tomtremblay1234

Maybe. On chems I turn completely into a filthy perv who wants the nastiest sex possible. I'd love to fuck a woman but the equipment doesn't cooperate. My holes work and so all I want is to be filled with cock and treated like a perverted cum dump. Right now I'd let anyone take my virgin ass and give me my first load. I wonder if I can get fucked so good I'd still crave cock without the chems. But I have zero interest in my normal life and haven't been able to set anything up. Maybe it's for the best. But if I ever find someone to and perv me up until I'll beg anyone to let me suck their cock and then i know I'd be his use and corrupt and as we're cruising downtown and he has me go down on a homeless guy in the alley I know I would love every second of it.

I don't see a way to edit my original post so I will ad this here: https://breeding.zone/topic/31658-true-story-of-first-chem-use-and-unexpected-conversion/ This may or may not be the story of how I accidentally semi converted myself. Now I am ready to finish the job but am stuck in Regina and have no idea to find the right kind of people.

I was in a phase of experimenting with drugs. I had acquired a small amount of tina just to see what it was like. I was living alone in a big city, and had really only done Molly before. My plan was to do a bit, and jerk off or clean my apartment. I was completely unprepared for the NEED for sex that flooded through my usually shy (and not very experienced with women ) brain as I knew I would do anything to satisfy the lust that was consuming me. I went to craigslist to find a escort to fuck, but it was clear that my small cock was totally going to be useless tonight. Even though I never had a gay thought in my life before that point, I realised I could suck or be fucked by a man. And it was HOT. I didn't hesitate or think if it was a good idea... I just searched craigslist for a man who would let me suck his cock. An hour later I was in a strangers apartment sucking my first cock, and LOVING it. But it was way too quick before he shot his cum in my mouth and I was out the door still horny as fuck. I spent the next couple hours at a strip club groping hot women. I could have done that all night if i had the money. But when the money ran out i was still horny as hell. So I, completely out of the blue, and unprepared, went to a bathhouse for the first (and so far only) time. I was a fish out of water, and must have looked a mess... but I sucked a few more cocks and saw images that burned into my mind and probably permanently adjusted my sexuality. I loved sucking cock more than anything. I loved the smell, the feel, the taste. It was the most intense sexual experience of my life. I never found anyone to fuck me that night, and the next day I couldn't believe it happened and lost all interest in gay sex. But any time I get high it all floods back and I want desperately to feel another cock in my mouth and a I want to feel as many cocks as possible break in my ass. I am not only consumed by lust, but now I get consumed by how fucking filthy I can be. I want to be fucked in public, I want to be tied up, i want to suck every cock in the city. I've never gone back and now I don't live in the same city any more. But... at this point porn doesn't do it for me and I would kill for someone to finish the job and train me to be the sluttiest bottom in the city. But there just isn't time to act on it before it all passes.

I have the most boring and pathetic sex life ever with my steady gf who has no idea that some chems can make me a dirty cum dump for any cock that wants me. When I first tried chems I, despite having no gay tendencies before, wound up sucking a strangers cock because I was horny as hell and mine was shrivled up and useless. Then I, super shy guy, went to a bathhouse (wasn't in Regina), and sucked off several more guys before leaving. Nobody fucked me though, but I would have let everyone there dump a load in me if they wanted. I loved it. It was years ago and I haven't repeated it. But i am ready to now. I would give anything to find a like minded individual who can help me go full perv. You can literallly watch me change from super shy and awkward to cum slut and we can not only break my ass in but see how perverted I can get. Have not been able to find anyone yet.