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True Story Of First Chem Use And Unexpected Conversion


tomtremblay1234

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I was in a phase of experimenting with drugs.    I had acquired a small amount of tina just to see what it was like.   I was living alone in a big city, and had really only done Molly before.  My plan was to do a bit, and jerk off or clean my apartment.

 

I was completely unprepared for the NEED for sex that flooded through my usually shy (and not very experienced with women ) brain as I knew I would do anything to satisfy the lust that was consuming me. 

 

I went to craigslist to find a escort to fuck, but it was clear that my small cock was totally going to be useless tonight.

 

Even though I never had a gay thought in my life before that point, I realised I could suck or be fucked by a man.  And it was HOT.   

 

I didn't hesitate or think if it was a good idea... I just searched craigslist for a man who would let me suck his cock.    An hour later I was in a strangers apartment sucking my first cock, and LOVING it.     But it was way too quick before he shot his cum in my mouth and I was out the door still horny as fuck. 

 

I spent the next couple hours at a strip club groping hot women.   I could have done that all night if i had the money.   But when the money ran out i was still horny as hell.

 

So I, completely out of the blue, and unprepared, went to a bathhouse for the first (and so far only) time.

 

I was a fish out of water, and  must have looked a mess... but I sucked a few more cocks and saw images that burned into my mind and probably permanently adjusted my sexuality.   I loved sucking cock more than anything.  I loved the smell, the feel, the taste.   It was the most intense sexual experience of my life.    

 

I never found anyone to fuck me that night, and the next day I couldn't believe it happened and lost all interest in gay sex.

 

But any time I get high it all floods back and I want desperately to feel another cock in my mouth and a I want to feel as many cocks as possible break in my ass.   I am not only consumed by lust, but now I get consumed by how fucking filthy I can be.   I want to be fucked in public, I want to be tied up,  i want to suck every cock in the city.  

 

I've never gone back and now I don't live in the same city any more.   But... at this point porn doesn't do it for me and I would kill for someone to finish the job and train me to be the sluttiest bottom in the city.

 

But there just isn't time to act on it before it all passes.   

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Fkn love men whose yearning for cock supersedes concerns about implications to their sexuality, or masculinity. You got serious balls, mate. Bare in mind that your intro experience to either sex with men or using T, are deeply linked in your consciousness, and have opened up heaven's gate , raising the bar for any and all sex you'll have onward. Know yourself a bit better by isolating their use, and keep talking to your mates out there, as you go from one big cock to the next ;)

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