Hawks Bathhouse

[PDX4NIK8ER]

Two weekends ago I went to Hawks bathhouse with a poz friend of mine, Rob. We like to hunt hot young barebackers together and take turns tag-teaming their. Rob has this amazing 9" cock with a thick shaft and a huge mushroom head that is twice as thick as the shaft. Once he gets it inside, he can plow away and the head keeps him from popping out as he fucks like a jackhammer. It's very hot to watch him fuck other guys and it feels awesome when he slips it inside my ass. Rob and I partied up on some T and we were cruising around when I spotted this hot, young, blond boy with a military haircut in his room surfing porn on his computer. I could tell he worked out. He wasn't all that bulked up, but rather was nicely cut and chiseled, just the way I like them. And he had a gorgeous 8.5" cock of medium thickness. The only hair on his body was on top of his head, a nicely trimmed patch of pubes around his cock, and two small patches under his arms. We started talking and instantly hit it off. He is a 26 yo former Marine named Stu who is newly back from Afghanistan and just got released from active duty. Since I'm former military, we had tons to talk about. We were totally hot for each other and it didn't take long for me to get his dick hard and start some action. I couldn't resist eating Stu's ass. He had this beautiful, smooth, pink hole that tasted so sweet. I got him moaning and writhing in ecstasy with my tongue, then I told Rob to fuck his hole while I shifted my attention to Stu's throbbing cock. Rob shoved his thick slab of dick into Steve, who winced in pain. Getting Rob's big mushroom head into your ass is the hardest part. After the head is in, you can relax and enjoy that nice full sensation that comes from getting fucked by a really big cock. As soon as Rob slid inside Stu, Stu's cock started oozing tons of pre-cum and didn't stop. Stu was on his back with Rob standing at the edge of the platform. Stu's legs were draped over his shoulders. I shifted around to straddle Stu so I could sit on his oozing rock-hard cock while Rob fucked his ass. Rob was punishing his hole and plowing into his prostate with each thrust. Suddenly Stu arched up and moaned with a look of pure joy on his face. I could tell he was unloading a big load of cum in my ass. Stu told me that he had never cum inside a guy before because he normally bottoms. I told him I wanted to return the favor and Rob pulled his cock out excited to watch me fuck Stu. I flipped Stu over so he was face down on the mattress. I put my cock inside him and started fucking him real slow while I held his head down with my arm. He was moaning and grinding his ass beneath me. I put him into all sorts of positions that allowed me to get my cock deep inside him at all sorts of different angles. He was loving it. My upper torso was in full contact with Stu's back. He was enjoying the feel of my trimmed chest hair sliding around on his back. I was whispering in Stu's ear how much I enjoyed fucking his hot ass. He was getting off listening to me and he was milking my cock with his ass muscles. I encouraged him to take every inch of my cock and to keep milking it with his ass. His ass felt so fucking amazing. I like to top just as much as I like to bottom, and Stu's tight hole is one of the best asses I have fucked in a long time. I felt my load of cum starting to build pressure at the head of my dick and knew it wouldn't be long before I would blow. I started whispering in his ear that I was getting close and that I was going to breed his ass. I heard him say, "Yeah, man. Do it!" and felt him push his ass back toward me helping me drive deeper. I looped my arms under his armpits, put my hands on top of his and intertwined our fingers. He started working his ass harder and faster, which was more than my cock could bear. I wrapped my legs around the outside of his and hooked his calves with my heels. I pulled him close into a bear hug with my arms and held him tight so he couldn't move. I pushed my swollen cock as deep inside him as it would go and unloaded a huge load of cum inside his guts. I lost count of how many times my cock erupted but it must have sprayed at least 10 times. He moaned and whimpered every time my cock convulsed inside him. As I dumped my cum inside him, his cock was rubbing on the platform cushion below him and I heard him say, "Oh fuck, you made me cum too!"

When I was done shooting, I tried to release him but he held me close. He wouldn't let go of my hands and he wouldn't release my legs. He held me in that embrace for a long time and I just went with it. My cock was locked in Stu's ass and he kept massaging my dick with his ass muscles. I could feel the vacuum working on my dick and it kept me rock hard. I could feel the warm squishy feeling of my cum as it lubricated the inside of his ass. I love using cum as lube. Within minutes I realized that there was a second big load of cum building inside my cock. My balls were getting ready to release so I told him that he was going to make me cum again. He growled, "fuck yeah!" and started working my cock with more enthusiasm. Minutes later I blew another load inside him, this one bigger and more intense than the first.

We lay there talking, sharing some of our military experiences. He still had my cock in his ass and seemed really content to just hold it there. I could feel all the cum inside him and, with my still-hard cock acting like a butt plug, it had no where to go but deeper into his guts. We were sharing stories about our gay experiences in the military. At one point we started talking about how we got out of the service and I shared what it had been like to get kicked out of the military when they found out I was hiv positive. I felt him tense up and sensed a change in his breathing. "You're hiv positive?" He asked. And I thought to myself, Oh shit! "Yeah," I said. Dreading the answer I knew I was about to hear, but I asked anyway, "Why?" "I'm negative," he said. We uncoupled and faced each other. I looked him in the eye and told him point blank that the chances were pretty high that we had just changed his status in the last couple of minutes. I told him I was pretty sure I had just pozzed him. He grew really quiet and just looked at me. I asked him if he was okay. He nodded yes but didn't say anything. I could see tears in his eyes. I kissed him on the lips and told him I was sorry. I told him I assumed he was poz already or didn't care since he was partying in the bathhouse, fucking bareback, never saying a word about his status or asking me mine. I told him I always assumed that if a guy was neg and wanted to stay that way that he would take responsibility for his health and ask guys to use a condom. He considered that thought for a bit, then told me not to worry. He said he took responsibility for what had happened. He told me he'd only been to a bathhouse a couple times but that he had been barebacking for a few months. I asked him if that meant he was comfortable with the risks he had been taking and the fact that he might turn up poz some day? He said he had always asked guys to pull out and cum on his chest or on his back when he had barebacked previously. He shared that I was the first guy who had ever cum inside him and acknowledged he had asked me to do so, twice in fact. He said he had likely fucked with hiv positive guys before, but I was the first guy to admit it to him. He thanked me for being honest and talking with him openly about what had happened. I assured him he was going to be alright and that he wasn't going to go through this alone. I told him I would go down to the std clinic with him the next day, that I would stay with him while he got tested, and that we would get him some PrEP medication so he could stay negative. He thought about it for a minute then seemed to relax. He told me he was okay with it and that he didn't want the PrEP drugs. I looked at him and asked if he was sure. He said he had always assumed that he would get hiv someday and that he struggled constantly within himself to reconcile his fears with the powerful drive compelling him to have raw sex. He experienced tremendous guilt and shame every time he barebacked, yet he couldn't seem to stop doing it. Now that he had taken my poz loads and knew he had, he said he suddenly felt relieved. He had done what he feared most and realized that the world didn't stop spinning when it happened. He discovered that his fear of the unknown had grown much worse in his mind than it was in reality. As a matter of fact, he admitted that it made him really horny when he realized that he was taking poz cum and that he found it very erotic. I looked down and saw that his cock was rock hard again. He wasn't lying. He was totally turned on knowing he had just taken my poz loads. He then told me that he felt more connected to me than he had ever felt with anyone he had fucked. I was feeling the same intense connection so we talked about this bond we felt for each other. We realized that sharing the virus between us had bonded us for life. No matter where he goes or what he does, he will carry a part of me inside him forever. I will always be the first guy who came inside him and the guy who helped him admit to himself that he wanted to be poz. He pulled me close and kissed me deeply and passionately for several minutes. When he eventually he pulled away, he looked me straight in the eye, smiled, and thanked me for setting him free from his fears. He said, "I'm glad it was you. I want to always remember this night as the night I got pozzed and you as the guy who did it." With that, he rolled over onto his stomach pushed up onto all-fours and offered me his pretty pink hole. "Fuck me some more", he begged. "I want to take as many of your poz loads as I can." I fucked him for several more hours and dumped 4 more huge poz loads in his hot neg ass. In between each load, I edged inside him as long as I could, feeling my cock oozing tons of pre-cum and lubing his hole. The shared realization that each load of cum I gave him was insuring his conversion strengthened our bond and made us hotter for each other.

Since last weekend, Stu has been calling me and texting me every day, begging me to fuck his ass and give him more of my poz cum. We met 3 more times last week so we could fuck and he could get more cum. He came over to my house this past weekend and we fucked like rabbits the entire weekend. It has been a huge turn on for me to witness his start as a timid guy who was afraid to let anyone cum inside him, then watch him morph into a total cum whore who can't get enough poz cum inside him. He is a man on a mission to convert and it makes my dick rock hard every time he begs me to poz his hole.

[glen]

Awesome story.....made me rock hard reading about it....!

[oralbttmguy495]

PDX...That was one arousing experience & I enjoyed reading every word of it; thank you for sharing!

I remember the uncomfortable feeling I used to have about whether or not to take guys seed. There were many periods I went without engaging in sex during my earlier years; what many of us would refer to as our prime or youthful years. I read so much about HIV & of numerous guys who were dying of AIDS before the many advanced treatments became available. With that, I would refrain from having sex & trust me, it was not an easy thing to do. Instead, I would JO for pleasure & refrained from engaging in sex with men for a few years. It got to the point whereas I felt I was wasting away one of the best parts of my life; the feeling of sexual pleasures with other guys. I thought to myself, these worries have got to stop!

Then one day, while I was sitting shirtless on one of the Smithsonian Mall's benches during lunch break getting a little sun on a nice day, this guy out of the blue walks up to me. It was the strangest thing; I guess he has a keen sense of GAYDAR about him. I was surprised he risked approaching me. However, that was when I had recently had my left nipple pierced; so maybe he assumed I might be Gay. Immediately, he complimented me on my nice, tan, chest. Out of the blue, he asked if I wanted to go inside to one of the public restrooms; he said he knew of one located downstairs more private. I took him up on his offer but said I didn't want to have oral or anal sex. He said that was ok. Once we entered a far back restroom stall, we stripped our shirts off & pulled down our pants to the floor. Next thing I knew, he embraces my body tight & our hard cocks begin massaging one another's. We caressed each others bodies & continued six minutes on our cocks massaging one another's. Next thing I know, the guy begins to breath heavily & starts to moan; when I overhear another man enter the restroom. I whispered to keep it down (I was worried about getting caught). Within a minute's time, the guy who entered had left. Enjoying the sensational feeling of our cocks rubbing together & from his sudden grunting, I suddenly felt his creamy manhood exiting his piss slit against my cock shaft & dripping down my right leg. I guess he felt embarrassed since his cum got all over my leg (& probably didn't want it to get onto my pants leg), so he got some toilet paper & wiped it off me. We dressed back up, washed our hands, & headed back outside onto the mall area. At the point, he confessed he was Gay, but that he was married & in an awful relationship with his wife; and that she was refusing him to divorce. He said he was on his way back to work after just being to a medical appointment for stress. I had this feeling the wife manipulated & tried to rule his life; & I could tell by his statements that he was extremely miserable in his marriage. We both departed our separate ways. But to this day, I wish we had exchanged contact information because I feel (somehow) we should have continued connecting up together. And to this day, I deeply regret not leaning down (in that restroom stall) to suck his cock off &/or at least not fingering his cum off my leg to taste & swallow it. After that occasion, I never saw him again walking the Mall area. Anyway, that evening after I got home from work, I thought to myself; screw all this fear I had built up inside me; I was wasting away the most precious experience of my life! From that day forward, I decided it was time for me to change my ways.

I went onto gay.com & a guy invited me over to his apartment; he wanted me to suck his dick off. Although his profile's status stated "Neg", who knows whether most guys are being truthful in regard to their hiv status. But I felt I was not going to let it worry me anymore. I got to his apt., we got naked & on his couch, I sucked on his hard cock, & told him I wanted to taste his cum. A minute later, he shot his load off into my mouth & I decided I was going to swallow him & I did. I continued to engage in oral sex for two years; even decided to search to hookup with Poz guys to suck off & swallow (which I did on many occasions). Poz guys even sucked me off, with most of them electing to swallow my seed. I would test at the WWC in DC, each time the tests came back Neg.

After those two years of limiting myself to oral sex with guys had passed, I made a personal decision that I wanted to up the anty; I wanted my ass to get bareback fucked & seeded. I started out doing this with guys who had "Neg" in their profiles; once again, who knew the certain truth? The pure pleasure of feeling a natural (unwrapped/no condom) cock inside my ass along with a guy's cum was pure heaven! It was uncomfortable because I do have a tight ass. After doing so shortly on three separate (anal sex) occasions, I made a decision I was going to begin seeking out Poz guys to fuck around with. I remember the very first time I had bb anal sex with a Poz Top guy who fucked me & unloaded inside my ass; it was one wonderful, pleasurable, & erotic experience! I guess you can say, my bare ass has been hooked ever since! I've hooked up with Poz Tops who had that wasted (cheeks, limbs, & abdominal area) look on them; I assume due to years of HIV medication(s). Ever since, I've shed away my inner fears & came to the conclusion that I'll learn to deal & adapt with HIV should or when my day comes. I've been having natural sex ever since; the majority of my sex partners who have an HIV status. The profiles in all of my sex site profile ads are honest; I make it clear & open to everyone about my sexual desires &/or preferences. Some Neg guys have hooked up with me for Oral sex; now & then to Fuck me bareback. I figured either they are Hiv Poz & lying about their status in their sex site profiles or they are 100% ok having sex with me as an Oral &/or Top. As for my Poz sexual buddies &/or potential future partners, they most definitely know how comfortable I am with their HIV status & having sex with them.

Going on 18 years already since I've changed my fear of HIV & sexual habits; love & never regretted any moment of it. I have had numerous sexually, unprotected connections with HIV Poz men. Thus far, still testing Neg at the WW Clinic in DC. To this day, I continue to enjoy every sexual experience I have with HIV buds. My bloodline is from Eastern European decedents, so whether I might potentially have that HIV immunity protein imbedded in me or not, I cannot say 100% for certain. Like I said earlier, if I ever contract HIV, I am willing to deal & adapt to whatever life brings me. For me personally, it's not worth going throughout life as a gay man & not having sex the natural way nor experiencing the full, emotional pleasure of a man's cock & seed planted in me.

Isn't it odd how I went from my earlier years of this massive fear & discomfort level I had about HIV & no sexual partners, all bottled up inside me? And to think how my fears have subsided & my comfort level being around &/or with an HIV guy has changed whereas, I want & look forward to all of my sex being 100% natural without the use of condoms?

[PDX4NIK8ER]

Hey oralbttmguy495,

Thanks for your comments about my story and for sharing your personal journey from fear to freedom concerning bareback sex. Since you mentioned wondering if you might be immune to HIV, I thought I would provide some info about the CCR5 mutation that confers the most common immunity in the developed world and info about the test that screens a person to determine if they have the mutation. The test is readily available now by mail and the price of testing is quite reasonable. If I were still negative after multiple confirmed HIV exposures, I would personally pursue getting tested to confirm my immunity so I could fuck bareback free from all concern.

Resources --

(Article) Resistance to HIV/AIDS: https://www.23andme.com/health/Resistance-to-HIV-AIDS/

(Test info & how to order) CCR5 Delta 32 Genetic Test for HIV Immunity: http://www.diadelausabilidad.com/ccr5-delta-32-genetic-test-for-hiv-immunity.html

On a related note, poz guys can also benefit from a form of these receptor tests that looks at the genetics of the VIRUS rather than the genetics of the HOST. I needed a new HIV medication regimen earlier this year because, after more than a decade on my previous drugs, they were starting to cause unmanageable side effects. To get maximum viral suppression, my doctor wanted to add the relatively new class of drugs, known as Fusion Inhibitors, to my cocktail to offset the fact that I can no longer take NNRTI's because of the side effects they were causing. In order to select the appropriate fusion inhibitor, it was critical to first determine if my strain of the virus employs the CCR5 receptor to gain access to T-cells or the less common fusin (also known as CXCR4) receptor. I had to stop taking ALL my HAART treatments, wait for my virus to start replicating again, and wait for my viral load to exceed 50,000 (minimum threshold for the test to determine the receptor pathway). I was off meds for about 6 months before my virus was active enough to test. Once the receptor pathway was known, the core of my new drug regimen became the CCR5 fusion inhibitor. Other classes of drugs were then added to interfere with viral replication at several vulnerable points occurring later in the replication cycle.

I hope this helps bring some clarity to both neg and poz guys about the role that receptor sites play in facilitating or blocking initial HIV infection and post-infection viral replication, as well as how modern genetic testing can be used to check for HIV immunity in neg folks or select highly effective treatments to suppress viral replication in poz folks. Good luck!

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