Someone once asked how many cocks I have sucked. Having spent hours—days—at glory holes, in adult theaters and book stores with couches, mazes and big screen video, I can only think the number of cocks I’ve pleasured must be in the high hundreds. I can’t imagine that I’ve sucked thousands of cocks, but I am trying.

While I would love to remember each and every cock, I simply can’t. In a glory hole booth, for example, as quickly as one penis unloads in my mouth, almost before I can swallow, another may take its place begging the same attention I provided its predecessor. I am more than happy to slip one cock into my mouth after another. I like to think a line forms outside the booth, men seeking a good cocksucker, anticipating getting their hard cocks sucked through the glory hole. And I do my best to oblige.

I have encountered memorable cocks outside the video arcade though, some to which I have provided great pleasure and some which have provided great pleasure to me…or both. I met one lover online who first told me he was dominant and wanted only a submissive hole in which to pleasure his large cock. I shied away; he scared me. It was early in my development as a cockhound and the thought of my pussy being nothing more than a hole for his cock to cum in put me off. Little did I know.

I couldn’t get the thought out of my head. I realized that, indeed, mine is a submissive pussy hole created to pleasure another man. Some months later, I contacted my soon-to-be lover and told him I would be the hole for his cock. I was not disappointed.

I met him in a hotel room; I’d readied myself and opened the door naked. He said hardly anything, reaching for my cock and feeling my bottom. He pushed me onto the bed and somewhat roughly, examined my hole. He rubbed a finger around my entrance and spread my cheeks so he could see. I felt his tongue licking into me…and I knew I was lost to his desire. I wanted him to fuck me, I wanted to be his submissive hole…

He told me to wait for him, that he would return in a couple of hours. I was in a state of high sexual tension and used the time to string myself even higher, masturbating but not coming and stretching my lubed pussy hole with a butt plug. Finally, I answered a knock on my door.

He didn’t say much, but immediately started taking off his clothes. I was fascinated by what was at the time the largest cock I had ever imagined would be fucking into my tight pussy. Without his asking, I dropped to my knees and took his cock into my mouth. Soon he was raging hard and I knew it was time for him to fuck me…a little scared but so excited it didn’t matter.

Again he tossed me onto the bed and spread my legs. He ate my pussy like no one has since; he sucked my pussy lips hard into his mouth while pushing his tongue deep into my hole. Soon I was absolutely shaking with lust and desire for him to fuck me. I was realizing my destiny as submissive bottom, craving a cum-spewing cock deep inside me. It wasn’t my first time getting fucked, but this one was somehow different. I was simply a warm hole for his cock and sperm. I wanted him to breed me.

I knew it would hurt even though he had opened me with tongue and fingers. His cock felt huge as the head rubbed and probed my open hole, and then he slowly pushed inside. He was dominant, but careful of me like a good top should be. He didn’t want to hurt me and scare me off. The head of his penis popped inside my sphincters and he waited for me to relax. Soon my pussy welcomed his huge cock and he pushed balls-deep inside me. Oh my god! It felt so good. I was born for this. I was realized and complete.

He fucked me long and slowly—deep stroking—and then he would mostly withdraw to rub his glans in and out through my sphincters. He called it “tipping.” Then he would thrust deep into me again and pound my pussy like the hot hole it was. Nothing hurt me; it was all wonderful!

We fucked for what seemed like a long time and he asked if I wanted him to stop. I urged him to keep having his way with my pussy and to breed me, cum deep in my hole. Finally he powered up, fucking me fast and furiously, sweating and rooting inside me. He fucked into me and I knew he was cumming. I felt his cock throbbing against my pussy walls and I was filled with his warm cum.

I was hooked. I was a hole to his beautiful dominant cock for over a year. During that time both my attitude and my pussy evolved. Now I know more about myself. My pussy has stretched and can more easily relax to welcome a penis. It has developed well-defined lips. When open and dripping, I know how good it will feel to bury a hard cock in it. Now I know what it is for.