Ready to be locked and abused?

[Bbbtmws]

Went to visit family during the recent holiday. Haven’t had an ejaculation in 18 days. A new record since I started jacking about 45 years ago. The most I usually go is 4 days and thats rare given I normally jack 2-3 times daily.
 

So my question is, if I can handle 18 days without cumming, am I ready to be locked and/or owned?  Ideally I would like to only orgasm anally by getting my hole worked out and abused. Really want a permanent rosebud and prolapse. Been self torturing my tits for a while. Would be great to have no control as a master takes charge of how hard and how much my ass and tits are used and by whomever he chooses to do it. I am already a no loads refused btm pig and enjoy pleasuring those who likely would be turned away. What should I do?