BB only for me

[wnnabJofS]

My very first gay/bi/whatever was 20yrs ago. I was a newbie, but really wanted to experience an interaction with another man. The funny thing is, from the very start I felt I wanted to serve, be used.

 So anyway I contacted a guy thru outpersonals and after a couple of emails arranged to meet during lunch at a local bar (Growler’s).  Headed there, found him and introduced myself; nice looking guy and what looked like a nice package. We headed back to my place (recent divorced at that point). He wasn’t into kissing or anything of the sort, but directed me to strip and kneel in front of him, which I willing did. He instructed me to undo his pants and get them off, to my surprise but pleasure...no underwear! And to my bigger surprise was the size of his cock, I mean it was huge, porn star huge...long and thick. Next I knew I had it in my mouth and began stroking and sucking, I didn’t even need a command to, surprised myself actually that I would be so willing and eager to have him in my mouth. 

 After a little oral abused administered by him, he laid back on the coffee table and ordered me to sit on his cock. Being a virgin I tried, but couldn’t fit anything more in than his head. I was embarrassed and felt  a failure, he was somewhat perturbed and demanded I suck him until he came. I eagerly began sucking. He told me after he came, he expected me to also drain his cock of all his piss and although hesitant I agreed. He also commanded that I put a show on for him and find something to fuck after he was done. I wanted to please this guy and redeem myself so we might meet and try again. To my surprise he told me, while I fucked myself  with a wine bottle (something he laughed and tormented me while I did), that since I was doing as commanded he was willing to try again...tomorrow and I better perform to standards.

  The next day I showed up as commanded and did as he instructed so my ass could receive him. He brought me to an office back room, had me strip once again, but before I got a chance at his cock, he had me moving items and office furniture around naked. As I nearing completing his tasks he removed his clothes, sat in a chair and told me to get my mouth to work on his cock. I sucked for quite awhile before he had me stand up and bend over a nearby desk. While bent over he had me reach back and spread my cheeks, while spread he slapped my ass several times becoming more forceful with each swat, he even grabbed my ball sack and pulled...almost too hard as by then my eyes began watering from the pain, but I said nothing, fearing rejection and falling further out of favor.  I heard him going thru the drawers looking for something when I felt him pushing something into my boi pussy. I was surprised it slid in as easily as it did. He worked it around a bit and it felt good. He told me the big show was about to begin and I had better take it all as sucking him off today wasn’t an option. I heard him lubing his cock and was told to spread my cheeks further. I could feel the head of his huge cock pressed against my hole as he told me to spread. He slowly pushed in a little at a time until he had pushed it all in...or so I thought. This guy fucked be good for at least 30 minutes and I loved every second. He told me he’d be leaving his cum in my ass and I said nothing as I wanted to feel the sensation. To my surprise he had never been fully in me, he gripped my hips tightly and pulled me back as he pushed hard. He was ready to cum and only moved in and out a couple of inches at a time. Every time he pushed harder stretching my hole wider, I was in ecstasy, it felt great! He finally came and stopped fucking, but rested with his cock still in me. After a minute or so he began fucking me some more, I felt his cum run down over my balls and down my legs. When he finally withdrew I was told to suck his cock clean....my first ATM. 

 My legs were weak from such a hot and rewarding fucking. Sadly we only got together a few more times before he moved away.

 My next encounter with another dom was good, but he insisted on condoms. A good idea I suppose for us both, but not nearly as enjoyable. No mater how much lube, it didn’t feel the same. The condom “dragged” inside of me and was somewhat uncomfortable, it was somewhat a turn off and afterwards only gave him blowjobs. 

 All encounters since have all been bareback, the only way I will allow now. It feels so much better and gets me off physically and mentally. Although fooling myself I feel less likely to catch HIV infection if guys withdraw before cumming, but I do finish off orally.

[north.mpls.guy]

How would you react to a guy who refused to pull out, and bred you properly?

[wnnabJofS]

On 10/27/2019 at 5:39 AM, north.mpls.guy said:

How would you react to a guy who refused to pull out, and bred you properly?

I'd hope the guy would respect my wishes. I am somewhat particular as to who I play with, so hopefully they would be honest about any issues. If "issues" , most likely I'd still be playing and as much as it lessens my enjoyment, I'd insist on a condom, but I'd be OK with a pullout, remove the wrapper and still suck him until he cums.