[Closet Bi] To fuck raw or not to fuck raw...that is the question

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I've just spent the most fantastic couple of hours or so with my cock spending most of that time buried deep in this guy's amazing piece of ass.

I'll recount the story.

Must be around 10 days or so ago I woke up to find overnight I'd been hit up by this guy who was well into older, stockier, bi men. His message was short and direct. "Older, stocky, bi. My type. Get in touch". Dunno why but reading between the lines it just felt genuine. Before I left for work I sent him some pics revealing my stocky/chub bod, hard cock and face. Also I asked for some pics of him. His profile pic had him fully clothed but he looked a hot younger guy, defo someone my cock would respond to favourably. Time passed without any response until around mid morning at work my phone vibrated in my pocket. He confirmed I was defo his type and he forwarded me a naked pic of him full frontal and a pic of him in a jock from the rear. Fuck me he was gorgeous. No rippling six pack but flat chested, almost smooth, athletic looking, took good care of himself. He asked if i liked what I saw. "am I your type?" he enquired. I left him in no doubt I had a massive soft spot (albeit quickly hardening) for younger fit looking lads. His response, which really hardened me big time was "good you like to spunk in younger lads". And it was that single comment which began my torturous mental anguish. Here was a guy who hit me up who was the type of guy I'd spunked dreaming/thinking of for some time. Not only that but he liked taking raw cock too. I was careful to avoid a direct response to his question asking him whether he had a tight hole. Yep came his brief but pleasing response. My cock was in overdrive. As regular readers will know I have longed for bareback sex for years ever since I started watching and collecting raw twink porn some years ago. Something about it just turns me on. No messing around. Spunk ending up wherever it's shot. No awkward package opening moments, loss of hardness or reduction in feeling. And here was a hot as fuck guy asking if I participated in raw sex. I had to come clean and tell him my circumstances. He was cool as fuck. Was happy to be fucked with a condom so long as I came over his hole, re-rubbered and fucked my spunk back in him safely. Sorted. Only it wasn't. We arranged to meet around 48 hours later but on the morning of out meet, he messaged me via Grindr to say he was working now and couldn't turn it down as he needed the money. I posted up on here that he'd bailed on me. I wasn't surprised. Hot as fuck lad. What would he want with me. Enjoyed leading me on for the chase and then pulled the plug as the ultimate joke. I didn't quite write him off but I strongly suspected he'd block me on Grindr and I'd not hear from him again.

But in doing so I did him a great dis-service. I messaged him to say I understood his reasoning but that if he had other more legitimate reasons to stop arsing around. He assured me he was genuine. So we chatted quite a bit more from time to time, always me initiating the chat and my messages often being far too long and probably too revealing. His usually being quite short, blunt, to the point. We arranged to try to meet again a week later. He was up for that.

I had a deep look into my morality and character and began to feel more comfortable about raw sex, even though he admitted he'd been taking raw loads for 15 years and had become too addicted to bareback sex to give it up. We also occasionally chatted about my anguish over raw sex and he was really cool about it, no pressure or anything.

I'd posted up my anguish on a forum with the vast majority of respondents suggesting to bareback in my position would be wrong and I should rubber up. A couple were all for it however realising from my original post that sooner or later I'd do it so why not now. Live for the moment etc. Prior to this I'd told the guy on Grindr I was comfortable doing him raw but reading some of the comments made me rethink. As I set off this morning I had two rubbers in my pocket, also knowing the guy had a load at his. I had decided to rubber up but to spunk in his ass raw. Best of both worlds.

I switched my phone on this morning expecting some sort of further cancellation. Nothing. He was also not on Grindr as he was listed as offline. I had to get up early and get a shower and then catch bus to station in order to undertake the 45 min trip into Manchester and out the other side. About half way in I messaged him through Grindr checking we were still on. No immediate response. So I text him. Had his number. Got a response. Everything was fine. His next comment sealed the deal, reproduced as originally sent to me this morning. "

Yeah but just so u know iv Made the dicision that u are barenacking me

Previously he'd applied no pressure at all. And I don't think he meant this too either. But that text turned me on big time as I was at train station.

So what happened. How did it go. Did i? Find out next blog post.

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