And now the truth

[john2586]

Part I

I posted a story a while back that was partially true. My bad. My intention was for it to be 100% true but I got carried away. I will now, however, make amends, and to tell you how it all went down. How I became a barebacker. My dick started to get hard the second I wrote that word "barebacker." It feels good to admit it, even in an anonymous forum. I tried my whole life to be good. I was successful too! But the moment I had my first raw dick was the moment that changed me forever.

So I told you all a story about a very well hung black man I met at a bar when I was 25. It was a "what's your name again?" in the cab on the way to my apartment kind of thing. As I felt his dick get hard in his pants while we were making out I became acutely aware of what I was in for. It was damn big. Bigger than anything I've every had.

"I want to fuck you," he said.

"Good," I responded.

And so we did. And we did again a few days later. And then a third time. At which point he started doing things like undressing me in the living room and coming up behind me, spitting on his fingers and rubbing them on my hole. He'd rub his dick head against my slicked up ass and I'd feel the pressure of it trying to get inside me. Nervous, I took him to the bedroom. Hoping to prevent what I knew he was trying to do. I wrapped him up and rode that hog for all I was worth.

"Fuckin hot, white-boy"" became my new anthem. I live for him to say it. And he always did. So I worked his dick like I never worked anyone else's cock before in my life. I was a fucking slut for this man. Even at 4:00 AM when the call came "You still up?"

"Yeah."

"Get that ass over here". Over and over.

And I thought I was a good boy.

But then I got a boyfriend. Womp. Luckily he had a big dick too (not so big as my friend from the bar, but a healthy and thick 7.5 inches that was ramrod straight). We fucked one time with a rubber, and upon the next he asked "Do you want me to wear a condom? I don't care either way."

"No."

I didn't even hesitate. I can't think of why. I guess I was pretty certain he was negative, and so I wasn't too concerned about it. But I stopped any questioning the second his slicked-up cock slid into me.

"Oh my God. Oh my God. I've never had it raw before. It feels so fucking GOOD!" I blurted-out.

My boyfriend smiled.

The next time we fucked I was on all fours when he asked me where I wanted him to cum.

"In my ass!!"

"... Are you sure?"

"FUCK YEAH!"

Our dirty talk became bolder. We started watching bareback porn together. I started begging him to load my ass and he would make me beg.

"Fuuuuck baby, your ass feels so good. You were made to take this dick. You're gonna make me shoot. You want my load baby? You want my load in your slutty ass?"

"FUCK yeah stud. Gimme your seed. I need it so bad!"

And so on.

Eventually, that is to say, after a year and a half, things didn't work out, and I no more than two weeks had passed before I found myself texting my friend from the bar.

"Come on over, baby."

So I did. His apartment left much to be desired, but his dick never did. Upon walking into his place we picked up right where we left off. "Long time, no see."

"Yeah, I had a boyfriend."

"It happens. Especially to pretty boys like you." He grinned and rubbed his crotch. I took the hint and dropped my jeans to the floor. "No underwear? Fucking slut." I kissed him as I fished his monster out of his pants and he began to rub his hands over my ass. Then I got down on my knees and started licking that gorgeous piece of meat until I had him moaning and his cock was glistening with my spit. I sucked him deeply, slowly, passionately. I could handle about 3/4 of him, but that was more than enough. After a few minutes he drew me up to my feet, kissed me, then threw me face down on the bed.

He began to eat me out so well I couldn't help but back my ass up against his tongue, desperate to feel more of him inside me. Coming up for air he flipped me onto my back, smiled and remarking "You're fucking hardwired to that hole, aren't you?"

"Uh huh...." I was so excited I could barely speak.

I pumped some lube onto his dick and before I could say anything he was sliding all of his 9" into my ass. I cried out, clutched his back, and spread my legs wider. I ran my hands down his back, resting on his gorgeous muscular ass and pulled him until his pubes were grinding into my and I could feel his heavy balls on my ass. I could barely think I was so turned on. He kissed me again and started to draw his cock out of me. As it snaked back in I ran my hand along his shaft to feel it disappear into me.

Raw.

This was different. I felt different. I felt slutty, dirty. It was WRONG to bareback with someone you don't know, especially someone you aren't monogamous with.

... Right?

But I couldn't say no. With his tongue in my mouth, his raw dick pumping in and out of me, and my hands on his ass encouraging him, we couldn't stop. Until we did.

"We should get a condom," he remarked in passing.

"Totally."

Edited June 23, 2014 by Hotload84