One of my exboyfriend ....

[Hardream]

I met guy a few years ago, I was 22 years old. I was separated from my firt boyfriend and when I saw him the first time, I loved his behaviour, he was dominant, masucline and really possessive like I love. The first time he fucked me he asked me before if I was neg, I said yes and showed him my recent test, because we was on my appartment. He fucked me during  hours, very good.

During 4 monthes he initiates me to submission and slavery. I spoke with him about my desire to be fucked by severals tops, and he always said me that I could forget because he hated that.

I accepted that, but one day I met my first boyfriend in a bar and .... we was to his appartment and fucked together....

When I saw my boyfriend, I told him what I did, he was so furious and said me it was finished. He didn't accept my excuses. One week later, he phoned me and said me that we could speak together. He said me that he could understand because of my age and he spoke me about my fantasy and he asked me if I was always ok. I didn't understand this proposition, I tought he wanted to speak about us but no, he just wanted to speak about this fantasy. I was surprised, but I said, ok, it's what I want.  He said ok, I know 2 guys who want to fuck you, if I phone them, they can come. I asked him if I knew them, he said me no he met them before meeting me and when he did a lot of date and sex. I said ok, but I'm not prepared. He said me, it's not important they are pig. He phoned them, and 2 guys cames 1 hour later. During this hour, my exboyfriend didn't fuck me, but he fingered and fisted me, and then he attached me and spanked me. When the 2 guys came, he put me a mask on my face. I didn't see nothing. The two guys entered, one of them said :"good slut" and spanked me with a belt, the second spanked me too. My boyfriend said me that he will detach me ans that I must put me in doggystyle. I did that, and he put off the mask and I could see that I was in front of a dick. The guy was about 50 years old, and I sucked him. I tried to see the another, but the first guy took me the head and put me my mouth on his dick. So I sucked him and the another fucked me. I wanted to know if he put a condom, but I couldn't. He continue fucking me and he cum. The second fucked me too, he cum. I couldn't see him, because after cuming, the 2 guys left, and my ex, said another guy will come. I was very excited, but I asked for the condom and if they was safe. My ex said "don't worry about that, be confidence in me". In french : "T'inquiète, fais moi confiance". He attached me another time on the bed, and when I saw the guy entering in the bedroom, I recognized a friend of my exboyfriend. He was tested poz 3 weeks ago. I asked him to put condom, he said me "don't worry". In french :"T'inquiète". My hole was large now by the fist, and two guys before, I was really excited. My exboyfriend fingered me, and this guy fucked me, I couldn't see them, I was very excited. He cum ... in my ass without condom and my exboyfriend said me that 3 pozzed men fucked me ... After the excitation, I was crying. He said me he wanted to break me like I break his heart. I was so unhappy... went to his hospital. Sometimes I regret not accept this seroconvertion .... because this time in other time I could be poz. So now I'm thinking a lot of about that because now it's more like a fantasy, it's a desire.

[Hardream]

It wasn't the first time I took meds, so I wonder me what I must do now. I was 22, I'm 35 now ... Now sereconvertion is more than a fantasy, is something special I can't explain, maybe just to be in a club or to be gay/bottom/poz, I don't know exactly. When I'm thinking of being poz, I think about sickness, death, danger, but when I do bareback, I'm really excited.

If I were converted at 22 ... what I would be now ?? ?? When I was 22, I was really slut, I just was afraid by VIH, now, now I'm single, I know that I just want fuck, cum and charges loads and serovoncerion are exciting me ...

[Hardream]

It's a fantasy this time.

True part : I was sleeping on the sofa in the flat of one my ex. We are juste friend now. I like his boyfriend because he is dominant, but I never made sex with him and with my exboyfriend since he met his boyfriend.

To continue this history..... fantasy 1 : When I was sleeping on the sofa (true part) I was thinking about to be their slave, just to serve them, just to have a relationship D/s (fantasy)

 

Fantasy 2 ... since my fantasy have changed and evoluated : I think I will be happy to be their slave ... and very happy if they would  make me convert ... No? For me, a bottom, to be slave, be fucked and converted in front of my ex and his boyfriend ....