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It's been awhile

Given that I've been conflicted about barebacking, I've avoided cruising for a while. To be honest, I haven't trusted myself. I tested negative about a year ago, and want to stay neg, but have pretty consistently had raw sex since my last test. I hooked up with a hot muscle bear in NY this weekend. Started off using a condom on his rock-hard cock, and then asked him to take it off and seed me. He seemed conflicted at first, but after 2.5 hours of hard core fucking, he loaded me up. Man, he drop

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Dripping

:confused:Got cum dripping down my crack as I write this. Connected with an old craigslist hookup tonight. Wasn't expected, but after a drink he offered me a ride home. We took a detour thru GG Park and I offered him a blow job in return. It's damn cold so I thought I'd get a quick load down my throat before bed. Instead, we got outta the car, found a dark spot and I got on my knees. Without thinking, I got up as soon as he was hard, dropped my jeans, and leaned against a tree. He found my unlu

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Updates

Well, I've been naughty and nice in recent weeks. Spent a lot of time at a bear bar outta town, and met one hell of a hot man working behind the bar. We spent a couple of days fucking like crazy -- all safe. He was the first guy in ages who was totally consistent about wanting to use condoms. I only got his load down my throat, and it tasted like spring - clean and sweet. Smart guy, him. Had an incredible time. Then, back at home... hooked up with a guy I met a few weeks ago. Really sweet boy.

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Is it time?

I've been one of those bareback bottoms who's been conflicted about the risks of raw submission. While I am compelled to take any raw cock and load demanded of me, I have not sought out poz cocks and have limited anonymous sessions since getting sick after 12 hours of cocksucking and bare sex in the backroom of Amsterdam's Dirty Dicks (and some random sauna) a few months ago. I never did see the Master who beat me in the dark, the dude who pushed me into the wall to pump my ass, the Top who shov

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An honest assessment

There's something about submitting to a stranger, giving him all he wants, and not knowing what might come of it. If a guy is at all dominant, and has the balls to go for what he wants, I feel it's my place as a pig bottom to take it. If I'm honest with myself, I haven't used condoms with any consistency for about two years. I start off wanting to be good, but always give in. When I start with a rubber, I end up taking it off or forgetting it by the second fuck. When the other guy wants to use

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reflections from a conflicted bottom

I'm smart, I'm ambitious, and I have lost way too many friends to AIDS over the years to take HIV lightly. I hate HIV and AIDS, and I don't want to suffer the illness and dance with death that so many people close to me have fought. Yet I can't stop reading this and similar sites. I can't count the number of times I've gotten off to breeding stories. I've watched almost every video on barebackbastards and xtube (searching for "verbal poz breed") so I can share the charge that comes from watc

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