iwantbigloads Posted 3 hours ago Report Posted 3 hours ago The other day, I found a prescription bottle for prep in my bf’s car. We’re currently monogamous and he’s against the idea of cheating, as he’s been cheated on with previous partners. The prescription was filled within the past couple months. My heart kinda sank a bit, wondering why he has it. The idea of him being with others sexually doesn’t bother me much, but I still felt that initial shock of hurt and jealousy. I unscrewed to top to reveal it was still sealed and unopened. A small bit of relief overcame the anxiety I felt. But then another feeling started to arise, or rather a mix of feelings. It was equal parts arousal, and disappointment. See, I’m in the category of guys who finds the idea of cheating incredibly hot and extremely exciting. Whether I’m the one sneaking around getting loaded up behind his back and without his knowledge, or if I’m the one who’s clueless as to what and who is going inside of my boy’s beautiful hole. The entire situation can be intoxicating. Which is why I kinda want my boyfriend to be fucking around on me. I secretly scroll Grindr when he’s out of town and I try to look in the area he’s staying and sincerely hoping I find a profile that looks like it could be him. The idea of him in a hotel scrolling Grindr, looking for another cock to fill him up is something that gets me hard like nothing else. I’ve told him before im open to the idea of him hooking up with other’s. I just want to know about it so I can enjoy it too. However it’s really the idea of me catching him that’s the most intriguing. So I’m not sure if an “open relationship” is what I’m looking for with him or what. But I’d love to have him come home after his trips and I find some cummy underwear in his suitcase that’s not his. Or some other indication that he’s fucking around on me. It’s a guilty pleasure of mine. My ultimate fantasy right now. 😈 Quote
ffabbian Posted 2 hours ago Report Posted 2 hours ago Will that also open the gates to cheat on him too,? Quote
iwantbigloads Posted 2 hours ago Author Report Posted 2 hours ago For me it definitely does. If I know he’s out getting loaded up, I’d be intrigued to do the same. Although I’d also just get off on the idea that he’s doing what he’s doing and getting his sweet ass fucked behind my back. He’s very selective on when we have sex, so it’s not often we do. Which does bother me that I can’t use his hole whenever I want. But the dirty cuck inside of me hopes his hole is getting creamed even if I’m not the one doing it Quote
Recommended Posts