The Best Side-Effect Medicine Can Give

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My sex life has unbelievably changed for the better due to medication I started a few weeks ago, but first I’ll tell my life’s sexual story.

I grew up in a small, extremely conservative town. My first sexual experience was at 16 with a fickle friend; I barebacked his ass and came inside. At 19 I was fucked for the first time, and it was by a BBC, probably 7-8”. He fucked with a condom, I said it hurt, so he took it off and bred me raw. Never took a condom in the ass again. By 22 I had my own place to live and hosted anonymous barebackers to breed me very frequently. Same all the way up until now where at 26 I decided I liked living with others, so I now have roommates. This whole time I’ve been known for having an extremely tight hole, and my hole will always tighten up right after getting fucked no matter what size or how many guys. 

The thing is, it always hurt. There was no physical pleasure in bottoming, but holy fuck my mental need and my libido was so strong that I always bit down and took it like a whore. I always needed copious amounts of poppers and lube, and it stung so bad being penetrated for the first time on any given day. This was until a few weeks ago.

After seeing psychologists for months, I was given an anxiety disorder diagnosis and the psychiatrist gave me daily anxiety meds in the form of an SNRI (Google it if you don’t know). Within a couple days my sense of touch felt so dull, and pain was virtually nonexistent. I looked it up and this class of medicine can also treat central nervous system disorders! Time to test what this can do sexually...

I soon got with a friend and he bred me, with no initial sting after sniffing poppers AND it feels wonderful! Then I try it without poppers, and wow getting forced open feels amazing! I decide to go all in and try no poppers no lube, not even spit. I bend over for a guy on Grindr who has a moderately thick and very hard dick. My god I cannot express how absolutely wonderful it was. Since then I’ve gone to a bathhouse 3 Saturdays in a row without lube or poppers. Sometimes tops will lube a little, but most make due with my spit from having sucked them hard.

Today was another stress test. Yesterday I got fucked silly for the 8 hours I had a room with at most a few minutes rest between. Well over a dozen loads and plenty more dicks that “didn’t want to cum because they just got there”. My hole today should be very sore, puffy, and extremely tight. Waking up, it didn’t feel sore and a rough fuck buddy wanted to breed me. I went over, bent over with no lube or poppers, and he forced his thick cock through my tight hole. It finally hurt a little bit, but quickly turned to pleasure.

I’m happy to say that now my ass can take far more cocks far more easily, and I have two more loads costing my insides from my fuck buddy.

Edited March 14, 2021 by BBpigBottom