Push me to be a no loads refuse cumdump at Sauna NZ, NM or vondel

[TommyAmsterdam]

I really want to be a no loads refused cumdump, but when I get to the cruising spot I always chicken out after 1 load. Does any dominant top in Amsterdam want to push me to take more loads?

[tecedes]

I'd join you and lead by example 😉

[MMale]

On 7/4/2025 at 9:06 PM, TommyAmsterdam said:

but when I get to the cruising spot I always chicken out after 1 load. 

How come you chicken out after 1 load? 

[TommyAmsterdam]

I get scared of STDs, I've had some painful cases

[MMale]

3 hours ago, TommyAmsterdam said:

I get scared of STDs, I've had some painful cases

Ah, I understand. I hope you are first and foremost on PrEP, right? And get yourself a regular check at GGD and/or GP. 

If you do this, you shouldn't be that scared. I hope anyway. What happened that got you this scared? 

[TommyAmsterdam]

I got a really painful case of oral chlamydia, and also a couple of nasty cases of gonorrhea while traveling. It was a huge hassle to sort it out. I keep fantasizing about taking more loads but I always get pulled back by those memories.

[MMale]

That sounds bad indeed! 

So you only need to get your checkup timing in order and you can take as many loads as you like. You will be fine and let go of the bad memories. 

[TommyAmsterdam]

Yeah that's a good point, if I time my checkups for a week or so after being a cumdump it might make me less anxious