Slave life ?

[Btmfag]

I've what's a more sex focused life for along time (ten years with an a sexual has me starving ) a bear daddy what's to make me his full time slave. I'm just now learning about my sub side and what to hear from other slaves or fags or owners about the goals relationship lifestyle. 

[Guest]

I am also discovering that I am more on the sub side than I realized.   I am married to a girl so it makes it hard for me to act on what I know what to do. That is to find a guy to train me to become a sissy cum dump.