Passed out and raped

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A couple months ago I started chatting with a guy on sniffies and between sharing kinks and fantasies we learned that we were both interested in rape play - him as the aggressor and me as the victim. Our chat eventually migrated to telegram where we shared our deepest fantasies and planned to act out this fantasy in real life. 
 

Weeks of chatting and playing cat and mouse went on. I learned that he wanted total anon domination of me. He recommended that I take a cocktail of NyQuil and alcohol and leave my apartment unlocked for him to find me and rape me. We planned to meet up and after a few cases of cold feet on my end I messaged him one afternoon while I was at work only to discover he wasn’t too far from me and was available. Horny as ever, I headed home early, stopped by the store for my essentials and waited for him to message me. 
 

Like clockwork, a few hours later he messaged me that he would be on his way. He instructed me to take 2 doses of NyQuil and 2 shots of vodka and I did as he said. He instructed me to be fully clothed, hood on, and ball gag on the table. Upon entering he would record a video of me agreeing to be raped, place the gag in my mouth and the rest was up to him. 
 

As he made his way to my apartment he continued to direct me to drink the NyQuil and vodka so that I would be totally passed out upon his arrival.
 

I have no memory of our interaction. I woke up the next morning at 5am, my bed drenched in sweat, my hood still on, and totally naked on my bed. The only evidence I have are two videos he took of me. One of him inspecting me on my couch when he entered my apartment and making me consent to being raped and another of my naked limp body on my bed before he left