Daddy's fag or boring partner?

[Jsayui]

So I've read the forums and stuff and still not entirely sure if this is in the right place...

So my problem isn't probably unique or anything but I have a boyfriend who I love madly and shit but he just fucking sucks at sex and isn't agressive enough for me.

 

I ran on and on but my main sexual attraction is to daddy types who like to corrupt innocence and stuff like that. I want to cheat on him to realise my potential as a dirty whore with several loads in me and does whatever I'm told to but I can't decide like at all... I lean towards cheating and have flaked on a bunch of dudes because I get some annoying moral thing but I really want to do it... How do I get over this...

 

Anyway thanks