A Diary of Loads [Confessions of a Deviant]

[Rapevictim]

These are all true stories, all things I've done in the past, starting from when I was 16, through to the present. I'm a 25 year old guy who is into kinky rough sex, with a love of being filled with loads.

The park.

I could feel the excitement pulse through my body, it wasn't 15 minutes ago that messages were exchanged on gaydar. I had to lie on my profile, I wasn't the 18 year old I was said to be, I was 16. He was 38, a trucker, big hairy belly and a thick cut cock. I'd organised something I'd only dreamed of... He was going to fuck me bare, but that wasn't the hottest part, he was going to rape me.

I slipped out of the house, my parents were asleep and I had to stay very quiet. I power walked down to the park around the corner, there was a green car in the parking lot. He had told me to walk past it and continue on to the bushes and not look back. I couldn't see in the car with its tinted windows, but I knew he was there. As I was a few meters past his car I heard the door open then close. Adrenaline pulsed through my veins and I could hear my pulse in my ears as I made my way to the bushes, I stopped, staring straight ahead as I got to the darkest secluded spot I could find. I resisted the urge to to look around and see where he was, I stayed still. There was a crunch of leaves behind me, all of a sudden my knees were kicked out from underneath me, my pants were pulled down and my bare arse revealed, he spat on my hole and leaned in close, "this is what you wanted..."

A searing hot pain spread through my hole as he pushed in balls deep with the first motion, he started to drill me harder and harder into the ground... I started to regret my decision as the pain was unbearable, I begged him "please stop, I want out... This hurts too much" he didn't reply. I started gasping for air and began to cry, dirt filling my mouth. He was fucking me harder and harder and moaning loudly, "here it comes" he grunted and slammed in deep, I jolted in pain as I felt his cock throb in my hole filling my up with my first load. He quickly pulled out and I heard his zip pull up. He walked away leaving me arse throbbing, sore and leaking a stream of cum and blood down my thigh.

This is my first confession, the first confession or many to come in my diary of loads, please feel free to leave any feedback you'd like or send me a private message. I hope you came a creamy load to this, as I have many times. My next confession will come soon.

[Guest pozpig46]

hot first encounter. Getting your cherry popped the first time is always special

[jakie88]

Hot story man, can't wait to read the rest