Anyone else been whored out for money and got none of it

[ffabbian]

It's happened to me twice. The first time was when my ex bf was updating my online escort profile.  It was the beginning of a bank holiday weekend and I had plans to party for most of it so after a morning of taking new pics  I went out for a few hours. When I came back my ex bf verbally tore me to shreds. I came home with 2 loads in my hole and happy only to be degraded and humiliated but not in a fun way.  Feeling broken he told me he  has booked in 12 clients and the first one will arrive in 10 mins. He changed my one hour minimum booking to 15 minutes  for a 10th of the price.  Whenever there was a gap between clients I would  have a quick chat with him in the next room. The more I enjoyed it the angrier he got. After the 12th client he put a wad of cash in his pocket and told me he's going and has booked in 3 more. 

The 2nd time was a few months later with a grindr hook up. He knew that I was  an escort  and we took some pics of his 10" cock  and fist in my hole for my private pics. He stayed over the whole weekend and whored me out to 6 men from my escort profile.  We were high, he was hot and the sex was incredible so I didn't figure out that that what he was up to. We were then bf's for a couple months and he told me what he had done a week later while he was fucking me and I was like fuck me harder. Loved how wrong and fucked up it and he was

[max2001]

My first boyfriend let his ex have me, but I don;t think he got paid it was more that he owed him a favour x

[ffabbian]

3 minutes ago, max2001 said:

My first boyfriend let his ex have me, but I don;t think he got paid it was more that he owed him a favour x

Money/favours, kind of the same thing. Did your ex bf watch and/or join in and did you like doing that for him?

[max2001]

I didn't like it at the time because me and that guy hated each other, I think he was jealous. But it turns me on now. Yeah my ex was there most times and joined in once, and did stuff after. I was very inexperienced and didn't know what was going on or what to do, he was my first as a bottom. They were both in their 20s and I felt excluded, or like I was just there as a prop - not like I was an equal or anything, which wasn't very nice at the time.

[ffabbian]

8 minutes ago, max2001 said:

I didn't like it at the time because me and that guy hated each other, I think he was jealous. But it turns me on now. Yeah my ex was there most times and joined in once, and did stuff after. I was very inexperienced and didn't know what was going on or what to do, he was my first as a bottom. They were both in their 20s and I felt excluded, or like I was just there as a prop - not like I was an equal or anything, which wasn't very nice at the time.

That's a very uncomfortable position to be in, especially at a young age.  I  was lucky that my first bf and I loved and cared for each  other. Whatever we did we  were both into it. 

[max2001]

2 minutes ago, ffabbian said:

That's a very uncomfortable position to be in, especially at a young age.  I  was lucky that my first bf and I loved and cared for each  other. Whatever we did we  were both into it. 

It was a complicated relationship and time for me, I didn't know what I wanted.

[ffabbian]

2 minutes ago, max2001 said:

It was a complicated relationship and time for me, I didn't know what I wanted.

I you would like to talk about it  I would like to hear about it either here or in my dm's