I'm Feeling Like I'm A G'Damn Savage!!

[Lustofalltrades]

As some may know by now... for those who don't, I am a young 41 years old and new to exploring my sexuality with men. And when I say NEW, I mean it; All ive had the privilege to do thus far since I seriously pursued seeking another man to play with is having sucked my first cock of a guy I met from a site similar to how CList was.

I replay the experience often, how nervous I was, what I'd do and how embarrassed I'd be if I didn't like it and stopped and exited as fast as possible... BUT I DID like it... In fact I fucking loved it. How when I got to his house and he asked me if this was truly my first real experience, and I said YES. He pulled his long 9inch thick cock out and I just said to myself WELL THIS IS IT, dropped to my knees and put his warm throbbing meat in my mouth and sucked and jerked him until he blew his load. I even actually almost came in my pants while sucking him thats how into it I was. 

I never told any of you this, but a day later I text him and asked him if hes into anything else, like for me to lube his thick long cock and lube my hole wanting to sit on him and have him shoot his seed in my ass. Then hop off and suck and lick his meat, to experience the taste of my ass and his cum as I clean that beautiful dick while his jizz drips from my slightly gaped hole.

 

So the reason I feel like a savage is because since then, 1. I never heard back from him, he was a bit weird hahaha and 2. Ive had NO luck since then. I post ads, and i answer others but nothing ever happens.

 

 At this point im so into wanting to explore my bi side and try being fucked as well as to fuck, you understand, to learn my likes and dislikes, that I ONLY watch hardcore gay porn now. I dont even bother watching women. The image of a man on all fours at the edge of a bed ass high with his hole wet/lubed and his balls tight and or hanging drives me wild. I LOVE watching cum dumps being bred one after another and how some men will suck the cum out of a hot wrecked, loose, open, mancunt and tongue fuck it. I love a wrecked man hole. Love seeing a hole so wrecked it has open meat lips like a pussy. And how when he takes another cock he pushes out and his lips wrap around a fat cock like the perfect fuck sleeve. And how drops of cum roll down a stretched hanging hole and gets licked. Not a drop wasted!! 

 

I NEED TO SUCK, SWALLOW,  FUCK AND GET FUCKED BAD!!! 

[Lustofalltrades]

Wanted to add that I desperately want to experience being on my back and fucked while the man fucking me is jerking and stroking my cock. That must feel amazing and the orgasm must be mind blowing. 

2ndly, want to experience being fucked from behind like a good slut and be leaking sperm all over the floor or bed hands free while my cock swings back and forth.  And on that note,  i want to also be the 3rd guy laying underneath catching that hands free jizz on my mouth and on my face. 

And since this is a blow job thread, i so desperately want a man on all fours ass hole ready to go and to take his cock from behind and pull between his legs and suck on it while peering into his winking eager fuck hole. 

 

Fucking hell I JUST WANT TO GET DOWN RIGHT NASTY WITH ANOTHER MANS CUNT AND COCK!!