Guest Posted November 6, 2012 Report Posted November 6, 2012 I think fetishes have to do with approval and a sense of being attractive or being perused sexually. For me anyways First thing is I like Older, Fat, White men. I myself am white, and grew up with white men exclusively. so that makes sense (I don't think its a fetish) I love uncut dick, it looks so natural but exotic, I love how the head pops out of the foreskin, like a stinger, and deposits cum, then recedes dribbling cum the whole time. With hanging foreskin and dick cheese.. so hot, I can imagine the smell of a natural ripe dick, so hot (I also don't see this as a fetish) Honestly I see my approach to homosexuality as fetish worthy. First off I don't like to take any pleasure (Physical stimulation) I just jack off alone and cum in my own face later. I love the fact that there might be a fat older guy turned on by me offering my butthole. I love the fact that the tops I go after are willing to fuck anything so there is a ready supply of cum whenever. I love to rim, I love a ripe natural taint and ass to lick as I blow random dicks. I love the fact there is cum in the balls I'm sucking on. and Oh I love Cum!! I love the taste, I love the slight spasms by a dick to unload cum into my mouth, I love the smell, I want it in my eyes, up my nose, I love milking the last drop out of a flaccid dick. I love sucking on the balls and the nape of the crotch/thigh region and slightly massaging a spent Dick to send tremors through this random man whom I am sucking. Honestly what other action could show more approval than cumming, He's turned on (either by how I look or how slutty I am), and he's tensed up enough to willingly put cum inside me (Mouth or butt). And also how tops are marauding around like animals, willing to fuck anything that is bent over. (this goes back to a beastiality fetish, I love gay beastiality!! how a dog/pig/horse will mount anything and begin pumping mmm). It seems like attraction, but I think I'm just seen as just a willing hole to relieve some animal (human too) tension. Maybe fetishes are like art, they can have no purpose other than to be pleasurable to the fetish holder (not for procreation or for relationships) Also I love posting on craigslist in my small hometown, with face pics, Phone #, and full on name, I find it thrilling. on one occasion someone recognized me that I used to know. I used to go to church (maybe starting from 12 y/o to like 17). There was an older boy maybe 6 years older than I was, he was always kind of weird, I never really liked him. but one day I posted a crazy craigslist ad and he said holy shit are you _____!?, I was mortified, he kept trying to get me to come over, he wanted me to suck him off all the time, he threatened to tell people, but I just ignored him (I wish I didn't now) and it all blew over, he never told anyone. And I do in fact think that sexually deviant people (porn stars/zoophiles/pedophiles/homosexuals) were molested in their early life. I was molested many times before I was even 1o y/o. We moved around a lot (12 times before I was even in high school) and spent many days at relatives and friends of friends houses. I remember my first time well, I was just in preschool or kindergarten and a neighbor boy (way older, maybe like 19) convinced my to go into his garage for a "fashion show". He told me to take off my pants and underwear (which I did) and told me to come closer, he took out his dick (I remember it was a very dark color but he was white) he then told me to put it in my mouth (which I did). He grabbed the back of my head (I don't remember gagging) and he began to pump head. He then reached around and spread my butt cheek and pushed his finger in (I remember it hurt so bad). When he came I thought it tasted like blood and I had hurt him some how, after all this he told me if I told anyone then I'd get in trouble, he said his dad was a cop (probably BS but I didn't want to get in trouble) Throughout my life I was molested by my cousins, siblings friends, siblings friends brothers, and a few times by a (Southern Baptist) church pastor and the same deacon a few times. just seeing this history I don't know why I didn't struggle or tell anyone. My parents were ghosts through my childhood, I guess I had no one to tell, Maybe I have trust issues. Maybe homosexual children are easier to victimize because of their inherent attraction to men. whatever it is, this is the only life I know and what makes me happy is to be sexually wild like this. So I think fetishes are complicated by the intense emotions and history we as humans experience, but I think it has to do with being attractive to someone else or maybe a history of this type of sexiness early in ones life.
hawwkfan Posted November 6, 2012 Report Posted November 6, 2012 Wow! I know i'm new here but that is the most fucked up rant i've ever heard. You say, "And also how tops are marauding around like animals, willing to fuck anything that is bent over" "And I do in fact think that sexually deviant people (porn stars/zoophiles/pedophiles/homosexuals) were molested in their early life" I think most tops would disagree and be offended by the first statement and the second one is totally false.Who are you to fucking judge people. I won't go into the rest of your garbage but i seriously think you need educated and to seek professional help.
pulszer Posted November 7, 2012 Report Posted November 7, 2012 Wow! I know i'm new here but that is the most fucked up rant i've ever heard. You say,"And also how tops are marauding around like animals, willing to fuck anything that is bent over" "And I do in fact think that sexually deviant people (porn stars/zoophiles/pedophiles/homosexuals) were molested in their early life" I think most tops would disagree and be offended by the first statement and the second one is totally false.Who are you to fucking judge people. I won't go into the rest of your garbage but i seriously think you need educated and to seek professional help. yeah the OP does sounda little loopy , but then again he did go to church, so that probably explains it.
einathens Posted November 7, 2012 Report Posted November 7, 2012 a fetish is what happens when your cock and brain team up to imbue a particular object or aspect with the power to arouse you sexually. that power is independent of whoever is wearing or using the object. for instance, if you fetishize combat boots, you're gonna chub up if you see them on a punk at the mall or on a hot daddy at the lumberyard. without stopping to look it up, i believe that the term originated to refer to an object which was filled with magickal power for ceremonial purposes. in the historical sense, a voodoo doll or a silver pentagram was a fetish item. the word has been diluted by time. now it just means clothing that gives you a hardon. me? harleys, cigars, motorcross jackets....
kpig Posted November 19, 2012 Report Posted November 19, 2012 excuse me homosexuals and porn stars are sexual deviants? maybe if it was 1950
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