M2MLuvin Posted 1 hour ago Report Posted 1 hour ago I'm 66, 5'10", 270 lbs, Hispanic bi male here with a question on how to proceed. I have recently started watching gay porn videos and have this strong urge to be barebacked. The last time I had sex with a man was in 2009, a year after I divorced my ex wife. During my marriage I had strong urges too be with a man because of where I was working. A majority of the work force were gay or bisexual males and was hit on constantly. I tried my best to be faithful to my wife but those feeling slowly crept into my subconciousness. When ever she performed oral sex on me I had a hard time becoming erect. I started fantasizing about certain gay guys I worked with sucking my cock and I had the most intensive orgasms which made her happy. I would immediately kiss her so she could share my cum with me which also turned her on. Eventually our sex life started dwindling and I would go to the adult bookstores and started sucking off strange men. I loved the feeling of men exploding in my mouth and sucking out every last drop. I always wanted to be barebacked but thought I'd be pushing the envelope too much by taking that extra step. It was after we divorced that I finally had anal sex with a man and that was after I fucked my ass with an 11" dildo. My hole was so loose I could barely feel his 8" cock inside of me. So here I am 16 yrs later and I'm longing to be fucked again. My question is where do I go to meet men in the same boat as I am? I failed to mention that I'm impotent and have a very small cock. Is that a turn off for other men? I want to be that reliable bottom they can "cum" to if they need a hot tight ass to fuck. I want to be used like their slut, but treated with dignity and respect which sounds stupid to me. I have put ads on Doublelist but all I get is flakes who say they're on the way but never show up. Am I approaching this right? I've been out of the loop for soon long and could really use some advice on what I should do. Are there support groups for guys my age where I can meet someone? Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Quote
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