Push me to be a no loads refuse cumdump at Sauna NZ, NM or vondel

[TommyAmsterdam]

I really want to be a no loads refused cumdump, but when I get to the cruising spot I always chicken out after 1 load. Does any dominant top in Amsterdam want to push me to take more loads?

[tecedes]

I'd join you and lead by example 😉

[MMale]

On 7/4/2025 at 9:06 PM, TommyAmsterdam said:

but when I get to the cruising spot I always chicken out after 1 load. 

How come you chicken out after 1 load? 

[TommyAmsterdam]

I get scared of STDs, I've had some painful cases

[MMale]

3 hours ago, TommyAmsterdam said:

I get scared of STDs, I've had some painful cases

Ah, I understand. I hope you are first and foremost on PrEP, right? And get yourself a regular check at GGD and/or GP. 

If you do this, you shouldn't be that scared. I hope anyway. What happened that got you this scared? 

[TommyAmsterdam]

I got a really painful case of oral chlamydia, and also a couple of nasty cases of gonorrhea while traveling. It was a huge hassle to sort it out. I keep fantasizing about taking more loads but I always get pulled back by those memories.