I think it is time

[davescott1125]

Mid 60s bi bear. Married (to a woman) but she has no interest in sex anymore so nothing at home. But as the years have gone by I have become more interested in sex with men to the point I could be totally happy as gay. In the beginning I was a "condom Nazi". But the more I watched BB porn and others playing raw I began wanting to feel that freedom. But I was always scared to try it. But I enjoy drinking alcohol, sometimes to excess especially when out of town for work. Sometimes when a guy would come to my hotel room to hook up, if I had drank too much and then some poppers, I would let him in me bare. But I usually ask them to pull out when they cum. But there has been a couple of times I let them shoot in me. AND I loved it. REALLY LOVED IT!  Yes, I worried afterwards for a few months, BUT I was also turned on constantly during that time. Years ago I thought bug chasers were crazy. But as a regular visitor to BZ, the idea is now a major turn on. My cock gets hard just thinking of taking POZ loads.

Well here we are today. Wife is off to Vegas for a girl's weekend.  I am horny as hell. I double dosed on some ED pills (even though I function fine without them, they give super hard erections). I have a new brown bottle. Recent lab work shows my liver is shot from years of alcohol abuse.  I find I am much more willing to let the guys cum in me, so it is only a matter of time before I am Pozzed. So with my life expectancy with my liver, what have I got to lose? With the wife gone for a few days what better time than now to get it done?