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[bibottomboy]

A little about me...  Early thirties, masculine, athletic and fairly attractive male. I am not interested in dating men..i just enjoy getting used by them. I have been with about 20 men and I have fallen more and more submissive with each one. Condoms were pretty mandatory for quite a while. I generally seek out the most dominant and sexually sadisstic. I find most of these men do not like condoms! 

 

I have lately gained massive moment in my idea that maybe I should be used for this full time all the time. If i find the right man or men or situation, I can surround my life about pleasing and being used as a toy 24/7.  With that dream in mind, i would imagine I'd need to live with the fact i would be fucked BB most of the times.

 

Maybe I should just accept it and find someone charged? Though...

 

I would rather walk into a motel room to meet someone for a rough fuck and be surprised by four or five real men who jump me, tie me down, drug me or force liquor down me then, rape me, humiliate me and invite random men over for a week. of course I would beg them to stop, but nothing would stop it. I don't want the cops called to out me so I am not going to say anything. After the first few days maybe I accept it and just give them what they want until they let me go. Of course at the end i'd be told what most types of seed floating in me is....

 

So now i can comfortably live as a nasty cum dump.