scared/turned on

[belfast94]

A few weeks ago i was leaving a club with a mate & somehow lost her at kebab shop/started talking to a fit older guy. Very unlike me but next thing i know we're in his car heading to his 'penthouse'.

He offered me drinks and one thing led to another. Him undressing me an item at a time after every drink.

I remember him forcing a poppers soaked rag/pants/sock in my face when we got to his bed.. In a room with lots of mirrors.

Lots of foreplay. Rimming n whatnot. fingered my ass. Roughly. I have no idea at all if he used a condom. Or how many times he fucked me.

He was saying things about breeding me..charging me. Stuff i either didnt understand or was too horny/drunk to notice and/or care about at the time. He drove me home the next morning. My ass was on fire. Red raw and still gaping open a good bit half the day. I dont even know his name.

Anyway. Few weeks on im definitely feeling rough. Reading stuff on here one minute im freaking out loads next im getting hard thinking about it.