Feeder Posted February 13, 2011 Report Share Posted February 13, 2011 Click here to see Defiant HIV+ Bareback Fucker's original blog post... I was recently scanning through POZ Personals online, curious about guys that might be nearby that are poz to maybe hit up for friendship or whatever. The personals found there are a bit different than barebackrt.com since most of them actually start with a face pic. vs. an ass or cock pic. As I scanned through them I ran across one that floored me. A guy that I had fucked around with many times and had always assumed he was HIV-. Turns out he has been HIV+ a bit longer than me, by about 5 or 6 years. I am sure I have fucked him since he became poz as well. I mentioned him in my post Names or No Names some time back as one of three guys, him being the only HIV- one that I had has repeat fuck buds. I have since communicated with him and made sure he knew that I now know and that it did not make a difference. I also let him know that the fact that he did not tell me was of no concern. To be fair, I assumed his status and did not ask. And, he certainly does not owe me any explanation at all. I think it makes us a bit closer now, although we have not hooked up. I think he actually has hooking up with guys on a severe curtailment path right now to avoid potential issues, which is something I should probably take as a suggestion, but I won't... Like I said before, it is virtually impossible for me to keep my pants on... I scanned through other profiles and found another guy that I know. I never slept with him, but I have known him for over ten years. My impression of him is such that if he found out about me being HIV+ he would just think that I deserved what I got for being careless. He is also so brash that he would probably say that point blank to my face. But, there he was. HIV+ since 2004. I was rather shocked to say the least. I had heard he was a horn dog, but had no idea... Lesson here? Anyone you know could be HIV+. Most of us keep it to ourselves and tell few people if we tell anyone. The person you work with, go to lunch with, share a ride with on the way to work in the morning. Any of them could be HIV+ and you would have no idea. Hopefully if any of them are they know their status and are taking care of themselves. Oddly that last guy being HIV+ gave me a bit more confidence that I am not really all that much of an outsider. I often say that I am fine but honestly there is a bit of a nagging sense sometimes that I am different. These discoveries bring me back to that place where I can tell myself (and rightly so) that I am a good guy and anyone that would condem me because I am HIV+ is actually the one that should examine themselves, cuz they got the problems... More... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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