I've been curious about barebacking for ages, turned on by the idea of one day having the guts to let somebody fill up my hole. Yesterday, finally, it happened. I have known this guy for almost a year now as nothing more than an NSA fuckbuddy. He first approached me online and talked me into meeting him in person. I was shaking the whole time it took me to drive to our meeting spot. When I finally saw him and talked to him I trusted him enough to follow him to some random house. I let go of everything I ever believed about sex, that it was this special bond with a loved one, I gave into lust. We would fuck occasionally over the next 10 months, always safe.

I eventually started dating someone, we have yet to have sex. In the meantime my buddy insisted on fucking me again. I snapped under the pressure. He got to my place, we ran up to my room he grabbed my ass as we went up the stairs and he pulled down his pants, his fat dick already hard. I forgot all about the other boy in a second and took off my clothes and ran to his arms. He asked if I had condoms, I said no. He went ahead and fucked me anyway. The thought briefly crossed my mind to stop him but I couldn't bring myself to, his raw cock inside of me was driving me wild. I was no longer myself. I got him on his back and started riding him, he came in no time, I couldn't believe it. I felt a mixture of shock and and fear and pleasure I had never felt before. Without even thinking about it I let him fuck the shit out of me four more times, I felt every inch of his body, I enjoyed the pain, the smells, the way my legs kept shaking as he pounded my ass, I went insane, nothing could compare to that feeling of skin to skin.

At the end all he could say was how he never thought I could move the way that I did, how I seemed more experienced when he's only the second guy who's ever fucked me. I can't stop thinking about it, I want more. I want to feel his cum shooting inside me again. My hole is wet and loose thinking about it and I'm rock hard. I'm obsessed, I'm cum hungry.