didn't feel anything, my ass kept producing excessive mucus which smelt extra potent. Other than that it was quite symptomless.. 

Honestly some of you guys in this thread are toxic, yikes. 

6 hours ago, Alphpig said:

You stick to not playing raw. If becoming poz is not something you want, you don’t play unsafe. Period. Otherwise you go through this often. I’ve dealt with your type and you guys are a nightmare.  So go seek counseling and don’t play without rubbers. 

Don't be a gatekeeper 

How serious is the relationship? How long have you been going for? 

1 hour ago, Openmouthpolicy said:

Yeah same, in a perfect world I’d be ass up in a sling every weekend but seems like it’s going to be a fantasy. Can’t do it if the risk of turning poz is so prevalent even on Prep. I never miss my prep and I don’t do drugs except poppers. Usually I’ll just get bred by couple on Grindr who are neg and on prep too in order to satisfy my craving. Doesn’t always work though. 

Same, recently its been getting detrimental to my mental health and self worth I've actively pursued counselling for it

all this doubt and anxiety really puts me off cumdumping to be honest 

22 minutes ago, drscorpio said:

This is NOT correct. That assumes the chance of the virus being passed on without PrEP is 100%. 

PrEP decreases your risk by more than 99%. At the worst case (poz top cums inside you), the chance of infection taking is about 1.43% (1 in 70). So PrEP decreased your risk to .0143% which is a probability of 0.000143. It's closer to 1 in 7000 than 1 in 100. 

school em king

Yeah is a bit tbh 😂

38 minutes ago, Sadistlondon said:

Into guys first starting off wanting to take loads as a cumdump should- haha 

 

😁

20 hours ago, swoll said:

Whereabouts in the North East? 

York 

My personal pleasure factor comes from the fact I know I know my breeder is enjoying himself , so if the only way they can is with a condom that's fine by me. 

Hope you're okay x dm me if you need someone to talk to

18 hours ago, Lonpig said:

Look forward to hearing from you xx 😇

Messaged you on tele, I'm pinkbttm7

5 hours ago, Lonpig said:

Hey pal. Welcome to BZ!

 

Fairly new myself so cant Msg people direct... yet!

Feel free to hmu direct....very much enjoy what ur into! 😊👍

Yes I'd love to chat more x for sure

Hey everyone, I've only recently just decided to embrace my cumdump life. I'm really just looking to network and get to know people which will hopefully turn into physical meets, I'm based in North East England but can travel. 

I'm super into masks, like balaclavas/hoods for total anonymity. Always been a dream to be gangbanged by a group of completely masked guys. 

Neg(on prep)